Volume 2 2010 Chapter 237: Thunderstorm Night (End)
Bae Joo-hyun's hands are very cold, her palms are small, and her fingers are very slender and soft, as if they would be hurt if she exerted too much force.
So Yi Haoyan just gently closed his fingers, afraid of hurting her, but the girl held it very tightly, as if she was afraid that he would suddenly let go.
Maybe the thunderstorm made her nervous again.
Yi Haoyan always had a vague feeling about Pei Zhuxuan, which was very gentle and warm, and often reminded him of his mother. This feeling existed since the first time he saw her, and it became stronger and stronger as they spent more and more time together.
Sister Zhuxuan is very beautiful.
Generally speaking, people with outstanding looks tend to give people a feeling that they are difficult to approach, and a person as beautiful as her will give off an aura that makes strangers stay away.
The so-called beauty that makes people feel ashamed of themselves refers to this situation.
But for Yi Haoyan, Pei Zhuxuan's beauty did not make him feel pressured. Instead, it matched the boy's feelings about her, because the boy's mother was also a beauty when she was young...
Because of this special feeling, the young lady has a very special position in Yi Haoyan's heart. She is very close and someone he can trust without reservation.
So from the very beginning, Yi Haoyan treated Bae Joo-hyun differently from others.
He felt that there was a feeling between him and this girl that was more like family than family.
This is the conclusion he came to after analyzing his daily interactions with Bae Joo-hyun.
This kind of emotional positioning made him feel very relaxed when facing this beautiful young lady, without having to worry about his image or scale at all.
The boy feels that between family members, love and being loved are emotions that can be conveyed without explanation.
You can ask without worries and give without burden.
You can joke without any scruples because you know you will be treated with gentle tolerance.
You can make suggestions frankly because you believe that you will be trusted unconditionally.
You can also give your care without reservation because you know that the other person will understand.
In his interactions with Bae Joo-hyun, the girl always perfectly responded to the boy's expectations and positioning of the roles of sister and mother, which made him more confident in his judgment of their relationship.
At the same time, his strong rational thinking and sense of morality made him follow his mature but rigid view of love. So after accepting Quan Enfei, Yi Haoyan began to restrain himself and closed his heart to other people.
Poor Bae Joo-hyun was locked outside the door.
However, feelings are ultimately emotional things, and the results of overly rational analysis are not necessarily true. Perhaps it is just an appearance that the other party is trying hard to play.
Only by opening your heart and feeling with your heart can you feel true emotions.
But at this time, for Yi Haoyan, whose rational thinking was too strong, this was something he could not realize and could not do.
So even if his subconscious sensibility sometimes makes him feel towards Bae Joo-hyun similar to the feeling a man has towards a woman, the boy will only find it strange and think that it is illogical. Instead, he will seek help from a psychologist for explanation and try to correct his mistake.
Even if the doctor gave him an answer, he was unable to overcome his overly powerful rational thinking patterns and moral standards and face his own heart. Instead, he thought that Professor Jin's conclusion was wrong.
This made it impossible for him to see his own heart and discover the self that was suppressed deep inside by rationality and the rules established by acquired education.
The rain was still falling, Pei Zhuxuan held Yi Haoyan's hand and fell asleep quickly. The boy waited for about half an hour, and when the girl's breathing stabilized, he carefully withdrew his hand and quietly left the room.
It was a stormy night.
Bae Joo-hyun slept soundly.
Just like a small boat that has gone through storms and finally returned to the harbor, even if the wind and waves outside are strong, she has found her anchor and is no longer drifting without support.
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The girl slept until she woke up naturally.
The high-quality sleep made her happy. She closed her eyes and lazily curled up in bed.
Accompanied by various seductive stretching movements and lazy moans and mumblings, Bae Joo-hyun struggled for a long time before opening her eyes.
Then she saw the chair at the head of the bed, which was empty.
The girl was stunned for three seconds before returning to reality.
The memories of last night floated through her mind page by page like slides.
I, I actually said something like that! ?
Mi Qiao Suo!!!
Bae Joo-hyun ah Bae Joo-hyun!
You are a girl! And a sister!
Where did your reserve and self-esteem go last night?
Ahhhhhhh!
It's really crazy!
How can we meet again in the future!!!
The girl regained her sanity after waking up, and was completely unable to face her emotional outburst last night...
She buried her face in the pillow in shame and regret, with such force that she wanted to smother herself to death, as if there was a door in the pillow, and she could go through it and return to last night with just a little effort, knocking out the daring self, and also knocking out the unromantic Yi Haoyan...
Um?
Yi Haoyan.
So, what is he doing now?
The young lady finally decided not to suffocate herself. She pulled her incredibly beautiful face, which had just woken up, off the pillow and sat on the bed in a daze.
He should still be catching up on his sleep, right? He went to bed late yesterday. Yi Haoyan, who usually went to bed at 10 or 11 o'clock, stayed with her until about 1 o'clock yesterday. He probably went to bed at 2 o'clock, so he should not have woken up yet.
Last night, he didn't seem to understand what I meant...
Well, I guess he didn't understand. After all, he is still a 16-year-old child! He is a minor!
ah!
Bae Joo Hyun!
You have no bottom line, don't you?
How dare you say that to an underage child!!! What is your intention?!!!
ah!!!
I didn't mean it!
It was just an impulse...
It’s all because of the terrifying thunder last night!
Ha! Why don't you say it's the moon's fault? Don't dodge the main issue! Tell the truth!
Ah! Still not being honest? If I were really not being honest, I wouldn't be the only one on this bed right now...
ah!!!
You have really grown up! ! ! And become bad ! ! !
To say something like this...
Totally Michelob!!!
Two voices were arguing fiercely in Bae Joo-hyun's mind. One was the superego that was cautious, polite, dignified and steady on the surface, and the other was the id that was strong, lively and full of desire to win.
There were two little people, one with a halo and white wings, looking pure and lovely, and the other with a small horn and a charming tail, charming everyone. The two little guys were completely at loggerheads, to the point of pulling each other's hair and scratching each other's face with their nails.
After all, the little angel usually takes the lead in control. Last night, the little devil finally got the chance to have some fun. How could he give up so easily?
Bae Joo-hyun felt like her brain was about to explode.
The girl was hugging the blanket in a daze with her hair disheveled. A few unkempt hairs stood up stubbornly, making the girl look a little silly.
She sat there for a while without any clues. The two little guys in her head were tired of fighting but no one was decided. The girl reluctantly dragged herself up to wash.
Wash face, comb hair , brush teeth, and take care of your skin.
After going through the whole process, Bae Joo-hyun tidied herself up and walked out of the room carefully.
Hmm~
Yi Haoyan should still be catching up on his sleep at this time, so don't disturb him.
The girl tiptoed to the kitchen to get something to eat, only to find a steaming ham and egg sandwich and milk on the table.
And the thin figure that she didn't want to face at this moment was busy in front of the induction cooker.
"Oh, Sister Zhuxuan is up? Breakfast is ready, you can eat first!"
Yi Haoyan didn't even turn his head and continued to busy himself with his own things.
Hmm? Aren't you catching up on some sleep?
What is going on?
Bae Joo-hyun felt that her brain could not cope with the current situation.
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