Volume 2 2010 Chapter 225: Girl's Thoughts (Part 1)

Everyone has his or her own concerns.

I don’t know when it started, but Choi Sulli found herself beginning to care a lot about what a person thinks of her, a feeling she had never had before.

At the age of 11, he participated in the SM Korea Youth Selection Conference and won the grand prize in the youth group appearance group, and joined SM as a trainee.

A year later, he participated in SM's 10th anniversary celebration as a representative of outstanding trainees.

At that time, Lee Soo-man, the godfather of Korean Wave, held her shoulders and helped her blow out the birthday candles. The popular and Kangta stood behind her. It seemed that Choi Jin-ri's life had been smooth sailing since joining SM.

But that is just the surface seen by outsiders. In fact, Shirley's life is worse than it seems.

Not long after she was born, her parents divorced and soon each started a family.

Choi Jin-ri has two older brothers and is the youngest in the family, but her mother didn't seem to like her very much, so she sent her to SM company for training at the age of 11, and she lived in the dormitory and didn't go home.

right.

11 years old, not going home.

At the age of 11, Zhenli felt abandoned.

Although she has a father, a mother and a brother, no one loves her.

In the company, Xiao Zhenli is very obedient and hardworking. She tries her best to complete the exercises given by the teacher, because she will be praised if she does well.

The strict female teacher would curl her lips and say to her gently: "Well done! Choi Jinri!"

A simple sentence will make little Zhenli feel very warm. She feels that she is a needed person and that someone will pay attention to her because of her excellence and give her the love she desires.

So the girl has been very obedient and hardworking during her SM days, because she wants to be loved by more people.

Zhenli's excellent performance and outstanding appearance have made her the focus of SM, and the girl is being trained as an actress.

After SM's success in the idol industry, it has been trying to open up the entertainment industry. Trainees who choose to pursue acting careers are all selected by SM from among the best trainees, with the intention of using them to open up new markets.

So Zhenli's excellence is self-evident. Before her debut as Choi Sulli in 2009, the girl had already participated in several movies and TV series and accumulated experience.

Choi Sulli, who made her debut at the age of 15, feels that her efforts have paid off. She debuted as a member of the younger sister group of Girls' Generation, which also includes Jessica's younger sister Krystal and the Chinese sister Victoria Song, who the company has high hopes for. The girl feels that her life has reached a peak.

I have done so well, my mother will love me, right?

I think so. I can make money now!

With money, I can buy a lot of good things for my mother. My mother likes good things and she will like mine too.

However, reality is often not what we wish.

In the same year she debuted, her mother gave birth to a younger brother.

The love the girl expected did not come with her debut. Instead, she received phone calls urging her to make money to support her family.

Shirley felt hurt by her mother's urgent and cold voice on the phone.

Mom, I am your child too, why can't you look at me? I have made my debut now , why don't you love me?

Is it because I didn’t do well enough?

Maybe, I haven't got one yet! Maybe it will be different if I get one?

I need to try harder.

We must perform well in this LG advertisement. This is the first time we have received an endorsement from a big brand and it is a rare opportunity.

I heard that it was a chaebol young master who liked Soo-jung who created this opportunity for us. Lee Soo-young oppa said that he would also be there during the filming and asked us to take it seriously.

…

It turns out that his name is Yi Haoyan! A wealthy young master from China. He is quite good-looking! Not inferior to his predecessors in the company.

oh!

It seems like she is really a fan of Soojung, she knows all the members’ real names!

Haha, what fun talking! As expected, we are compatriots. I am very close to V’s mom.

Haha! You said I was a beauty picked out of a million, and you said I couldn't challenge the bottom line of morality. You are obviously a double-younger girl who doesn't admit it, you are just being sarcastic!

This guy is really interesting. Doesn't he look nice?

Why aren't you my fan? Am I any worse than Soojung?

She is obviously the same age as me, but younger than me, yet she calls me a little girl!

Ah! Don't you know Korean etiquette? Even a chaebol son can't do this!

You said I can't digest the sexy style? What a joke! I am an excellent trainee representative of SM! Have you ever been a trainee? If you don't understand anything, don't talk nonsense!

As long as I have the acting skills, I can do it.

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Oops!

I think I messed up. The picture didn't turn out well...it looks a bit weird...

what to do?

I'm going to be scolded...

So scary!

This person is so outrageous!!! He actually laughed at my acting skills! He said I looked like a little girl who stole her mother's high heels and that I didn't look sexy at all!

I have been living in a dormitory with my sisters for many years and have never had the opportunity to do such a thing.

But to be honest, I really want to wear my mother's shoes secretly!

At least this way we'll be together.

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Yi Haoyan! You've gone too far! You petty-minded villain!

You actually asked me to quit the team and deleted all the parts I filmed this time! Who do you think you are?

And she said I couldn't be sexy because I was too cute!

Do you look down on my acting skills so much?

…

But to be honest.

What he said seemed to make sense, so the director adjusted our shooting method according to his suggestions, and the result was surprisingly good?

It seems like he saved my nearly messed up shoot...

Hmm...

Um……

Truth! Be a brave person, it is not a bad thing to admit the excellence of others...

Well, well, this handsome young master with a sharp tongue is quite capable...

I will practice my acting skills and try again...

You...you must remember this, Yi Haoyan!

…

The advertisement that was shot with great effort was finally aired.

Uh... this is really embarrassing...

That mean guy was right, I really can't stand it...

Choi Jin-ri, you really can’t digest the sexy style now, you need to practice more!

…

Our predecessors are right, debuting is just a new beginning, we still have a long way to go!

So far, I haven’t gotten any of the first place. Although the company didn’t say anything, everyone is under a lot of pressure. I have to practice desperately and I haven’t had time to study recently…

…

We finally got one!

Although it is ranked first on the overseas list!

But it’s also a very good result!

Soo-jung was also very excited. She said she wanted to show off to Yi Haoyan.

Yeah, I want to go too.

I’m so frustrated by being suppressed by this vicious-tongued guy. This time I can fight back!

…

Woo woo woo…. How could this happen!

I was taught a lesson again, and it was the kind that I couldn't refute at all...

Yi Haoyan, aren’t you from China?

How do you speak Korean so well?