Chapter 125 Eat Me
I know that Hua Jingjing said these words so shyly because, firstly, she wanted to tie me down tightly from now on, and secondly, she wanted to soothe my soul with her great love.
I am very touched and grateful!
But if I went to bed with her regardless of the consequences, I would be a beast.
I admit that I am also lustful. When Hua Jingjing sat on my legs and kissed me, a part of my body was excited uncontrollably. Fortunately, I can still control my thoughts. I clearly realized that I can't have her like this. My heart is now occupied only by Xu Shu. I can't think about her in my heart and make love with other women at the same time.
That would not only be a blasphemy to Xu Shu, but more importantly, it would be so unfair to Hua Jingjing, a woman who loves me so deeply!
I smiled at Hua Jingjing apologetically and said softly, "Jingjing! Thank you! But I can't hurt you now, that's not fair to you!"
Hua Jingjing's eyes flashed with disappointment, and then she forced a smile and said, "What are you talking about? I don't understand! Did I ask you to do anything?"
But I knew she understood, so I gently stroked her blushing cheek and said, "Jingjing, I'm very confused now and don't know what to do. You are so affectionate to me, and I am not a piece of wood, so how can I not feel it? But you have to give me time to think it over. I also know that it is impossible for me and that woman to be together, but things are not that simple. I have too many emotional debts, and I will never be able to pay them off in my lifetime. So I have to think it over, and I really don't want to hurt any of you!"
Hua Jingjing snorted and said, "You are just a piece of wood! And a rotten piece of wood!" As she said that, she couldn't help but laughed mischievously.
I also smiled and said, "Okay! Even if I am a piece of wood, you have to let me float first. I can't lie to you. I still love that woman, just as deeply as you love me. I can't forget her so quickly. It will take a long time. I hope you can think it over carefully!"
Hua Jingjing pouted and said dissatisfiedly: "Who is that woman? She looks like a god. I have to worship her and beg her to have mercy and let you go quickly. Otherwise, you will be obsessed with her all day long. When will you forget her?"
I smiled helplessly and didn't say anything. Hua Jingjing rolled her eyes and said, "Of course I can give you time. I just said that I will never leave you. But you have to promise me that when that day comes, you have to be with and love me well!"
This...the flower fairy's tail is revealed again.
I sighed and thought that I would talk about the future later. God knows whether I will forget Xu Shu. I can never hurt Qiu Jieqin again. If I can avoid seeing her, I would rather never see her. I hope she can have a good ending. Hua Jingjing offered to never leave me. If I refuse again, I will really hurt her. With her lawless character, she might repeat the Shi Painter incident. Then... my sin will be great...
What should I do? I was worried for a long time, and finally made up my mind to solve the current problem first, so I said: "Jingjing, you are so good to me, and I, Tang Qian, am not a heartless person who doesn't know what's good for me. As long as I can forget that woman, I will try to cherish you, as long as... you don't think that time is too long."
Hua Jingjing's face suddenly burst into laughter, but then tears started to flow. She cried and laughed and said, "Well! A man should keep his word! If you cheat, you'll be a puppy!"
I smiled and gently wiped away the tears on her face. When I heard her heart-wrenching cry downstairs of my house that day, I realized that Hua Jingjing still occupied a very important place in my heart. That night I was in so much pain that I wanted to die. If I could really get rid of my feelings for Xu Shu one day, why couldn't I love this woman in front of me well?
The more I wiped her tears, the more Hua Jingjing shed. She stretched out her arms and hugged me again, crying non-stop. I knew she was crying with joy, so I hugged her and let her vent.
Finally, Hua Jingjing was tired of crying. She sat up straight again with her shoulders twitching. Her face was full of tears, but she was filled with an unstoppable smile. She stretched out her arm to wipe her eyes, and said coquettishly: "Tang Qian! I don't know how many times I have dreamed of this scene in my dreams, but the happiness in dreams is not as exciting as the real one! I don't care, I want you to say this to me every day, otherwise I will... not sleep and stay awake until dawn!"
I was sweating! He laughed and said, "I haven't forgotten her yet! Who knows how long it has been? Why are you so happy now?"
Hua Jingjing pouted in dissatisfaction again and said, "Are you trying to hit me again? No matter who that woman is, I am confident that I can make you forget her soon. You don't even know my nickname, do you? I will confuse you so much that you won't know which direction to go. Just wait till you get confused!"
As she spoke, her red lips came closer to mine, and her fragrant, soft tongue immediately began to tease me...
At that time, I couldn't avoid it or hide from it. Only one word came to my mind: flower fairy! And maybe, deep down in my heart, I didn't seem to intend to hide...
I stood in front of the window, feeling very complicated. Not long ago, I had made up my mind to be alone for the rest of my life and only care about my career! But I didn't expect that I would be defeated by Hua Jingjing. No, I should say that I was moved by Hua Jingjing.
I smoked, took a deep breath into my lungs, and exhaled slowly. On the bed behind me, Hua Jingjing was sleeping soundly with the quilt wrapped around her. Of course I didn't touch her. I made three rules with her. I would not touch her until I forgot that woman. It's not that I have a physiological problem, but I really don't want to have sex with another woman in my heart. Hua Jingjing loves me so much, I can't do anything to treat her badly.
So I must forget that woman!
But I smiled bitterly. When I thought of that woman, the longing in my heart was endless. When will I be able to forget her?
The pain of missing her was like a poisonous snake biting at my heart, and my face was twisted in pain. If she had treated me one ten-thousandth as well as Hua Jingjing, why would I be so distressed?
It was already three o'clock in the morning, and Hua Jingjing had fallen asleep. She even took off her clothes without a care, leaving only her underwear. As long as I lifted the quilt, I could have her young and hot body. Although I wanted to bleed from my nose, I still restrained myself.
I must not touch her until I forget Xu Shu!
Because I know that a woman like Hua Jingjing who is full of love and affection should be cherished. And I think the way to cherish her is to love her from the bottom of your heart. Only by loving her can you cherish her and possess her.
Although I knew it was difficult, as Xu Shu had left a deep mark in my heart, I still decided to forget her and love Hua Jingjing.
Of course, there is also Qiu Jieqin, who is a headache. I have no doubt that Qiu Jieqin loves me, and I believe that she loves me no less than Hua Jingjing. But in comparison, I was surprised to find that Hua Jingjing, whom I have known for less than a month, has become much more important in my heart than Qiu Jieqin, whom I have known for ten years.
Why? I like new things and hate old things? Do I have a virgin complex?
It seems like neither! I took a deep breath and pondered this question in confusion.
When I recall the days I spent with Qiu Jieqin, I never seemed to be truly happy. Even if I was moved by her and dated her at that time, my motives were not pure. At that time, I was forcing myself to forget Xu Shu, and I was not in a good mood. I couldn't help but feel deeply guilty. To Jieqin, I was an irresponsible man. I had no face and no qualifications to date her anymore. I felt in my heart that I would never fall in love with Qiu Jieqin.
Hua Jingjing was different. She loved me directly and without reservation. She didn’t have those eight years that I couldn’t let go of… That’s right! Eight years!
I suddenly understood the real reason why I couldn't fall in love with Qiu Jieqin! Qiu Jieqin missed me bitterly during those eight years. While I was moved, I also felt that those days were like a mountain pressing down on me. Qiu Jieqin would always use the painful memories of those eight years to pressure me, as if I didn't stay with her, I would be sorry for her eight years of waiting.
The more she acted like this, the more rebellious I became. These eight years of hardship were caused by me, but this has become an indelible shadow in my heart, a heavy yoke!
I felt suffocated. How could I still love her?
Hua Jingjing is different. I have no psychological burden when I am with her. I can even laugh out loud when I think of the funny things in the past. I remember how I used to play a trick on her in the company. I made her have diarrhea that time. It's funny to think about it. Such a relaxing memory makes me feel happy and relaxed when I am with her.
More importantly, I could not resist her persistence in love. After being rejected by me, Qiu Jieqin gave up and sunk into despair for a long time. What I was not satisfied with was that she used debauchery and depression to retaliate against me. If she had never given up and pursued bravely like Hua Jingjing from the beginning, I would not dare to say that I would accept her, but I would not have had a shadow in my heart.
Maybe this is fate!
The cigarette finally burned to the end, I exhaled and put it out. Turning back, I saw Hua Jingjing's sweet face sleeping on the bed, and my heart was touched. Since no matter what choice I make, I will hurt a woman who loves me, so I'll choose one that will make me feel at ease. Qiu Jieqin had to apologize to her. Being with her would only hurt others and ourselves, and neither of us would be happy.
I stared at the lovely beauty on the bed, with a smile on my face. I thought, Jingjing! Hurry up and show me your fairy skills and let me get rid of the pain as soon as possible! I am waiting for you to be confused...
I didn't know when I fell asleep, and then I was awakened by a strange itch in my nose. I couldn't help but sneeze and sat up in bed.
Then I found that the beauty next to me was holding a strand of her own hair in her hand and laughing secretly. I found that because I sat up, the quilt covering me was lifted up at some point. Hua Jingjing was only wearing underwear, and her exquisite body was completely exposed in front of me.
I couldn't help but get excited, my face flushed, and I quickly covered her with the quilt, shouting, "Why are you only wearing so little when you sleep? Isn't this a crime? Hurry and put on some clothes!"
Hua Jingjing snorted, but thrust out her chest, moved closer to me, and said, "Commit a crime? I'm willing to do it, but do you dare?"
I... I really couldn't handle her. I didn't dare to even glance at her erect part. I turned around and was about to roll off the bed in embarrassment. Hua Jingjing grabbed my arm and angrily said, "What are you doing? Am I scary? Will you die if I look at you? Don't move. Turn around and look at me!"
I was sweating profusely, so I could only say, "Auntie! It's not that I don't dare to look at you, but you are wearing too few clothes. I'm not a saint, I'm afraid I can't control myself!"
Hua Jingjing smiled and said, "I want to see if you can control yourself. I don't believe that a young beauty like me can't seduce you."
As she spoke, she crawled out from under the quilt and hugged me from behind. I immediately felt the two bulging things on her chest pressing against my back.
I just felt my head heat up, my whole body numb, and my mind became confused. Hua Jingjing turned my head, her eyes blurred, she smiled shyly, and said in a sweet voice: "Tang Qian...eat me..."
As she said that, she kissed my lips and immediately our tongues were entangled.
Flower fairy! She really is a fairy!
I was breathing rapidly, and my blood was boiling. No! It should be the blood of the beasts that was boiling!
What about the three rules of engagement! What about having a loved one? I threw them all aside. My soul was so fascinated by her that I couldn't care less about all these things.
My face flushed, and I turned around and pressed Hua Jingjing under me. While kissing her hard, I slid my hand along her smooth waist and directly to her full breasts.
Hua Jingjing didn't expect that I, a saint, was not saint at all. She was caught off guard and her chest was completely exposed. One of her firm and plump breasts was firmly grasped by my big hand inside her underwear. She screamed and struggled to escape from under me. She jumped off the bed barefoot and ran to the bathroom door and stopped. Her face was red and panicked. While sorting out the underwear that I had opened, she turned her head and gave me a hard look, saying angrily: "Huh! You are a saint! You are just a wolf! A pervert!" Then she pushed the door open and entered the bathroom, and slammed the door shut.
I banged my head against the pillow on the bed and cried out in grief: "Oh God! Save me!"
