Chapter 95: Concealing the Facts (2)
"... and there's your matter. I guess he came back this time mostly because of you, right? I'm a little surprised that he took action until now. Of course, I can't rule out the possibility that it was caused by the relationship between us."
Zhou Cheng's words were like taboo words to him, but he still said them. Even Yin Yin was slightly startled when she heard these words. She had just ignored them because she was thinking about other things, but now, she could already discern the meaning of Zhou Cheng's words.
"To be honest, I don't want you to meet, but I also know that it's impossible. Even if it's to avoid it, I'm sure you know how devoted he is to you. No matter what he does, it's all because of you. Now thinking about this, I seem to understand why you chose to stay with him at that time. I think, if it weren't for me and that person, you would definitely choose Yanba? After all, he has only loved you from the beginning to the end. Even if you love someone else, he still has no regrets and has not changed until now."
Listening to Zhou Cheng's story, Yin Yin naturally felt very guilty. Yin Yin had to admit Zhou Yan's feelings for her once again. If possible, she really wanted to make up for it, even if it was just to repay him. But in the end, she couldn't do it. Maybe if it was her true self, she might be able to do it. At least in the current situation, she might instinctively choose whether to give up the search for the lost precious memories and choose Zhou Yan. Until now, every time Yin Yin thought of Zhou Yan's dedication to her, she would feel a dull pain in her heart, and this feeling was more painful than for Zhou Cheng.
"I don't know what you think of him now, but I can tell you that if one day, even if you stay with him just to repay him, he will be very happy. Of course, that's if you are determined by then. Otherwise, you will only hurt him more seriously again and again like now. I'm worried that if you push him to the limit one day, he might go crazy. If you still have a little pity for him, you must think it over before deciding. This is also the reason why I help you. I don't want you to be indecisive about your choice while having other ideas and considering other reasons. This will only hurt the people around you and yourself. So you must remember that both Yan and I can wait and are willing to wait. You don't have to be impatient or consider us. You just need to do what you want. Yan may not allow it now, but I believe that one day he will see through it."
"……sorry."
At this time, Yin Yin had already burst into tears silently, her voice choked with sobs. No matter when, as long as she thought of Zhou Cheng and Zhou Yan, Yin Yin would always blame herself extremely. This had nothing to do with past memories, but because she had hurt them time and time again, and used their feelings. She ruthlessly turned a blind eye to the true love they gave to her, and even hurt them with harsh words. In the end, not only did she do nothing, but Zhou Cheng and Zhou Yan repeatedly gave in, tolerated and doted on her, which undoubtedly made Yin Yin feel how cruel she was; sometimes Yin Yin herself did not even understand how unforgettable the relationship she had lost was, so that she could not help but hurt other people who loved her sincerely; every time she thought of it, whether she wanted to forget it or wanted to be free, her heart would always be torn in pain. Over time, Yin Yin might feel that this heartache was the reason why she had come to this point today, and this heartache might be the support that kept her going until now.
"You don't need to say sorry, you're not sorry to anyone."
Zhou Cheng comforted Yin Yin with his usual tone, but he did not look at Yin Yin, not because he did not want to, but because he did not dare to, nor could he bear to look. It was like after he knew, or should I say discovered, some truth, no matter how much he wanted to comfort and hug Yin Yin, he would hold it in his heart and not show it. First, he did not want to embarrass Yin Yin, and second, he did not want to expose the emotions that he had suppressed with great difficulty again. He knew that once his obsession with Yin Yin was exposed again, it would only bring more harm to Yin Yin. What Yin Yin was bearing was beyond his imagination. Now that he knew, how could he bear or bear to let Yin Yin suffer more pain?
In fact, Yin Yin was very clear about Zhou Cheng's intentions, and she was also suffering the same pain as Zhou Cheng expected. However, when Zhou Cheng offered to help her, she finally chose to compromise. Even though she knew that the consequence of her compromise would hurt Zhou Cheng, she still agreed. No matter what, this would allow her to recover her lost memories sooner and get rid of the current situation as soon as possible. Regardless of whether the result was satisfactory or not, at least by then, Yin Yin believed that she would have the answer, and then she would no longer treat Zhou Cheng or Zhou Yan in a cruel way. All she could do now was to wait and remain silent.
"Yan, I will make it clear to him. Even if he disagrees, I don't have time."
Yin Yin spoke slowly, she did not wipe away the tears on her face, because it was meaningless, her tone was mixed with sadness and bitterness, yes, she no longer had extra time, and she knew it was impossible to rely on herself, so she could only accept Zhou Cheng's help, and then go to persuade Zhou Yan, no matter what the result, even if it was selfish, she would explore and find the memories that belonged to her.
