Volume 6 2014 Chapter 1038: The Change of Truth
Some of these groups that are close to Yi Haoyan know the situation, while others do not.
But no combination is as complex as F(X).
Ever since Yi Haoyan took his anger out on Choi Jinri, an emotional Victoria Song had a big fight with him and broke up with him on the spot, the relationship between the two sides has completely reached a freezing point and they have had no contact since then.
Logically speaking, given Song Qian's mature and stable personality and her experience of working alone over the years, things shouldn't have gotten to this point.
Even if there were irrational actions at the time, based on the past relationship between the two, there was still a possibility of turning things around after they calmed down.
The problem is, Victoria Song may slowly calm down, but Yi Haoyan doesn't.
His reaction was extreme.
After the quarrel, the furious boy directly blocked the contact information of Victoria Song and all other F(X) members, and instructed the housekeeper not to see them again.
How big is the gap between a chaebol son and a little idol?
After Yi Haoyan took the initiative to cut off contact, there was basically no possibility for direct contact between the two parties.
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When she learned about this, Victoria Song didn't react much.
It was just a blockade, she didn't care even if it was more excessive suppression.
The action at that time might have been a bit extreme, but the decision to break up the friendship was not an impulsive one.
In Song Qian's opinion, people like Yi Haoyan, who have extremely volatile personalities but great energy, should be avoided if possible and keeping a distance is the best option.
Commercial idols are just ordinary people, and they can't stand any big storms. If the other party changes his mind at any time, it may bring unbearable consequences to them.
Looking at Zhenli's current situation, Victoria Song felt heartbroken.
On the surface, Xiaoxueqiu seemed to be fine after being scolded that time, but Victoria Song knew that this girl had serious problems.
Although she cried less frequently at night, she became quieter.
In fact, Jinri was never as lively and sweet as she appeared on stage. In private, she was silent and lonely. On the contrary, Soojung was more naughty and noisy.
Only during the years when she had a good relationship with Yi Haoyan did she become lively and have the youthful vitality that a girl of her age should have.
But now it's back to the way it was before, and seems to be even worse.
This was not the most frightening situation for her. After all, Zhenli had been like this before, just to a different degree.
What worries Victoria Song the most now is that Zhenli has started hanging out privately with her various friends.
To be honest, based on their interactions over the past few years, Victoria Song is certain that Zhenli doesn’t actually have any real friends.
She started practicing in a company at a very young age, and leaving the school system too early made her lose the very important social relationship with her classmates.
Before her debut, Jinri's social life was basically limited to the company. After her debut, she became famous at a young age and started to meet many "friends", but most of these people were close to Choi Sulli because of her shining idol image, and not many people really understood Choi Jinri.
As the group develops, Zhenli becomes more and more popular, and she has more and more "friends" around .
When she had a good relationship with Yi Haoyan, Zhenli was not very close to these people. But recently she has changed a lot and loves to go out and hang out with some so-called "friends" who she was not very familiar with before, including some rappers who often hang out in nightclubs.
This made Victoria Song very worried.
But Zhenli didn't care, she looked happy.
"Ouni~ I'm very happy now! Don't worry! Doesn't Ouni know my wish for turning 20?"
As an adult, the girl who came home late had obviously drunk alcohol, stumbling back to the dormitory, her snow-white face flushed with alcohol. She was as beautiful as a peach, but with a kind of hysterical indulgence and decadence.
"Going to nightclubs, drinking beer, watching 19+ movies and having a boyfriend. I'm already 20 this year, and I have to work hard to achieve these things. And... hehe... even though he doesn't want me... there are still many people who are willing to want me~"
The girl’s last sentence made Victoria Song’s heart skip a beat.
"Mari, I know you're in a bad mood, but... we're preparing for our comeback... female idols should be a little more careful..."
Although she is an adult, Choi Jin-ri is obviously still a girl idol. Her professional requirements do not allow her to be associated with words with obvious tendencies such as nightclubs and rappers.
But the child is grown up after all, and Song Qian can’t interfere too much in his private life. She can only use career as an example to persuade him.
"It's okay, unnie, I won't do anything rash. I know my limits. I just... I just feel very tired and want to live a little more easily... just a little more easily is fine... I won't delay my work."
Choi Jin-ri was just 20 years old at the time, and her charm was amazing, with a mixture of the innocence of a girl and the maturity of a woman. At this time, her every frown and smile carried an irresistible beauty.
“Besides, unnie, do you know? In the beginning, I actually wanted to be an actor, not an idol . It was the company that made me an idol…”
The hidden meaning in this sentence made Song Qian at a loss for words for a moment.
She didn't dare to persuade him anymore.
Zhenli's mood is obviously very unstable now, and he is inexplicably determined to stick to his decision and will not turn back until he hits a wall. He will not listen to any different opinions.
After Yi Haoyan's venting of anger destroyed Zhenli's expectation of being loved, she became desperate and chose to go to the other extreme.
She no longer hoped to pursue her own happiness through existing rules and methods. The true self deep in her heart that had never been loved and never been satisfied began to erupt desperately.
She just wants to love herself and live for herself. Nothing else matters.
The desire for love in her heart is like a huge black hole, slowly devouring the girl's sanity and making her constantly question reality.
Is it right to live like this now?
If it's right, why is it so painful?
Pain means something is wrong and that needs to change.
With this line of thought, Truth began to change from the inside out. She had to break away from her past, law-abiding self and rediscover the meaning of life.
In the past, she always worked hard for her mother, the group, and the company, but now she wants to work hard for herself.
There is nothing wrong with this idea.
But Zhenli has been controlled by her mother and the company since she was a child. She doesn’t know what it means to live for herself, nor does she know what to do. So, the girl chose to rebel and follow her heart.
Do whatever you want, ignoring all current rules and restrictions.
This resolute persistence carries with it an air of decadence and indulgence, just like rose petals fallen from branches, exuding the beauty of death and madness, drifting away in the wind.
No one can stop it.
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