Chapter 124 I Only Belong to You
Prince Hotel is near my neighborhood, and it only takes ten minutes to get there by jogging. It seems that Hua Jingjing arranged everything well, leaving me with enough time to get there.
I was so angry, dishevelled, and anxious that I ran to the hotel in just seven minutes. I kept pressing the elevator button while cursing Hua Jingjing's madness.
Five minutes later, I arrived at the 22nd floor and found room 2201, breathlessly. Without giving it any thought, I banged on the door with all my might.
The door opened quickly, and I saw Hua Jingjing looking at me with ecstasy on her face, so happy that she couldn't help but call out, "Tang Qian..." and then opened her arms and hugged me tightly.
Seeing that her clothes were intact and she didn't look like she had been bullied, I felt relieved. I said, "Okay, okay, come with me and leave here first. You are really being reckless. I need to have a good talk with you!"
Hua Jingjing just hugged me and refused to let go. She cried with joy, "Tang Qian... I'm so happy... I knew you wouldn't let me go."
At this point, I was too lazy to argue with her. I struggled to break free from her embrace, grabbed her hand and said, "If you have anything to say, let's leave this place first. Do you have anything else?"
Hua Jingjing just sneered and dragged me into the house, saying, "Come in and tell me what you want to say. Tonight I...only belong to you..."
I was dragged into the room by her, totally confused. But when I saw that the room was empty and Hua Jingjing was smiling cunningly, I suddenly understood: This was Hua Jingjing's trick! She had tricked me!
I turned around, glared at Hua Jingjing who had closed the door, and said in a low voice, "The painter surnamed Shi is not here at all. What you told me on the phone just now was all a lie, right?"
With a click, the door was locked. Hua Jingjing leaned against the door, looked at me timidly, and whispered, "He did want to, but how could I be seduced by him? In my heart... there is only you..."
I was furious! This... this flower fairy! How dare she lie to me about something like this!
I resisted the urge to slap her and said coldly, "So you're not in any danger? That's great! It's none of my business. Goodbye! I'm going back!" As I said that, I reached out to push her away and wanted to open the door and go home.
How could Hua Jingjing agree? She pressed hard against the door lock and refused to move, shouting, "I'm sorry! Tang Qian! I'm sorry! I can't help it! I can't live without you! If you're angry, just hit me! I'll let you hit me! I don't mind if you beat me to death!"
I pushed her twice but failed to move her, so I shouted at her impatiently, "It's fun to lie to others, right? Then go lie to someone else! I don't have time for you! Get out of the way! I want to go home!"
Hua Jingjing pouted and said aggrievedly, "I didn't lie first. You said you had nothing to do with Fan Yunting, but you were secretly going back and forth with her. How could I not be anxious? I had no choice but to resort to this desperate measure. You can't blame me!"
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and shouted, "Why would I lie to you? I said there's nothing between me and Fan Yunting, so there's nothing! Don't think I'll forgive you if you say that! Will you get out of the way?"
"No! Unless you kill me first!"
In a rage, I raised my hand and was about to beat her up. But Hua Jingjing closed her eyes, smiled and said, "Go ahead! Beat me to death!"
I struggled internally for a moment, but didn't really hit her. I felt resentful and angry, resentful of Hua Jingjing for being so shameless, and angry at myself for being so incompetent! I turned around, walked directly into the house, sat on a chair, took out a cigarette, and prepared to ignore her.
Seeing that I was not leaving, Hua Jingjing followed me with a smile. She picked up the hotel matches on the coffee table, struck one and lit it, trying to light a cigarette for me in a flattering way.
I ignored her, took out my lighter and lit the cigarette.
Hua Jingjing pouted and had to throw the almost burnt match into the ashtray. She dragged another chair over and sat next to me. She put her hands on the armrests of the chair I was sitting on, rested her head on the back of her hands, and looked up at me with a happy face. I heard her say softly: "Tang Qian! I don't regret it even if you are angry! I think I did the right thing! If I didn't do this, how could I know that you care about me so much in your heart and don't want to let me go? I'm so happy! Even if I die now, it's worth it. Tang Qian, I love you so much! Everything I do is just for you. I can't live without you, you don't know how I have survived these days. For you, I am willing to give everything, even my life!"
I smoked and kept silent, but my anger had slowly subsided. I also knew in my heart that no matter what Hua Jingjing did, she did it for love. I had no right to be angry with her. She was just a poor woman. Everything she did to get love was understandable.
I sighed and decided to have a good talk with her. There are some things that I should let her know.
I took another puff of the cigarette, thought for a moment, and said, "Jingjing, you just heard what Fan Yunting said. She is going to set up a company, and I am her partner. Now I will tell you the truth. Fan and I are also setting up a beverage company. We will be competitors in the business world from now on. Don't expect me to show mercy because of our friendship. We will do whatever it takes to strike you down and strengthen ourselves. That's how it is in the business world."
Hua Jingjing said "Oh", she slid down from the caress cunningly, rested her head on my legs, and put her hands up. She said with a heavy nasal voice: "It doesn't matter, then you come and defeat me, as long as you like, I can do whatever you want to me!"
I wanted to laugh but couldn't, so I said, "Be serious, get up! I'm talking to you about something serious!"
Hua Jingjing instead reached out and hugged my legs, saying, "I won't! You said it, I'm listening."
I sighed again and said, "Don't be silly! This is not a child's game. You can do whatever you want. You have to know that life is very realistic. Even if you don't care, what about Mr. Qi? What about your father? They will never let it go. Our positions in the future are opponents. If we get involved in emotions, it will be difficult for both of us to do anything!"
Hua Jingjing didn't take it seriously. She hugged my legs happily and didn't respond to what I said.
I continued, "That's the first point. The second point is that I'm not young anymore. A man should have a career to make his life meaningful. I have decided not to have a romantic relationship for a few years. I will concentrate on my career. This will take a long time. I can't let you down. Do you understand?"
Hua Jingjing raised her head and said, "Don't talk nonsense! No relationship for a few years? Don't you have a girlfriend? Will she agree?"
I had no choice but to tell the truth, "I have broken up with her! I also can't let her down. She won't be happy living with me. I have made it very clear to her, and I will make it clear to you today too. I can't let you down!"
Hua Jingjing straightened up from my legs and said happily, "Really? You broke up? That's... great! Oh my God! I'm so happy! Tang Qian! I..."
I interrupted her excitement and said, "Don't be too happy yet. I told you this just to let you know how determined I am. Don't think you have a chance. I really don't want to talk about relationships anymore, including you. I am only thinking about developing my career now, and I don't consider anything else. If you still want to be with me, then I advise you to give up. We will not have a future ."
Hua Jingjing didn't answer for a long time. After a long while, she asked, "Are you not going to get married in this life?"
I said, "Marriage? That's a long way off. I have to wait until I'm successful in my career, maybe ten years, maybe twenty years, maybe even longer! So I can't let you down. You have the right to pursue happiness, and I can't give it to you."
Hua Jingjing murmured to herself, "Ten years... twenty years... God! You are so cruel! Fine, fine! I have no choice but to wait for you. Your girlfriend... um... ex-girlfriend can wait for you for eight years, why can't I wait? Don't worry, I have to do my best to help you, and I will make you successful as soon as possible. When that day comes, you should marry me, right?"
I saw that Hua Jingjing's thoughts were not working, and she was getting stuck in a dead end. I said helplessly, "Don't you understand what I mean? Well, I'll just talk about the third point."
I cleared my throat, thought for a moment, and said, "Jingjing! To tell you the truth, there is another very important reason why I am so focused on my career and not on relationships. That is... I fell in love with a woman, but she doesn't love me. I was discouraged, but I couldn't forget her, and I was in pain. I know that you and my girlfriend love me very much, but I can't. I can't date you and still think about her in my heart. That would be too unfair to you and my girlfriend, so I broke up with you some time ago. You are sad, and I feel bad too. But I really can only choose this way. I have no choice but to spend the rest of my life working. I think I may never forget that woman in my life, so I said I can't let you down. Do you understand what I mean now?"
Hua Jingjing was obviously shocked by what I said. She opened her mouth wide and looked at me with disappointment. After a long while, she said with difficulty: "You...what you said, is it all...true?"
I looked at her sincerely and nodded slowly.
Hua Jingjing's eyes quickly filled with tears, which then fell uncontrollably. She didn't even wipe them away, and trembled as she asked, "She... the woman you love, who is she?"
I hesitated for a moment, thinking that I shouldn't destroy the relationship between her and Xu Shu. I had no choice but to lie: "You don't know her, and I don't want to mention her, but do you understand what I mean?"
Hua Jingjing bit her lip, trying hard not to cry out loud, and said bitterly: "I understand! I understand that after you broke up, you took out your anger on innocent and poor women like us, hurting us all the time, and you had to make us taste the pain! Tang Qian, you are so hateful! You are such a cruel man!"
I… I’m sweating! This flower fairy! Why is she being so stubborn again?
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Why don't you understand? I've explained it clearly enough!"
Hua Jingjing finally reached out to wipe her tears, and said as she wiped them: "How can I not understand? I understand it very well! You are cruel! You are such a bad person! You know the pain of not being loved, but you still want me to have a taste of it too. If this isn't cruel, what is it?"
I am speechless!
Hua Jingjing wiped away her tears, and suddenly she laughed, giggling, "You deserve it! Evildoers will be punished! After all, there is something that makes you suffer. I admire that woman! She should have ruthlessly rejected a bad guy like you! Let you also know the feeling of losing your lover! Humph! It's not pleasant, isn't it?"
I looked at Hua Jingjing in amazement as she cried and laughed at the same time, and thought to myself, "Isn't she overstimulated and has a problem with her brain?"
What Hua Jingjing did next surprised me even more. She stood up from the chair, sat on my thighs with her legs apart, and put her arms around my neck.
I was shocked and said, "Jingjing! You..."
Hua Jingjing lowered her head, looked at me infatuatedly, and said softly: "Tang Qian! I will make you forget her! I swear! I will love you with all my heart and soul, and I will let you feel how happy and beautiful love is!"
As she spoke, she leaned forward and kissed me deeply on the lips...
At that time, I was suddenly deeply moved by Hua Jingjing's great love. I never thought that even if I told her the truth, she would still tolerate me with love and want to use her deep love to comfort my wounded heart.
There was no way I could say no to her, at least not now!
Hua Jingjing's love even transcends the love between men and women, and makes me feel the softest and purest maternal glow of a woman.
After a long time, she finally moved her lips away, panting slightly, and looked at me seductively. I sighed and said, "Jingjing, you... are so stupid!"
Hua Jingjing buried her face in my chin and murmured, "I know! I am a fool with good fortune. Now you don't have a girlfriend, you don't have the woman you love, I know you are very lonely. I will not leave you, even if you don't love me and always want to drive me away, I will not leave you. I believe that my love will eventually move you, no matter how long that day is, I will always stick to it and never regret it."
I am speechless. When you meet a woman who loves you so deeply, no one will remain indifferent, right?
I felt conflicted. I also believed that Qiu Jieqin would do the same to me . Her love for me was no less than Hua Jingjing's. If I accepted her, what would happen to Qiu Jieqin? How could I explain this to her?
But I don't want to hurt Hua Jingjing tonight, I know I will be in a lot of trouble in the future. But at this moment, I can't do it.
I suddenly hated my weakness. Why was it so hard for me to let go of them?
Hua Jingjing raised her head, her face slightly red, her eyes moving, she was shy to speak. After a long while, she finally said what she meant: "Tang Qian! Forget about that unlucky woman! You still have me! Tonight... I only belong to you..."
