Volume 6 2014 Chapter 1033 I Want to Warm You
It was normal for Bae Joo-hyun to care about her performance in front of Yi Chang-dong when they met for the first time .
After all, he is the brother of her beloved, so the young lady certainly hopes that he has a good impression of her.
She felt okay with herself, but she didn't know if she had really passed the test.
Because from beginning to end, Bae Joo-hyun and Yi Chang-dong only met for this brief moment.
As the helmsman of Zhongwei Group, Yi Cangdong is very busy now. The entire group is currently expanding . He is busy with affairs and it is impossible for him to stay in Korea all the time.
The next day, after seeing his brother who had woken up, he left Seoul.
The outcome of this meeting was not ideal.
Yi Haoyan did wake up, but he was in severe depression and lost his basic ability to communicate. Yi Cangdong found that his brother could not even speak clearly now. He was silent for a long time and finally left the ward helplessly.
Reality is cruel.
Mental illness will not become easier to cure or alleviate its symptoms just because of how much money or medical resources are invested. This disease is only related to the patient himself. Even drug control and auxiliary treatment by psychologists can only help patients out of difficulties. The key to recovery still depends on the patient himself.
For a smart, sensitive and delicate teenager like Yi Haoyan, it is not easy to completely cure depression.
It takes at least a month for the medication to really work and start controlling symptoms, and there are a series of side effects. At present, stupor caused by severe depression will not improve quickly.
Therefore, Yi Haoyan estimated that he would be unable to communicate normally for a long time. Every day, apart from taking medicine as required by the doctor and resting, he could not do anything else.
Although Professor Kim had already predicted this reality, it would take some time for Bae Joo-hyun to truly understand it.
After all, knowing and truly accepting are not the same thing.
The next day, after completing the day's schedule, the young lady took advantage of the little free time in the afternoon to come to the ward.
She finally saw Yi Haoyan waking up.
But the results were worse than expected.
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"Haoyan, how do you feel?"
As soon as she entered the room, she saw the boy sitting up, and Bae Joo-hyun happily went over to ask.
However, the response she got was not the familiar voice she expected, but a silence that made her heart sink.
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Yi Haoyan sat at the head of the bed, with his head lowered, his back hunched, his hair a little messy, and his eyes dull.
He seemed to have heard what Bae Joo-hyun said, but also seemed not to have heard it. After a long while, he slowly turned his head and looked at the young lady woodenly. His lips opened and closed slowly, with great effort, as if he wanted to say something, but couldn't say anything.
Depression had affected his behavior and thinking so severely that even speaking became difficult.
"Joo...Joo Hyun-sister..."
An unclear voice came out of the boy's mouth. His dull appearance was totally different from his usual eloquent appearance. It seemed that he had exhausted all his strength just to call out his name, and it sounded very difficult.
Just this vague call almost made Bae Joo-hyun burst into tears.
She quickly held her breath and blinked hard to hide her emotions.
When has Yi Haoyan ever been like this?
He has always been sharp-tongued!
The current situation makes Pei Zhuxuan feel very upset.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here to see you, sit still~"
Seeing that the boy was still trying to get up, the young lady quickly ran over and supported him.
He has just taken the medicine for one day, and other than helping with sleep, the other effects have not yet appeared. Yi Haoyan is still in a state of illness. He is aware that his thinking and movements are slow, and this cognition has aggravated his already serious self-aggressive emotions.
You can't even speak clearly, what's wrong with you?!
It was because of the boy's emotional changes at the moment that Bae Joo-hyun quickly changed the subject.
She didn't want the pressure of becoming a teenager.
"We shot a school uniform pictorial today~ This is my first time shooting a school uniform magazine... and I'm with EXO seniors..."
No matter what state Yi Haoyan was in, Bae Joo-hyun tried her best to make herself look happy, even though she was actually very tired and exhausted at the moment.
Shooting for a magazine is never an easy journey.
The rental of a photo studio is charged by the hour. This type of shoot is usually short in time and has a heavy workload. It requires changing many sets of costumes and makeup, as well as waiting, so the shoot is basically non-stop without a break.
Bae Joo-hyun is still a newcomer and is not familiar with many things. She is also learning while filming, which is naturally a lot harder. She has been standing from morning till now, and she has to keep smiling and in a full spirit all the time, which is really hard.
But these cannot be shown
Emotions are contagious.
One person's good mood will also infect others.
The young lady knew that she couldn't do much, but she could at least try her best to bring some positive emotions to Haoyan.
"This time, Seulgi, Seungwan, and Sooyoung didn't go. I was the only one there. I was so nervous, haha."
"Well, I'm still a rookie who hasn't debuted yet, and EXO seniors are all popular idols, and they're all here at the event, so it's inevitable that I'd be nervous alone. You can understand that, right?"
"Besides, I'm already 23 this year, and I'm still wearing a high school uniform. It's a bit embarrassing to think about it, but the teacher who took the photo today praised me, saying that I have a baby face~"
"Ah~ This is my first time shooting a school uniform magazine. I really don't know anything. Fortunately, my seniors and teachers took good care of me. I learned a lot. I think my performance today can get at least 80 points!"
"Oh yeah! I'm a senior in EXO, but most of the members are younger than me. I still called her Nuna... wow! Really, I was so embarrassed. I'm a junior but I'm the older sister. It was really embarrassing."
"But it's still quite interesting. Wearing the high school uniform after a long time seems like returning to the school days..."
"I was very popular when I was a student, and I had the best looks in Daegu! Hehe~ EXO seniors took good care of me, and I was very calm during the photo shoot, and I looked very handsome, hehe, but no one can compare to you!"
The young lady stuck close to Yi Haoyan, holding his arm, and talked non-stop, looking very happy.
The afterglow of the setting sun shone through the window onto her body, casting a charming halo on this lively figure and gently warming the originally quiet ward.
Bae Joo-hyun was not originally a talkative person. In fact, when we lived together before, she was always very calm and steady.
But now, the young lady doesn’t know what to do or how to help the boy.
She could only try to talk about more happy things, show more happy emotions, and try to warm the dull boy.
It is said that good emotions can infect others. If I visit him happily every day, it will have a good influence on Haoyan, right?
Bae Joo-hyun thought so and did so.
Even if it’s hard...
Even if it's a little bit reluctant...
Even looks a bit clumsy...
But now, it seems that this is all I can do...
Looking at the boy who was still stiff beside her, Bae Joo-hyun worked hard silently.
No matter what, I want to warm you up.
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