DIARY Two Getting closer only adds to the confusion 2
After Yuan Cheye finished speaking, he slowly increased the strength of his grip on my wrist, and it hurt so much that I could hardly hold the remote control in my hand.
It hurts! What a violent man!
Just as he proudly stretched out his hand to snatch it, the remote control fell on the back of my foot. I kicked it forward and it slid in a straight line to the door in our sight.
After a pause of one or two seconds, we looked at each other and felt the determination and murderous intent in each other's eyes. Then, we started to push each other tacitly and struggled to get closer to the remote control.
"Ah!" Suddenly, I stumbled and tripped over something.
The moment I fell, I grabbed in the air with my hands in fear, and when I caught something, I held on to it tightly and refused to let go.
"It hurts so much!" After falling heavily to the ground, I squinted my eyes in pain.
Not only was my butt in severe pain, but my chin was also hit.
What the hell hit my chin? I opened my eyes wide in anger, but I saw a face that suddenly magnified several times.
It’s Yuan Cheye!
His face was as clean as when I first saw him, with long eyelashes hanging down, thick and curly, more beautiful than girls', and his lips, like the most gorgeous rose petals in May.
Plop, plop——
My heart began to beat without a rhythm, and my blood began to boil. It was undeniable that he was really handsome. Especially now that we were so close, he had an even more soul-stirring power.
"Are you still going to get the remote? If you are so determined, then... how about we just stay like this forever?" He smiled mischievously, his eyes sparkling like the brightest stars in the night sky, "Looking closely, you do look a little cute."
The breath from his mouth sprayed on my face, and the air around me seemed to be flowing with the fragrance of roses.
I stared blankly at Yuan Cheye's face so close to me, breathing in his charming and enchanting scent, my heart pounding so hard that it seemed like it would jump out of my chest at any time.
"Your heart seems to be beating very fast!"
Whatever you fear will come true. Yuan Cheye hit the nail on the head as soon as he opened his mouth, making me blush all the way to my neck.
"I...I didn't!"
"So, do you want me to feel it for you?"
As he spoke, his smile grew brighter. But don't try to deceive my eyes!
Touch it? Doesn't this guy know that the heart is a sensitive part of a girl? If he dares to do that...
My face grew redder and redder, and my whole body was tense with extreme tension.
And his hand was still getting closer and closer...
It's only a few centimeters away from my heart...
"You dare!" I screamed.
But I felt three cool fingers on my pulse. It turned out that the hand turned at the last moment and turned to my wrist.
"you……"
"What's wrong?" Yuan Cheye looked at me innocently. "When I said touch it, I meant touch here. And I've already touched it. There's no reason not to touch it."
This guy! He did it on purpose!
Deliberately misleading me and embarrassing me!
I was so angry that my lungs felt like they were going to explode. The volcano in my heart was about to erupt in the next second, and there would be no recovery.
Snap——
Suddenly, there was the sound of a door lock turning outside.
“…”
Yuan Cheye and I stared at each other blankly for half a second before finally coming to our senses—
Something bad has happened, it must be his parents coming back.
I glanced at Yuan Cheye who was still on top of me. We both started struggling to move away from each other. However, the more nervous we got, the more we became inseparable.
"Let me get up first, idiot."
Because I stood up too quickly, I bumped into Yuan Cheye's shoulder, and as a result, both of us lost our balance and fell to the ground in a mess.
"I'm not stupid, you pervert!"
I argued hastily, and after a fierce struggle, the two of us finally stood up in the flames of war.
But it was too late.
A tall and slender figure stood clearly at the door of the open room. The whole person had a very elegant temperament, but the cold and hard lines on the side of his face made people feel distant.
He should be Yuan Cheye’s father, right?
He probably saw the two of us crawling up from the ground in a panic just now...
"This..." I was so panicked that I didn't dare to look into Yuan Cheye's father's eyes. "Uncle... I am Yuan Cheye's classmate. Just now... What happened just now is not what you think. I fell down..."
I opened my mouth and wanted to explain, but my thoughts were in a mess. I didn't know whether to start with the purpose of sending the letter or explain what happened just now.
Yuan Cheye's father was silent. The whole room was suffocatingly quiet. Only the VCR on the TV was still playing, and the baby voice of Yuan Cheye as a child could be heard:
"Mom, I don't like skirts!"
"So what does Cheye like?"
"I love my mother. She takes me to the playground!"
"hehe……"
Snapped--
The screen went black. It was Yuan Cheye's father who picked up the TV remote control by the door and turned off the TV.
When he turned his gaze to us again, his eyes became extremely cold.
Oops, I'm in trouble...
Yuan Cheye's father must have misunderstood... and was angry... What would he do next? Would he scold us?
My heart was beating wildly with nervousness. I secretly glanced at Yuan Cheye next to me, but he didn't seem to care at all. He walked around me and went straight to the TV.
Uh...what does he want to do? !
While I was confused, Yuan Cheye pressed the switch of the TV and turned it on. Then he turned around and looked at his father with a provocative look, his face full of fearless smile.
Huh? What's going on?
Countless question marks flashed through my head, and before I could react, Yuan Cheye's father turned off the TV again, but Yuan Cheye immediately turned it on again.
Turn it off!
Open!
Turn it off again!
Open it again!
In such a strange and solemn atmosphere, I didn't know whether to say anything. I just helplessly looked back and forth at the faces of the other two people in the room with puzzled eyes, observing how things developed.
"Hey, you can go now."
Suddenly, Yuan Cheye spoke to me calmly. But he didn't even look at me, and kept staring at his father provocatively.
"Hmm? Oh..."
I was stunned for a moment, then nodded. As I walked out step by step, my mind was filled with images of fathers beating their sons.
"boom!"
The video was suddenly interrupted by the sound of a door closing. Uh, I actually walked out the door and closed it automatically.
What will happen next will definitely be terrible, right? Will Yuan Cheye's father think he brought a girl home and beat him up?
But I'm just here to deliver a letter!
That’s right, believe it!
Because I was arguing with Yuan Cheye, I forgot the purpose of coming here. In the final analysis, the reason why Yuan Cheye was misunderstood by his father was entirely because I forced my way into the house.
So... so how is Yuan Cheye now? I put my ear to the door and listened carefully to the noise inside.
Is Yuan Cheye's father beating him? But why does it seem like there is no movement at all...
"Snapped!"
Suddenly, the door in front of me opened without any warning. I lost my balance and bumped into Yuan Cheye's father who was walking out, then jumped back in panic.
Yuan Cheye's father had a cold and serious expression, and his eyes were even more fierce, which made me step back involuntarily, lowering my head as I dared not look him in the eye.
He strode out, and I remembered the letter in my hand, so I followed him.
"Uncle...actually...I'm here to deliver a letter. This is a letter that our class teacher specifically instructed to be delivered to you." I trotted after him and handed the letter to him tremblingly.
Yuan Cheye's father just glanced at him out of the corner of his eye, walked to his car without paying any attention, opened the door, and drove away.
The car quickly disappeared at the end of the road.
Huh, I let out a breath and looked back at Yuan Cheye’s house.
What is the situation now? I finally met Yuan Cheye's father, but the letter is still in my hand.
Don't care...
As soon as I thought of this, the witch-like sharp eyes of the class teacher immediately appeared in my mind, and I immediately retracted the step I had taken. Forget it, I'll just leave it at his house. Maybe Yuan Cheye's mother will see it when she comes back.
So I turned around and walked into Yuan Cheye's house again. The door was open, and I walked in, and saw Yuan Cheye standing quietly in my sight. The smile that remained on the corner of his lips dimmed, and then quickly disappeared. An inexplicable anger emerged in his eyes, but he quickly struggled to hide it, and replaced it with his usual indifference.
Honestly, I have never seen anyone with such complex and changing emotions.
During these few seconds, Yuan Cheye's changing eyes made me feel like something was blocking my chest, and I felt uncomfortable. Maybe it was really my willfulness that caused him to be misunderstood by his father, so guilt and apology accumulated wildly in my heart.
Yuan Cheye glanced at me and then walked out.
"boom!"
He slammed the door shut.
I was stunned.
He must really hate seeing me now.
But I... don't want to be hated by him for no reason like this...
I opened the door and followed Yuan Cheye.
The lily-shaped street lamps on the roadside lit up one by one, and I didn't know when the night sky was filled with sparkling diamonds. Following Yuan Cheye, I had walked from the evening into the night.
Yuan Cheye continued walking in silence, and I didn't know how to start the conversation, so I just followed him.
In the dark night, his back looked particularly lonely and desolate.
He was smiling brightly when we first met, he spoke in a way that made people hate him, and now he has such a lonely back. Which one is the real Yuan Cheye?
"Hey, why are you following me?" Yuan Cheye, who had been walking in front, suddenly turned around, and to my surprise, his face was full of smiles.
I suddenly felt like I was acting like a clown, and raised my voice in anger:
"Who said I followed you? My home is right here. And you're not going back to your home? It's very late."
"My home?" Yuan Cheye was stunned for a moment, and that damn look made me feel distressed again.
"Yeah." I guessed the loneliness in his tone and was stunned. Of course he has his family...
Time passed quietly for a long time.
finally--
"No one will care anyway." Yuan Cheye uttered these words slowly, and then began to laugh exaggeratedly, "Hahaha..."
“What are you laughing at…” I was shocked by his sudden loss of control.
Can this guy change his expression? He looked sad just now, but he burst into laughter in the next moment. If Hollywood invites him to act, he must be very professional, right?
His sunny smile bloomed brightly under the street light, but it didn't make me feel happy at all. Instead, it made me extremely sad.
"I'm sorry, Yuan Cheye."
"Um?"
"I insisted on breaking into your house, and your father misunderstood that you brought a girl home. He must have scolded you, right? I'm sorry. If there is anything I can do to make you happier, please tell me, or I can go to your father to explain it when I have a chance..." The guilt that had been accumulating in my heart suddenly burst out, and I muttered to myself in self-blame.
"You want to make amends?"
"Yeah." I nodded vigorously to show my sincerity.
Dark night, blurry lights.
Although I couldn't see his eyes clearly, I could clearly feel the warmth in his eyes.
When I was secretly nervous, he suddenly walked towards me and grabbed my arm with one hand.
What does he want to do? As soon as this thought flashed through my mind, I lost my normal function because he hugged me and fell into a daze.
I opened my eyes in panic and saw his shadow overlapping with mine.
The sweet scent of roses filled my nostrils, like invisible threads that bound my body and made it impossible for me to struggle.
For a long time, he showed no signs of letting go.
I stiffened my body, and pushed gently with my hands against his chest.
"Hello……"
"Don't leave me, okay? I promise I will never make you angry again."
The whispering voice accompanied by warm breath made my ears feel warm. I couldn't see the expression on his face at that moment, but I could hear a hint of concern and fragility in his voice. The courage I had finally gathered to push him away was like a balloon being punctured by a needle, and it disappeared without a trace. I let him hug me, my mind was blank.
The night wind was very cool, but his body gave off a warm feeling. I was held in his arms like this, and I actually felt a sense of dependence.
Countless stars twinkled in the night sky, and the silvery white lights flowed around us. Yuan Cheye hugged me, and his fingers tightly grasping my arms revealed his emotions, as if he was hugging someone he cherished very much.
a long time……
He let me go when I was about to fall asleep in such a warm embrace.
A strange feeling of loss suddenly attacked my heart.
I thought he would say something, but he just looked at me with complicated eyes, then turned around and walked towards his home in silence.
I opened my mouth, looking at his lonely back, not knowing what to say. Finally, I remembered the letter in my schoolbag that I had never given to his parents.
"Yuan Cheye, that...letter, I haven't given it to your father yet."
"No need." Yuan Cheye waved his hand lazily without looking back. "Doesn't the teacher just want me to go to school? I'll go to class tomorrow."
"Ah?" I didn't expect him to give in so easily and was stunned.
"Stupid, I told you to throw away that letter."
After hearing his words, the little bit of good impression I had of him was immediately shattered.
I was speechless looking at his back!
If that's the case, he should have explained it earlier! I tried every possible way to get into his house, and was misunderstood by his father...
And just now, he suddenly hugged me, and then waved his hands and left as if nothing had happened.
What! I turned around and walked away angrily, cursing angrily as I walked:
"Damn it, I've never seen such a weird person!"