Chapter 145
Pei Xinglin, the little sweet bean who became the brother of the control group of children, hates irresponsible parents the most because of his own experience. For a while, he always thought, is this world the one he wants to come to? He was born by his own parents, but why did they ignore him after giving birth to him?
He also hated that he liked his parents. When he became more sensible, he chased his grandfather to find his parents. There is no way, it is a child's nature to like mom and dad, and ubiquitous books and picture books tell him that every child has a mom and dad.
When he was older and went to elementary school, he liked his parents the most, but where were his parents? His own parents gave him to his grandfather to raise. He could not see his parents even once a year. He was different from his classmates in every way. His life was different from the stories told by the pictures in the books. That warm illustration in the textbook is just a childish story, it's all lies!
He hates irresponsible parents!
Although his younger brother Xiao Duoyue lives with his parents, it seems that his parents did not raise their younger brother well.
At that time, they could give themselves to their grandfather because of their love, but now they can keep their children in this community because they are afraid of something happening to Xiao Duoyue and not let them go out. Children need to be in touch with nature. Don’t they have this condition at home? Why should Xiao Duoyue be imprisoned?
Xu Bingzhen looked at Pei Xinglin's face and said nervously, "Ah, aunt is not here and mother has forgotten. Then should we go out to eat at night? Xinglin, do you and Xiaotu have any favorite restaurants?" Xu Bingzhen asked.
"We don't have anything we like, and it's not convenient for Xiaotu and I to go out now. Have you forgotten that we two are celebrities?" Pei Xinglin was really in a bad mood right now, and his words were naturally a bit arrogant.
"Ah, yes, it's not convenient for you to go out. Is the one at the end of today's live broadcast one of your fans? I saw someone chasing you." Xu Bingzhen changed his shoes, sat on the sofa, and followed Pei Xinglin's words to find a topic.
It's not that she can't see that Pei Xinglin's temper is wrong now, but her eldest son has always been like this, and she is used to it. Moreover, because she raised her eldest son with her grandfather since he was a child, she always feels a little sorry for Pei Xinglin, so she doesn't dare to Pei Xing lost his temper in front of him.
"I don't know, no." Pei Xinglin said coldly.
"No, brother, that sister is a fan of Little Rabbit. Sister said, sister said she likes Little Rabbit." Xiao Duoyue, who was originally a little sleepy with her brother, heard the word 'fan', Some of them reacted, "I like Little Rabbit!" The little guy was very happy because of his sister, a fan.
"Yes, yes, he is a fan of our little rabbit." When Pei Xinglin spoke to his brother, he changed his tone and instantly felt like the spring rain was melting, making the entire atmosphere in the living room much gentler.
"Turns out he is a fan of our little rabbit. Our little rabbit is so popular."
Xu Bingzhen really felt that his youngest son was a caring little cotton-padded jacket.
The little cotton-padded jacket can't bear to let her mother be embarrassed now, so she can speak in time to prevent her mother from being embarrassed. Moreover, he is also the youngest son, so now the eldest son is still at home. Although his attitude is not good, he is still at home now, which is better than never returning home. Fortunately, she has been born for more than a month!
The more Xu Bingzhen said this, the angrier Pei Xinglin became. She also knew that Xiao Duoyue was good, and she also knew that Xiao Duoyue was well-behaved, but why she had such a good son but refused to treat him well! Is this a child who can’t cry and has no milk to drink?
"What are you having for dinner?" Pei Xinglin couldn't bear to see Xu Bingzhen talking here. He didn't like Xu Bingzhen now, so the more he looked at Xu Bingzhen, the angrier he became.
"You two are big stars and it's not suitable for you to go out. We don't have an aunt at home. Why don't we order food and come home? Your father will be back today too, so your father will have dinner when he comes back." Xu Bingzhen suggested, "Let's eat in a lively manner. Mom will treat you to a meal!"
Pei Xinglin was expressionless after hearing this. Sure enough, he knew that it was absolutely impossible for their mother to cook by herself.
The education Pei Xinglin received made him aware of the equality of men and women. He did not agree that women had to do housework. However, perhaps he was envious of what he lacked. The picture he had seen in books since he was a child -
children's mothers after school every day Delicious meals have been cooked, and dad is helping. The little baby at home will get a loving kiss when he comes back. Mom cooks, dad helps, and there is a baby. In his opinion, that is a symbol of family happiness.
That kind of picture was Pei Xinglin's first understanding of a happy family, but he had never enjoyed it. He also fantasized over and over again whether he would live such a life if he were by his parents' side.
However, when his grandfather passed away and he moved into such a home, he discovered that the model of a happy family of three was just his fantasy. The parents here are often not at home, and there are only aunts at home. Sometimes they can’t even see their parents for two or three days. Not to mention, he is very distant and polite in that family. No matter what he does, he always says please, no matter what. He had to ask questions about everything he did. He felt out of place in this family, and even the nanny was more comfortable than him.
Of course, at that age, he no longer expected the love of his parents, but he was still somewhat disappointed to see such a situation.
He didn't get that kind of love, but he thought Xiao Duoyue would get it. After all, the couple loved each other. After all, Xiao Duoyue was their second child after losing their child, and it was also their second child after their successful career. child.
However, Pei Xinglin did not expect that his brother would not receive that kind of love.
Because he found it troublesome, he no longer took his children out. Xiao Duoyue was already three years old, but he only played in the community and did not go out ten times! Do you really love your children?
"It's up to you." The more he thought about it, the angrier he became.
Pei Xinglin carried Xiao Duoyue directly upstairs.
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"elder brother. "Xiao Duoyue, who was sitting in Pei Xinglin's arms, raised her head and called her brother in a timid voice.
"What's wrong, little bunny?" Pei Xinglin touched his brother's face.
"Brother, did you quarrel with your mother just now?" Xiao Duoyue grabbed Pei Xinglin's hand and asked her brother.
Xiao Duoyue is very sensitive. He can hear that his brother's tone is bad, and he can also see that his brother's mood turns blue.
Pei Xinglin didn't expect that his brother was dozing off just now, but he was still aware of the atmosphere in the living room.
He didn't know what to say. He found that he had set a wrong example for his younger brother, and also found that he had created a wrong environment for his younger brother.
"I'm sorry, my brother was in a bad mood just now, so he had a bad attitude towards my mother." After pondering for a while, he realized that he still didn't want his brother to find out that he and his mother were quarreling.
He hated the bad family atmosphere, he hated the coldness at home, but until his younger brother said it, he realized that he seemed to have become the person who caused such an atmosphere. He just let his younger brother stay in a disharmonious family environment. .
The more you hate someone, the easier it is for you to turn into someone unknowingly, because such an environment makes you full of resentment, and sometimes, hate is more powerful than love, and hate is easier than love.
Pei Xinglin hated himself just now!
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Xiao Duoyue seemed to understand. The little guy touched Pei Xinglin's arm with his little hands, as if to comfort his brother.
"It's okay, Xiaotu, but brother should apologize to mom."
Xiao Duoyue said first. Pei Xinglin felt a little uncomfortable when he heard Xiao Duoyue say this. Xiao Duoyue still liked her mother. But he also understood that after all, Xu Bingzhen still loved Xiao Duoyue very much, and he was just a brother he had just known for a few days. What's more, he told Xiao Duoyue that he lost his temper with Xiao Duoyue because he was in a bad mood. After hearing this, you will naturally feel that this is your fault.
Pei Xinglin didn't know where to put it.
"Brother -" Xiao Duoyue said that, and her little hand tightly grasped Pei Xinglin's finger, "Brother, brother, why is brother, why is he in a bad mood, okay, can you tell Xiaotu, Xiaotu comforts, comforts brother "The little guy said while wanting to stand up on his brother and kiss his cheek.
When the little rabbit is in a bad mood, if someone kisses the little rabbit, the little rabbit will feel better!
When Pei Xinglin heard what his brother said and saw his actions, the anger in his heart was instantly cured by Xiao Duoyue. What was I thinking about worrying about gains and losses just now?
Pei Xinglin picked up the child and kissed his cheek.
"As long as we, Xiao Duoyue, are by his side, he will be very happy." Pei Xinglin pinched the child's cheek.
When Xiao Duoyue heard her brother's words, she pursed her lips shyly.
My brother really felt that Xiaotu would be happy when he was around, because he saw his mood turn orange, and he was really happy!
Xiao Duoyue instantly felt that he was very powerful and useful. He also felt that he was extremely important to his brother and he could not leave his brother.
"Brother, don't be sad. Xiaotu will always be by your side." After Xiao Duoyue finished speaking, she stretched out her little hand and raised her little thumb, "Xiaotu and brother are playing GouGou."
Pei Xinglin pinched the one For my little fingers, I think this little hand is also cute and perfect for pinching.
"Brother, pull Gou Gou Gou Gou." Xiao Duoyue felt that her brother just kept squeezing her little hands and was very dissatisfied. He was comforting her brother.
"Yeah, it's my brother's fault. Come here to pull Gou Gou." Pei Xinglin's heart was bubbling now.
"Then, brother, do you want to tell Xiaotu why he is in a bad mood?" Xiao Duoyue still wanted to ask her brother, because Xiaotu wanted her brother to be in a good mood.
Pei Xinglin's initial bad mood had completely disappeared. Why does he have such a cute little brother? Why can't Xiaotu's parents like Xiao Duoyue more?
Pei Xinglin really wants to take Xiao Duoyue back to his home now. If he is with Xiao Duoyue, he will definitely be happy every day, and he will definitely raise Xiao Duoyue well.
However, he doesn't want to say anything to Xiaoduoyue now. Xiaoduoyue is still young, and he wants to make Xiaoduoyue happy.
After thinking about it, Pei Xinglin suddenly laughed. He finally understood why many parents would hide it from their children even though they were divorced. He used to think this was funny, and who would appreciate such false happiness, but now he finally understood that those people just wanted to make their children happy.
"How about brother tell Xiaotu completely about this matter when Xiaotu is older?" Pei Xinglin squeezed Xiao Duoyue's little hand, wanting to make a promise with the child.
"So, is your brother happy now?" Xiao Duoyue asked again, "Brother, will you still be in a bad mood because of this matter in the future?" What Xiao Duoyue is most concerned about is whether her brother is happy or not.
"Well... maybe it still will be, but brother must not be as uncomfortable as today, okay?" Pei Xing kissed his brother. Now he finally understood what Xiao Duoyue meant by asking the question just now, "And there are With Little Rabbit by his side, he will definitely be happy! "
How could his brother be so nice? Kiss me again!"
The two brothers were finally happy. One rubbed his face and the other pinched his fingers. After playing, they started telling stories again, with Little Rabbit saying one sentence and Brother one saying the same.
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"Those two children "Here" Pei Ming came back.
Because in the afternoon, his wife had happily called him to go home early for dinner, saying that the two children were there, but now he came back but could not see the children, so he couldn't help but ask, and his wife was sitting alone on the sofa.
After hearing the question, Xu Bingzhen raised his head and looked at the returning gentleman.
Pei Ming is forty-five years old this year, but if he didn't tell his actual age, no one would know that he has a son who is already in his twenties.
He is still so handsome and handsome. Wearing a standard three-piece suit on him perfectly showed off his figure, with broad shoulders and long legs, which was much better than the young man he is today. Judging from his face, he is a very cold person. He has long eyebrows and temples like his son, but his eyes are colder and deeper than his son's.
...The lips are also very thin. Such a person looks like a cold-hearted person, but he is actually very affectionate. It has been twenty-four years since they fell in love at first sight, but their relationship is just as good. Always by Pei Ming's side, the first thing he did when he saw Pei Ming come back was to look at him, which would satisfy Xu Bingzhen to the greatest extent. This was also the happiest moment for Xu Bingzhen.
Pei Ming put on the woolen coat outside. After hanging up, he walked to his wife and asked again, "Where are Xinglin and Xiao Duoyue?"
"The two of them went upstairs." Xu Bingzhen's voice was slightly aggrieved. After all, Pei Xinglin had just talked to her. The tone was not very good, and she had not encountered such a situation for a long time.
"Did those two kids offend you again?" Pei Ming held his wife's hand.
Xu Bingzhen is also in his early forties, but looking at his back, he looks like a little girl, not to mention his plain hands, which are maintained every day, so now when Pei Ming holds them, there is no callus on them, and they are still soft, smooth, slender and soft. Pei Ming took his wife's hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it.
"No, it's just that the children have been recording a variety show for a day today, and they are tired." Xu Bingzhen knew that Pei Ming valued him the most, and did not want him to be angry with the children.
"Even if we record a variety show for a day, we can't get angry with my mother." Pei Ming comforted Xu Bingzhen.
"How could they be angry with me? You know our child. Xiao Duoyue is such a considerate child. Even Xinglin is just a little cold, not to mention the two of us who feel sorry for him." Xu Bingzha leaned against Pei Minghuai. inside.
Having said this, Pei Ming was silent for a moment, "We are sorry for the child, but the knot still needs to be untied. Don't be too soft and don't always be angry with him."
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The Pei family Xu Bingzha called the "Ningshui Banquet" to deliver the dinner. Ningshuiyan is a famous restaurant across the country. This restaurant usually does not accept takeout. Even if you want to eat at this restaurant, you have to make a reservation one month in advance. However, Xu Bingzhen can be regarded as a special guest of this restaurant, so she can make a reservation.
The food looked exquisite and luxurious. Xu Bingzhen was not showing off, but just wanted the children to be happy, so he kept telling Pei Xinglin and Xiao Duoyue to eat more at the dinner table.
However, the more Pei Xinglin ate, the worse his face became.
Needless to say, Xu Bingzhen gave him food five times, and four of the four times it was something Pei Xinglin didn't like. As for Xiao Duoyue, it was slightly better. He pinched it ten times, and Xiao Duoyue liked it seven times, but this little guy was originally a snack.
How did they raise Xiao Duoyue? Do they really like Xiao Duoyue? Why don’t you even know what children like to eat the most? Also, when they first took him back, did they really want to take him back, or was it because he was their son?
It was not a very happy dinner.
Pei Xinglin excused himself to take Xiao Duoyue to the zoo tomorrow to pick out clothes, so he carried Xiao Duoyue up to the second floor and washed the little guy seriously.
"Xiaotu, would you like to live with your brother from now on?" Pei Xinglin placed his white and tender little glutinous rice dumpling brother on the quilt.
"Okay." Xiao Duoyue was very happy and it was good to be with her brother. "Brother, will you come back to accompany Xiao Duoyue at night like now?"
Because Xiao Duoyue usually sleeps with her aunt, Only recently has he been an elder brother, so now he likes filming this variety show very much. It is because of this show that his elder brother sleeps with him every day and tells Xiaotu stories.
Pei Xinglin fell silent because of Xiao Duoyue's question, because he found that even if Xiao Duoyue lived with him, he could not guarantee that he could accompany the little guy every day. In fact, he may not be as good as Xu Bingzhen and Pei Ming, because his working hours are more uncertain.
Seeing that her brother didn't speak, Xiao Duoyue was disappointed for a moment, but Xiao Duoyue immediately cheered up and said to her brother, "It's okay, brother, Xiaotu can wait for brother to rest. When brother rests, brother can play with Xiaotu, "Sleeping with Little Rabbit and telling Little Rabbit stories."
Xiao Duoyue is used to it, because her parents are also very busy at work and only sleep with Little Rabbit when they really need a rest.
"Xiaotu knows that my brother will make money just like his parents, so he wants to raise Xiaotu." Xiaoduoyue clapped her fingers. Xiaotu seemed to spend a lot of money, but she asked, "Can my brother's rest days be staggered with those of his parents?"
Xiaoduoyue asked again with expectation, "In this way, Xiaotu will always have his parents and brothers with him, and Xiaotu will not be lonely!"
Pei Xinglin was struck by his brother's expectant eyes, "Okay, when mom and dad are not around, my brother can stay with Xiaotu."
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Pei Xinglin put his younger brother to sleep and went out, when he saw Pei Ming standing against the wall and Xiaoduo The moon gate.
When he returned to this home, he had been in contact more with Xu Bingzha, but now, face to face, he realized how much he resembled his father. Very similar heights, very similar looks...
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on the sofa in the study, there was silence in the room. In the end, Pei Xinglin didn't want to have such a stalemate anymore because he didn't have time.
"What did you want to say when you called me here?" Sitting on the sofa in the study room to entertain guests, Pei Xinglin's slender and powerful legs were stretched out and crossed over each other, a very defensive and uninhibited posture.
"You are a smart child." Pei Ming said, "Your grandpa raised you very well."
"What exactly do you want to say? If you just want to miss grandpa with me, then forget it, because I am with grandpa. It was not a pleasant life there, and I am not in the mood to tell you this." Pei Xinglin crossed his arms.
Even if he wants to confide his unhappiness to someone and want to remember his past with someone, that person is definitely not his father.
"You seem to have a lot of dissatisfaction with me and your mother."
"Did you see that?" Pei Xinglin sneered when he heard Pei Ming's knowing question. This laugh made him no longer look like a boy in his early twenties.
"Your mother and I met at a dinner party. At that time, she was being forced to drink because of family difficulties. She was very good-looking, so some bad people liked to embarrass her." Pei Ming said this, After exhaling, he was not prepared to tell too many stories about him and Xu Bingzhen to a son who was hostile to him, but this was the necessary beginning of a story.
"Your mother's family conditions are not good, and her education level is not high. You know your grandfather. He will never allow a woman with such conditions to enter the Pei family..." Pei Ming paused slightly when he said this. For a moment.
"So, you are using an unborn child as a bargaining chip. That child is me, right?"
Pei Xinglin almost wanted to laugh. He had seen it before and said that if the father and mother have a good relationship, such a family will grow The children who come out will also have love.
However, how come they were the only ones who suffered the consequences? He is directly a bargaining chip, while the younger brother is often ignored because of his parents' love.
"What about Little Rabbit! If I am your bargaining chip, then what about Little Rabbit! Little Rabbit was born after his grandfather passed away, and your career has reached its peak. Why can't you give Little Rabbit some time? He was not born by you. Besides,
do you still think you are twenty years old? You have a child now! You must be responsible for him! What I want to say is, if these two people only need themselves, why would they have children? He and Xiaotu don't actually want to be this light bulb.
Pei Ming frowned when he heard Pei Xinglin's coherent question, "What are you saying? Are you resenting your mother and me for giving birth to you?"
"What do you think! Do you think being born by you is a good thing ?" Are you happy?" Pei Xinglin laughed with contempt in his eyes when he heard Pei Ming's words. Does this person really think that their Pei family is a piece of cake?