Volume 6 2014 Chapter 1022: Letting Go and Not Letting Go
Quan Enfei's extreme behavior was completely beyond Yi Haoyan's expectations, and it was a huge blow to him.
The young man had a vague feeling that things were not as simple as he had imagined, and a shadow of uneasiness was eroding his soul.
But Yi Haoyan did not give up.
Since Enfei doesn't want to see him and doesn't want to feel forced to the point of rejecting him in such an extreme way, she can only choose a way to get closer to him that won't make her uncomfortable.
No matter what method you use, giving up is impossible.
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Because he was worried about continuing to provoke Enfei, Yi Haoyan did not show up for a few days.
But about a week later he reappeared in Kiroy.
This time, Yi Haoyan is no longer a chaebol's son, he becomes a small employee of Kiroy.
The reason given to Yang Zhengcheng was that the young master suddenly wanted to experience the feeling of being an ordinary office worker in an entertainment company and just came for fun.
Kiroy would certainly not refuse such a request.
Although he was a little curious and had some thoughts in his mind, Yang Zhengcheng knew what to ask and what not to ask. Anyway, Enfei was here, and as long as he could make money, he would not interfere in other matters.
So a week later, Quan Enfei unexpectedly saw Yi Haoyan in the company again.
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It was noon, Enfei went out to get a takeaway, and saw Yi Haoyan who was coming back with the takeaway.
"Ah! Why are you here again?"
Although Yi Haoyan was wearing a loose hooded sweatshirt and jeans, and looked no different from an ordinary young office worker, they were lovers of many years after all. Enfei recognized him at a glance just by looking at his figure.
The girl subconsciously tensed up her whole body, her heart rising to her throat.
The eldest young master's entanglement really put her under great pressure.
But today, Yi Haoyan said nothing. He just nodded and passed by her, with no intention of staying.
As a new employee, only Yang Zhengcheng and Quan Enfei in the entire company knew the boy’s true identity. Everyone else thought he was just a new intern. Today, Yi Haoyan came to help his colleagues in the office pick up takeout.
Watching the boy leave in a hurry, Enfei was confused for a moment.
Kiroy is a small company, so the two of them met a few times from time to time, but they were all accidental encounters and there was no communication.
Yi Haoyan doesn't take the initiative to talk to Enfei, he just does his own thing.
He is familiar with organizing documents, running errands, helping to arrange itineraries, and doing miscellaneous tasks. He has done all of these things before when he was an intern on the program team, so he is very qualified to be an intern .
He stayed close to Enfei, knowing her situation but not disturbing her.
Enfei was very nervous at first, but later when she saw that he was just doing his own thing and not forcing her, the girl gradually understood the boy's intentions.
Her mood suddenly became complicated.
After going to extremes last time, Enfei later reflected on herself.
There's no need for that, it's just a breakup.
I have already accepted the reality, but the one who cannot accept the reality is Yi Haoyan, so he behaves in a way that seems unreasonable to me.
Just like myself who didn't accept the reality before.
Enfei saw her former self in Yi Haoyan.
Why bother?
As a young master of a chaebol, there is no need for you to be so wronged as to be an intern in a small company and be ordered around.
I'm just an ordinary trainee, why should I go to this extent?
When the two of them were in love, he did a lot of things like this in order to conceal his identity and pretend to be an ordinary person, right?
Thinking of this, the girl felt that she could no longer control her tears.
She felt a little confused.
I was both touched and angry.
If you can do this, why can't you keep it from me completely? You can just keep lying to me and let me be a happy fool!
Now that I know the truth, what's the point of you doing all this?
So what if the performance is ordinary?
We are not people of the same world.
The boy would sometimes sneak over to watch the practice, but whenever Enfei looked over, he would run away in a hurry.
In my impression, Yi Haoyan has always been a person who is confident and self-assured. He should be a proud young master of a wealthy family, why does he torture himself like this?
The girl felt that he was a little pitiful now.
As pitiful as myself.
There is love, but it cannot resist reality.
Quan Enfei felt that she had let it go.
But Yi Haoyan hasn't yet.
She had to let him go completely.
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Once, when Yi Haoyan came to secretly watch the practice again, he was caught by Enfei.
"It was the president who asked me to stop by and check on your practice! I didn't come here on my own initiative."
The boy, who was unable to escape, quickly clarified that it was not nonsense, as practice was part of his job.
When Yi Haoyan saw Enfei appear, he panicked, fearing that she would have another extreme reaction.
"Oppa, why do you have to put yourself in such a difficult position?"
Seeing him like this, Enfei felt a slight pain in her heart and sighed helplessly.
At this point, she felt she had figured it out.
She had loved this person deeply, and had also hated him fiercely, and she might never forget him in her life.
But now it is impossible to be together.
Then you have to let it go, and even if you can't let it go, you have to try to let it go.
She has been trying hard, but Yi Haoyan is still unwilling to admit the reality.
This doesn't make sense.
"I'm not feeling wronged. I understand how small companies operate—"
The boy did not accept it.
"We're done."
Quan Enfei looked directly into Yi Haoyan's eyes with a calm look.
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Yi Haoyan didn't say anything, but his expression clearly showed disapproval.
"Even if we don't break up and continue to date each other, there will be no results."
Eun-bi tries to convince him.
"No, there are just some misunderstandings."
The boy is stubborn.
"Hey~~ Let's not talk about the past, Oppa, if we are still together now and continue to develop, will you marry me in the future?"
The girl asked a question to which she already knew the answer.
"certainly."
Yi Haoyan met her gaze, without flinching or avoiding, with a firm look in his eyes.
"Haha, don't be silly, it's impossible!"
Enfei's eyes twitched, and then she smiled self-deprecatingly.
"No female idol has ever successfully married into a chaebol family, not even a famous actress! CJ is a true chaebol, and your Chinese family will only demand more. We have no future."
"uncertain."
Yi Haoyan shook his head.
"Let's be realistic. Past events have proven that there are huge differences between us. The longer time passes, the greater the harm caused by these differences. An ordinary person like me simply cannot understand and adapt to your life, and it is impossible for me to marry you. We have no future."
Eun Fei sighed and tried to convince Yi Haoyan.
Or maybe she was just trying to convince herself to let it go.
"That kind of thing, not necessarily. As long as you don't break up, it's not impossible."
The boy was very stubborn and insisted on his own ideas.
"It's not a question of whether to break up or not..."
Enfei sighed and felt deeply powerless for a moment.
"Forget it, there's no point in talking about this now. You don't want to break up? Then I have a condition. If you can do this, I will pretend that what happened before never happened. Everything will be back to the way it was before. How do you think?"
The girl thought for a long time.
She needed a reason, a reasonable reason to make Yi Haoyan give up completely and let it go.
This is good for both of them.
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