Chapter 15 Self-reflection

Yunxi walked back carefully with the violin case in her arms. She saw Shen Mingxu on the steps at the entrance of the building

. The man was standing in the blue sky and white clouds, his clothes were blown by the breeze, his fingertips unconsciously stroking his cane, his straight figure, handsome face, and his expression was calm as he waited for her to come back. "Mingxu, this violin is very expensive, right?" Opening the violin case and looking at the wood grain on the violin that exuded the luster of age, Yunxi gently separated a few lively babies who came to watch the fun with her arms, and looked up and asked Shen Mingxu.

"I like its sound." Shen Mingxu brought it back to China as a personal item, and he really liked the sound of this violin the most.

She did not refuse again, her fingers had already covered the violin body, and no one knew whether the long-lost memory could be awakened.

Shen Mingxu stood aside with his cane, and Yunxi stood among the children. When she played the violin, Shen Mingxu smiled knowingly as expected, and the children were much more excited and clapped their hands happily.

"Is it as easy as playing the piano? You already know how to do it." Excited, Shen Mingxu took two steps towards her with his cane and hugged Yunxi with one hand. He was very happy that her memory was awakened little by little.

"Yes, Mingxu, thank you." Being held in his arms, Yunxi's head rested on his hard shoulders. Regardless of the students' little voices of "Huh? Ah?...", she snuggled in his arms tenderly and also put one hand around Shen Mingxu's waist.

At lunch time, Yunxi wanted to help take care of the children, but she felt that Shen Mingxu was not used to the cafeteria here and wanted to take him away. "Mingxu, the teacher here is busy at lunch time because there are some very young and some special children who need to be fed one-on-one. I also want to help. After we are done, we will go home to eat. Can you wait for me for a while?"

"Can I help? Is there anything I can do?" Looking up at Yunxi, Shen Mingxu had never come into contact with special children, but he was quite interested in what she said.

Seeing his beautiful eyes casting clear light through the lens, Yunxi knew that the young master actually didn't understand anything. As long as he didn't object, it would be fine. She nodded and said okay, pulling his hand to help him up.

At lunch, the teachers would not eat first, but would take the initiative to take care of the children who needed help to feed. This is the tradition of the welfare home, and today is no exception.

Yunxi took Shen Mingxu to Xia Xia's class. There were more than 20 children in the class, and ten of them had physical and intellectual problems and needed to be fed.

"Just sit here and wait for me. You have never fed a child, so don't do it." He himself was not physically convenient. He couldn't hold a bigger child, and he didn't know how to hold a smaller one. Yunxi was afraid that Shen Mingxu would be in a hurry and even increase his burden, so she helped him sit on the chair in the first row.

"Feed? I can, I can't move the rice bucket, but feeding is fine, I can go and get one over." He didn't sit next to the chair, but lowered his head and whispered to her.

Shu He also came and went straight to the smallest child who could barely sit by himself. Shu He fed this cerebral palsy child almost every meal, and they had developed feelings and tacit understanding; Xia Xia had already run to Yun Xi's side and held her hand affectionately. Everyone was looking for their own position.

"Okay, wait for me." Patting Shen Mingxu's arm, Yun Xi asked him to sit down and wait for her first. She had already gone to help the teacher to distribute the food, and then brought a more obedient child to Shen Mingxu.

Putting his cane aside, Shen Mingxu followed Yun Xi's eyes and saw her slowly walking over with the little boy in her hand. He immediately opened his arms to welcome them.

The little boy was very obedient, leaning against Shen Mingxu and letting him feed him in small bites. The child's intellectual development was not good, and his eyes were dull and lifeless. Shen Mingxu was not without such children, but he had no chance to come into contact with children at all. He carefully watched the child's reaction and patiently fed him.

Yun Xi also held a weaker child in his arms and fed him like Shu He, and talked to Xia Xia who was eating from time to time.

"Have you finished eating?" Yunxi saw that Shen Mingxu stopped feeding and looked down at the child.

"Well, he eats very little."

"Then wipe his mouth." She saw that the child's mouth was a little dirty, so she reminded him.

"Okay," Shen Mingxu took a tissue and reached out to the child. The child might be tired, and directly tilted his head and fell into his arms. The father's love was aroused. Shen Mingxu smiled and held the child on his right leg and wiped his mouth carefully.

Playfully made a gesture of "you are great" to him. Shen Mingxu held the little boy and didn't have time to say anything to his wife. He just felt a warm current rushing to his thigh. He didn't even react to what happened, and he looked down...

"Hey, don't move, I'll help you." Seeing his face change from a smile to a frozen expression in an instant, Yunxi almost noticed the situation at the same time, and hurriedly put the child in her arms and went to Shen Mingxu.

"Mingxu, I'll take the child aside, don't move, and I'll take you home to change clothes." She felt so sorry. The child's intelligence was not very good, and he didn't know how to express his needs. The teacher also ignored him and didn't put on a diaper. Shen Mingxu was innocently peed on, and Yunxi was afraid that he would get angry.

"I'm fine, you change his clothes first, and we'll go back after you're done. Does the child have clean clothes?"

Shen Mingxu was not angry at all. With such a young child, he just blamed himself for not taking good care of the child and not knowing the situation, and had to trouble Yunxi to take care of him.

After holding the child, Yunxi still looked at his face worriedly. Shen Mingxu had to raise his hand and pinch her arm, and smiled, "What's wrong? If there are not enough clean clothes, remind me tomorrow to buy more for the children."

He was not angry when he was peed on, and Yunxi felt warm and relieved.

The autumn wind was cold, Shen Mingxu didn't mind it himself, but Yunxi was worried that he would catch a cold, so she ran out to drive the car to the door of the building, and then got out of the car to help him out and get in the car. Most of his pants were wet by the baby's urine. Shen Mingxu wore two layers of pants and felt uncomfortable because of the wetness. But with Yunxi's personal service beside him, he felt very comfortable.

She was amused by her nervous look. Shen Mingxu said to her with a smile, "I'm fine. I can walk by myself. Don't run. You look so tired." He held her thin shoulders with his big hands. He stood up and followed her steps, trying not to let her support him anymore.

"It's all wet. You'll catch a cold." Seeing that he didn't care, she became more and more worried. She held his arm tightly and walked out, fearing that he would be cold.

"I'm sorry, Mingxu, I should check the baby's diaper first. I let you come back wet like this..." Yunxi helped him back to the room and sat him down, and she was still apologizing.

"I've been saying it all the way. I'm really fine. Just take it off and take a shower." He was not cold, nor angry, and he didn't mind. Did Yunxi think he was some kind of pervert made of paper?

Without giving him time to argue, after helping him sit down, Yunxi began to unbutton Shen Mingxu's pants, not allowing him to refuse, and even patted his buttocks to ask him to lift up a little. She directly stripped off his trousers and thin thermal pants together. When her little hand reached back to his waistband and went straight to his underwear, she held the bed with one hand to steady herself, and Shen Mingxu held the waistband of his underwear tightly with the other hand, saying strongly, "I will take this off myself." "

Okay," Yunxi also reacted. He was not a child, but a grown man who was almost thirty years old.

She pretended to squat at his feet and dared not look up. Feeling the man sitting on the bed, she slowly moved her legs to take off her half-wet underwear.

The embarrassment of blushing and heartbeat was washed away by the equipment on Shen Mingxu's left leg.

The brace on his left leg was exposed, and the Velcro was tightly wrapped around his slender thigh and calf. Only with the brace could his thin left leg be straightened and walk. After removing his brace, Yunxi discovered that Shen Mingxu actually had equipment on his left leg, a foot support to fix his ankle and foot to prevent his foot from sagging and deforming. He wore this thing every day, and she didn't even notice it?

Squatting at Shen Mingxu's feet, Yunxi began to reflect on himself.