Chapter 88: Unforgettable Faces (4)
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Yin Yin and Feng Qinghan have boarded the deck of a decorated memorial ship. The ship is heading to the place where they were killed that day. That place is now calm and the wreckage from that day has long since drifted away to an unknown place.
There were not many people on the boat, only about ten people. They were sailing slowly on the sea powered by the breeze. A beautiful and low piano music started playing. Everyone could hear the sadness in the music. It was not expressed by the person who played it that day, but was just played by his hands...
That’s right, the person playing the piano was Feng Qinghan. He played the piano casually, but his eyes were always looking at Yinyin who was standing in front of the deck, next to the guardrail. Yinyin was looking at the gradually approaching sea with a look of sadness...
Yinyin thought about the same question over and over again, that is, "life". Why is life so fragile, but sometimes it is so strong? Thinking of this, Yinyin couldn't help thinking that it seemed to be almost a year since she had memories. This year was not long or short. What she experienced during this period made her feel like several years. This forced her to recall the lost memory again. What happened in the memory she had forgotten? And the person in her heart who seemed to have forgotten but could not be forgotten, but she could not remember the name and face of that person... Yinyin believed that as long as she found the memory of that person, she would be able to remember many things she had forgotten. No matter sad or happy, she had to face it. Otherwise, the life she had experienced was only less than a year. For a person who had lost her past memories, what was the meaning of survival? Only by finding that memory could she prove that she really existed, so she had to find it...
Being with Zhou Cheng made her feel suffocated, not because Zhou Cheng had done anything to her, but because she felt that the love Zhou Cheng gave her made her feel suffocated, so that she could no longer face Zhou Cheng directly, so that she chose to hurt him in the end. Until now, whenever Yinyin thought of the day when she hurt Zhou Cheng, she clearly saw Zhou Cheng's empty eyes like dead ashes, that body that was like a shell without a soul, Yinyin still cannot forget it. Hurting Zhou Cheng was her sin, a sin that she could never get rid of. Even if Zhou Cheng had really hurt her badly, she still thought that Zhou Cheng was more seriously injured, so Yinyin made up her mind. If possible, no, she must do this, from now on, she will never see Zhou Cheng again, no matter for whom it is for. If they meet again, what will happen, Yinyin herself cannot imagine. Whenever she thinks of this, Yinyin feels a sea of blood flashing before her eyes. In order to avoid this situation, Yinyin chooses to remain silent and escape!
Facing Zhou Yan, Yinyin had to say that she had never forgotten the aftershock in her heart since the first time she saw Zhou Yan after waking up. Yinyin couldn't tell whether it was fear or dread. She only felt a faint trembling in her heart. She didn't know... In the following time with Zhou Yan, during the time she spent in [Weicheng], Yinyin deeply felt Zhou Yan's suppressed and inextricable feelings for her. It was his longing and affection for her, and it was an unquestionable true feeling. Compared with Zhou Cheng's seemingly steady and almost losing his mind and rationality, Zhou Yan's long-suppressed feelings from the bottom of his heart made Yinyin feel more heartbroken, so she chose to stay with Zhou Yan, first to verify what she thought in her heart, and second because she really didn't want to hurt Zhou Yan, because Zhou Yan's eyes when he looked at her made her heartbroken all the time...
But no matter whether it was Zhou Cheng or Zhou Yan, Yin Yin's intuition told her that these two brothers who were almost enemies for her and were deeply in love with her were not the person deep in her memory. As long as she couldn't find that person, Yin Yin would not stop looking for him, looking for the memory deep in her heart. From the time she met Feng Qinghan to now, especially after a period of getting along with him, for some reason, Yin Yin found the figure of the person she had been looking for in Feng Qinghan, but every time she wanted to say it, Yin Yin felt that Feng Qinghan sometimes made her feel strange, and this kind of strangeness could not be felt from the person she was looking for.
"What are you thinking about?"
"ah--"
The sudden sound of Feng Qinghan's voice made Yinyin scream. The sound was so loud that everyone's attention was focused on her. Feng Qinghan, who was speaking close to Yinyin's ear, was also stunned by Yinyin's scream. In Feng Qinghan's memory, Yinyin had never been like this before. Why? Why did Yinyin's scream make him feel a moment of loss in his heart?
This was the first time that Feng Qinghan lost his smile in front of Yinyin, and was replaced by a look of bewilderment. Others seemed to sense the change on Feng Qinghan's face, and they all turned their eyes away, not daring to look at Yinyin again...
"What's wrong?"
“No, nothing—”
Yinyin covered her chest with her hands, which was almost frightened by Feng Qinghan. She could still feel her heart beating rapidly. Not to mention Feng Qinghan, even she herself didn't know why she was frightened. Shouldn't she be used to Feng Qinghan's sudden approach and whispering in her ear? Now Yinyin didn't think so much, just covered her chest and tried to calm herself down, so that she ignored the expression of Feng Qinghan standing next to her...
After a while.
Yin Yin's heart finally calmed down. When she noticed Feng Qinghan beside her, she looked up. Yin Yin was surprised to find that the Feng Qinghan with a gentle smile that she had always known was no longer in front of her. The Feng Qinghan in front of her had a blank expression, and his deep eyes contained a profound meaning that was impossible to understand. The person standing in front of her was clearly Feng Qinghan, so why did Yin Yin feel so strange at this moment?
