Chapter 96: Embarking on the Journey (1)
In the quiet night, uneasy sounds came from Yin Yin's room...
"Calm down!!"
The ghost grabbed Yin Yin's arms with both hands and tried to stop her from running away.
“Let me go, let me go!!”
Ignoring the ghost's words, Yin Yin tried desperately to break free from the ghost's restraints, but it was of no use, and tears had already covered her face.
"I told you to calm down. What's the point of going now? Do you know where he is?"
With just one sentence, Yin Yin instantly calmed down, the strength in her body relaxed, and her gaze on the ghost demon slowly dropped.
"Listen, I'm not trying to stop you, I just don't want you to be too reckless. It won't help at all."
"Then what should I do? What should I do?"
Yin Yin's voice was getting weaker and weaker, and she was sobbing. Ever since she heard that Zhao Ziheng was seriously injured and his life was in danger, she had lost the ability to think, and her mind was full of Zhao Ziheng. Seeing Yin Yin's distraught look, Guisha hugged her gently in his arms with heartache. At this time, Yin Yin had long lost the ability to think, so how could she resist?
"Don't worry, everything will be fine if that person is by his side. You should know that clearly, right?"
Yinyin knew that the person the ghost was talking about was Wang Ye, but she couldn't feel at ease because she had never seen him in person, right? How could she feel at ease?
"I'm going to go find him."
He expressed his thoughts and tried to push the ghost away, but he had no strength at all. He could only put his hands on the ghost's chest to show his stance.
"If you want to go find him, I won't stop you. I just hope you can calm down. It's still midnight. If you're like this, you might collapse before you find him. Do you want this to happen?"
Guisha gently let go of Yinyin and kept some distance between them, but he still didn't loosen his hands, fearing that Yinyin would still act impulsively.
"Then what should I do?"
"Calm down first. If you want to go, you have to wait until tomorrow morning. Before that, you need to rest well so that you can have enough energy and experience to think about what to do."
Yin Yin completely lost the ability to think and could only let the ghost give her answers. She was so confused that she could no longer judge whether she should listen to the ghost.
"You don't want to make the same mistake again? You don't want to have something happen to you before you see him?"
Yin Yin slowly lowered her head after hearing Gui Sha's words. She realized that Yin Yin had calmed down, but Gui Sha still didn't let go of Yin Yin's hands...
After a while, Yin Yin quietly removed Gui Sha's hands from her arms. The force was very light, but it was enough to make Gui Sha let go. Then she walked to the chair beside the table and sat down, looking out the window: "I know what to do, but I still have to go find him."
Guisha didn't say anything. He knew he had no right to stop it. At least Yinyin had calmed down, so he didn't need to worry about anything else.
"I'm sorry for making you laugh just now."
Yin Yin wiped away her tears and turned her gaze to Guisha, her sad eyes filled with unwavering determination.
"…Nothing, go if you want, anytime. I'll arrange everything before you decide, but forget it today."
"Well, thank you."
"Need not."
The ghost moved to the window and looked out: "It's getting late, you should rest first, I'm leaving."
"Well, good night."
After saying goodbye, Guisha didn't look at Yinyin again. He just paused for a moment and then jumped away.
After watching the ghost leave, Yin Yin became worried. She must have a lot of things to deal with, but now she only thought about Zhao Ziheng. For her who did not think about the past, Zhao Ziheng was her final target. At the same time, she believed that Zhao Ziheng was the person she was looking for. For some reason, she believed it firmly. She no longer had the suspicion about Feng Qinghan as before, but was certain that the person she had only met twice was the one she could not forget in her heart.
Yin Yin may not be calm enough now , especially now that she knows that Zhao Ziheng's life or death is uncertain, she knows clearly that she can no longer sit and wait for death; she may not know why Zhao Ziheng left her, and she may not know why Zhao Ziheng did not come to see her for so long, she only knows that she must see Zhao Ziheng again, otherwise she will regret it for the rest of her life. For Yin Yin now, nothing is more important than the things that have been lingering in her heart, and she has already believed that the cause of this matter is Zhao Ziheng; for a person who has lost her past memories, a person who makes her unforgettable is her everything. She has lost all her memories and hurt people who love her deeply. If she cannot confirm her own heart, she feels that there is no difference between living and dying.
Perhaps after Yinyin was resurrected, she felt that death was not something to be feared, but that she could not find the love that once belonged to her until death. She just wanted to know what kind of love was that made her unable to forget it even though she had lost all her memories . She didn't even know how much she loved that person, and how much that person loved her. Compared with these, how much difference would there be in the efforts made by the people around her who loved her deeply? Of course, what Yinyin wanted to know most was why that person left her, and whether she was the only one who made efforts in this relationship? Otherwise, Yinyin really couldn't believe that a person who loved her would not be with her when she needed him the most.
