Sora has been gone for half a year, but I can't help but miss him all the time.
I moved out of Moli Castle because it was luxurious but also lonely and deserted.
I managed my own life, and then I realized that my self-care ability was almost zero. For example, I couldn't cook well, change a light bulb, or unclog a toilet. Because I couldn't cook well, I got stomach problems several times, had a fever and had injections. In short, I was exhausted. But I just wanted to try to see if I could survive on my own. As it turned out, except for being a little lonely, everything else was fine.
Sora always thought I was a very good at pretending, saying one thing in front of others and another behind their backs. Before, I couldn't accept it, but after going through so many things with him, I suddenly realized that I didn't need to put on a Mona Lisa smile to make everyone like me, nor did I need to be complacent about the pursuit of boys. I didn't need to deliberately accept gifts and love letters from classmates just to deal with them, and then throw them away heartlessly . If I don't like him, I can just reject him in person, so that everyone won't be tired. What's more, I am now shameless enough to regard the sentence "My boyfriend is Sora" as the golden rule for rejecting other boys.
I don't know if Sora will sneeze because I always mention his name as a shield.
I miss him so much that I won't blame him even if he comes into my bathroom again. My tolerance for him has become so strong, but he just won't come into my life.
I often wonder what he would do if I said "yes" when he asked me if I liked him?
I actually hoped that he would disobey the order of the gods and choose to stay on earth and be with me forever. Every time I think of this, I feel like an idiot for thinking about getting married so early.
Sometimes I feel very pessimistic. Someone as forgetful as Sora might have forgotten a tiny human like me. He is a god. Even if he has a little bit of goodness in his heart, he is still higher than humans. Maybe there is a beautiful goddess in the world of unlucky gods who has abducted him.
When I feel lonely, I often call my parents and tell them that they can come back to visit China if they have time, but I can't tell them about the bad luck. I know they won't believe it. I don't blame them at all. When I was lucky and energetic, they must have suffered a lot. It's reasonable for them to be afraid.
Fei Xuanzi and I have a very good relationship, but every time I am with her, I get unlucky, either spraining my foot, eating bugs in my food, or bumping into tables and chairs.
I never encountered such a situation before, but now bad things happen frequently, such as losing my wallet, getting sick, being misunderstood, forgetting to bring my keys, or not being able to get a taxi.
I'm used to bad luck.
Fei Xuanzi often asked me: "Why hasn't your boyfriend Sora come back to see you?"
Many girls couldn't accept Sora's sudden dropout from our school. I said that he had gone abroad and might not come back for a long time.
"He's so cruel." Fei Xuanzi stood up for me and would always say apologetically afterwards, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you and Sora were a couple at that time, and I kept being a light bulb."
"You're not a third wheel, it's just that Sora is too delicious." I smiled at her. Anyway, in my impression, Sora is a super foodie and very annoying.
"Ahem...do you have to speak ill of your boyfriend so blatantly?" A familiar voice suddenly came from behind me, as if it had been thousands of years before it finally reached me.
I was stunned for a moment, frozen in place. Was I hallucinating? Could it be that my illness of missing Sora had become so serious? It was fine if that haunting voice appeared in my dreams, but it actually appeared when I was awake. I felt that I was hopeless.
But it seems that I am not the only one who is hearing hallucinations. Fei Xuanzi is faster than me. She has already turned around, with a smile on her face like a flower, and screamed: "Moli, look, Sora is back!"
I feel that what Fei Xuanzi said is not true. Sora is now the god of bad luck in heaven. How could he possibly come back to me?
Just as she was about to laugh at Fei Xuanzi, she heard Sora's slightly angry voice behind her: "Qian Moli, what do you want in order for you to look at me?"
I began to believe that he was really back, and I pinched myself subconsciously. It hurt! I turned around in surprise, but my feet were stiff, and I stumbled and almost fell to the ground.
Sora rushed over to hold me up, with the same evil smile on his face: "You are so unlucky, what will you do without me to protect you?"
I looked at him with surprise and joy. His hair had turned black, and his eyes were also black, but the look in his eyes was still so familiar, lazy with a hint of mischief.
When Fei Xuanzi saw us meet again, he patted my shoulder tactfully, signaled me with his eyes, and then left quietly.
"What did you come back for?" I punched Fei Xuanzi when I saw him walking away. I didn't even know I would do such a thing. I felt resentful that he didn't come back earlier.
"If you don't want me to come back, then I'll leave." He said as he pretended to leave.
I was instantly devastated by his words. I grabbed him with tears in my eyes and punched him hard, muttering, "Why are you so annoying? It's really scary that you came back so suddenly."
He held my wrist, put one arm around my waist, and pulled my body close to his. His smiling eyes were like two crescent moons, and his voice was very soft: "Do you remember what I told you? I want God to give me another chance to love you and cherish you, so I will keep my promise and return to you without stopping."
"You big liar, don't hurt me. I don't have any lucky energy anymore. Go find someone else." My heart can't help but ache when I think of him coming and going in my life
He suddenly hugged me tighter and pressed his lips harder on my forehead.
"I'm not leaving. I told the gods that I'm really not suitable to be the god of bad luck, but I am very suitable to be the guardian of energy destroyers. The gods punished me to sweep toilets for half a year, but when he saw how diligent I was at work, he agreed to my request." Sora's voice was filled with uncontrollable joy.
My heart gradually relaxed as he spoke, and a huge ecstasy overwhelmed me, almost drowning me. I buried my face in his neck, feeling so sweet that I couldn't say a word.
"I looked up the secret history of the God of Mold, and finally understood why the God of Mold gave the 'Human Energy Destroyer' a bad name." Sora suddenly said.
I looked up at him and asked, "Why?"
He lowered his head and looked at me sweetly and said, "Because every bad luck god who was tasked with removing energy destroyers was captured by a human girl, the other bad luck gods saw that the bad luck world was in trouble, so they wrote a scary book to prevent the bad luck gods from coming into contact with the true feelings of the human world. And I am very fortunate to have met you, who made me understand that a long and endless life is nothing compared to the short decades with you." He looked at me affectionately, and suddenly lifted me up with his big hands and asked loudly, "Moli, do you like me?"
I was just about to shake my head to tease him, but he quickly put me down, held my head with both hands, and held my head down stubbornly and firmly, nodding three times.
He held me down and I couldn't resist, so I had to let him do whatever he wanted.
He stared at me with great satisfaction, and said in a very firm voice: "Moli, remember, you will be mine from now on, because I like you."
I looked at his extremely confident face and finally nodded seriously.
Spring comes and flowers bloom, year after year, I will love my God of Miserables with all my heart, until we are both old and gray, and we will sit together, head to head, and watch the stars...