21 Chapter 21

◎Possessiveness◎

Shen Lie was talking about work nearby. After it was over, he remembered that her school was not far away and the two hadn't seen each other for a few days, so he asked the driver to drive over.

When he knew he was coming, Shen Jin asked him if his strong-willed melon was sweet. There was a sense of gloating in his words. Finally, he held up the table and said, "Brother, coercion and threats don't last long. When it comes to love, it's about your affection and your love for me." What's the point of forcing?"

Shen Lie glanced at him and said quietly before leaving: "Speaking of which, my second uncle just asked me about you two days ago."

"What are you asking?" Shen Jin became nervous. , "Brother, you didn't say anything."

Shen Lie didn't say anything, gave him a look that asked for blessings, raised his legs and went out, Shen Jin followed two steps, and shouted uncertainly behind him: "Brother, you are My brother."

He didn't look back and waved lightly.

After smoking a cigarette, Chen Jing'an came over, stopped one step away, and called him Mr. Shen politely and distantly. She would also call him by his name. When he was so angry, she could no longer maintain her politeness. No matter how angry she is, the only words she can use to curse are shameless, bastard, and despicable... She has a good upbringing and is inexperienced in the world, so she can't say bad words.

It makes people want to do something more and wonder what she looks like when she is more angry.

The twisted melon may not be sweet, but Shen Lie thinks it's quite interesting.

"Have you eaten?"

Chen Jing'an nodded: "Yes."

Shen Lie extinguished the last spark and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can: "Eat some more with me."

In the car, Shen Lie handed over the gift box , a jadeite bracelet, made of high-quality ice glass, with thin rods, translucent and moist, which he bought at auctions in the past few days. He didn’t have much research on jade. He only thought the color was light and elegant. At first glance, he thought Chen Jing’an was wearing it. It should look good, but giving it to others is a waste.

He didn't say how it came from, or the price. It was as casual as if it were bought casually on the roadside, not even as solemn as the gift of a gardenia that day.

"It's too expensive. I don't have the right occasion to wear it." Chen Jing'an guessed from the texture of the bracelet that the bracelet was worth a lot of money.

"Aren't you going to perform recently?"

"I'm not used to wearing any jewelry when I play." Chen Jing'an said that she couldn't wear it either. She didn't want to cause unnecessary trouble.

Shen Lie leaned over, took it out, held her hand and put it on, with a focused expression: "Then just wear it for me to see." After

putting it on.

Chen Jing'an has a small frame and even smaller wrist bones. At first, he was worried that the ring would not fit properly, but he didn't expect that it was just right. It was light green and matched his fair skin.

"It looks good."

He asked again, "Why are your hands so cold? Are you sick?"

"No, it's just not very comfortable." Now that she had put the bracelet on, Chen Jing'an had no intention of taking it off. She leaned against the back of the chair quietly, without As usual, he tilted his head to look out the window and talked to him calmly. Her clothes were loose today, and her thin shoulders couldn't hold them up. She looked like a child.

"Don't dress like this next time."

Chen Jing'an was surprised: "Why?"

"I'm afraid someone will think I'm a pervert." Shen Lie sat back down again, his tone was teasing. He really didn't have this preference.

"..."

Chen Jing'an thought that he was a pervert and it probably had nothing to do with what she was wearing, but she still said it was okay on the surface.

Eating with Shen Lie is not a boring thing. He loves to eat and knows how to eat. He talks about ingredients and recipes, and some even have historical backgrounds. He eats slowly and leisurely, which makes people feel that he is not just for appetite, but for real. Feeling the taste of food.

Chen Jing'an also tasted a few pieces.

The symptoms of abdominal pain began to intensify in the middle of the meal. She clutched her stomach and her face instantly turned pale. Only then did Shen Lie find out that she was on her period, got up, paid the bill, and left.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Chen Jing'an lay in the car seat and couldn't help but curl up: "The pain won't hurt anymore."

Shen Lie asked the driver to drive: "Go to the hospital."

"No, no need... go nearby Just go to the pharmacy." Chen Jing'an frowned, "Just buy painkillers."

"It hurts like this." He really doesn't have much experience when it comes to girls' menstrual periods.

"No, just take the medicine and rest."

"Go back to Qianwan tonight."

"Okay."

Chen Jing'an closed her eyes, put her palms against her stomach, and didn't care about this matter with him.

However, Shen Lie felt that Chen Jing'an tonight was too obedient, even a little abnormal.

After buying the medicine, Chen Jing'an swallowed water and took one pill in the car. She closed her eyes and rested uneasily. Half an hour later, the car drove to Qianwan. When she got off the car, Shen Lie held her hand and pressed it with his big hand. It was as if she was too weak to walk. When she looked over, she raised her eyebrows slightly and asked if she wanted to be carried in.

"...No need." Chen Jing'an looked back.

This atmosphere is really a bit weird. The two of them have been at war with each other and had different feelings. It would be good if each other can find their own place and play their roles well, instead of like now, Shen Lie brings a cup of hot water and looks at each other. At that moment, no one knew what to say.

"It might be useful." Shen Lie stood up.

It was Ji Hong's suggestion to send hot water, which seemed too stupid to him, and he was obviously even stupider if he actually followed it.

Chen Jing'an hugged the thin quilt and sat down against the head of the bed. After licking her lips, she made up her mind and said in a calm tone: "Do we want to talk?"

"Us?"

Shen Lie stopped and was about to leave. When he went out and looked back, he was really very tall. He was so tall that he could touch the door beam just by raising his hand easily. When he lowered his eyes and looked at people, he had a natural arrogance and laughed silently: "Are you sure you want to follow me?" Let me talk, here, now? "

According to the past experience of two people talking, the scene is often not good, she is not feeling well, and he has no intention of exacerbating this symptom.

"Yeah."

"Okay, tell me."

Chen Jing'an asked, "Can you sit down?"

The conversation would not end soon, and the sense of oppression when he stood and looked down at her was indeed too strong, as if she had nothing to do. Escape, naked/naked.

"Okay."

Shen Lie replied in a good temper. He glanced at the room furnishings, finally walked over and sat down on the sofa beside the bed.

Hooking her fingers on the quilt, Chen Jing'an asked: "Shen Lie, do you like me?"

"Yes."

"Which kind of like?"

"What kind of like do you like?" Shen Lie asked.

Chen Jing'an nodded: "There are many kinds."

Like, in the meaning of the word, means pleasure and love. Feeling happy may not necessarily mean true liking, just like objects can also make people happy.

Shen Lie smiled: "What should I say? When I saw your bracelet, I felt that it should belong to you, so I took it so that it wouldn't fall into the hands of others."

"Similarly, the first time I saw you , I also feel that you should be mine. "

It's just a simple possessiveness. Shen Lie did not hide this, nor did he think there was anything wrong.

After saying that, Shen Lie lightly clicked his tongue and asked, "Is answering like this a deductible?"

Chen Jing'an knew very well that Shen Lie never concealed anything, it was unnecessary and disdainful, and he didn't care about deducting or adding points, it was simple. It doesn't matter whether she likes it or not.

He always only focused on the results, not the process.

She guessed that this was the case and was not surprised to hear it from Shen Lie. She hugged the quilt tightly and hid her hands in the folds before saying, "It doesn't sound that hard to accept."

Shen Lie looked at her and said, Wait for her to continue.

"Qin Yinian once exaggeratedly said that he liked me to the point of being almost infatuated and that he would identify with me for the rest of his life. He was very sure of what he said at the time, and I believed him."

Chen Jing'an's tone was fast and slow, perhaps because of the sincere young man back then. Now that she has changed beyond recognition, she doesn't feel much when talking about the past. She lowered her eyes and smiled softly: "What happened."

That's all.

"You want to reminisce about the past with me?" Shen Lie smiled. Hearing Qin Yinian's name from her mouth seemed unpleasant.

"No."

"I want to say that I want to try to accept our relationship."

Chen Jing'an's eyebrows were too clean. When he looked at people, he always reminded people of snow without any impurities. Shen Lie had to admit that he was attracted by this look. attract.

She continued: "But I'm afraid of you now. I'm really afraid. Can you give me some time to adapt?"

Shen Lie pulled his lips and smiled, his eyes rolled over her face, his eyes were deep, and her fingers unconsciously She hooked tightly and dug her nails into her flesh. She felt her palms sweating. She was nervous. She always felt that the eyes were sharp enough to cut her open and find out her thoughts.

Just like before.

"It seems that something caused you to misunderstand me tonight and treat me as a philanthropist." Shen Lie put down his legs and stood up, condescendingly, "Or do you think I am too stupid to hear that you want to delay time."

"I don't want to delay time . " Chen Jing'an gritted his teeth, "I just want to slow down and get used to you. Whether it's holding hands or kissing... I need time. Even if you are in a normal relationship, the degree of intimacy will also take time. "

Oh, a normal relationship . .

Shen Lie lowered his eyes, he had indeed never been in love.

"How long?"

Chen Jing'an said: "There is no specific time, just a feeling..."

Shen Lie suddenly came closer, holding the head of the bed with his hands and leaning over, looking straight, she could see his dark pupils more clearly, which made her Think of animal pupils, beautiful, but devoid of human emotion.

"Isn't it slow now?" he asked.

He was very patient with Chen Jing'an. She didn't like kissing, so he never moved again, so why should he be so slow? Or is this a new way of playing that she came up with?

He held her jaw, and his fingers inevitably touched her neck. It was slender and fragile, and blood vessels spread under the thin white skin. He followed the line with his fingertips and felt the pulsation of the carotid artery. The heart rate was too fast. Chen Jing'an opened his eyes and stared. Looking at him, looking into his eyes, trying his best to control his emotions.

How can a person who is used to being in control allow others to lead him?

How could Chen Jing'an not be clear about it? She held her neck and showed him her most vulnerable position without reservation: "What I want to say is that since there is no way to change the status quo, I have no choice but to accept it. Rather than continue to suffer like this , I want to enjoy this relationship."

"I don't want to think about how to start, but have a good relationship

with you."

Chen Jing'an's heart was beating fast, and she was not sure whether Shen Lie would believe it. His eyes were too poisonous, and she always seemed transparent in front of him.

She saw Shen Lie lose his mind for a moment.

He lowered his eyes and closed his eyelashes, probably thinking too.

After thinking for a short second or two, Shen Lie asked with a smile on his lips: "Can you do it?"

Can you?

It's not that Shen Lie doesn't know her character. She looks soft as catkins, but is actually so stubborn that it's a headache.

Anyway, he thought about it, and Chen Jing'an calmed down: "How will you know if you don't try?"

She thought this proposal was okay.

After all, who would like to get along with a wooden person who has no other feelings except hatred and even puts a knife under his pillow. Such a twisted way of getting along.

Shen Lie's eyes calmed down and he looked at her. He didn't even have time to think deeply about any slight movement in his eyes. Two fingers were gently held, with cold temperature, but soft as if they were boneless palms.

Chen Jing'an looked at him and asked, "Is it okay?"

"Shen Lie."

Tentatively, showing weakness, his eyes were clear and bright.

"There seems to be no possibility for me to refuse."

The corners of Shen Lie's lips twitched, with a seemingly happy expression.

He couldn't guess what Chen Jing'an was thinking yet, but if she found a new way to play, he would be happy to play with her.

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