Chapter 11: Hit by a car and lost my memory, will you bless us?

It has been 7 years, and Li Su has not dreamed of those bad things for a long time.

But Li Su who escaped from the hotel last night, Li Su who stuffed herself into the quilt, and Li Su who cried in her dream, dreamed of it again.

She dreamed of Xu Shen who was bullied, always hanging his head, and dreamed of herself who did not stand up, hiding in the corner and crying.

But why?

Xu Shen, raise your head.

Li Su, stand up!

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Yangcheng.

In the warm rental house, a row of fat succulents are placed on the balcony.

Under the pool beside the balcony, a pair of porcelain white hands are immersed in the pink basin, and the foam completely covers the back of her hands and flows on her fingertips.

Li Su was stunned for a few seconds in contemplation, and as if she was afraid, she shook off the illogical thoughts in her mind, picked up the collar again, and rubbed it gently.

The dark red shirt was washed clean and fresh by her, and the soft silk material was placed on the back of her hand, which was comfortable against the skin. The busyness slowly relaxed Li Su's mood.

After scrubbing and washing, and rinsing twice with clean water, Li Su took a wide-shouldered thickened seamless clothes hanger, shook out the shirt, and hung it up.

Looking at the huge shirt picked up from the male model, a freshly washed "work clothes", Li Su couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. Any loss can be reduced. Money thrown into the water will make a sound. Now that it's clean, who can tell that I picked it up? Anyway, no one knows. I'll wear it!"

"Buzz--" The vibration of the mobile phone interrupted Li Su who was chattering to comfort herself.

Li Su wiped his hands, turned around and picked up the phone. Seeing that it was Lu Jiayi's profile picture, he looked at the time at the moment.

Li Su paused for a while and slowly sorted out what he wanted to say.

"Hello--" The call was connected, and Lu Jiayi's uneasy voice instantly rushed in.

Li Su lowered her eyes and didn't want to beat around the bush.

She knew why Lu Jiayi called this time. ——Lu Jiayi wanted to confirm what she did to that person last night.

"At home." Without greetings and probing, Li Su answered sensibly, "Alone."

Lu Jiayi, who originally spoke in a hurried tone, fell silent. Her lips trembled for a long while before she let out a long cry as if she had been rescued.

Her heels were rubbed red. Standing at the door of the hotel, Lu Jiayi, who was walking down the stairs, simply sat down and threw her high heels forward.

Looking at the office workers coming and going, Lu Jiayi rubbed her brows that had been wrinkled all night slowly, and added, "Oh, I was worried that you would oversleep. Today is Friday, so don't delay your work."

"Oh - is that so..." Li Su slowly let out an incomprehensible laugh, which was inexplicably long, as if she wanted to put people's hearts on the iron plate and fry them on both sides for a while.

Lu Jiayi's heart tightened, but she was still stubborn. "Of course. What else could it be?"

Li Su did not cooperate with her deception, but stuck to the bottom line and emphasized strictly, "Jiayi, I am not interested in being a part of anyone's play."

"..." Lu Jiayi pretended to be stupid with a fluke. Silent and not cheating.

Li Su, who had no answer, sighed and said it all: "Don't push him to me like you did yesterday. - It's better not to push him to any other friends."

"What do you want to say?" Lu Jiayi's fingertips were slightly bent.

"Is Chunqi also sleeping with him?" It was a question and a reminder.

Lu Jiayi, who was pretending to be deceitful, confirmed in an instant: Li Su, who was drunk last night, really didn't recognize that the man was Xu Shen.

The big stone in his heart was completely put down. Lu Jiayi couldn't help laughing, laughing in disbelief, laughing in a strange way.

It turns out that bringing in the wrong answer and inputting the wrong dialectical direction will really not get the truth.

Lu Jiayi became unscrupulous and said in a positive tone: "Yes! She still likes it very much."

"..." Li Su choked in her throat.

For a long time, her voice was regretful, as if she was very sorry to make the words so clear, but she had to make them so clear, "How you play is up to you, don't drag me into it again, I'm different from you."

Lu Jiayi was unhappy.

"What do you mean by 'I'm different from you'?" She sneered and said, "What are you like? What are we like?"

Knowing that her words were hurtful, Li Su paused for a second, "Then understand it in another way. I like virgin men who are as pure as jade. I am selfish and exclusive. I am more greedy."

"Tsk." Lu Jiayi sneered and took out a cigarette from his bag.

"Pah--" Lu Jiayi leisurely lit a cigarette for herself. She didn't dare to ask the question at first, but now she deliberately asked, "So did you sleep last night?"

"..."

It was a very easy question to answer, just say it directly, but Li Su was silent out of character.

Lu Jiayi forgot to smoke until the spark was completely dark. She looked at the blackened cigarette butt and couldn't help feeling a little confused. She asked calmly, "He didn't come to see me either. Did you stay up late?"

"..."

Li Su didn't want to repeat these meaningless conversations with Lu Jiayi.

After a long time, she hit the nail on the head, and said in a cold voice: "Jiayi, the male model last night looks like an old friend."

Lu Jiayi's heart skipped a beat, and her fingertips rubbed unconsciously. She lit the cigarette again in confusion, took a deep puff, and the nicotine rushed into her body, and she calmed down.

"Who does he look like?" Lu Jiayi's voice was a little hoarse.

"You should know who I'm talking about, right?" Li Su's tone was very light, as if she had already seen through it, but only now faced it with a painful reflection.

"I knew it 7 years ago... Didn't you lose a bet in a game with someone?" Li Su's final statement defined calmly: "You really should be honest with yourself. Instead of deceiving yourself, it's better to admit that you like him every day."

"..."

Lu Jiayi didn't expect Li Su to suddenly mention the past that they had avoided talking about.

Lu Jiayi was also very sure that Li Su's uncharacteristic behavior was not because of the heavy weight of last night, which had broken Li Su's bottom line.

It was just because it was Xu Shen.

At this moment, Lu Jiayi understood inexplicably. She was very sure: Li Su dreamed of Xu Shen, Li Su missed Xu Shen.

In fact, the person in front of her was the person in the dream, but Li Su didn't dare to believe it.

"So... didn't sleep? Can't bear to tarnish the best boy in your memory? What do you mean by talking to me about this now?"

Lu Jiayi was angry and sneered sarcastically, "Li Su, did you lose your memory after being hit by a car? Have you forgotten that Xu Shen carried you away that day? You want me to be honest, you want me to face it, what should I face?"

Memories floated over like a veil, covering people's heads.

It was at this moment that Lu Jiayi realized that she had not forgotten anything.

For example, Li Su's bright and watery eyes revealed a gentle background. But at that time, Lu Jiayi was trapped in the humiliation of being discovered and rejected. Listening to Li Su's confession, even though she also felt it was beautiful, she still interrupted Li Su mercilessly and fiercely.

For example, as the chief audience, Lu Jiayi selfishly broke up the two parallel lines that were trying to intersect countless times like a flood and a beast, and would think guiltily: If there were no emotions in her heart, maybe she would also be willing to be the one who blesses... Maybe, just let go of jealousy. 

For example, when she saw them coming to find her, Lu Jiayi ran away, and then hid in the dark and followed them secretly. Seeing that it was not completely dark yet, under the aqua blue sky, the street lights were bright, and the green and yellow leaves were fluttering, the always aloof Xu Shen pulled the bright and brilliant Li Su into the road. 

Seven years have passed, and Lu Jiayi thought she had let it go long ago, until this moment she realized that her awkward and weak emotions were like the flames in the cold wind of the late winter. She always thought it had been extinguished, but she saw sparks in the dark night again. 

Seven years have passed, and she still doesn't want to see Xu Shen and Li Su get together. 

"Jiayi, don't cry." Lu Jiayi heard Li Su's clean voice, coming gently. 

Like a hug, he gently held her in his arms, so the wind outside could not blow in, and she no longer felt cold. 

"Who is crying?" Lu Jiayi wiped his cheeks and raised his head proudly. 

"Don't show off in front of me, you are a 163cm tall loser, born in an ordinary family, with a non-secondary education, living in a shabby village in the city, and now, you don't even have an ideal job..." 

Lu Jiayi, who has a family fortune of more than ten figures, Lu Jiayi, who is 172cm tall, has a master's degree, and is both talented and beautiful, how could he be willing to lose to such an ordinary person. 

Lu Jiayi couldn't help trembling and said, "Li Su, I have never taken you seriously, who do you think you are?" 

Strange emotions are fermenting. 

It seems that I shouldn't be angry, it seems that I should be sad. 

The truth is hard to hear. Li Su took a long breath, she pulled the corners of her mouth, smiled helplessly, and slowly calmed down. 

"You are better than me, I have never denied it." Li Su's voice was very light, as if it had passed through 7 years of time, thousands of flashing memories. 

"Do you still remember? In the third year of high school, you asked me: Are you in love with Xu Shen?" 

Lu Jiayi remembered it all. About Li Su's answer at that time, every word she said. She pulled up the corners of her mouth, and her smile was uglier than crying. 

Li Su: "My answer at that time is also my answer now. - I never thought about being with Xu Shen." 

"Tsk." Li Su's self-knowledge made Lu Jiayi couldn't help but laugh. 

Her laughter was complicated, not like ridicule, nor like satisfaction, but more like bitterness and helplessness, like seeing someone in the abyss with herself, she didn't pity her, but was just glad that she still had someone to accompany her. 

"Li Su, you are really cunning," Lu Jiayi sniffed, her nasal tone was heavy, but her words were unusually sharp. She said: "It's been 7 years, what I want to ask you now is: Do you like Xu Shen?" 

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone. Lu Jiayi waited quietly and slowly finished a cigarette. 

Li Su still didn't answer even after burning a black hole in the ground with her cigarette butt. 

But Lu Jiayi already had an answer. Her own answer. 

She looked up at the clear blue sky, and she thought of many heroines who had gone through many hardships and gradually became the only indispensable choice for the male protagonist from being a spare tire. 

That was Lu Jiayi's script and also Lu Jiayi's hope. 

"You are right. Holding Wan Wan like you, it is still a little lacking. I have decided: I will pursue Xu Shen, love him persistently, and never let go! Li Su, will you bless us?!" 

Lu Jiayi's tone was firm, and his voice was so loud that passers-by couldn't help but glance sideways, so it almost completely covered up her answer. Under her answer, there was a sigh-like answer. 

It was Li Su's light answer. 

It was- 

"I like it."