Volume 6 2014 Chapter 1024: Anger
All kinds of crazy thoughts filled the boy's mind, each of which was full of aggressiveness, either attacking himself or trying to attack others.
This extreme idea filled Yi Haoyan's heart with raging rage.
Angry at his own incompetence, angry at Enfei's ruthlessness, angry at the cruelty of this reality, all these things combined into a kind of crazy emotion that impacted the boy's reason.
He couldn't accept such an outcome.
Why was it fine some time ago, but suddenly became like this?
I have been hiding this for five years! Why was it suddenly discovered at this time?
If we keep it secret for a little longer, will things be different when Eunbi debuts?
So many thoughts and doubts were churning in the boy's mind that he even felt a headache.
Anger is like a raging beast. Although it is still trapped in the cage of reason, every roar and frenzy of this crazy emotion that attacks reason will weaken the control a little bit. Extreme thoughts struggle wildly and have nowhere to vent.
He couldn't go after Eun-bi, she was already a victim. So he could only go after himself, constantly attacking and torturing himself.
But this alone is not enough.
Self-attack is only one aspect. People have the instinct of self-protection. In addition to self-blame, seeking benefits and avoiding harm and shirking responsibility are also a form of self-protection.
Yi Haoyan was looking for an outlet to vent his anger like a mad dog, thinking about the reason why all this happened with anger.
How did Eun-bi know her true identity?
What did she see at the beginning?
Why has it come to this?
These questions that should have been thought about from the beginning are only really being thought about now that they are irreversible.
Even if it is irreversible, the reason needs to be found.
In a man's mind, there is always a reason for something to happen.
He did not think that the relationship ended because he chose to conceal it at the beginning, but attributed all the mistakes to the detail of leaking his identity.
It wasn't his fault that he didn't reveal his identity, there must be other reasons.
Suddenly, Yi Haoyan thought of someone.
Choi Jinri!
It's her!
It must be her!
She likes me! She confessed!
She has the most motivation to do such a thing!
And Enfei specifically mentioned the truth, twice!
She even mediated our quarrels!
She must have done something to sow discord between us!
It's her!
It's Choi Jin-ri's fault! She's the one who made us break up! It's all her fault!
In an instant, all of Yi Haoyan's anger had a clear direction.
The crazy rage almost burst out.
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"Eh? Why are you looking for me suddenly?"
When Choi Jin-ri suddenly received a call from Yi Haoyan, she was on a schedule to appear on a variety show.
“…”
Yi Haoyan on the other end of the phone did not speak immediately. He just listened quietly. Only the sound of his breathing could be heard, like the panting of a wild beast before it exploded.
"Hao Yan?"
Little Snowball knows nothing yet.
"Are you free today?"
The boy tried so hard to control his anger that his voice was a little muffled.
"Why? Treat me to dinner?"
Zhenli didn't hear anything unusual.
"…When are you free?"
"In the evening. I'll come as soon as I get off work. Wait for me. If you can't wait, you can eat first."
The girl was a little happy to be invited by the boy, but she didn't know what was waiting for her.
"It's okay. I'll wait for you. I will definitely wait for you."
Yi Haoyan gritted his teeth.
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Choi Jin-ri, who had hurried over after finishing her trip in the evening, was still somewhat happy.
It was rare for the boy to take the initiative to ask her out. She didn't know how he and Enfei were doing now, whether they had a fight, or whether they needed comfort.
She knew that Enfei was aware of the boy's identity, but was not clear about what happened next. Today was a good opportunity to find out.
But when Zhenli entered the room, he sensed something was wrong with the atmosphere.
Yi Haoyan didn't wait for her and was eating steak alone.
The bloody Kobe steak was dismembered on the plate in front of him. The sharp blade made a harsh crunching sound on the plate while cutting the beef fibers, which sounded creepy.
The boy often eats Western food and has always been very skilled in cutting meat, which he didn't have before.
Little Snowball was a little uneasy.
…
I knew the girl came in .
The boy did not look up. He was chewing the big piece of beef in his mouth carefully. Blood even seeped out from his lips. He looked like a wild beast tearing its prey. His silence made him look more dangerous.
"What's wrong?"
Zhenli couldn't help but break the silence.
The room was very quiet, so quiet that no other sound could be heard except the sound of the boy chewing.
He was like this which frightened her.
Bang!
The knife and fork were thrown on the table with a loud bang, which scared Zhenli.
Yi Haoyan finished eating .
"What did you tell Quan Enfei?"
He put his hands on the table, didn't look up, and his voice sounded a little low.
"What?"
Zhenli didn't hear clearly, she was too surprised.
"What did you tell Kwon Eun-bi?!"
Yi Haoyan raised his head, his eyes red, and stared at Cui Zhenli like a mad beast.
"you……"
Choi Jin-ri was frightened by Yi Hao-yeon's behavior and didn't even bother to answer.
"What the hell did you say to Kwon Eun-bi!!!"
The boy roared and hammered on the table with one hand. The heavy oak table made a loud noise, which was very shocking in the quiet room.
"I, I didn't say anything..."
Cui Zhenli trembled all over and was completely stunned.
"Nothing? Then how did she know who I was?"
Yi Haoyan is a smart man. Once he suspects that there is something wrong with Cui Zhenli, he can analyze a lot of things.
Choi Jin-ri has the opportunity, the ability, and is the most likely suspect to do this.
Eun Fei's reaction also showed that it was her.
The boy's anger poured out at her!
"I, I didn't..."
Truth burst into tears almost immediately.
It's not because of the things that the teenager accused, but because of the attitude.
She never expected that Yi Haoyan would treat her with such an attitude!
Even if he used a little trick, based on how the two had interacted in the past, the Yi Haoyan that Xiao Xueqiu knew was not like this.
He would get angry, and maybe say a few harsh words, but he would never look at me like an enemy.
Cui Zhenli felt that she understood Yi Haoyan.
This is a young man with a gentle heart. He is delicate and sensitive, very similar to himself. He also knows how to understand other people's feelings and is very kind.
It was this kind of gentleness that made Zhenli regard him as her closest person, even her mother might not be able to compare to him.
Choi Jin-ri has always shown herself to Yi Haoyan without reservation, treating him as her savior and support in life.
She believed that she would receive unconditional love from him.
I've been looking forward to it.
But she forgot one thing.
Humans are always best at hurting those closest to them.
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"How dare you lie to me! Do you dare to swear that you didn't do anything? The fact that Enfei knew my identity had nothing to do with you?"
The girl's subconscious denial made the boy furious.
"I...I didn't expect..."
Choi Jin-ri was terrified, speaking incoherently and shaking all over, like a small boat that could capsize at any time in a storm.
"You didn't expect anything?! What do you want to do? Do you think that since Eunbi broke up with me, you have a chance?"
After finally identifying the "culprit", Yi Haoyan felt that his thoughts were clear and he even felt a little relieved.
Extreme emotions finally found an outlet.
"Choi Jin-ri ! You are wishful thinking! Let me tell you! I hate people who do bad things behind my back the most! How can you be such a disgusting thing! So disgusting!! Even if Eun-bi and I break up, I will never be with you!!"
Yi Haoyan cursed Jinri with all the vicious words he could think of, blaming all the reasons for his failed relationship and all the mistakes on Choi Jinri, and venting all his extreme and aggressive emotions on her.
"I misjudged you! Get out! I never want to see you again!!!"
"No...I...you...wow..."
Choi Jin-ri completely broke down and cried, her delicate face was covered with tear marks , her makeup was completely ruined, and she couldn't even speak.
After going through the torment and training as a trainee, enduring the anti-heroes after debut, and enduring much more vicious words and treatment than this, Snowball was not originally such a fragile person.
Just this time.
This time is different.
This time it wasn't someone else, she was facing her lover who was completely defenseless.
The true love that Choi Jin-ri carefully protected was ruthlessly trampled and destroyed by the out-of-control Yi Haoyan without any protection.
She was completely shattered.
