Chapter 9 You choose to stay with me, I choose to fulfill your wish 1
From that day on, I lost interest in doing anything and I just felt listless for some reason.
Even my mother noticed that I was in a bad mood recently. Although she didn't say anything, her dinner every day was obviously richer than before. Even if she was busy or tired, she would make a pot of delicious soup for me.
Unfortunately, I have no appetite...
When I came out of Ye Jing's room that day, I brought the calendar back and put it on the bedside table. Every night when it was quiet and even he went back to the mirror to rest, I couldn't help but stare at the calendar in a daze. I didn't know what I was thinking. In short... my heart was a mess and I couldn't explain it.
Ye Jing seemed to have been hit these days. I don't know what he was thinking. He always hid in the mirror and rarely came out. When he occasionally came out, we rarely talked. We were basically in a daze, but everything was fine... "Baby, what's wrong?"
Finally, after I had been depressed for a week, my mother couldn't help but ask me.
I looked up while biting the chopsticks and met my mother's worried gaze: "Nothing's wrong..." As I said that, I poked the food in the bowl with my chopsticks without interest.
"Are you worried about something?"
"No..." He poked again.
"Kane... Mom knows you've grown up and have your own things to do, but I hope you can still treat me as a friend... If you have something on your mind, you can tell me and I'll help you analyze it."
Analyze it?
After thinking for a few seconds, I put down my chopsticks and looked at my mother seriously.
My mother looked at me expectantly.
Half a minute later, I sighed and continued to pick up the chopsticks to poke the food on the plate: "Forget it, I won't say it... It's okay, Mom, you don't have to worry, there's just something I can't figure out, it will be fine after a few days."
hope……
Without saying anything else, I got up listlessly and walked back to the bedroom.
After closing the door, I threw myself on the bed and let out a long sigh.
"What's wrong?"
Hearing my sigh, a somewhat nervous voice came from the mirror.
"It's okay, you take a rest, I'm ready to sleep too."
"okay."
Ye Jing responded indifferently and said nothing more, and he showed no intention of coming out of the mirror.
I touched my mirror furtively with some bitterness and placed it next to my pillow.
The whole bedroom was extremely quiet, but the quieter it was, the more upset I felt.
After a while, I raised my hand and picked up the calendar on the bedside table again.
Hmm... this is it, the desk calendar in Ye Jing’s room... Ye Jing’s desk calendar.
I sighed secretly in my heart, but didn't make any sound.
This is what makes me upset... Ye Jing's neat and beautiful handwriting is on this desk calendar. The remaining days are marked on each date grid, and each day that passes is crossed out. The day when the countdown ends is circled, and that is the day when the "School Star" competition begins.
This is why I am upset - Ye Zixi is not talking nonsense, Ye Jing really intends to participate in this competition.
This was also the reason why Ye Jing had been so depressed and didn't want to come out these days... The facts before his eyes not only proved that what Ye Zixi said was true, but also proved one thing, that is - he, Ye Jing, really lost part of his memory...
These lost memories did not seem to hinder his life, but they were all so strange... so strange that Ye Jing found it unbelievable, how could he do such a thing.
After a while, I flipped the calendar forward again, one month, one month, and then another month... After turning a few pages, I looked at a day circled in red, and my eyes darkened.
That day…
On this page, the day circled by Ye Jing was the day when he had the accident.
And in the blank space next to it, Ye Jing wrote a line of small words in beautiful handwriting - go to Melody and get the accompaniment CD.
Go to Melody to get the accompaniment CD…
I remained silent, feeling a pain in my heart, and once again reached out and gently touched the line of beautiful small words.
Yes, when the accident happened, he was about to get the accompaniment CD...the accompaniment CD he was going to use for the "School Star" competition - the song he wrote himself.
Although I wanted to deny it countless times, the fact was right in front of me and it was impossible to deny - Ye Jing did have someone he liked.
Moreover, a boy like Ye Jing would actually be willing to do these delicate and incredible things for that girl... He must have liked that girl very much at the beginning.
I sniffed hard, put the calendar back on the bedside table, and rubbed my red eyes.
These days, I have been trying to convince myself not to be sad about this matter... Why should I be sad? With such an important clue, I should be happy for him!
But there is no way. I have been very sad these days... sadder than I have ever been.
Why, Ye Jing has someone he likes so much... why...
Why can't he like me?
Tears suddenly fell out of my eyes without warning.
I was startled and wiped away my tears in a hurry.
Oh my god, what was I thinking? Why did I have such a thought?
But... my tears are getting more and more, as if I want to let out all the sadness that has accumulated over these days through my eyes.
"do not Cry."
Suddenly, I don’t know how Ye Jing heard my sobbing, and in the blink of an eye he appeared in front of me.
He sat on my bed and looked at me nervously. Under the light of the bedroom, his beautiful eyes looked as deep and dazzling as the sea of stars, as if they could make one's soul sink completely into them.
I sat up, looked at him who was so close to me, and wanted to speak, but as soon as I opened my mouth, tears flowed even more violently.
I looked at him and kept crying.
Ye Jing raised his beautiful hands that were as white as onions and had distinct bones, and touched my face to wipe my tears, but his translucent hands went straight through my cheeks.
Putting down his hand, he frowned slightly and looked back at me with a lost look.
After a long while, he finally spoke again.
However, there was a hint of helpless pleading in that familiar voice.
"Hana, please stop crying, okay? Look, I can't even touch you..."
Suddenly, he smiled bitterly.
She seemed to be smiling at me, but the sadness hidden in those beautiful eyes looked more heartbreaking than crying.
I suddenly felt my heart was being pinched by an invisible hand.
This is the first time he called me Hanane.
But he said... Look, I can't even touch you... I suddenly couldn't hold back my tears anymore.
"Baby, what's wrong?"
Soon, my mother rushed in anxiously.
Seeing me sitting on the bed and crying loudly, my mother was startled and hurried over to sit next to me and wipe my tears: "What's wrong, baby? What happened?"
I glanced at my mother and cried even harder.
Because...the place where my mother was sitting was exactly where Ye Jing was sitting.
That translucent figure was intertwined with my mother's figure. He looked at me, and there was even a hint of water in his beautiful big eyes.
