Chapter 2 Even if I chase you to hell, I want you to accept me 1
"Do you regret it?" A loud voice came into my ears in the darkness.
I opened my eyes and looked around, there was nothing there, and I couldn't help feeling a little scared.
"Do you regret it?" That voice sounded again. Only then did I realize that there was a child next to me. He was about seven or eight years old, with pink cheeks, golden hair, and blue eyes. He looked very cute.
I looked at him and was stunned for a moment. His tender face made me want to pinch it. I always felt that it would feel good.
"Do you regret it?" he asked again, and at this time I remembered something.
Everything that just happened was replaying in my mind. I was already dead. Where was this? Was the little boy saved?
Oh, his question...
I looked at him and said calmly, "Since it is your own decision, why should you regret it?"
"Do you know? People who commit suicide and die in vain will go to hell. The fire of hell is the purest fire in the world. Because they are already dead, they will not die again. They can only endure the torment of the fire and look forward to the end of the torture every day and the beginning of a new reincarnation..."
Maybe it's because it's too quiet here, every word of his words echoes in my ears.
"I don't know." I smiled and answered honestly. How could I know this?
"Aren't you afraid?" he asked, looking at me puzzledly.
"Afraid? Of course I'm afraid! Does that mean I don't have to go if I'm afraid?" I asked back. In fact, I was suffering from illness every day.
"Do you regret it?" He returned to the question.
I don't understand why he must know the answer to this question? I thought about it and said to him, "Little brother, there is no regret medicine in the world! If I were to choose again, I would still choose to save him..."
"Why?" He seemed puzzled, frowning.
Thinking of the doctor's words, I hesitated for a moment and said, "I can only live for half a year. If I can exchange my half a year for his whole life, it should be worth it."
"Even if it's just a chance meeting?"
"Yes! And his life hasn't even begun yet. If he loses his life like this, his parents will probably be very sad!"
"What about you? What about your parents?"
"My parents? They have known that I have a heart disease for a long time, so it was only a matter of time before they were sad, although I am still very sorry." When I said this, I couldn't help feeling a little sad.
"I am the Emperor of Heaven." The little guy stretched out his hand and smiled at me.
What? My brain almost froze on the spot. This little boy was actually the Emperor of Heaven? If someone told me now that Santa Claus was actually my grandfather, I would accept it calmly.
"Haha, it turns out they were all wrong. I'm going to correct everyone's impression of you when I get back." I laughed and then moved my body. I couldn't help but reach out and pinch his cheek. It was indeed soft and very cute.
"Crack!" He coughed twice and glared at me.
so cute!
Then, he regained his serious expression and said, "You can die in vain after saving people, but you can still have such a mentality. You can enter heaven and are qualified to become an angel. Please follow me, Bei Yingning." The darkness around them began to recede and turned into light.
A door appeared in front of me, with two words written on it: Heaven.
Suddenly I went from hell to heaven, happiness came too quickly, it’s so hard to accept!
"You know what? Saving someone isn't a great thing, but there are few people who have no regrets after saving someone. Some people regret it immediately after hearing that they will go to hell..."
"What about the end?" I was a little confused and even a little scared.
"Fall into the cycle of hell!" He turned around and looked at me with sharp eyes.
Then, the gate of heaven opened, and there was so much light inside that I couldn't open my eyes. When I finally got used to the light, the scene inside gradually became clear.
Everything around was white. Everyone was wearing white clothes and had a pair of snow-white wings on their backs, but their eyes and hair color were subtly different.
Everyone gave me friendly looks. An angel came towards me and introduced himself: "Angel Bei, welcome to become one of the angels."
Seeing that the figure of the Emperor was about to disappear at the end of the sea of flowers in front of me, I suddenly thought of something and hurriedly shouted, "Please wait!"
"Anything else?" he turned around and asked puzzledly.
"me……"
I thought of the letter paper and envelope I was holding before the car accident, and my eyes felt sore. I thought I could have a romantic relationship before I died, but it didn't go as I wished.
"Do you have any unfulfilled wishes?" The Emperor of Heaven seemed to see through my thoughts. He looked at me and said, "You came to heaven because you saved people. Otherwise, your soul could not be reincarnated and could only wander in the human world. Do you know that?"
I seem to have heard of this. It is said that if a person has any wishes or undone tasks after death, his soul cannot be liberated and will wander in the world.
"I know you've been nice to me, so please help me again!" I opened my eyes wide and pretended to be pitiful, pleading with my eyes.
Hearing what I said, he slowly stretched out his finger and pointed at my chest, where a ray of light immediately appeared. He said, "This is a pure angel's heart, and you deserve it. I am willing to give you a hundred days to fulfill your wish, and at that time, the door of heaven will open to you again."
I was still thinking about his words when a brighter light appeared before my eyes, and then my consciousness became blurry.
When I woke up again, I heard a "beep, beep" sound. I opened my eyes and found a transparent glass bottle above my head, and colorless liquid was being injected into my body through a tube.
Is this a hospital?
I turned my head and saw a nurse in uniform standing next to me.
I closed my eyes helplessly again. Was everything that had just happened a dream? But apart from feeling a little tired, I didn't feel any discomfort.
I took a deep breath and sat up in one go.
The nurse next to me was startled, looked at me, and asked blankly: "Are you awake?"
What else? Is he sleepwalking?
I didn't feel any discomfort in my body. Instead, I felt extremely relaxed, as if I had been refreshed and refreshed, so I reached out and pulled out the needle.
"What are you doing?" the nurse shouted excitedly.
"May I ask how long I slept? Where are my parents?"
"You slept for three days and three nights. You were in shock when you were sent to the hospital. The doctor said you would not wake up." The nurse looked at me with a worried look on her face.
After hearing what she said, I realized that I was wrapped in thick bandages. Fortunately, I didn’t feel any pain.
However, being in a coma for three days and three nights was a bit too long. In other words, I didn't go to class during these days.
The nurse held the needle and seemed to want to help me insert it. I looked outside and it was still daylight. I immediately jumped out of bed and ran out of the ward.
On the corridor outside, I spotted two familiar figures. My parents were sitting on a bench chatting with a woman with a child. At this time, the little boy shifted his gaze to me and called out in a coquettish voice, "Sister!"
In an instant, everyone's eyes shifted to me, and I walked over and called out, "Dad, Mom..."
Looking at my parents who looked so miserable, I felt very upset. But at this moment, I heard some very healing words: "Sister, mom lied. She said you won't wake up!"
I lowered my head to look at the little boy, slowly squatted down, and touched his head.
"Well, sister came back specifically to see if you were behaving well. You can't be naughty anymore and you can't run into the middle of the road, okay?" I pretended to be serious and said.
"Yeah! Mom said that my sister fell asleep because of me." His eyes were a little moist, and he seemed about to cry.
Oh, I’m the worst at soothing children.
I comforted her with some embarrassment: "Sister is fine now, so you don't have to be sad."
After that, I emphasized to my parents thousands of times that I was fine, and only then did they help me with the discharge procedures and let me go home to rest.
In fact, I still haven’t figured out whether everything I experienced before was a dream or reality.
But that's not the point anymore, the point is that I'm still alive.
After a few days of observation, my parents finally agreed to let me go back to school. This time, I didn’t plan to wait until after school to confess to An Lengxi, but went there early in the morning.
As soon as I walked into the campus, everyone looked at me strangely. Although I had received a lot of attention before, this time, almost everyone looked at me when they passed by me, which puzzled me.
I put my schoolbag in my own classroom and walked to the door of the second grade class 2. Everyone was reading in the morning and looked very serious.
I took a deep breath and walked in.
"The top ten beauties are here!"
How come there is another nickname? What about the top ten beauties? How strange.
I glanced at the boy who had just spoken, then walked straight to An Lengxi, and he looked up at me.
My heart was beating very fast, but now it was free of stress, so it didn't matter how emotional or stimulated I was.
There are only a hundred days left. I must cherish the time I can be here and the time I can see him.
"I like you, please date me..."
I'm really nervous!
"Wow——" Suddenly, screams resounded throughout the classroom.
Senior A said softly, "She actually confessed! But I saw on the news that she was admitted to the hospital with serious injuries. How come she looks completely fine?"
News? What news? I don't know, but I don't want to care about it now. I just look at An Lengxi quietly. I don't know why, he didn't look into my eyes, but looked at my chest coldly.
I lowered my head and looked at my chest. Could it be that he saw something wrong with my heart?
"I……"
An Lengxi was about to speak when I interrupted her: "No matter what, please date me!"
An Lengxi looked at me, stunned.
Senior B said: "She is now one of the top ten beauties. Her brains, looks, and heart are all recognized."
Senior C said: "Is An Lengxi going to reject her? No way..."
"Be quiet." I shouted to the noisy people around me, then adjusted my mentality and looked at An Lengxi, saying with a hint of amusement, "I should have died, but I didn't confess to you and didn't get your response, so I was unwilling to give up, so I came back!"
Although this is all true, no one will believe it.
"What an amazing confession!" a senior student nodded in praise.
"I can't accept you. You are not suitable for me." An Lengxi stood up and didn't care about what I said at all. Instead, he answered me positively.
The look in his eyes told me that he was serious.
I did not show any weakness to his determination. I smiled and said, "But I have chosen you!"
Because of him, I came back here. Although there were other reasons, I spent seventeen years in fear. When I finally wanted to have a relationship, he died unexpectedly. Finally, God gave me this opportunity again...
"You are not suitable for me, go find someone else." An Lengxi said to me, with a strange kind of pity in his blue eyes.
"An Lengxi, what are you talking about? The junior is so serious, how can you be so heartless?" Senior Jin Yubin walked to An Lengxi, pushed him and tried to persuade him. It seemed that he wanted to beat An Lengxi up.
I was really angry. After I said all that, he actually said it was not suitable. How could he know it was not suitable without trying it?
I took a deep breath, holding back my anger, but I was still feeling frustrated because of what he said. I simply started to act like a spoiled child: "No, no matter what, I want to date you. Even if I have to chase you to hell, I want you to accept me!" I used up all my strength to say every word.
"You..." He was a little stunned, his expression slightly moved, then he pinched my chin with his thumb and index finger, and said fiercely, "Do you really want to go to hell with me? There is no sun there, only burning fire, but those who are burned will not die, but will only feel pain!"
My expression didn't change, I just wondered why he knew all this.
"I'm so scared!" I said provocatively. It was really nothing new. Someone had said this to me before.
The love manual says that it’s easy for a girl to pursue a boy. As long as you put aside your pride and move forward bravely, you will be able to pursue any boy.
I looked at An Lengxi, stood on tiptoe and hugged his neck. He looked at me in a trance, I smiled and said, "Just wait, I will be transferred to this class in a few days. When the time comes, I will do everything I can to make you like me and accept me. It's getting late now, I'm leaving first!"
"Junior, you are a first-year student!" The voice of senior Jin Yubin came from behind.
"It's okay, you can skip a grade." I didn't even turn my head, just waved.
In order to transfer to Class 2, Grade 2, I spent a lot of effort. I had to find the principal, and then take the promotion exam. I also needed to have the ability, but it was not a problem for me.
The news of my confession had spread all over the school, and of course all my classmates knew that my confession had failed.
But there is another rumor. It turns out that my car accident was reported, so everyone has abolished my title of "Ice Queen" and replaced it with "Top Ten Beauties".
They all say that I not only have good looks and good grades, but I also have a kind heart. In order to save others, I even went to the hospital myself.
Although it is true, it feels like the facts have been exaggerated when spread like this.
A few days later, I transferred to Class 2, Grade 2. Although I was reluctant to leave Luo Yun and Bai Shanshan, and finally made two good friends, I had no choice but to do this for An Lengxi, who made me want to die. After all, I only had three months, and I would rather see him more during this time.
The advantage of being a top student is that no matter which class I go to, every teacher will be polite to me. Of course, the head teacher of Grade 2, Class 2, is also very nice to me. At this moment, he led me into the classroom and stood on the podium.
"Hello everyone, I'm Bei Yingning, thank you for your guidance!" I said to the students in Class 2, Grade 2, with an expression that said "I'm here as agreed."
"Bei Yingning, where do you want to sit?" The teacher looked at the huge classroom and asked for my opinion.
"I want to sit in senior Jin Yubin's seat. I wonder if he would be willing..." I said, looking at senior Jin Yubin's seat in the last row.
I only know senior Jin Yubin, and his seat is also good, right next to An Lengxi.
"But can you hear clearly from such a distance? It will be difficult for you to listen to the lectures when you just come to the second grade." The teacher looked at Jin Yubin's seat, seeming a little embarrassed and confused.
Going to school and studying is for the future, but I have no future. In fact, studying is meaningless to me. If I still focus on studying in these three months, the 100 days given by God will be wasted.
"Teacher, don't worry, I will make up for my shortcomings with hard work. Since I can skip a grade, it means that it is no problem for me to keep up with the progress, so..." I said seriously and continued to look at senior Jin Yubin's seat.
"Thank you for your appreciation, junior sister. I'll give it to you." Senior Jin Yubin stood up and walked away tactfully.
