Chapter 10: Practice of Not Loving six
I ran on the busy street, completely ignoring the pain in my feet. I imagined what it would be like after finding Hanako Yin, and the pain seemed to turn into sweet sorrow.
However, there were people everywhere, but there was no sign of Hanako Yin. I turned around anxiously, and then I saw Xiao Yuan crossing the road in a daze and a car whizzing towards ...
I was so scared that my whole body was stiff, but at that moment, I caught a glimpse of the familiar figure across the street.
He rushed towards Xiaoyuan in the middle of the road regardless of everything. The moment he pushed Xiaoyuan away, he slightly turned his head to look at me, his eyes full of nostalgia and reluctance.
I saw Hua Ziyin being hit by an oncoming car and flying high up, then falling heavily, like a bird with broken wings. Behind him were white tung flowers flying all over the sky, like white snow, making people shiver with cold.
Ah - I screamed in my heart, but no sound came out. I seemed to hear a slight "pop" sound coming from the left chest, and then my heart fell apart and blood and flesh flew everywhere.
I stared blankly at everything in front of me. I heard the sound of car tires rubbing against the ground, I heard Xiaoyuan's heart-wrenching cry, I could even hear those people whispering "there's no hope". I blinked, but not a single tear came out.
This must just be a nightmare from which I haven't woken up.
I turned around, lowered my head and walked away quickly. I wanted to leave here as soon as possible. I wanted to go under the tung tree at the foot of Qingzhi Mountain, because there, Hua Ziyin, my 'longevity noodles ' gentleman, was waiting for me.
I don't understand why Xiaoyuan is crying, and I don't understand why those people say "there is no hope". My Mr. 'Longevity Noodles' is clearly waiting for me at the foot of Qingzhi Mountain.
You said that when the tung flowers bloom, I will wait for you at the foot of Qingzhi Mountain.
Well, please wait patiently for a moment, I will come to your appointment right away.
I kept walking and walking. I don't know how long it took, but the outline of the mountain gradually emerged under the dim street lights. I used up my last bit of strength to run forward. I remember there were trees of tung trees as white as snow.
However, as if in the blink of an eye, the wind blew the trees, and the white flowers fell like snowflakes, piling up at my feet, slowly extinguishing my hope.
I kept running, searching among the branches, but there was not a single flower.
I stubbornly believed that as long as the tung flowers were still there , Hua Ziyin would definitely be waiting for me here.
However, there are no tung flowers, let alone Hua Ziyin.
I sat on the ground dejectedly, blood oozing from the scuffed soles of my feet, gradually staining the white petals red. I stared at the bright red liquid, and a heart-wrenching .
The tears that I had been holding back for so long burst out.
Not because it hurt, but because I knew it wasn't a nightmare.
I know that my "Longevity Noodles" will never come back.
The tung oil flowers will bloom again after falling, but, Hua Ziyin, since you left, there will never be another you in this world who loves me as much as your life.
