Chapter 154: Love's Sorrow (6)
The warm touch on her left cheek brought Yin Yin back to her senses. She looked up and met Feng Qinghan's affectionate eyes. Yin Yin thought more than once how happy it was to be looked at so affectionately by Feng Qinghan. If she didn't have a loved one in her heart, she would have fallen for him long ago, right?
"Don't think too much, everything will be fine." Feng Qinghan said gently.
Will everything be alright? Yinyin didn't dare to think so , and couldn't think so. Even if she could be happy in the end, how could those who lost their happiness because of her be happy?
Feng Qinghan let go of the hand that was touching Yinyin's cheek and tucked her in while saying: "Don't think about other things anymore, just think about yourself. Also, the restrainer of the double soul erosion has been found, so just think about how to make yourself recover quickly. You are injured and your body is very weak, you must rest well and don't think about anything else. Otherwise, what if you fall down again when King Zhao recovers? You should know how much he has done for you, right?"
Another implication of Feng Qinghan's words is that if Yin Yin fell, Zhao Ziheng would not be able to hold on. Others may not understand this, but Yin Yin knows it better than anyone else.
Yinyin looked at Feng Qinghan steadily, her eyes were blank and sad. She knew that Feng Qinghan was not just comforting her, but also the truth. Even if there were many misunderstandings in the past, now she would not have any doubts except believing. She felt that having someone like Zhao Ziheng loving her was the greatest satisfaction in her life, but at the same time, she also thought about whether she had the same qualifications to stand by his side compared to Zhao Ziheng ? Zhao Ziheng loved her consistently, what about her? Yinyin was sure that if she didn't know Zhao Ziheng's feelings, she would definitely fall in love with someone else, because her feelings for him were shaken, just like Feng Qinghan in front of her... Yinyin was not sure if she would fall in love with Zhou Yan or Zhou Cheng if Feng Qinghan hadn't appeared, but she fell in love with Feng Qinghan. Compared with Zhou Yan and Zhou Cheng, Feng Qinghan might not have done much for her, but she still fell in love with him, without any reason.
As if he saw something from Yinyin's eyes, Feng Qinghan showed a hint of sadness. Perhaps he knew that Yinyin had fallen into his own world, so Feng Qinghan spoke, "Yinyin!"
After hearing Feng Qinghan's voice, Yinyin slowly came to her senses. The look in her eyes when she looked at Feng Qinghan was no longer blank, but focused, as if she was telling Feng Qinghan that she was listening.
"Look at me and listen to me." Feng Qinghan held Yin Yin's hands. Those almost cold hands made his heart ache. He subconsciously increased his strength, wanting to transfer his warmth to her.
Yin Yin obediently focused her gaze slowly on Feng Qinghan and looked into his eyes without any avoidance. She subconsciously felt that this seemed to be the first time Feng Qinghan looked at her so seriously.
"Tell me, if there was no King Zhao, would you fall in love with me?" Looking into Yin Yin's eyes, Feng Qinghan asked word by word. Although his tone was not as gentle as before, it was still full of tenderness, making people feel as if their body and mind were surrounded by warmth.
The focus in Yinyin's eyes suddenly shrank slightly, and her pupils widened a little. It's not like she had never heard Feng Qinghan's confession before, but this was the first time he asked her so formally, and the person being asked was not allowed to escape. Suddenly, Yinyin thought of her previous conversation with Huanling in [Rucheng]. Now thinking back, she was always avoiding, including all the people who loved her, including Feng Qinghan. However, compared to other people, Yinyin didn't quite understand her own heart towards Feng Qinghan. She loved Feng Qinghan, there was no doubt about that, but if she could only choose one between him and Zhao Ziheng, she might have found it difficult to decide before, but now, she would choose Zhao Ziheng without hesitation. This was her choice.
"I……"
“No, don’t say that!!”
As Yin Yin opened her mouth, Feng Qinghan interrupted her, and then she was embraced in a warm and familiar embrace.
Feng Qinghan himself didn't know why he interrupted Yinyin. Maybe he was afraid of hearing from her that he would be disappointed? He was never afraid of anything, and never cared about anything. Only Yinyin, her words and deeds, her smiles and frowns always affected him, especially this kind of topic. He didn't want to hear from Yinyin an answer he didn't want, even if he guessed it; as Feng Qinghan himself said, he didn't want to force anything. In the past, as long as he wanted to get it, there was nothing he couldn't get. Only Yinyin, he didn't want to use coercion to keep her by his side, and didn't want to hear from her that would disappoint him, so silence was fine. Love is a matter for two people. This is the conclusion he got after he knew how to love.
Feng Qinghan put his lips to Yinyin's ear and said softly: "I don't want to force you to do anything, but you must remember that there is someone who loves you deeply and only loves you from beginning to end."
After saying this, Feng Qinghan subconsciously tightened his arms a little more, as if he wanted to rub Yin Yin into his body, but he rationally restrained himself from hugging her too tightly, because he did not forget how weak Yin Yin's body was, as if she would fall down if the wind blew.
After hearing these words, Yinyin's body trembled slightly. If it was before, she might not know Feng Qinghan's feelings, but now she knows very well, just like how important and friendly she is to Zhao Ziheng, love is not happiness if both parties are willing. Never ignore how many people around them have been hurt because of them. The pain is only physical, but what about the heartache? It hurts to the bone...
