Chapter 107 Infiltration (4)
Ling Menghan listened to Yin Yin's words carefully, and suddenly realized that she didn't need to ask Yin Yin why she had such thoughts, because compared to these, one fact made Ling Menghan suddenly begin to sympathize with Yin Yin, the fact that would make Yin Yin the same as herself.
"You want to see him, don't you?"
Ling Menghan asked calmly, but Yinyin didn't answer, her expression already showed agreement.
"What happens after you meet?"
Ling Menghan carefully paid attention to Yinyin's every move, afraid of missing a subtle change. She didn't know how Yinyin felt about it, but she wanted to know how Yinyin would react. Would it be the same as hers? The only result that would leave Yinyin with a deep impression was disappointment. So, knowing all this, Yinyin still came to find Zhao Ziheng. What kind of mood was she in?
"Is that what you were thinking? But you should know that he still has a deceased queen in his heart. He will never forget her. After the queen passed away, he has been in front of her spirit tablet every night for a long time..."
Ling Menghan paused halfway through her words, thinking back to something she had discovered, but Yinyin didn't notice Ling Menghan's stiffness, thinking that Ling Menghan couldn't continue. She understood Ling Menghan's feelings, so how could she not know? Zhao Ziheng's feelings for Lin Wei were confirmed by others and by Zhao Ziheng himself. Even so, Yinyin still felt that she couldn't let go and couldn't forget.
The unexpected discovery made Ling Menghan open her eyes wide, looking at Yinyin in front of her in astonishment. Fortunately, Yinyin was lost in her own world and didn't notice it. Suddenly, Ling Menghan found that Yinyin's name was not consistent with the name in her memory, so who could that person be? What kind of relationship did Yinyin have with Zhao Ziheng? Yinyin was so deeply impressed by Zhao Ziheng that she thought of him even if she lost her memory, but... Ling Menghan accidentally realized that the name she heard from Zhao Ziheng that day was the main reason. Lin Wei and Yinyin had nothing to do with that name. Thinking of this, Ling Menghan felt that she seemed to be able to see Yinyin seeing Zhao Ziheng confirm his idea to him, and the result must be accompanied by painful disappointment.
Thinking of Lin Wei and herself, Ling Menghan suddenly looked at Yin Yin with an extremely sympathetic look. Although she didn't know why Yin Yin and Zhao Ziheng had what kind of relationship, as long as she thought of that name, she seemed to be able to see Yin Yin's painful expression in the near future, just like herself before.
"I want to see him—"
Yin Yin, who had been silent for a long time, spoke softly with her thin lips slightly raised. She was not shaken at all by what Ling Menghan mentioned, because she seemed to have become numb to Lin Wei's affairs. Ling Menghan was not surprised either. Instead, she took in Yin Yin's sad expression one by one. She did not blame Yin Yin at all for not telling her the truth until now. Perhaps it was out of sympathy. She could not find any words to comfort her about Zhao Ziheng's matter. Thinking about it from another angle, Ling Menghan admitted that Zhao Ziheng had an unspeakable charm. By the time she discovered him, she was already deeply fascinated. It was not because she was in love that she said so, but it was the fact.
Ling Menghan sighed deeply, looked at Yin Yin and said calmly: "How do you meet?"
She didn't ask Yinyin why she didn't meet Zhao Ziheng earlier, thinking that it shouldn't be difficult for her to meet him given Yinyin's status. Maybe Yinyin had her own reasons, so why did she want to meet him now? It was like Yinyin hadn't told her about Zhao Ziheng until now, so what was the reason?
"He...seems like he doesn't want to see me."
It cannot be said that she is escaping, because she does not know if she has the qualifications to do so. Yin Yin suppressed the pain in her heart and spoke softly.
"Why? With your status, there should be no reason why we can't meet."
Without trying to figure out the meaning of Yinyin's words, Ling Menghan simply thought it was just as it said literally, and said with a little surprise.
"I've been in the General's Mansion for almost a month, right? It's actually the General's Mansion, wouldn't he know? Besides, I've tried it before."
Yinyin's tone revealed a hint of sadness and loss. Ling Menghan then thought of the fact that a princess from a country had moved into their general's mansion. Zhao Ziheng should have known about it. Logically, he should have shown up. This discovery surprised Ling Menghan. She firmly believed that Zhao Ziheng's personality shouldn't have allowed this to happen. Did he really not want to see him? Or... Ling Menghan felt that she should reconsider the relationship between Yinyin and Zhao Ziheng. Yinyin's attitude didn't seem to be a lie, and a deep memory naturally belonged to more than one person. In this way, Zhao Ziheng's behavior could be understood, but what was the reason? Was Zhao Ziheng avoiding something? This discovery surprised Ling Menghan.
"I don't understand, which one is the real him? Why does he refuse to see me when I want to see him? Is this speculation just my wishful thinking?"
Yin Yin seemed to be talking to herself; her voice became very soft, and her long eyelashes seemed to be covered with a transparent liquid and fluttered gently.
Seeing Yin Yin like this, Ling Menghan was speechless and didn't know how to comfort or persuade. Until this point, Ling Menghan would never think that Yin Yin was the only one in Zhao Ziheng's heart, nor would she know that even after losing her memory, Yin Yin's instinctive feelings for Zhao Ziheng were unknown to her. What kind of love relationship this was? Ling Menghan would never be able to understand.
