Tuesday, February 7th, sunny
Have you ever tried walking with your eyes closed?
When the world is dark,
Anxiety and fear will come in continuously.
I've never hated myself more than I do now.
If it weren't for me,
Xu Yi would not fall into endless darkness,
His smile will never become as cool as moonlight.

The warm sunlight shines on the crystal-clear glass windows, reflecting a dazzling gem-like light.
In the ward.
The sweet fragrance of the alice flowers filled the air.
I held Xu Yi's hand gently. I knew that as long as I held him tightly, he would not lose his way back.
The slightest tremor in my hand touched my heart.
For a moment, I was stunned!
Xu Yi's hand actually moved! It really moved, very obviously!
I blinked, not believing it. At this moment, my finger was gently hooked by another finger. Yes, it was really his finger that gently hooked mine!
It drew the shape of a ring.
"Xu Yi..." I called out with a trembling voice, feeling nervous and scared, and my breathing almost stopped for a moment.
The sun suddenly shone brightly.
As if a miracle happened, Xu Yi, lying on the hospital bed, had his eyelashes trembling slightly, and then... he opened his eyes!
"Xu Yi! Xu Yi, you're really awake! You're really awake!" I had imagined the scene of Xu Yi waking up countless times, but when he really opened his eyes, I was stunned with joy.
I lay beside his bed, feeling that God was so good to me. Happiness suddenly surged up and turned into tears that overflowed from my eyes.
It turns out that people cry not only when they are sad, but also when they are extremely happy.
"Xu Yi, wuwuwu, how could you sleep for so long? Do you know how worried I am about you? I am so afraid of losing you, I am really so afraid. You can't do this again next time..."
"Hehe...Ye Xiya, I told you that you look ugly when you cry." Xu Yi raised a smile on his face, making the sunshine dim instantly.
This is the smile I am familiar with, this is the smile I have always missed, this is the smile I...thought I had lost.
My Xu Yi...
The person I wanted to protect finally came back.
"Why is it so dark and you don't even turn on the light? Turn on the light quickly so I can see how ugly you look." Xu Yi chuckled and looked in the direction I was.
So dark?
These words were like a bolt from the blue, and made me forget to shed tears.
The sun is shining brightly at this moment, how can it be dark?
Xu Yi...
His eyes...
My heart seemed to be weighed down by a thousand-pound stone. I held my breath and slowly raised my hand and waved it in front of Xu Yi's open eyes.
The light fell in an interlaced manner as I swayed, but Xu Yi did not react at all. His dark eyes were like a deep black pool, without a ripple.
"Xia, why don't you speak? Turn on the light quickly." Xu Yi urged me with a smile, his eyes completely out of focus.
Looking at his smile and listening to his cheerful words, my heart felt as if it were weighed down by a huge rock.
The sunlight suddenly became pale and dazzling. I bit my lips tightly, feeling so uncomfortable that I almost suffocated.
"Xu Yi, actually... now... now it's daytime..." I heard my voice trembling.
Xu Yi's bright smile froze in an instant, just like a movie suddenly paused. After a long time, as long as a century, he put away his smile.
"It's daytime now? So... it's me... who can't see?" he said with difficulty.
"No, no, it must be because the light in the room is too dim. I'll help you open the curtains..."
I was extremely panicked. How could this happen?
I kept repeating "No" in my mouth, and I didn't know whether I was comforting Xu Yi or myself.
I quickly ran to the window, reached out and pulled the curtains hard. With a "swish", large patches of sunlight poured in. The room was so bright that I could clearly see the dust particles floating in the air.
Oh God, I beg you, Xu Yi finally woke up and came back to me, please don't play such a joke on me again!
"Xu Yi, did you see it? " I asked Xu Yi cautiously.
He shook his head blankly, his black hair gleaming in the sunlight, stinging my eyes bit by bit.
Such silence made me panic and frightened, and tears welled up in my eyes.
"Xu Yi, it's okay. I'll go find a doctor and I'll be fine."
I ran out quickly, shouting in the corridor: "Doctor, doctor, doctor..."
As I cried out, the doctor and several nurses came to the ward.
I watched nervously as the doctor began to perform a series of tests on Xu Yi.
"Doctor, doctor, what happened to Xu Yi?" As soon as the examination was over, I followed the doctor out and asked nervously.
"Although the patient has woken up, the blood clot accumulated in the skull due to the head impact has not completely disappeared, and it just happened to compress the patient's optic nerve, causing the patient to become blind."
"Can surgery be performed to remove the blood clot?"
"The patient's case is very special because the blood clot that was compressing his optic nerve was closely connected to other blood clots in a delicate and critical part of his brain. If surgery is performed rashly, it will be life-threatening."
"Then, is there nothing we can do?"
"We can only wait for a miracle to happen and for the blood clot to disappear naturally."
"What if there's no miracle?"
"You will be blind for the rest of your life."
The doctor's words were like a basin of ice water poured down on my head, making every cell in my body tremble.
Like a deflated ball, my hand suddenly dropped from the doctor's sleeve.
At the same time, tears fell like summer rain...
Xu Yi is really blind, how could this happen?
Then, Xu Yi will never see the blue sky, his beloved guitar, or me again... He will have to stay in the dark world forever...
Unprecedented fear rushed towards me madly. I squatted down weakly against the wall, hugged my knees, buried my head in my arms, tears dropped to the ground, and sobs kept coming from my throat.
This is all my fault...
At that time, if I had paid a little more attention to Cheye while blaming myself for his leaving, he wouldn't have become like this, right?
At that time, if I just flipped through the diary and saw his diary, he wouldn't leave disappointed, right?
At that time, if I had just smiled at him, he wouldn't have left, and he wouldn't have had a car accident, and he wouldn't have gone blind...
Xu Yi, I'm sorry, it's all my fault that you got into a car accident, and it's all my fault that you went blind.
It was quiet all around, the doctors and nurses had long since left, only my crying slowly filled the entire white ward, making the sunlight take on a sad hue...
"Xia, don't cry, it's okay." A voice came.
I stopped crying and looked blankly in the direction of the sound.
Xu Yi groped the wall and walked towards me with difficulty, a pale smile on his face.
"Xu Yi... I'm sorry, sorry, sorry..." I called out his name, crying and saying, "If I had never appeared in your world, you should be living a happy life now, without so much misfortune. If possible, I would like to exchange everything I have for your health and happiness..."
"Xia, how could you think like that? My life would be so boring if you hadn't appeared. It doesn't matter, don't be so sad. It's a pity that I can't see you again, but fortunately I remember what you look like very clearly." Xu Yi followed the voice and found me, squatting beside me.
"Xu Yi!"
I threw myself into Xu Yi's arms and hugged him tightly.
I'm so scared, so scared that I'll lose him again.
"Okay, don't cry. The reason I woke up must be that Xia moved God. So don't worry too much about blindness. Everything will be fine. The doctor also said there will be a miracle..." Xu Yi comforted me gently in my ear.
It was Xu Yi who was blind, but now he is the one who comes to comfort me.
Yeshiya, what are you doing? I asked myself secretly.
"Well, there will definitely be a miracle!" I raised my head from Xu Yi's arms and looked at him firmly.
"Yeah!" Xu Yi still had a smile on his face.
only……
It's no longer the sunny smile it used to be.
But it was a smile as cool as moonlight.

Wednesday, February 8th, sunny
If Xu Yi really could never see again,
Then let me be his eyes.
No matter how far the future is, no matter how big the world is,
I will hold his hand and walk with him.
Until our hair turns white,
All my teeth have fallen out.
We still have to be together.

The next day, the sky was as pure blue as a gem, and the white clouds were soft, just like my favorite marshmallows.
But now the marshmallow doesn’t look sweet at all, it has become bitter.
"Chen, Xu Yi will definitely get better, right?" Walking in the hospital corridor, I looked at Chen with a frown.
"Well, of course!" Chen gently confirmed my question, which reduced my worries a little.
Last night I called Chen to tell him about Xu Yi's situation. Today, Chen specially accompanied me to see Xu Yi, saying that he wanted to cheer Xu Yi up.
In the early morning, the cold wind blew wildly, the vision was filled with a cold white, and the nose was filled with the smell of disinfectant.
"Xu Yi, the medical conditions in the United States are much better than in China. You must go to the United States to treat your eyes this time..."
As soon as I walked to the door of Xu Yi's ward, I heard the voice of a middle-aged woman from inside. It should be Xu Yi's mother. I was about to tell Chen that we should avoid it first, but the content of the conversation coming from the ward made me stand still.
"I said I won't go, so I won't go. I can't let Ye Xiya stay here alone!" Xu Yi's voice sounded determined.
"Ye Xiya! Ye Xiya! It's Ye Xiya again! You almost lost your life for Ye Xiya, and you finally woke up. But because of her, you have to give up going to the United States for treatment. Are you willing to give up your parents for her?"
"The car accident has nothing to do with Xia. No matter what, I will not leave Xia!"
"Xu Yi, you have to understand one thing, it's impossible for you and Ye Xiya to be together!"
…
The conversation inside came through vaguely and I couldn't make out some of the words.
“Pah—”
Suddenly, there was a sound of a glass hitting the ground. The ward was quiet for a while, and then Xu Yi's angry voice was heard.
"My future is decided by myself! It's not up to you to decide who I will be with in the future!"
"Xu Yi!"
"Give up on it. Even if I can't be with Xia in the future, I will never be with the person you arranged for me! It was like that before, and it's still like that now that I can't see you!"
"But you already have an engagement!"
"I'm... blind now, and you still won't let me go?" There was raging anger burning in Xu Yi's voice, but there was a deep sadness in that anger.
The ward suddenly became quiet.
I stood there blankly, the news I just heard flooding into my brain all at once and I couldn't react.
Just now, Xu Yi's mother said that Xu Yi is engaged, is that true?
Why did I never know that Xu Yi was engaged? Why did he never tell me about this?
When he just said he was blind, my heart skipped a beat. His voice was trembling. Yes, he was afraid, he was afraid that he would never see again.
And I didn't even notice it.
From the first day I met Xu Yi, Xu Yi has always been smiling in front of me, smiling at me gently and brightly.
Even though he was blind, he still smiled at me...
Why have I never noticed that Xu Yi is actually very scared, very sad, and very heartbroken...
USA……
Is Xu Yi going to the United States? That distant country that only appears on the map to me.
Why does my heart hurt so much when I think about Xu Yi going so far away from me? A deep fear suddenly spread from the bottom of my heart.
“Click—”
The door of the ward suddenly opened, and a noble-looking woman walked out. Her eyes were red and she looked very tired.
She saw Chen and me, and looked at me carefully with sharp eyes.
"Ye Xiya?" She seemed to be sure of something and said to me coldly.
"I, I am." Looking at Xu Yi's mother, I felt extremely nervous.
"If you really want to do this for Xu Yi's own good, you should leave Xu Yi. It's impossible for him to be with you!" Xu Yi's mother seemed to say this with deeper meaning, and then left.
The sound of high heels hitting the ground echoed in the corridor, hitting my heart heavily. I lowered my head, feeling so sad.
I’m hated… I’m hated by Xu Yi’s mother…
"Xia." There was a gentle touch on her head, and Chen's voice sounded above her head, "Don't let your imagination run wild. Go in and have a good chat with Xu Yi."
"I..." I looked up at Chen's gentle smile.
"Go!" Chen rubbed my hair again and nodded to me encouragingly.
The sunlight shone through the windows in the corridor, casting small patches of golden light on the ground, giving the overly white hospital some warm color.
"Xu Yi..." I walked into the ward gently.
He was sitting on the edge of the bed, and his anger seemed to have not dissipated yet.
The ward was in a mess, with many broken glass pieces scattered on the ground...
"Xia, you're here." Xu Yi smiled immediately after hearing my voice. "Be careful, I accidentally broke a glass just now and didn't have time to clean it up."
Seeing Xu Yi trying so hard to smile at me, a bitter feeling welled up in my heart. Xu Yi, why do you always smile at me? Why are you always so gentle to me?
Am I too selfish? I don't let you go to the United States to treat your eyes because I can't bear to leave you.
"Xu Yi." I walked to Xu Yi's side, "You should go to the United States to treat your eyes..."
After Xu Yi heard what I said, his smile quickly disappeared: "Did you hear everything?"
"Yeah." I answered softly, then sat down beside the bed and gently held Xu Yi's hand. "I hope your eyesight will recover, I hope you can stand on the stage and realize your dream, I hope..."
Before I could finish my words, I was interrupted by Xu Yi's sudden hug. It seemed as if Xu Yi used all his strength to hug me tightly. The warmth from him made me lost in an instant.
The sunlight quietly fell into the ward, the window glass reflected brilliant rainbow colors, and our hugging dark shadows were cast on the ground.
I really want to stay in this embrace forever...
After a long, long time...
"Xia, no matter what, I will never leave you, never leave you!" Xu Yi let go of me and said to me in a firm tone, his lifeless eyes shining with a different light at this moment.
All the sadness, all the anxiety, all the doubts, even the engagement that I never knew about, disappeared without a trace at this moment, leaving only Xu Yi's smile...
Xu Yi...
"Xu Yi, let me be your eyes from now on..."
Yes, Xu Yi, let me be your eyes.
If your world is dark, then I will become a firefly and light up all the street lights in your world, making your world full of light.
So, don’t be afraid, I will always be by your side, letting you “see” the blue sky, “see” the grass, “see” the sunshine, and “see” everything you want to see.
From now on, I will be your eyes...

Monday, February 13th, cloudy to sunny
I just found out today,
It turns out that a fake smile is more heartbreaking than sad tears.
But as long as Xu Yi is by my side,
I will always firmly believe,
Everything will be fine,
Xu Yi will surely once again smile a smile brighter than the sun.

The light golden sunlight flowed quietly in the ward, and I put a large bunch of newly bought Alice flowers into the vase.
Alice is indeed a lucky flower. At least, it woke Xu Yi up!
"Xu Yi, you little brat, you finally woke up! We rushed here immediately after hearing the news. We are good friends, right?" A familiar voice came into his ears, and immediately afterwards, several figures squeezed into the ward.
When I turned around, I saw the happy smiling faces of Ajie and other band members.
Xu Yi, who was still sleeping soundly on the hospital bed, moved his butterfly-wing-like eyelashes. Then, he opened his eyes, but his eyes were empty and out of focus.
"You were away for a while, and all the band's affairs fell on me. Thank God, you finally woke up!" Ajie rushed to Xu Yi's bedside and complained.
"It's obvious that you're being lazy every day..." someone began to protest.
"No way!"
The quiet ward was filled with noise.
very nice!
With the laughter of Ajie and the others, Xu Yi’s mood must be much better!
"By the way, Xu Yi, Valentine's Day is coming soon, and we have written a new song especially for it!" Ajie stopped bickering and became serious.
"Really?" Xu Yi raised the corner of his mouth and responded.
"We all think this song is very good. When you sing it, it will definitely become popular." Ajie put his arm around Xu Yi's shoulders confidently.
A trace of sadness flashed across Xu Yi's face, but it immediately turned into a bright smile.
But that kind of smile is like the sunshine in the cold winter, bright but without heat.
My heart was a little flustered.
Has Xu Yi not figured out how to face Ajie and the others yet?
Why am I so stupid!
Why didn’t I think of this!
"Xu Yi, take a look at the music score we wrote first!" Before I could say anything, Ajie had already happily taken out the music score from his schoolbag and handed it to Xu Yi.
"Ajie, Xu Yi he..." I hesitated whether to tell them that Xu Yi was blind.
"Xia, it's okay..." Xu Yi said gently, as if he knew all I was thinking.
He smiled and stretched out his hands, groping in the air for a while before finally grabbing the music score.
Because of Xu Yi's behavior, everyone looked at him strangely.
Xu Yi said in a very relaxed tone: "Ajie, I may not be able to see for a while!"
Ajie's mouth opened wide, his face full of shock.
The noisy ward suddenly became quiet.
Xu Yi didn't seem to mind everyone's reactions and still kept smiling.
But my heart was heavy and I felt very uncomfortable.
After a few seconds of silence, Ajie suddenly laughed: "You little bastard, you are teasing us on purpose!"
The band members' stiff expressions began to melt, and they all looked at Xu Yi expectantly, waiting for his answer.
I said in a trembling voice: "Ajie, it's true, he didn't lie to you!"
Ajie's smile froze instantly, and he waved his hands vigorously in front of Xu Yi.
But Xu Yi's eyes did not move, and the smile on his face did not change at all, just like an anime character with a programmed smile.
Tears welled up in my eyes and I clenched my fists to prevent them from falling.
turn out to be--
The one who is not ready is me!
I'm not ready yet to act as if nothing happened in front of everyone like Xu Yi!
I looked at Xu Yi's frozen upturned mouth, and felt a bitter taste in my heart, as if I had eaten unripe fruit.
Is he smiling in his heart now?
The ward fell into a long silence...
"What? Is there something wrong with my eyes? You don't consider me a brother anymore?" Xu Yi broke the silence with a light voice. The unnatural smile at the corner of his mouth revealed his nervousness.
"Of course not!" Ajie scratched his head embarrassedly, "It should only be a matter of time before you can see. Medicine is so advanced nowadays, you don't have to worry!"
"Yes, your eyes will be fine in a few days. You will always be the lead singer of FLY!" said bassist Yongchuan firmly.
"Yeah..." The other members echoed.
It seemed as if everyone's words gave Xu Yi strength. His faint smile gradually brightened, like a warm marshmallow.
Fortunately, Xu Yi was not unhappy because of this!
Only then did I realize that my hands had been clenched into fists.
The ward became lively again, and everyone was talking about the interesting things that happened during the winter vacation, as if they were afraid that the sudden silence would come again.
Xu Yi listened with great interest, only a hint of regret occasionally flashed across his face.
I held Xu Yi's hand, wanting to tell him in this way that I would always be with him.
Xu Yi seemed to know what I was thinking and turned to look at me. Although he was blind, my heart still beat fast when he looked at me.
Maybe, he has a pair of eyes in his heart that can see me.
"Do you two have to be so sweet?" Applejack protested.
I blushed and tried to pull my hand out, but Xu Yi smiled and held my hand tightly, saying with some pride: "Don't you have Weiwei too? Why are you envious of me?"
Ajie's smile froze.
"Yes! Why didn't Weiwei come today? Didn't you two stick together every day?" I asked curiously.
"We... have broken up!" Ajie's voice was full of loss.
"But before that..." I looked at Ajie in surprise, "Why did you break up? Didn't Weiwei like you very much?"
"I don't know either. We have no contact now!" Ajie shrugged, looking indifferent, but his disappearing smile betrayed his inner concern.
"But……"
"Don't say buts anymore. It's all in the past. Now I want to put all my energy into the band!" Ajie interrupted me, unwilling to continue talking about this topic.
What happened? Why did Weiwei and Ajie break up?
"Xu Yi, you have to get better soon. During this period of time, I will reluctantly serve as the captain of the FLY band!" Ajie said shamelessly.
"Who promised to let you be the captain!" Yongchuan protested immediately.
Ajie and his friends stayed for the entire morning, and only left at lunch time at Xu Yi's urging.
"Ajie, what's going on between you and Weiwei?" I couldn't help but ask after I sent them to the door of the ward.
"We just broke up!" Ajie had a strange expression and changed the subject, "Let's come back to see Xu Yi in two days."
I looked at Ajie's somewhat lonely back as he left, and decided to figure it all out.
Maybe there was some misunderstanding that separated two people who loved each other.
I took out my cell phone and called Weiwei.
“Beep…beep…”
No one answered the phone.
I looked back at Xu Yi lying on the hospital bed. His brows were slightly furrowed, and the smile on his face just now had disappeared.
My heart ached suddenly.
"Xu Yi, are you tired? I'll pour you a glass of water." I said quickly, trying to break the sudden silence.
"Xia, I'm not tired, come and sit here!" Xu Yi smiled again and fumbled to pat the chair beside the bed with his hand.
I walked over and sat down, resting my head gently on Xu Yi's legs.
The uneasy heart slowly settled down.
It will be fine!
Xu Yi’s eyes will definitely get better!

Tuesday, February 14th, sunny
Because I like Xu Yi,
So I want to be with him all the time;
Because I like Xu Yi,
So I want to see his truly happy smile.
Xu Yi,
Those feelings that cannot be written down,
Let us tell each other.
In a brand new way,
Write our own exchange diary...

I was rushing to the hospital to take care of Xu Yi when I noticed something unusual in the atmosphere on the street.
Hey, what day is it today? Why are there so many red hearts? When my eyes accidentally fell on the central square, I froze in my tracks.
A huge banner was hung in the central square, with a few large characters written on it:
February 14, I love you forever!
Ah, today is Valentine's Day!
Such a sweet day, if carefully planned and spent with Xu Yi, would definitely make him happy.
Because time was tight, after two hours of consideration and shopping, a perfect gift appeared in my hands - an all-black voice recorder.
Haha, with this recorder, Xu Yi can use it to record what he wants to say, just like writing a diary, he can "write down" the happy and unhappy things every day.
This gift is great, Xu Yi will definitely be very happy to see it.
But isn’t the gift packaging too simple? Although Xu Yi can’t see, the gift should still have beautiful packaging, especially for Valentine’s Day gifts.
Thinking of this, I took a detour and ran towards the pedestrian street.
There are so many couples on the street today.
Looking around, all the shops are hung with pink balloons. The streets are like a sea of ​​roses. The air is filled with a happy and sweet atmosphere, making people feel sweet in their hearts.
I took out the recorder from my pocket, and the corners of my mouth rose involuntarily. What expression would Xu Yi have when he received my gift?
He will smile at me, that's for sure.
Would he hug me happily? Xu Yi's embrace was always as warm as the spring sunshine, making people feel soft, warm, and with the fragrance of grass.
Haha, I really like the feeling of being in Xu Yi’s arms!
If Xu Yi heard what I recorded in the recorder, what would his reaction be? He would definitely smile until his mouth reached his ears, and then hug me and say something like "Xia, I like you".
"Blind man, I think you should just disband your band..."
"Your band has no value in existence anyway!"
…
A sharp, mocking voice interrupted my thoughts.
I looked up and saw people gathered in a circle not far away, and everyone seemed to be whispering about something.
Blind man? Band?
When these two words reached my ears, for some reason, an inexplicable intuition made me squeeze to the front of the crowd.
A man was squatting on the ground, groping with his hands. In front of his left was a recorder exactly the same as mine.
He was groping on the ground very seriously, with an anxious look on his face as he had not found the recorder. He completely ignored the couple in front of him who had been mocking and insulting him.
This person is——Xu Yi?
I must be dazzled!
I rubbed my eyes vigorously, unable to believe what I saw. How could it be Xu Yi? He should be in the hospital now!
I rushed to him regardless of everything, picked up the recorder, and then hugged him tightly: "Xu Yi, why are you here? Who brought you here? What are you doing here?" Countless questions in my heart popped up like bubbles in Coke.
"Xia?" Xu Yi asked tentatively.
"Well, I'm Xia, I'm Xia!" I hugged him tightly, as if I was holding my most precious baby, "Xu Yi, what's going on?"
"Hey, isn't this Ye Xiya from our school!" A harsh voice came from above.
I looked up and saw Jing Sen, the lead singer of our school's KING band. The girl next to him surprised me even more.
"Weiwei?" I looked at Weiwei, who was holding Jingsen's arm intimately, puzzledly, "Why are you here?"
"Haha!" Weiwei laughed disapprovingly, then leaned her head on Jingsen's shoulder more intimately, "Why can't I be here? Can't you see I'm spending Valentine's Day with my boyfriend?"
"What did you say?" Xu Yi stood up immediately after hearing Wei Wei's words, his face turned gloomy, "So you broke up with Ajie because you fell in love with someone else?"
Weiwei took a step back frightened by Xu Yi's serious expression.
Jing Sen glared at Wei Wei unhappily: "What are you afraid of? He's just a blind man!"
This sentence instantly made Weiwei return to her previous self: "I have broken up with Ajie. Who I like has nothing to do with you, right? Besides, Jingsen is a hundred times better than Ajie."
"Weiwei, how can you say that!" Weiwei's words made me very angry. I knew how good Ajie was to Weiwei, but Weiwei actually said that.
Weiwei raised her left hand towards me ostentatiously, her eyes full of pride: "Xia, did you see that? This is the diamond watch that Jingsen gave me. Only a boy who is willing to spend money on a girl truly loves her." Weiwei looked at me with disdain, "Please make yourself clear, you are Yifeng's student, not Lingnan's! Traitor!"
"I..." My face flushed, but I didn't know how to refute her, "I'm not a traitor..."
"Ye Xiya, I really don't understand why you want to be with a blind man!" Jing Sen showed a mocking smile on his face, "Look at Xu Yi, what a waste!"
"What did you say !" Xu Yi frowned tightly and clenched his hands into fists.
"I'm telling the truth!" Jing Sen raised his chin and looked at Xu Yi with contempt. "Aren't you a waste now? What else can you do? What will you use to compete with me in the future? Do you still have the nerve to stand on the stage? You waste! Waste! You have nothing now. You are no longer qualified to compete with me for the championship of the band competition, haha..."
"That's enough!" I interrupted Jing Sen's laughter, because Xu Yi's face became uglier and uglier during Jing Sen's laughter, "What right do you have to say that about Xu Yi! In previous band competitions, you KING have never won against FLY! You are the losers! Xu Yi has never lost to you in the past, and will never lose to you in the future!"
"You!" Jing Sen narrowed his eyes, revealing a ferocious look, "Ye Xiya, are you kidding me? Just relying on a blind man like Xu Yi..."
"I believe in Xu Yi!"
I interrupted Jing Sen's unreasonable provocation and turned to look at Wei Wei: "Wei Wei, if you give up on Ajie, you will definitely regret it in the future!"
"What do you regret?" Weiwei glanced at me nonchalantly, revealing obvious disdain.
"I regret your snobbery now, regret your short-sightedness, regret your lack of sharpness, regret your vanity..." I said a lot in one breath.
As Weiwei listened to what I said, her expression kept changing, and finally turned into an angry look.
"Ye, Xi, Ya! From today on, we are no longer friends!" Weiwei said this with gritted teeth, then raised her hand to hit me.
I grabbed Weiwei's wrist in time and looked at her without fear.
Weiwei couldn't break free from my hand, so she could only look at Jingsen anxiously.
“Bang!”
My face is burning...
I held back the tears that were about to burst out and stared stubbornly at Jingsen in front of me.
"Xia, what's wrong? Did he hit you?" Xu Yi pulled my arm anxiously.
"without……"
"Yes, blind man, I slapped Ye Xiya, what can you do?" Jing Sen looked at us proudly, "What right does she have to say that about Weiwei? Weiwei is my girlfriend now!"
"You!" Xu Yi's face was terribly gloomy, "Apologize to her immediately!"
"Hahaha, apologize? Xu Yi, I think you are not only blind, but also brain damaged!" Jing Sen opened his mouth and laughed, "Look, now you can't even protect the girl you love, and the band is about to disband because of you, what use are you?" Jing Sen's sarcastic words came again.
Xu Yi was so angry that his face turned red. He followed the sound and walked forward a few steps to Jing Sen, then stretched out his fist to hit Jing Sen.
But Jingsen dodged immediately, moved to Xu Yi's left side, and then hit Xu Yi with his fist.
"Be careful—" I rushed forward, hugged Xu Yi, and closed my eyes...
The pain did not come as expected. I opened my eyes and saw that Jingsen's hands were twisted behind his back by someone. He was begging for mercy in pain.
"Chen!" I let go of Xu Yi, turned around and looked at Chen who was smiling warmly at me.
"It's just a misunderstanding. I was wrong. Please let me go!" Jingsen grimaced in pain.
"Chen, let him go!"
"Xia Ya..." Chen was very angry and seemed to want to say something.
"I just want to take Xu Yi back to the hospital as soon as possible." I turned my head and glanced at Wei Wei who was at a loss. Wei Wei and I used to be such good friends. Let's just do it for her...
Chen looked at me deeply, then let Jingsen and Weiwei go.
The onlookers gradually dispersed.
I quickly turned around and hugged Xu Yi: "Are you okay? Are you hurt? Xu Yi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Xu Yi just remained silent without any response.
I held Xu Yi's hand tightly and was about to go back to the hospital, but I noticed several flashes of white light... I turned around and looked around, but found nothing.
Xu Yi slowly pulled his hands away from my palms, and they fell weakly on both sides of his body. The breeze blew, and his hair on his forehead kept fluttering. His face showed a kind of sadness that I had never seen before, just like the night sky without a trace of light, so despairing.
After returning to the hospital, Xu Yi was taken by doctors and nurses for examination.
"Chen, why did you suddenly appear?" I asked Chen after Xu Yi left.
"Xu Yi asked me to accompany him to buy Valentine's Day gifts, but we accidentally got separated after buying the gifts. I'm sorry, Xia." Chen looked at me guiltily.
"It's okay, it's okay!" I waved my hands hastily, "Chen, please don't say that."
Chen still looked guilty.
"Did Xu Yi go out of his way to buy a gift for me?"
Chen nodded in my expectant gaze.
At that moment, I was so happy that I wanted to cheer. It turned out that Xu Yi left the hospital specifically to buy me a gift.
Xu Yi, thank you, thank you for all you have done for me! I feel so warm in my heart, just like the sunshine shining in my heart.
At this time, Xu Yi was brought in by the nurse.
I quickly ran to Xu Yi and looked at him with concern: "Xu Yi, what did the doctor say?"
"It's okay, don't worry." Xu Yi smiled at me.
"Really? Don't lie to me." I asked again worriedly.
"Silly Xia, it's really okay!" Xu Yi's tone became soft, "Come here, I'll give you a gift." Xu Yi said as he handed me the recorder in his hand.
I held the recorder that Xu Yi gave me, and quickly took out the gift from my pocket and stuffed it into Xu Yi's hand: "Haha, Xu Yi, our gifts are the same. The one you gave me is white, and the one I gave you is black. In the future, if we have something to say to each other, we can record it and then exchange it with each other, so that we can know each other's intentions."
Xu Yi smiled faintly and held the recorder tightly.
I continued happily, "We have a good understanding, right? We can use it to 'write' our diaries in the future, and it will be our exclusive exchange diary! I will always use it to 'write'!"
Xu Yi didn't say anything else. There was something strange in his eyes that had lost their light, just like the sea in the dead of night, full of endless loneliness and sadness.