Chapter 9 His Highness has disappeared! 4
I wore a gauze dress to attend Mother Ann's party. The cool breeze at night brushed against my body, and I shivered with cold...
But now, my heart is ten or a hundred times colder than my body, because I just found out that An Shengyi is about to leave!
On the way home, An Shengyi and I were silent. Eric's words kept repeating in my mind, and the strange events that happened tonight made me more and more confused!
"An Shengyi, are you leaving?" I pulled my hand out of An Shengyi's and finally couldn't help but break the silence.
"Hmm..." An Shengyi answered calmly and kept walking forward without stopping.
"When?" I took a deep breath, suppressed the sadness that suddenly surged in my heart, and continued to ask him.
"Tomorrow." An Shengyi's low voice was quickly lost in the chaotic air of the night!
"An Shengyi!" Tears welled up in my eyes in an instant. I couldn't hold it back any longer and screamed at him, "Big liar!"
"Tiantian, I'm sorry, I just realized it suddenly..." An Shengyi was startled by my roar, and his calm face finally turned into shock. He habitually wanted to hold my shoulders, but I unconsciously took a step back and avoided him!
"Don't touch me! You big liar! You promised me you wouldn't leave..." I continued to scream, but my tears flowed like an unstoppable flood!
"Tiantian, I didn't lie to you, but I have to leave now, I am really needed there..." An Shengyi's hands stopped in mid-air, shock slowly turned into pain, he frowned, put down his hands and spoke slowly.
"Who needs you? That Eric, or that group of 'Snow White'-like girls?" I tried hard to hold back my tears, anger gradually rising in my heart, and questioned him coldly!
"'Snow White'?" An Shengyi was stunned for a second, then smiled silently, and continued, "My departure is indeed related to them. They are all excellent members of the institute."
I looked at An Shengyi's helpless expression, and recalled the strange Chinese words of "Snow White" at the ball. Those disconnected words suddenly became complete meanings: I am very ordinary, and I am An Shengyi's trouble! So, An Shengyi decided to leave me!
"I understand." I blurted out, looking at An Shengyi desperately, and asked him coldly, "I'm not the beautiful 'Snow White', I'm very ordinary, I'm not good enough, I'm a trouble to you, a great genius! That's why you want to leave me, right?"
"Of course not... Tiantian, what's wrong with you? Why do you have such an idea?" An Shengyi looked at me with confusion, took a step forward and held my hand, and said helplessly, "How could I leave you because of these..."
"Stop talking!" I shook off An Shengyi's hand, interrupted him, and said in a trembling voice, "You suddenly got angry today, isn't it because I don't understand those languages, I made you laugh at everyone, am I a big trouble to you?"
An Shengyi's face showed a trace of anger, and he immediately explained: "Tiantian, I'm angry because..."
"And that Eric!" I didn't want to listen to his explanation. Sadness and anger had filled my heart and my thoughts. I just wanted to shout out my grievances, so I looked at him with hatred and asked him in a roar, "He said we were weird, and that you were no longer handsome and cool! I know, he thinks it's weird and abnormal for you to be with me! Don't you think so too?"
"Man Tiantian!" An Shengyi suddenly roared, he stared at me with wide eyes, the angry and painful look in his eyes was more terrifying than ever!
I was so frightened by his eyes that I froze, my body froze, and only tears fell silently.
“I’m sorry, Tiantian, I’m sorry.” An Shengyi seemed to be frightened by my reaction. He clenched his fists in annoyance and didn’t release them for a long time. Finally, his warm hands fell on my shoulders. His scary eyes gradually softened and his deep voice sounded again, “I didn’t mean to yell at you. I was just anxious to explain to you.”
"An Shengyi, don't lie to me, I know you hate me already..." I shook my head desperately, letting the tears keep falling, and said heartbreaking words one by one.
After saying that, I pushed An Shengyi's hands away, turned around and ran towards home!
When I got home, I hid in my room, leaned weakly on the edge of the bed, buried my head and cried quietly.
Not long after, there was a knock on the door, followed by An Shengyi's voice: "Tiantian, I'm sorry, can you open the door first?"
"Go away, since you hate me, I don't want to see you again!" I said angrily while holding back my tears, but my voice was still trembling!
"How could I hate you? You're so sweet, I like you..." An Shengyi's voice outside the door was anxious and excited, but the more urgent ringing of the cell phone interrupted his words!
An Shengyi was silent for a few seconds, as if he had answered the phone, and his voice became lower and lower: "Hello? Eric..."
Soon, there was a gentle knock on the door of the room. A trace of doubt arose in my heart. I sobbed softly, while waiting for what An Shengyi was going to say.
"Tiantian, a lot of things happened today. I have to leave now. You should have a good rest. I will come to see you tomorrow morning." An Shengyi's low voice reached my ears through the door. I felt lost in my heart. This was not the answer I wanted to hear!
I was silent, my head leaning weakly against the edge of the bed, my tears soaking my cotton sheets. There was only a brief silence outside the room, and then the sound of An Shengyi's footsteps as he left...
An Shengyi left without any explanation or concern for my sadness. He just left! I couldn't hold it in any longer, so I huddled in a corner and burst into tears!
In the end, I cried so hard that I fell asleep on the side of the bed. It was not until there was a loud knock on the door that I suddenly woke up and instantly remembered what An Shengyi said last night!
"An Shengyi!" I got up from the ground, quickly opened the room, and shouted excitedly, but the person who appeared in front of me was not a smiling boy, but a grandmother with a puzzled look on her face!
"Good morning, grandma..." I hung my head and greeted my grandma weakly, then wanted to rub against the crib again.
"What good morning? It's already ten o'clock! Man Tiantian, your habit of staying in bed is getting worse and worse! " Grandma glared at me with dissatisfaction and started her unchanging nagging again!
I stopped abruptly and looked at my grandmother in surprise: "It's so late? But didn't An Shengyi say he would come to see me in the morning? Why hasn't he…"
"How dare you say that! Xiaoyi came early in the morning with his mother. Xiaoyi said you were very tired yesterday and asked me not to wake you up and then left..." Grandma sighed, shook her head and looked at me and said.
"What? He came so early in the morning? Where is he now?" I grabbed my grandmother and shouted in surprise!
"Of course he left! It seemed like he had to catch a flight. Xiaoyi stood at your door for a long time and didn't let me wake you up!" Grandma glared at me dissatisfiedly. Then, she looked at the living room and said puzzledly, "Look, his mother sent a lot of things over. She said she was very grateful for your help to Xiaoyi! Their family is probably going to immigrate somewhere... Oh, Man Tiantian, you didn't make things worse for them, did you..."
My grandmother's voice lingered in my ears, and my thoughts seemed to be suddenly cut off. A message kept circulating in my mind: airport, immigration, Mother An is gone, An Shengyi is gone too, he has finally left me!
An Shengyi said that he would not leave me and would not disappear suddenly, but he broke his promise...
Is An Shengyi, who doesn't have any special physique, so eager to leave me? Could it be that I was just a tool for him to become normal before? And now that I don't have to be his shadow, am I just a trouble to him?
Could it be that his previous love for me was all a lie?
"An Shengyi! You're a big liar!" Anger flooded my heart like a flood. I growled with gritted teeth, tears stubbornly staying in my eyes, as if, like my heart, I was unwilling to die like this!
I took out my cell phone and dialed the most familiar number, but only a busy tone responded to my anger; I searched for the answer I wanted among the pile of gifts, but found nothing!
An Shengyi, are you really so cruel that you disappeared so completely without even saying a word of explanation, and you were even unwilling to say goodbye to me?
I leaned against the corner of the wall in a daze, my vision gradually blurred, tears silently fell, and my body unconsciously leaned against the wall and fell to the ground, but I accidentally pushed open the room that once belonged to An Shengyi.
I glanced past An Shengyi's room, but was surprised to find that nothing in the room had changed...
"Why didn't he move his luggage away..." I immediately stood up and walked in, looking around in confusion, and finally stopped in front of the desk where he liked to sleep. There was a thick book on the desk that he hadn't finished reading. I lowered my head slightly, and tears dripped onto the pages of the book, smearing the ink-colored words, and my vision gradually blurred!
I quickly wiped away my tears and hurriedly picked up the book to wipe the tear stains. Suddenly, a blue note fell from the pages of the book!
This is An Shengyi's handwriting. The sky blue background sets off the flying ink handwriting, which passes through my eyes like a feather and finally lands in my heart!
An Shengyi disappeared, but he said he would be back soon!
There was a gap in my heart that was filled with sadness and despair. The words left by An Shengyi were like a seed buried in it! I suddenly had a glimmer of hope and expectation: I believe in him! I will wait for him to come back!
