Chapter 89: When You Have It (3)
The next moment, Zhao Ziheng felt that familiar feeling surge up from his throat again. Without thinking, he quickly covered his mouth with his right hand and leaned forward. The familiar fishy smell was spreading in his mouth, and bright red liquid had overflowed through the gaps between his fingers. He placed his left hand on the table and pressed his head between his arms. Bright red liquid dripped from the gap between Zhao Ziheng's body and the table to the ground drop by drop. Zhao Ziheng's expression showed unspeakable pain, but he was trying desperately to suppress the blood from flowing out.
It was a long time later.
The blood finally stopped dripping. Zhao Ziheng removed his hand and looked at his right palm, which had already been stained red with blood. However, he didn't care at all. He raised his hand and wiped the remaining blood on his lips with his sleeve, then leaned back in the chair, as if nothing had happened...
'How long can this body last? '
'No matter how long it takes, I will definitely hold on until we meet again, and I will definitely hold on until you remember each other. No matter how long it takes, I will wait, so Shuer , will you wait for me too?'
'Shu'er, when everything is over, we can go back to the past, right? Will you blame me? I promised you that I would stay by your side when you needed me the most, but now I have broken my promise. If I had to choose, I would definitely choose to stay by your side forever; but I can't do that. Although it was not my own choice, I can't get rid of my current identity. You are the same. Since we were involved in this imaginary era that does not exist in history, we have each carried a different identity. I believe this is the arrangement of fate. It is because of this arrangement that we can be reborn. If it is broken, I am afraid that we will disappear because of it. In that case, I will not be able to continue to love you. As long as you are still alive, it doesn't matter if you are not by my side. As long as I know that you are alive, I have the meaning of living. I am already a sinner. I am burdened with many sins. Can I still have you like before? I am no longer so confident. Even if you can no longer recall the past, it doesn't matter. Live according to your own ideas. As long as you are happy and happy, it's fine. I owe you too much and betrayed you. It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, as long as you are alive...'
Zhao Ziheng was talking about thousands of things in his heart. He thought about himself and Yinyin after his rebirth. He originally wanted to seize the opportunity of rebirth and have them again, but the fact was that it was not as he wished. He was blocked again and again by the ruthless fate and experienced separation again and again. Zhao Ziheng had thought that perhaps when they came to this era, fate had changed. They could no longer have them as they wished before, but had to face all kinds of hardships that came with it. After going through so much, they still couldn't have them. Maybe fate was playing a joke on him, but he never gave up. Even if it was a dying struggle, he was determined to grasp it again...
"When everything is over, will you be willing to come back to me?...Shu'er!"
After saying the last sentence, Zhao Ziheng slowly closed his eyes...
On the far side.
[Qingfeng Palace] [Qingfeng Garden].
"It's been five days, why hasn't the fever subsided?"
Feng Qinghan, who was sitting beside the bed, asked anxiously. Guisha was taking the pulse of the sleeping Yinyin. His expression was serious. The representative mask was gone, replaced by a long and clearly visible scar on his left eye. After taking the pulse, Guisha gently put down Yinyin's hand, walked to the table beside him silently and sat down, with a worried look on his face.
"Still can't find the reason?"
Seeing Guisha's expression, Feng Qinghan could come to a conclusion. Guisha's silence indicated his agreement. He raised his hand to pick up the teapot, picked up a teacup to pour tea, and drank it all in one gulp as soon as it was full!
"If we knew the reason, there would be a solution, but we can't find the reason. Not only that, her physical condition has obviously weakened. If the life bracelet hadn't gradually adapted to her, I'm afraid her situation would be even worse now."
"Does that mean that now she can only rely on her own will to survive?"
"...You can say that since this isn't the first time this has happened, I'm sure we'll get through it this time."
"This is the first time you've said this."
Feng Qinghan's words had a double meaning, Guisha could hear it but could not refute it. This was the fact and also the reason why he felt distressed.
"Then should you tell me the reason?"
"What's the reason?"
The ghost felt that he didn't know where to start when Feng Qinghan asked him the first question, and even felt surprised? He didn't even know what Feng Qinghan was asking?
"That day on the boat, it must have been the first time she saw your true face, right?"
When Feng Qinghan mentioned it, Guisha was slightly startled, but it was only for a moment. He was also very curious. Why did Yinyin get so excited when she saw him that day? If it wasn't for Wei Ling, she wouldn't have taken off her mask that day. She always covered her face just because she didn't want to contact people and draw a clear line with others. There was no special meaning. Thinking of Yinyin's expression when she saw him, it seemed that she was not unfamiliar at all? Could it be that he looked like someone Yinyin knew? From Yinyin's excited expression at that time, it seemed that this person must be a special existence in her heart. It wouldn't be wrong to make Yinyin so excited. Although he didn't know the reason, Guisha knew that Yinyin had broken through a certain limit and remembered something. Thinking of this, Guisha was shocked again!
"Could it be——"
"Did you think of anything?"
The ghost screamed, and Feng Qinghan immediately made an accurate and correct judgment.
