Volume 1 Hello, Lu Mingfei Chapter 30 The Devil Returns (Part 4)
"Slut! If I were a rapist, why wouldn't I just push you down first?"
Lu Mingfei was really fed up with Lu Mingze, who looked like a harmless little girl. No matter how pretty she was in this version, she was still a mean idiot. Lu Mingfei even suspected that the little devil changed into a girl to be his sister just to avoid being beaten when he was making trouble, so that Lu Mingfei would not be able to vent.
"I didn't expect you to have such a hobby... The beautiful girls I met before were either older than you or the same age as you, and I never considered that you might like younger girls!" Lu Mingze said solemnly, "If you really have that thought, it's not impossible. It's a sister's responsibility to serve her brother! But you have to think about the consequences of doing that. If you really do that, the police next door will come to your door, and then I can't help you!"
"Get lost!" Lu Mingfei's face changed and he quickly dodged to the side. If he was a step slower, Lu Mingze would have unbuttoned his shirt. There was no guarantee that she would not come up with some tricks to get the genuine 160-pound Lu Mingze back. That would be a disaster! With Lu Mingze's dog-child mentality, the whole Shilan Middle School would know that Lu Mingfei was a lolita control the next day!
"If you have something to say, say it now! If you have nothing else to say, just let me go. I still have to be busy preparing for the interview!" Lu Mingfei crossed his arms in alert, guarding against Lu Mingze's tricks again.
"You don't need an interview at all, brother." Lu Mingze said with a smile, "It was like this in the past, and it's the same now. No matter if it's Lu Mingfei or Lu Mingfei, the door of Kassel is destined to be open to you forever. If you go to the hotel for an interview, Professor Guderian will be so eager to lick your shoes that he will beg you to go."
Lu Mingfei was stunned. He had indeed forgotten about this. The little girl Lu Mingfei was still diligently preparing for studying abroad, but she didn't know that the road ahead of her had been paved and she had no choice. No matter how hard she struggled, she would eventually embark on the road of the dragon slayer. But this time it was not the boy who slayed the dragon, but the girl who slayed the dragon.
"Is it still too late for me?" After a moment's silence, Lu Mingfei said, leaning his head against his chest.
What is too late? There are too many regrets. Just the name alone can fill a piece of letter paper. There are too many things I want to do. Now that he has the opportunity, Lu Mingfei is not full of joy. He is afraid that he will not be able to do anything and will eventually face another sad ending.
Lu Mingze pressed on his shoulder: "Don't be a wimp, brother. It's you who wanted a chance to start over. Now the opportunity is in front of you. The first step is about to be taken. Then go ahead boldly. Don't you think a lot has changed now?"
"what do you mean?"
Lu Mingze smiled and said, "On that stormy night, as a brother, you were so focused on getting out into the rain that you didn't notice Chu Zihang trying to call you from behind. But as a sister, you hesitated for a while because you were afraid of getting your school uniform wet, and ended up getting his help. Together, you boarded the Maybach heading toward the elevated road and experienced the fear of facing Odin. These are different outcomes caused by choices. There are more or less some differences in the thinking of men and women, one is more rational, the other is more emotional. We often say that we shouldn't always act on emotion in life, but sometimes we can get the best of both worlds with a delicate mind."
"There are things that Lu Mingfei can't do, but Lu Mingfei might be able to do it, because the two people have different work styles and ways of thinking. Brother, you are too cowardly, just a dead child with low self-esteem. Although Lu Mingfei is a little bit like that, she can easily shine with a little sunshine." Lu Mingze said, "It's true that both of them are you, but now you are brother Lu Mingfei. Let's put ourselves in their shoes. When Miss Lu Mingfei arrives at the research institute of the Sheqi Eight Clan, she carefully opens the airtight door. What will she do when she sees the little monster wrapped in a bath towel brushing his teeth?"
Lu Mingfei was stunned, his mind was a mess and he couldn't figure it out no matter how hard he tried. Even though the girl named Lu Mingfei was himself and he even had all her memories and growth trajectory, he just couldn't imitate Lu Mingfei's tone of voice and the way she did things.
"See, that's it." Lu Mingze shrugged. "Everything in the future has not happened yet. How do you know that Lu Mingfei is not as good as Lu Mingfei? To be frank, you did a terrible job, brother. Now I am even more looking forward to what sister will do. With a guy at the bottom, there should be some progress, right?"
Yes, Lu Mingfei is a loser, a coward. If he was braver, he should rush over and press Nuonuo against the wall and shout, "Senior sister, I love you. Leave Caesar and follow me!" If he was not so depressed, maybe he would rush out of the cold wine cellar earlier to find out about Eri's unusual route, and share ice cream with her under the cherry blossom trees in Korea in the future.
Who doesn’t want to be the protagonist? Everyone dreams of having a smooth life, but life is unfair, full of ups and downs, regrets, misses, helplessness. Without those things, only a perfect story is left. Is it really a complete journey?
Lu Mingfei probably wouldn't think so. Everything in her life has not yet happened. She is fearless due to ignorance, and has the capital to make mistakes due to her youth. When she encounters a thorny trap, she will probably just try to jump over it with all her strength, right?
He suddenly envied Lu Mingfei. That girl was destined to walk a more difficult but happier path than him. She had something that Lu Mingfei didn't have, maybe courage, maybe growth, or maybe bright sunshine...
It turns out that I am still a dead child. Even if I understand the past and the future, I can only watch silently. But this is also good. At least I can entrust everything to Lu Mingfei and say "please". In this way, I can feel at ease and have no regrets, right? I have done everything I can. Success or failure is the business of another self, and has nothing to do with this dead child sitting here.
“Tell her to cheer up for me.” Lu Mingfei whispered, the voice was so soft that it seemed like it would disappear into thin air if one wasn’t paying attention. “Also…thank you.”
He finally understood why Lu Mingze came. There was no such person as Lu Mingfei in this world. He was just a memory image that existed in Lu Mingze's dream. The real Lu Mingfei should still be lying in the next room with her limbs spread out, sleeping soundly like a turtle, with no beauty at all.
Lu Mingze came to say goodbye.
“Don’t you feel sad?” Lu Mingze also said softly, “You’ve been replaced by someone else or something.”
"No, I am her and she is me." Lu Mingfei raised his head and grinned, but even though his smile was heartless , there was still an unstoppable sour feeling rushing into his nose.
"It really suits your style." Lu Mingze smiled faintly and waved his hand. "But you are not wrong. There can only be one Lu Mingfei in the world. When you are there, she is not there. When she is there, you will not exist. This is your own choice, so... goodbye."
"See you."
There were so many things he wanted to say and so many things he wanted to do, but everything fell into darkness as Lu Mingfei slowly closed his eyes, and was entrusted to another girl.
“A-choo!”
Lu Mingfei sneezed violently and woke up from her sleep. Wind blew in from the window that was not closed properly, and the pink gauze fluttered in the air. The shouts of the vendors downstairs could be faintly heard.
