Chapter 15
Chapter 15
Xu Yiyi still couldn't help but look back.
Meeting the man's calm gaze, she was slightly suspicious, thinking that he was not telling the truth, but Si Qingyu obviously did not intend to say more, and she did not inquire further, but handed him the grape in her hand.
He took it.
That big bunch of grapes is still a bit heavy.
His shirt cuffs were rolled up at his elbows.
Right now, the veins on his cold-white forearms are bulging.
Xu Yiyi's soles slipped as he was distracted.
Chen Jin nodded seriously, "Yes, yes, you and your Sisi made love so hard that the whole Beicheng was shaken, didn't you know?"
Xu Yiyi: "?"
Xu Yiyi: "??? ??"
Xu Yiyi almost burst into tears when she realized what Brother Zhen meant - she named Chen Jin.
"Chen Jin!!"
Chen Jin laughed loudly, "No, my dear, I am telling the truth. You have had no news all day today. Your husband called me this morning and asked me to ask for leave from school for you. He also asked me to call Uncle Xu and tell him that you will be staying in the rental house today and tomorrow. How violent were you last night? You couldn't even get out of bed today!"
Xu Yiyi's face was visibly red on the screen. She became angry with embarrassment, "No, don't talk nonsense!"
Chen Jin teased her, "Nothing? Not so fierce? Then Si Qingyu doesn't—"
Xu Yiyi went crazy, "Jinjin!"
Chen Jin burst into tears. He laughed, "Okay, okay, I won't tease you anymore. But I really want to care about you, are you okay? I just saw that the circle on your wrist seems to be quite serious."
Xu Yiyi blushed and shook her head, " The medicine has been applied, it doesn't hurt, it's fine."
Chen Jin suspected that Xu Yiyi would cry in shame if we continued talking about this topic.
She changed the focus, "When are you going to tell him about your parents?"
Xu Yiyi's head was feeling hot and still slowing down.
Chen Jin was not in a hurry.
After Xu Yiyi recovered, he said to Chen Jin: "What I thought in the morning was that when he and Aunt Qin decided tomorrow, I would act again. But I just thought about it again and it seemed a little bad to do so. "
No matter what, Si Qingyu's reason for hiding her and pushing her away was because of her. Although she strongly disagreed with this approach, from Si Qingyu's point of view, when he was having sex with her last night, , should be joyful and painful.
The image of Si Qingyu sitting alone on the balcony this morning and smoking appeared in his mind again...
Xu Yiyi's eyes became firm, "So, I plan to tell him when he comes back later."
Chen Jin Nodding: "Baby, you are right to do this. In fact, I wanted to tell you before, whether it is love or marriage, it is a matter of two people, and it needs both of you to run it together. You mentioned to me before that you broke up " Well, Si Qingyu does have a problem, but Yiyi, you may not be at all wrong."
"However, your breakup in Los Angeles is not necessarily a bad thing, just like you gradually found each other in each other's hearts after you separated . The importance of it is that during this period of separation, you have more time to calm down, get to know each other, and consider whether the other person is the person you really want. "
At this moment, Chen Jin is in love. Like a master of philosophy, what he says is clear and logical.
"Look, you both know now that relationships need to be managed. Si Qingyu has learned to be honest with you, and you have become calmer and calmer during the days you have been with Si Qingyu. You are more patient than before. " A lot, and I have become more thoughtful, and I will no longer let impulse occupy my brain when encountering something."
Chen Jin was very sure, "You are in the best state as a couple, appreciating each other, achieving each other, and each other." Indulgence, the most important thing is that you love each other very much."
At this point, Chen Jin stopped, and the next second
when she woke up, Xu Yiyi was lying on the hospital bed.
The dazzling light made her unable to open her eyes for a moment. After she got used to it, she remembered that she was still in the hospital with Si Qingyu for infusion and had not gone home.
But why is she lying down?
Xu Yiyi, who had just woken up, was still not very clear-headed and her reaction was very slow.
She rubbed her eyes sleepily, sat up from the bed, turned her head, and froze.
I saw the man who was supposed to be lying on the hospital bed, now sitting on the chair next to the bed, closing his eyes and concentrating.
Probably hearing the noise, Si Qingyu raised his eyelids.
Xu Yiyi, who was still peeking at him, caught his eye unexpectedly. She cleared her throat in embarrassment, scratched her cheek in embarrassment, and asked in a low voice: "Why did I come to bed..."
Si Qing Yu's voice was still hoarse. He turned his face and coughed
twice before raising his eyebrows and asking her, "Are you sleepwalking in your sleep?" Xu Yiyi's eyes widened little by little. After a long time, a question mark floated above her head: " Huh?"
Si Qingyu looked at her quietly, not wanting to say anything.
Xu Yiyi's confused expression gradually became speechless. She pointed at her nose and said in disbelief: "Could it be that I was sleepwalking just now and took over your hospital bed?"
Si Qingyu raised his eyebrows, meaning clearly: What do you think? ?
Xu Yiyi: "..."
Unexpectedly, she just said a few words casually. He really played her. Xu Yiyi was speechless, "Si Qingyu!"
After shouting, he remembered that everyone else in the emergency room was resting, and immediately covered his head again. Shut up, stare at him, and lower his voice, "You're treating me like a child again, right?"
The next second, Si Qingyu lowered his head, his shoulders shaking slightly.
Xu Yiyi's heart beat faster at the sight of him lowering his head and laughing silently. She blushed and cursed, "Childish!"
Si Qingyu looked up.
He put the gold-rimmed glasses on the cabinet. The pair of light-colored phoenix eyes that were not covered by the transparent lenses were long and narrow. Under the incandescent light, you could still faintly see the faint cyan blood vessels on the thin eyelids.
At this moment, the ends of those eyes slightly raised a beautiful arc, and the smile remained, adding countless colors to those light-colored pupils, like the iceberg melting, the earth waking up, and the only one blooming on the lonely mountain. A bright flower.
He looked at her with a smile and said nothing for a long time.
Xu Yiyi stared intently at these eyes, and suddenly, the bright flowers on the mountain seemed to have transformed into human shapes and turned into her shadow...
The atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous.
There seemed to be countless pink bubbles floating in the air between the two of them.
There are still several beds of patients in the emergency room receiving infusions, and occasionally nurses come and go to monitor the patients' temperatures and infusion status.
They looked at each other as if no one else was watching, and for a moment, they wanted to see each other in their hearts and engraved in their bones.
Xu Yiyi, who was stunned by Si Qingyu's gaze, was the first to be defeated. She was so embarrassed that she kept pretending to cough and looked away in a hurry, feeling uncomfortable all over her body. Awkward.
Then, she looked left and right, up and down, and then inadvertently glanced at Si Qingyu and found that he was still looking at her.
In an instant, Xu Yiyi's face turned even redder.
In her opinion, it must be a big deal for her son to be so serious.
Suddenly, Ms. Qin's expression froze.
Soon she thought it was impossible...
She had never mentioned it in front of her son. He should not be clear about it...
But -
after looking at her son's face, Ms. Qin was not sure again.
For a moment, there was an eerie silence in the car.
Ms. Qin observed her son's expression and wondered whether now was a good time to speak.
It was at this time that she heard the man who had always been silent mention it casually and said, "You seem to like Yiyi very much."
Just hearing "Yiyi", a smile appeared in Ms. Qin's eyes.
She said: "Yiyi is so cute, don't you also like Yiyi very much."
Si Qingyu was stunned and turned his head to look over.
Ms. Qin teased him, "I'm your mother. Can you tell who you like or don't like? I see you are quite interested in Yiyi, which is good." She started to ramble again, "Yiyi has an injured foot now. If you, the elder brother, are not busy recently, take care of your sister more and don't be so stern with her all day long. If you like your sister, smile more and don't scare her."
Si Qingyu tightened his grip on the steering wheel. point.
The wound on the palm of his left hand collapsed again. The pain can make people sober. Si Qingyu tightened the last shred of shaky reason and said calmly: "I know." Xu Yiyi
swore that from now on, she would never talk to the outside world again. Say one more word to this dog man!
She angrily shook her fist through the door. Why is he like this? He looks different all the time!
It is said that women can fall out of love faster than they can read a book. Xu Yiyi felt that this statement was more suitable for Si Qingyu than most women.
A few days ago, he was indifferent to her, like a evil god. He didn't even bother to name her when they met. These days, he suddenly seemed like a different person...
Xu Yiyi was not stupid, she could feel Si Qing Yu's attitude towards her has been very ambiguous these days, but he doesn't want to point it out. If she were more sensitive and easily hurt, she might have been sad for him.
It's a pity that she won't fall into his trap!
Xu Yiyi's current thinking is very simple: as long as Si Qingyu doesn't speak, don't expect her to tell the truth.
She thought a lot in the days after the breakup, and finally concluded that she was too proactive, so proactive that Si Qingyu thought that she could easily succeed as long as he hooked up with her at will.
Maybe it was because of this that he became more and more perfunctory towards her and paid less and less attention to her.
Fortunately, she knew how to stop losses in time.
She also understood that to someone like Si Qingyu, no one was more important than himself. He would not completely give up his trust like her, let alone give up his sincerity easily like her.
He liked her, Xu Yiyi could feel this. Compared with the initial indifference and alienation, he was able to indulge her enough after the relationship.
But...Xu Yiyi is greedy and selfish. She wants a lot, and Si Qingyu may not be able to give her those things in this life.
For example, one day she suddenly wanted to eat small cakes from a store. The store was far away and she didn't want to go out, so she coquettishly asked Si Qingyu to buy it for her.
Si Qingyu replied: Another day. Busy.
Does Xu Yiyi know he is busy? Of course she knew that rather than cake, she actually wanted him to talk to her more and coax her more.
But Si Qingyu doesn't know how to coax people.
Never.
Another example is that she is in a bad mood and doesn't want to kiss.
But Si Qingyu thought.
Then he will be very strong.
She didn't like his occasional inconsideration and overbearing disregard for her feelings.
In fact, there are many more...
so much so that when Xu Yiyi recalled it now, she realized that they had not been together for even a month, to be precise, they had only been together for 27 days, but Si Qingyu seemed to have too many There were many things that she liked about it, but there were also many things that made her dissatisfied.
She likes his face and figure, the way he talks, the way he indulges himself, and the way he occasionally loses control because of himself...
But at the same time, he doesn't know how to adapt and is a boring person.
She was only twenty years old, an age when she was full of energy and unscrupulous.
She didn't want to stay in the hotel with him boringly all day long, nor did she want him to call her to check on her and be urged to go home when she went out to play. She didn't want anyone to interfere with her friendships.
——Steady, boring, cold and unreasonable.
This was all Xu Yiyi knew about Si Qingyu during those days of dating.
As for the rest, she didn't understand.
Si Qingyu would never talk to her about his feelings. From beginning to end, she took the initiative in their relationship, while he only accepted it. Even sometimes, Xu Yiyi felt that his acceptance seemed passive.
Ms. Qin agreed that he would listen. , stopped talking, and started thinking about the problem just now.
In fact, she had wanted to talk to her son about this for a long time, but his son was always very busy at work, and she could not find a suitable opportunity, and she was even more afraid that his son would be resistant.
Mother and son have been dependent on each other for more than 20 years. Si Qingyu also experienced bad things when he was a child. "Building trust" in him is even more difficult than the judicial examination.
Just like when Xu Yiyi was in love with Si Qingyu, she always felt that the love between them was like a fairy tale and dreamy.
Because it is a fairy tale, it is ethereal, like foam in the sea, which may burst at any time.
She relies on Si Qingyu and will give him all her love and trust, but Si Qingyu won't. He is unpredictable and often makes people feel that he is clearly by her side, but he seems to be very far away from her. Far.
Si Qingyu will not rely on her, will not like her wholeheartedly, and will not trust her.
Maybe for Si Qingyu, there are too many things in his life that are far more important than these three things.
And trust, for Xu Yiyi, is the most basic thing between lovers.
Ms. Qin also knew that trust was a luxury for Si Qingyu.
Therefore, Ms. Qin still doesn’t know how to speak.
For him, it was never the sunshine that was warm, but the girl who was warmer than the sunshine.
She is the sun and the fire.
She burned the deepest desires in his heart.
all the time.
It turned out that it wasn't that he hadn't discovered another side of himself before.
It's just that the unknown side of him was born for her.
——Yiyi, because of you, I have desire.
so.
——If the Buddha does not save me, then it will be you.