Chapter 12 Role Playing
The mother ogre is also careless in taking care of her cubs.
The unfortunate event of being killed by one's mother is not accidental.
The living environment is so cruel that it is good enough for one out of every ten ogre cubs to survive to adulthood.
Alan fully experienced the entire process of an ogre from birth to adulthood.
From being able to survive only on milk to learning to walk upright.
Then they follow their mother out of the cave and learn various survival skills including hunting.
As time went by, my friends around me died in various accidents, but I was lucky enough to survive.
Thanks to the death of his brothers and sisters, Alan was able to get more food and the pressure of survival was reduced.
When he successfully captures his first prey and has the ability to survive independently, it means he has reached adulthood.
The so-called "premature death" is not always accidental death or being killed by natural enemies.
Killing each other is also a lesson that ogres must go through in their growth process.
The first time Allen merged with his ancestral spirits, he was kicked to death by his brother from the same mother.
From then on, he faced reality.
They are not afraid to use the same vicious means to deal with their own kind who may pose a threat to themselves.
Ogres are generally considered a race with evil nature.
This conclusion is not entirely correct.
The evil tendencies of ogres are actually mainly the result of the shaping of their living environment rather than innate genetics.
A newborn ogre has no idea of good or evil.
This is because from the time they are young, they have been eliminated through cruel competition for survival by those who are kind-hearted.
Those who survive to adulthood can only be the more selfish and vicious ones , in terms of probability .
In order to survive, Allen had no choice but to become selfish and vicious.
During this period, he gained a lot of experience in wilderness survival.
He is fluent in Giant language, but of course he can't help but speak the ogre dialect.
If the orthodox giants heard this, they would probably be regarded as ridiculous country bumpkins.
Ogres also have their own customs and traditions.
Although most of them are superstitious and barbaric, there is no lack of funny bits.
Allen knows these traditional cultures very well.
Ogres are a natural fighting race.
Wrestling, boxing, swinging sticks and throwing stones are compulsory courses for every ogre.
Allen has trained these skills well.
He has tested it.
All skills learned through atavistic meditation can be used in reality.
However, in reality, his human body is not nearly as strong as that of a real ogre, and his skill level is also discounted.
For example, in meditation.
He could lift a half-ton rock and throw it thirty meters away.
However, in reality, with his physical attribute , he could not lift such a heavy stone, let alone throw it.
"That's all for today."
Alan ended his meditation reluctantly.
In fact, he still had the energy to continue meditating, but...
It's a bit embarrassing to say.
In the spiritual world, he is already a mature male ogre.
As the saying goes, when you are well fed and warm, you will think about that ...
Mr. Ogre, Allen's desire for that thing has become stronger and stronger recently.
What's even worse is that the female ogres who were born in the same litter as him have now entered puberty and have the need to have children.
One of the female ogres took a liking to Alan.
The words have been made clear.
I'm going to move in with him tonight, have sex shamelessly, and have a bunch of cute little babies.
As a time traveler, Allen feels that he has relatively open views on gender.
But...
The figure and image of the female ogre...
It’s really unbearable!
If it were just these aesthetic factors.
In fact, you can just grit your teeth, harden your heart, blow out the light, close your eyes and endure it.
The problem is…
The ogre sister who wants to have a baby with Alan is his biological sister from the same mother!
People cannot, or at least should not...
Alan's remaining moral bottom line is really unacceptable!
Especially in real life, he also has a beautiful sister.
Whenever I think about this, I feel more and more uncomfortable.
So he had to retreat halfway and end tonight's meditation early.
Of course, he knew that running away would not solve the problem.
When we go online tomorrow, we still have to face this hurdle.
After a month of practice, Allen increasingly felt that "Atavism Meditation" was actually very similar to a "role-playing game."
Only by following the memories of the ancestors to recreate the past, releasing their nature, realizing their wishes, and making up for their shortcomings can one advance in cultivation, gradually unlock various new skills, and even deduce powerful skills that had not been evolved during one's lifetime.
When the ancestor spirit’s lifetime memories are completely relived, a new ancestor spirit will be randomly switched and the above process will be repeated.
Experience another life and gain experience in meditation.
This is how a warlock practices.
It really feels like a realistic RPG game.
Of course, the apprentice-level atavism meditation method is far less convenient than a real role-playing game.
There isn't even the most basic save and load functions.
If you die accidentally, you can only change an ancestor spirit and start over.
Whether you can randomly access the ancestral memories you have experienced before in the future is purely a matter of probability.
Fortunately.
Although the file cannot be read, at least you can interrupt and exit.
For example, Alan, the ogre who played in Meditation, is still alive and well.
Then when you meditate tomorrow, you will start from where you left off today and continue experiencing your unfinished life.
When a warlock meditates, he has no idea where his life will go.
For example, Alan didn’t know whether the ogre he played chose to accept his sister’s request for sex when she asked for it.
Alan is free.
He can do whatever he wants while he is in meditation.
If he doesn't like it, he can refuse.
However, there are consequences to this.
Any choice that goes against the nature of the ancestral spirits is risky.
To put it more bluntly, doing this is prone to bugs!
Adolescent male ogre.
It is human nature to accept everyone who comes.
After eating, my mind is full of thoughts about women.
But you just refuse the girl who comes to your door?
It's just because you still miss your morality as a human being, regardless of the fact that you are now living as an ogre.
If you lack a sense of identification with your ancestors, how can you expect to gain strength from your ancestral bloodline?
With this kind of mentality, do you still want to practice ancestral meditation?
Is it worthy of the word "atavism"?
Alan remembered the principal's warning.
The way of a sorcerer is to follow the instincts of the bloodline and obey the nature of the ancestral spirits. Only in this way can the latent power in the bloodline be discovered.
To refuse to do so is to be possessed by a demon in your heart.
The so-called inner demon is the demon of "going astray and becoming possessed by the devil".
Many sorcerers suddenly experience a change in temperament during meditation.
Either going crazy, having a split personality, or becoming an idiot are the consequences of the sharp conflict between human will and the nature of the ancestral spirits.
This is what is called "going astray and becoming possessed by the devil".
Allen certainly didn't want to end up like that.
I walked to the window, the night wind blew in my face, and the chirping of cicadas echoed in my ears.
Looking at the bright full moon in the night sky, he made up his mind secretly.
In order to survive in this dangerous world and protect your family.
One's own character must become stronger!
On the path of practicing as a sorcerer, one must break through all visible and invisible obstacles.
Keep moving forward until you reach the top!
