Volume 13: The Son of Darkness, the Lord of the Netherworld, the Happy One Chapter 29: True Self
"Wait, separation..." Lu Mei's attention immediately fell on the rules that applied to herself.
The rules were separating her underworld body from her spiritual body. Although it was not accurate, it did clearly separate her from her spiritual body.
Her garbage-like soul was affected and divided a little, but it did not affect Lu Mei's changes.
Instead, it was the influence of the dream world that seemed to be directed directly at the small black flower in her soul.
The little flower trembled violently, and Lu Mei also felt that her thoughts became confused at this moment.
"No, it's not that I became confused, but my soul was originally in chaos, and this flower just helped to stabilize my soul."
"According to the knowledge from other dimensions, the soul should be structurally complete."
"My soul exists only because of this flower which helps it to organize itself so that it can think correctly."
"But Xiaohua is Lu Bai's product, while the rest of my soul is made from garbage."
"So who is mine now?" Lu Mei discovered this at this time.
At this moment, she was watching everything in her soul from a third-person perspective, and the surge in her heart was finally placed on herself, the "third party".
"This is, the self!" The self was created by the power of Zizaitian, so Lu Mei could observe her own soul like this at this time.
At this time, she finally found traces of Zizaitian on her body.
"So, even I have to rely on the power of others to restrain myself into a whole." Lu Mei did not complain about herself even more at this time.
After all, she had gradually come to understand the truth of this world before, which is that the composition of a thing is essentially assisted by external forces.
This is true even for the so-called soul.
Now it's just an extra self.
In fact, once one reaches the real dimension with naivety and freedom, the rules will be more restrictive to the self.
Self is the last freedom that the world gives to all living beings.
Once the self is transformed into another by the Lord, then it can be seen as a further excellence of the eternal.
Because even this last bit of freedom is kept constant in this process.
"Then, who am I!" The more Lu Mei thought about it, the more confused she became. It was at this moment that the infection brought by the ethereal dream world truly invaded Lu Mei's soul and invaded the little black flower.
At this moment, something similar happened to her as in the previous dream stage. Because of the turbulence in the dream world, some higher-level world forces also acted on Lu Mei.
Different from the dream stage that touched the realm of life, the realm that Lu Mei touched was just the anchor realm on the next level.
In the anchor world, there are thousands of anchors.
The so-called anchor is essentially just the source of a higher level of extraordinary power.
It's just that nature is mixed with the past and beliefs about the future.
Here, Lu Mei saw her unformed anchor.
That belief in the future.
Become strong and control your own destiny.
This is Lu Mei’s belief.
"If my self is not mine, then how can my belief give rise to the idea of dominating my own destiny?" Lu Mei thought, and then suddenly discovered this doubt.
All thoughts, at a superficial level, come from the operation of the brain, which is an interference from the life side, such as green forests, quiet woods, herds of animals, etc. At a deeper level, they come from the desires of the self, which are in line with the soul, influenced by morality, and are also influenced by inspiration.
These things kept interweaving and eventually formed all kinds of messy ideas.
"But these things are essentially no different from the many rules of the spirit world and the dream world."
"But only the me in the underworld is me. The me in other realms is just a body condensed by extraordinary power."
"It is the same now. Whether it is the soul in the garbage dump, Lu Bai's black flower, or Lu Zhu's condensed "self", they are essentially just the condensation of supernatural power rules. They are no longer the real me."
“The ego is the need for desire, but the Self is not in it.”
At this moment, Lu Mei was in a state of enlightenment between life and death.
It was at this moment that she discovered that the color of the small black flower was gradually changing.
The high-level infection brought about by the changes in the dream world actually helped her at this time.
At this moment, the black color of the flower is gradually fading away, and it is dyed with an indescribable color.
But at this moment, Lu Mei could confirm in an instant that this color was called Lu Mei.
At this moment, she seemed to have truly found her true self.
Because as the black color faded, this flower completely became Lu Mei.
Her third-person perspective also disappeared at this moment, and she turned into a flower.
At this moment, we can further discover that the so-called third-person perspective is essentially provided by a kind of power. This power comes from Lu Zhu. Lu Mei made certain observations on it and gained some insights.
It is these perceptions of self that truly complement her perception of her true self.
"Is this Lu Bai's path? To be altruistic and fulfill one's true self through the happiness of others through this rainbow flower?"
Lu Mei never imagined that Lu Bai's path would be so noble.
Even with just a few contacts and the corpse of "Lu Bai" in her soul, she could feel that her brother should not be that kind of person.
But no matter what, she finally has her true self at this moment.
This extremely weak power can only help her maintain her chaotic soul.
But it also allowed her to see her own future clearly.
The dream body, which was originally turbulent, stabilized at this moment.
Help Lu Mei start to fight against the changes in the dream world.
At the same time, the anchor realm that was previously contacted also formed an anchor realm body at this moment.
Everything is going extremely smoothly, and even the corresponding body is condensing in the higher realm of life at this moment.
In fact, all the realms have always been connected. As long as the connection of supernatural powers is maintained, they will naturally condense.
It’s just that the previous individuals found it difficult to even maintain themselves and could only obey the rules of each level.
To condense the dream body, you need to control the dream. If you want to go further, you need to start anchoring objects. If you want to condense the life body, you need to start controlling your own destiny, and so on.
At this moment, Lu Mei successfully bypassed those twists and turns, followed the existing connection of the supernatural power itself, and easily condensed and shaped the corresponding body.
If it weren't for this kind of condensation, there would be certain requirements for the body in the previous realm. Lu Mei felt that her condensation might not only reach the life realm, but would be higher.
"This is, Japanese level!!!!" A cry of surprise rang out, making many people feel incredible.
