Chapter 1 But there is no need to be too enthusiastic towards people you are not familiar with. 2
The two of them finally breathed a sigh of relief. Bai Shanshan suddenly turned around and asked, "Luo Yun, how many notes did you take in class today?"
"I didn't remember everything and didn't fully understand it." Luo Yun also had a frustrated expression on his face.
"I'll lend it to you. If you don't understand something, you can ask me..." I stopped and held up my schoolbag and said.
"I need physics notes..."
"I want chemistry..."
Before I could finish my words, the two of them spoke immediately, and they were very blunt.
I was stunned for a moment, rummaged through my schoolbag, then took out the notebook and handed it to them.
"This is the best example, haha!" Bai Shanshan held the notebook and showed an evil smile, which caught people off guard.
"Thank you, we will keep it well." Luo Yun said happily while holding the notebook.
Today is probably the most meaningful day since I came to this college because I met two pretty good friends.
After saying goodbye at the school gate, we went back home.
I stood by the school's flowerbed, trimming branches and watering the flowers, feeling very peaceful and tranquil. Alas, I was shocked when I watched a basketball game last time. It turns out that watering flowers is more suitable for me.
I lowered my head and smelled the roses in full bloom. Somehow, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my chest, and then everything went dark before my eyes.
There was a breeze and a faint floral scent in the air. I slowly opened my eyes and the scene in front of me was a little strange, somewhat different from what I saw before I fainted.
I sat up hurriedly and searched around for something, but found myself lying under the largest tree in the school, with a dark blue boy's school uniform spread out beneath me.
Everyone is in class at this time, why am I here?
"Awake? How do you feel?" At this time, a boy's voice came from behind the tree, and I immediately turned around to look.
A white shirt with blue edges, a dark red tie around his neck, dark blue casual school pants, and what was even more eye-catching was his flaming hair—An Lengxi?
"you……"
How could he be here? I was confused.
"Have some water!" Before I could finish my words, An Lengxi handed me a bottle of mineral water.
I looked at the mineral water in his hand.
Did he buy it specially for me? I was touched.
I took the mineral water and was surprised to find that he was not only handsome but also a good person.
"Thank you." I thanked him earnestly, looked at him, and asked curiously, "Don't you have to go to class?"
"It doesn't matter. I don't like going to class..." An Lengxi's tone was sincere enough. His eyes shifted to me. "If you are not feeling well, don't run around. You may..."
He hesitated to speak, which puzzled me. How did he know about my illness?
"But it's boring to do nothing." I felt helpless. Did I have to stay at home without moving?
Although he disagreed with what I said, he didn't say anything.
"Be careful next time." He walked slowly to my side, bent down to pick up the school uniform on the grass, patted the grass clippings on it, then turned and walked away, disappearing from my sight.
It took me a long time to come to my senses - I should go back to class.
After returning to the classroom, I was in a daze the whole day, not paying attention to the class. All I could think about was An Lengxi's back as he left, and the scene of him playing basketball that day. As I thought about it, I actually curled my lips. Is this a typical case of being infatuated?
"Bei Yingning? Bei Yingning..."
After the Nth call, I realized someone was calling me. I immediately stood up and looked at the English teacher on the podium.
The English teacher was a gentle man. When he saw me daydreaming in class, he didn't get angry. Instead, he asked, "What are you thinking about in class?"
"Nothing, just daydreaming, just letting my mind wander." I answered quite straightforwardly. The whole class fell silent, and everyone looked at me, almost drowning me in admiration.
"Oh, so you can lie down on the table and take a rest! If you study too hard, you should take care of your health..." The English teacher waved his hand and motioned for me to sit down, so I sat down obediently.
After class, the students were busy with their own things and the classroom looked a little messy.
I sat in my seat, supporting my head with one hand, lost in thought.
"Bei Yingning!"
This time I reacted immediately and saw Bai Shanshan and Luo Yun standing in front of me.
I looked at them without saying anything, although I really wanted to know what they wanted from me.
"What are you thinking about so seriously? Is something stumping you?" Bai Shanshan looked at me and asked.
"No, I was just thinking about some personal things..." I shook my head, feeling a little uncomfortable talking about this topic.
Luo Yun approached me with ill intentions and asked with a smile, "Are you thinking about a boy? Is it An Lengxi?"
I looked up at her. How did she know? Was I being so obvious?
"Really?" Luo Yun widened his eyes in disbelief.
Only then did I realize that she was just testing me.
"It seems... yes!" I don't know why, but my face felt a little hot.
"Queen, you are blushing!" Bai Shanshan also stared at me in disbelief.
I don't deny that when I saw him yesterday, although I thought he was handsome, I didn't have any special feelings for him. However, our encounter this morning made my heart beat faster.
Is this what love feels like? I never knew it felt like this.
"So are you going to confess? Tell him you like him. You have to do this quickly!"
"Yes, yes! Who knows if An Lengxi will get the urge to date other girls one day."
Luo Yun and Bai Shanshan were talking to each other, and my thoughts were disturbed for a moment, but can I have a relationship in my current physical condition?
"Let's wait a little longer!" I said hesitantly. Let me think about it carefully.
This Sunday, as usual, my parents took me to the hospital for a physical examination .
My parents and I sat on chairs in the hospital corridor and waited until the nurse let me in. Then I walked into the doctor's office with my mother.
The doctor looked at me with the test report, then looked at my mother, sighed, and looked embarrassed.
"Doctor, don't worry, I have a strong psychological endurance." I remained extremely calm. I have always had this disease, so I have always been mentally prepared.
When the mother beside her heard this, her expression changed, and then she nodded in agreement.
The doctor heaved a sigh of relief and said, "Bei Yingning, I am your attending physician, and I don't want to hide it from you. Your disease is incurable, and you know it well. But now your condition has worsened."
"So what's the situation?" My body trembled slightly, but it was not because of fear. I just don't know why, but I always felt a little unwilling.
"Heart failure. He can only live for half a year at most." The doctor looked at me and said solemnly.
"Doctor, is there really no cure for our Yingning's disease?" When the mother heard this, she couldn't hold back her tears.
"If you find a suitable heart and do a transplant..." The doctor's words seemed to sentence me to death. I had been searching for more than ten years and still couldn't find one, let alone just this short six months.
"Half a year? That's okay, not short..." I closed my eyes. Compared to those who died in accidents, I was much better off. At least I still had half a year.
They say contentment brings happiness...
"Yingning..." Mom looked very sad.
It is said that God is fair. Indeed, even if I am beautiful and smart, it is impossible for him to give me a good body.
But I must live well in the next six months. I can't be like before. Life is like a calm lake. Occasionally, I also want to try the feeling of the sea.
At least I should have a relationship like a normal girl. Even though my parents always say that I must grow up before that happens, I can’t wait that long now, right?
The next day was Monday, and I was ready to go to the second grade classroom to find An Lengxi after school. But I never knew that I would be so nervous when I decided to confess my love, a bit like a lamb to be slaughtered, anxious and uneasy.
I know very well that this is not good for my condition, but I would rather have a turbulent life than a stagnant life. So, even though this is not good for me, I am willing to accept it.
I felt relieved that this feeling of waiting for judgment was over.
School was finally over. I packed my schoolbag and immediately ran to the door of Class 2, Grade 2. I looked inside the classroom, then took a deep breath and walked in.
All the seniors in Class 2, Grade 2 turned around and cast their eyes on me.
"Excuse me, is An Lengxi here?" I asked them, without much change in my expression.
"An Lengxi is gone!" one of the seniors said.
What? So soon? I came to see him right after school!
I looked at this senior and suspected that he was lying to me.
"It's true, look!" The senior turned his head and looked out the window.
Many girls gathered around the window, scrambling to look inside the classroom.
Is this the case every day after school?
"What do you want from An Lengxi?" another senior looked at me and asked. This person looked familiar, as if he was the "headband senior" who hit me with the ball that day.
"I'm here to do whatever they are here for." I glanced at the girls outside, feeling a little depressed and having a bad attitude.
"Junior, please don't be angry with me, okay?" The "headband senior" looked at me helplessly, then stood in front of me, "How about this! Come back tomorrow, and I promise to help you keep An Lengxi in the classroom."
"In that case, thank you for your help!" I bowed to express my gratitude. Although I was still dissatisfied with his ball skills, I was well brought up by my parents and I would definitely observe basic manners.
I turned around and tried to leave the classroom, but suddenly stopped and asked, "Excuse me, what is your name, senior?"
"Jin Yubin." When the senior saw me asking his name, he answered excitedly.
"Why are you so happy? I was just thinking that if I can't find An Lengxi tomorrow, I'll have someone to vent my anger on." I said expressionlessly. In fact, I was just joking, but Senior Jin Yubin seemed to take it seriously.
This senior Jin Yubin is quite interesting.
Let’s go back today and come back tomorrow.
On the way home, I felt particularly relaxed because of the joke I had just made. I stopped at a convenience store on the side of the road, wondering if I should buy envelopes and stationery. If that didn't work, I could hand over a love letter, and as I was thinking, I walked in.
A few minutes later, I walked out of the store with a thick stack of stationery and envelopes, but a new problem arose.
I lowered my head and looked at the letter paper in my hand in distress. Although I have written countless papers, I don't know how to write a love letter. My teacher hasn't taught me either. It seems that I have to find some information to study after returning home. As I was thinking about it, a figure suddenly flashed before my eyes.
I looked over there and saw a little boy of about five or six years old running towards me chasing a football.
I subconsciously looked at the traffic light on the opposite sidewalk. Was it red? Just as I realized something was wrong, I saw a car speeding towards me. The driver didn't seem to see the child.
Everything in my hands fell down, and the next second, I rushed forward desperately.
The screeching sound of brakes filled the sky.
I felt a little cold and tried to open my eyes and look at the sky, but my vision was not very clear and my eyes could not focus. There seemed to be some sound around me, why was it so noisy?
I remember I just saved someone, but I was hit by a car. Am I dying now? My eyelids feel heavy, I want to sleep...
