Chapter 2 Memories are filled with cold feelings 06
When Shen Chuxue returned to the An family, it was already dark.
She asked An Cenxi to bring back a message, saying that she would not eat at home, and would simply wait until everyone went upstairs to sleep before coming back, so as to avoid the family of three being so happy in the hall and her coming in to disturb others' interest - Shen Chuxue was still very self-aware.
S City has spring-like weather all year round. It hasn't snowed in years. This year's first snow was quite heavy, but the temperature wasn't too low. Shen Chuxue took a long walk around the park she often visited, and then around the small garden in front of An's house - the first snow at night, what a beautiful view.
Standing at the door, Shen Chuxue's hands were somewhat out of control. She opened the door tremblingly and went upstairs in the dark.
Just as she turned the door of her room and hadn't entered yet, An Yannan had already opened the door. Shen Chuxue's eyes gradually adjusted to the darkness, and then she realized that An Yannan hadn't changed his clothes yet, and was still wearing the same clothes he wore at school during the day.
She didn't have the energy to speak , so she just nodded.
She closed the door with her backhand, leaned against the wall and slowly slid down to the ground. Her feet were a little frozen, and she coughed twice, thinking that she would definitely catch a cold tomorrow.
But you have to cool down your panic.
"Chuxue, I will protect you and I will always love you." This is what Lin Jianluo said in Shen Chuxue's ear. On the table between him and her, there was still cooled milk tea, which exuded a rich aroma. Lin Jianluo's eyes were extremely deep, and his words were righteous and serious, which scared Shen Chuxue so much that she almost ran away.
In line with the scene, her name was Chuxue, and she was almost melted in the first snow of this year.
"Grandma, what should I do..." Shen Chuxue murmured, and actually fell asleep on the carpet.
Shen Chuxue was floating up and down, as if she was dreaming. At the beginning of the dream, she was led by her grandmother into the Lin family. In the dream, Shen Chuxue, who had grown up, kept shouting "Don't go in, don't go in", but no one could hear her. She was so short and still wearing the red skirt, and was pulled into the Lin family.
The little Chuxue in the red dress turned around and looked at her, her smile so fleeting that it was almost impossible to catch it.
The scene suddenly changed, and Shen Chuxue's ears were filled with the sound of her grandmother's coughing. Shen Chuxue squinted her eyes to look, and saw her own small figure guarding her grandmother's pear soup by the stove, and the medicine jar below. The room was filled with the warm fragrance of Chinese medicine.
Shen Chuxue still saw a letter on the table, a court summons.
She clenched her hands suddenly.
She heard her grandmother calling her name, murmuring "Xue'er, Xue'er", and tears kept falling.
Grandma said: "What will you do without me..."
"Grandma!" Shen Chuxue suddenly woke up.
She sat up from the ground all of a sudden, and seemed to have twisted her waist. Shen Chuxue frowned and looked around. She was still in the An family, still in this room. She took a long breath and stood up slowly from the ground.
Feeling dizzy, she raised her hand and touched it, and found that she had a fever.
Shen Chuxue coughed a few times, opened the door and went downstairs to get some water.
She had a fever and her control over her body weakened, so her footsteps became louder. Her room and An Yannan's were very close to each other. Before she reached the stairs, An Yannan's door had already opened, revealing an orange light.
"What’s wrong with you?"
She waved her hands and said, "It's okay." Her voice was hoarse and it hurt so much when she opened her mouth.
She rubbed her throat and walked downstairs. She couldn't turn on the light yet - everyone was asleep at this time.
After pouring a glass of water, Shen Chuxue sat on the sofa and drank it in small sips.
An Yannan gave her some antipyretic medicine and watched her finish it but didn't leave.
"Shen Chuxue, you are afraid of Lin Jianluo." An Yannan said.
Fear?
She raised her head, but her eyes were unfocused. She just looked at him coldly, her dry and cracked lips curled up, and she said sarcastically: "How do you know that I'm afraid of Lin Jianluo? Only the people of the Lin family are afraid of me."
"If you keep going like this, you will never be redeemed in this life."
"Do you know how long a lifetime is? But because the Lin family only had that much life, my grandmother's lifetime was frozen in the winter of that year... Who will return my grandmother's lifetime?"
Shen Chuxue felt that it was a waste of time to talk to An Yannan about this, so she simply stopped talking.
