Chapter 98: Taking Advantage of the Situation (5)
Many days passed after that time and Zhao Ziheng woke up for the second time. Zhao Ziheng felt that it was a complete miracle that he could wake up again. At that time, he learned the news about Yin Yin. He was really surprised and happy, thinking that Yin Yin remembered everything, but it was not the case. Despite this, Zhao Ziheng wanted to see Yin Yin, but his condition did not allow it. No matter how much Zhao Ziheng wanted to see Yin Yin, considering his own physical and existential factors, Zhao Ziheng chose to escape and left quietly. His condition certainly did not allow him to return to the palace, so he came here with serious injuries and a bumpy journey. He was unconscious for a long time when he came here, and then he slowly woke up. He should be grateful that this was all due to his own strength, Wang Ye's treatment and Xiuying's careful care.
Thinking back, how long has it been since then? Zhao Ziheng laughed at himself, and then turned his head to look at the sky in the direction he had been in before, where Yinyin was, wondering if Yinyin would hate him if she knew? Hate! Zhao Ziheng had already realized this, and he had escaped more than once, and one more time would not hurt, even if the situation this time was different. Now all he hoped for was to get better quickly, and then go see Yinyin...
Zhao Ziheng was very clear about his physical condition. The injury this time was too severe, and he was poisoned. It was a miracle that he did not die. Although Wang Ye said that he could recover, Zhao Ziheng knew that even if he did, it would take time. Thinking of the current situation, Zhao Ziheng could not be at ease. It was not that he thought too highly of himself, nor that he did not trust Zhao Ziyin and Wang Ye, but everyone had different ideas. He thought that his ability was necessary, and for the sake of world peace, he was just doing his part. Zhao Ziheng was not worried about his whereabouts being exposed, but at the same time he understood that concealment could only be temporary, and he had to go back quickly.
In addition to considering the peace of the world, what Zhao Ziheng is most worried about is Yin Yin. Yin Yin's current condition is completely beyond his expectations. He cannot imagine what has happened to Yin Yin, and only instinct urges him to see her as soon as possible. But every time he thinks so, Zhao Ziheng will subconsciously give up this idea, because he doesn't know what has happened to Yin Yin, so he is afraid, afraid that Yin Yin will leave him forever after she knows something; he admits that he has abandoned her again and again, and it is understandable if Yin Yin really leaves him after knowing something. Thinking that Yin Yin will suddenly say goodbye to him forever, Zhao Ziheng will be terrified from the bottom of his heart. Now he can't choose Yin Yin regardless of everything, so he can only endure, endure to end everything and then explain everything to Yin Yin.
Suddenly, Zhao Ziheng found that since he knew Yinyin was coming to see him, whether Yinyin remembered everything or not, Zhao Ziheng felt it was difficult to face her; based on his understanding of Yinyin, even if she really remembered everything, would she really be forgiven for what he had done ? Zhao Ziheng could not come up with an answer; if Yinyin did not recover, even if he really came to find him to ask something, after telling Yinyin, would she forgive him? Zhao Ziheng was not sure.
Under the moonlight, a desolate look appeared in Zhao Ziheng's sad eyes; saying that heaven is ruthless, Zhao Ziheng does not hate heaven, the choice between the world and the beauty is up to him, even if he did not choose identity, status, power, he chose to bear everything, put the beloved in the deepest position of his heart, for a person who loves himself deeply, will this choice really be forgiven? No, he doesn't know, but he hopes to be forgiven, even if he is allowed to choose again, the answer will not change, unless all this will not happen.
"I am such a greedy and unforgivable person."
Zhao Ziheng laughed at himself again, and this time, there were two lines of crystal liquid on his face. Under the moonlight, he looked so desolate that it was speechless.
"Will you forgive me?"
Zhao Ziheng murmured to himself as he looked in the direction of Yin Yin in the distance. His mood at the moment was desolate and bitter. Zhao Ziheng himself couldn't explain it clearly. He just felt that he owed Yin Yin too much.
Not long after, when Xiuying came back with the steaming hot meal, she saw Zhao Ziheng alone and sad, and her heart ached. She should have been used to it these days, but every time she saw it, she would feel a tearing pain in her heart for no reason. Zhao Ziheng, who was lost in thought, found Xiuying standing on the shore, his tears had long dried up, so out of concern, he whispered: "What's wrong?"
After hearing Zhao Ziheng's voice, Xiuying woke up from her sadness, put on a smile, stepped onto the wooden bridge and walked slowly towards the wooden house while saying: "Nothing, I was just wondering if these are enough for you to eat, and whether I should give you my share."
Hearing this, Zhao Ziheng looked at the food on the tray in Xiuying's hand and said with a smile: "I'm afraid even tomorrow's breakfast combined is too much, right?"
As soon as Xiuying started to make a joke, Zhao Ziheng responded without any concealment, and their conversation was so tacit; Xiuying didn't ask or mention anything, because Zhao Ziheng was very cooperative with the recuperation, and she also knew that Zhao Ziheng was not a person who liked to talk about the past; Zhao Ziheng would not ask anything, and even if he found out, he would pretend not to know and cooperate with Xiuying's words; since Zhao Ziheng came here to recuperate, the relationship between him and Xiuying was no longer awkward or strange as before, and there was only a tacit understanding similar to that between siblings.
The night seems to have just begun...
