Chapter 88: Unforgettable Faces (2)
Here, Yinyin was completely affected by Feng Qinghan's words. She had completely forgotten what happened at that time, but it was an indisputable fact that Guisha was injured because of her, as well as those who died while escorting her. Yinyin didn't know why Guisha had been avoiding her during this period of time. Now that she knew that Guisha's injuries had not healed yet, Yinyin felt extremely guilty...
"I know the extent of my injury very well. But if you keep talking about this topic, you should have considered someone, right?"
It was obvious that Guisha's words were too straightforward, and he couldn't even beat around the bush, he was totally unscrupulous.
"That's true. You got hurt probably because of your mask. In this case, Yinyin has no need to blame herself."
Guisha was once again angry at Feng Qinghan's words. It would have been better if he didn't say anything, but once he opened his mouth, nothing good happened. He admitted that he was injured while protecting Yin Yin, and he had no complaints, but after Feng Qinghan said that, it made people feel that it was his fault, and he really couldn't swallow this anger.
"cold--"
"Yinyin also thinks that what I said is right, right?"
Just when Guisha was getting angry, Yinyin's voice sobered him up a little, but Feng Qinghan's words made him angry again, because he felt that Yinyin was helping Feng Qinghan, which made his anger burn even more fiercely. But the next words made Guisha's anger disappear instantly...
"I want to say that the person who asked him to bring me here was you, Han, right?"
As soon as Yin Yin finished speaking, it was Feng Qinghan's turn to remain silent. Guisha couldn't help but laugh secretly, knowing that Feng Qinghan would understand what Yin Yin said. He forgot to think about why Yin Yin suddenly said those words. Guisha only felt happy about Feng Qinghan's reaction.
"It's fine that his injury hasn't healed yet, but how can you say it as if it has nothing to do with you? If he hadn't been with me along the way, I don't think I would have gotten here at all. Of course, I don't want to shirk responsibility, but when I think of those who died to welcome me, I really can't be as playful and indifferent as you. Shouldn't you be sad about their death? Aren't they your subordinates?"
Yin Yin's words were clearly a rebuke to Feng Qinghan. Even though she had known what kind of person Feng Qinghan was, she still could not tolerate his indifferent and apathetic attitude, and he even made fun of other people's injuries. Perhaps she knew that this was Feng Qinghan's way of comforting her, but she just could not accept this approach.
If possible, Guisha really wanted to laugh out loud, but he still held it back. Although Yinyin's words surprised him, he also felt that this was the Yinyin he knew. Seeing Feng Qinghan's expression after being scolded by Yinyin, Guisha felt indescribable joy in his heart. On the contrary, the other side of the joy was bitterness.
"Since Yin Yin said so—"
"Well?"
"Then let's hold a memorial service."
Feng Qinghan's words were shocking, and Yinyin and Guisha were both stunned. They knew Feng Qinghan was different from ordinary people, but he was too different. What was the point of holding it until today? Guisha knew that Feng Qinghan was a man of action, and he would execute it once he made a decision. At the same time, this also made him understand how deeply Yinyin's words affected Feng Qinghan.
"Is Yinyin going to attend?"
"Um."
I don’t know what Feng Qinghan was thinking, but if it really was going to be held, Yinyin would certainly have no reason to refuse, so she nodded without hesitation.
"Yeah, I'll make the arrangements, you guys can chat."
Having said that, Feng Qinghan left without hesitation. Although this suited Feng Qinghan's personality, the two people who stayed behind immediately fell into awkwardness. Guisha aside, Yinyin's reaction was quite strong, as if she was fidgeting.
After a long while, Yinyin held the teacup in her hand awkwardly, drinking it in small sips. Guisha was more relaxed and seemed to be at ease, but no one could tell with the mask on. Looking at Yinyin's expression, he finally put down the teacup in his hand...
"Have you told him yet?"
"Um?"
"Don't tell me you didn't say anything ."
Yinyin was silent. It was true that she didn't react when Guisha first said it, but after the second sentence, no matter how slow she was, she would not fail to understand the meaning of the words. After a moment of silence, Yinyin slowly put down the teacup in her hand...
"You should go back, right? To Prince Jing's side."
Yinyin's silence gave Guisha the answer. He didn't want to ask any questions, so he had to change the topic. She heard every word of Guisha very clearly. Or should I say that when he was not wearing a mask, Guisha's voice was so clear. She couldn't help but raise her left hand to touch the bracelet on her right wrist, with a melancholy expression...
"You came here so that you would have no regrets. If you say nothing, you will be the only one who regrets."
Guisha poured himself another cup of tea and drank it by himself, completely irresponsible for what he had said, leaving Yinyin alone to worry about it.
There was another moment of silence, Yin Yin's hand slowly removed from the bracelet, but her eyes did not leave: "You are right, I seem to have always avoided it until now. Although I feel it vaguely, some things still need to be confirmed in person. If I just guess out of thin air, I will not get the answer, and I will not sit here."
"…So what happens after we confirm it?"
After hearing Yin Yin's words, Guisha didn't understand why he asked that, but he just wanted to know.
"Only after confirmation can I find the path I should take in the future. No matter what the answer is, I feel that I will understand it now. I don't want to waste time anymore, because if I continue to waste time like this, it seems that I will continue to hurt that person."
The "that person" in Yin Yin's words made Guisha a little concerned. He raised his eyes and looked at Yin Yin. Although he knew that there was always an indescribable sadness in Yin Yin's expression, at this moment, that sadness seemed to be more obvious?
