Chapter 9 You choose to stay with me, I choose to fulfill your wish 3
In the afternoon, I returned home.
My mother went to visit a friend's house, so Ye Jing and I were the only ones at home.
Sitting in front of the computer, I held up the CD and stared at Ye Jing.
Three minutes later.
I yelled at him awkwardly: "Hey, why are you looking at me?"
"Then why are you looking at me all the time?" he asked me without hesitation.
"I..." I waved the CD in my hand in front of his eyes, "Am I waiting for you to be ready to tell me so that I can play this CD?"
He looked at me with disdain, his eyes wide open: "What mental preparation can I make? If you regret it and don't want to listen, why are you blaming me? If you don't want to let it go, then we won't listen!"
He let out a sigh and pretended to sit somewhere else.
I gritted my teeth, said nothing more, glared at him, and put the CD into the computer's CD-ROM drive.
"You--" Ye Jing didn't have time to stop me. He sighed and could only look at the computer with me.
Soon, the computer recognized the CD and a folder window popped up.
There are two files in it, one is an audio file, labeled as accompaniment, and the other one... is a video file, labeled as lovely girl.
Cute girl...
The name stung my eyes. Just a glance at it made my eyes feel sore.
"Luo Huayin..." he suddenly called me.
Biting my lower lip secretly, I pretended to be nonchalant and pointed at the two files: "Which one should I play first?" After thinking for a while , I pointed at the video file, "Why not just play this one? This must be the complete version made for you by the people in the music room. What's so good about the accompaniment? Isn't it better to just listen to the complete version?"
Ye Jing looked at me for a while, then looked at the file I was pointing at.
Then, he frowned slightly and responded, "Well... I'll listen to you."
I didn't say anything, and the other hand under the table tightly grasped the hem of my clothes.
Luo Huayin... don't feel bad... this is a song that Ye Jing wrote long before he appeared by your side. This is what he always wanted to do before the accident. You must watch it... I said it to myself three times in my heart, took a deep breath, mustered up the courage, and double-clicked the mouse to open the video file.
On the computer screen, a young man wearing a snow-white short-sleeved T-shirt and brown casual pants was sitting on a high chair in the recording studio, holding a guitar, smiling at the camera, his beautiful big eyes shining brightly.
In an instant, my heart beat faster.
Then he lowered his head, held the pick in his beautiful hands, and plucked the strings of the guitar.
A series of brisk and warm preludes then sounded, echoing in the quiet room through the computer speakers.
The first time I saw you, you walked away in a hurry and passed by me; the sky was blue, the wind blew your hair, and let me see your rosy cheeks; do you know how beautiful you are?
my lovely girl;
The second time, you looked up at the sky, smiling with dazzling light; even on rainy days, I didn’t want to leave, and for the first time I wanted to stay with someone; do you know how beautiful you are?
My lovely girl...
His voice is very soft and very pleasant to hear.
On the computer screen, the beautiful boy was playing and singing seriously, looking at the camera with a smile from time to time.
…
Hi, lovely girl, if I say hello to you, will you give me a smile?
Hi, lovely girl, if I say I like you, will you stay with me?
You are my lovely girl. In the hot summer, I want to take you to eat ice cream. You are my lovely girl. In the cold winter, I want to put your hand in my pocket. Hi, lovely girl, do you know? You won't be lonely. Let me accompany you, okay?
…
I don't know when the video file has finished playing.
The whole room was so quiet that even breathing could be heard clearly.
Neither Ye Jing nor I spoke, and we couldn't say anything... At this moment, I had forgotten the pain and was just shocked - I was deeply shocked by the boy who was playing and singing affectionately yet softly in the video file.
Even though they were separated by a screen, his serious look was enough to impress anyone.
And every word of the lyrics and melody expressed his love without any concealment ... He is Ye Jing! How could Ye Jing create such a touching little love song?
At this moment, no one could question his feelings for the girl in the song.
Even if it's him, it won't work.
I turned my head and looked at the boy sitting next to me.
He stared at the screen in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
Finally, I couldn't hold it in any longer, and tears fell silently from my eyes like beads that had broken off the string.
It turns out that I really fell in love with Ye Jing...
It turns out that the feeling of being in love is so painful, more painful than any other injury I have ever suffered since I was a child... Many things in the world can be forced, but feelings really cannot be forced... The person you like doesn't do it on purpose no matter who he likes or who he doesn't like... In feelings, there is no choice, if you are moved, you are moved, and if you can't like someone, you can't like him or her... There is really no way.
It turns out that even Ye Jing, a dark, vicious, and mischievous guy, can love someone so tenderly...
At this moment, I knew more than ever that I really liked him.
It was also at this moment that I knew more clearly than ever that the person he liked... was not me.
I don't know how long it lasted in silence with no one talking.
Finally, Ye Jing came back to his senses, turned his head and looked at me in a daze. His mouth didn't close in time yet and remained slightly open, as if even he was frightened by his own behavior.
Then he saw that I was already in tears.
I cried silently, tears streaming down my face quietly.
"Luo, Luo Huayin..."
Ye Jing seemed to be frightened silly. I had never seen him look so dazed.
He looked at me in panic, then looked at the video file that had already been played, and then looked at me even more panicked... He opened his mouth, then closed it, but didn't utter a word for a long time.
We just stared at each other.
After a long, long time, I suddenly took a deep breath. There was not even a hint of crying in my voice. I was so firm that it was a little paranoid. I didn't know whether I wanted to fulfill his wish or was just being angry with myself.
"Ye Jing, don't worry. I will sign up for the 'School Star' competition, sing the song for you on stage, and convey your feelings for you... I hope she can hear it."
After saying that, I reached out to turn off the computer, without even looking at him, stood up and ran to the bedroom, and then went straight into the bathroom.
