Chapter 88: Missing a Soul
I seemed to be dreaming in a daze, a very long dream. I dreamed of my father and mother. My father was weeding in the fields, and my mother was cooking at home.
I dreamed of my younger sister. This girl was listening to the lecture attentively in the classroom. She will definitely be admitted to a good university in the future. I have to earn more money to pay her tuition.
I dreamed about the people in the village, the guys I played with naked when I was a kid, the familiar uncles and aunts.
I dreamed of the people I met while working alone, people I had lost contact with long ago and whose names and faces I had even forgotten. They were like pictures that flashed through my dreams one by one.
I dreamed of my master, that stinky old man, Lu Xiaofeng, that girl, the cold senior sister Shangguan Xian, the old man, and the big black dog that looked down on me. Sooner or later, I will teach it a lesson.
I dreamed of that silly girl Jiang Qiqi. I wonder if she and Xiaomin are happy living in Yushenmen. But Qiqi must be happy every day.
I dreamed that...
Who did I dream about? What did I dream about?
I……
Who am I? What is this place? Why am I here?
Everything around was hazy, as if there was a thick fog, and the visibility was so low that I could hardly see what was in front of me.
I stood there waiting for a long time. There was no change around me. The fog was still hazy and there was silence. I could only hear my own heartbeat.
I instinctively felt depressed.
After taking a few long breaths, I took cautious steps and walked forward. As I walked, the fog on both sides slowly surged. Visibility increased slightly, but I still couldn't see anything.
I just walked like this, without any purpose or destination in my mind, walking aimlessly. I don't know how far I walked, but the fog suddenly became lighter.
There seemed to be a shadow in the dimness ahead, so I quickly quickened my speed and ran towards it. However, no matter how hard I tried, there was always a distance between me and the shadow.
"Hey, who are you? Where is this place?"
I had to stop and shout loudly.
When I shouted, the fog around me suddenly rolled away . The shadow in front of me also stopped and gradually became clearer.
It's a person.
"Who are you? Excuse me, where is this place?"
I shouted again. I was afraid that he would run away as I chased him, so I stopped.
The man turned around slowly. He was a young man who looked familiar.
It's me!
"I am you, and this is right here in your heart."
I said with a smile on my face.
I was stunned. Is this my heart? I looked around. There was nothing but white mist. I couldn't help but laugh and said, "Don't be ridiculous. Is there nothing in my heart except this mist?"
I still had a smile on my face as I asked back, "So what's on your mind?"
"I have in my heart..."
I blurted out the words, but suddenly I couldn't continue because I couldn't think of anything, I couldn't remember anyone, I couldn't remember anything, I didn't even know who I was.
There is nothing in my mind at all!
"Who are you? What is this place?"
"I've already said that I am you. Do you know who you are?"
The guy asked again. I asked impatiently: "You said you are me, then you must know who I am. Tell me, who am I?"
"you are you."
I couldn't suppress the anger in my heart, and I yelled, "Fuck you, you want to scare me? Do you think you can scare me by turning into me? I'm not someone who can be scared."
"Yin and Yang exist in opposition, but when Yin and Yang merge, new power is generated. Just like when a man and a woman come together, a new life is born. It is full of unknowns and infinite possibilities of new life."
This guy suddenly started talking about great principles, looking like an old charlatan. I frowned and said, "What nonsense. Don't change the subject. Who am I? Where is this place?"
“All your answers are on the other side.”
He suddenly waved his hand, and the fog rolled away in all directions. Not far away, a vast ocean appeared with rolling waves. There was no end in sight, and no sight of the other side.
"You said this is in my heart, damn, how can there be an ocean in my heart?"
The guy on the other side shook his head and said with a smile: "This is the sea of mind. All your doubts and all the answers you want to know are all on the other side of the sea of mind."
What nonsense is this? If this were the sea, we could just get a boat and cross it.
“When you understand the meaning of your existence and the meaning of life, you will naturally be able to cross this sea of the soul.”
I suppressed my dissatisfaction and said, "Don't talk to me about this useless stuff . I just want to know who I am, who are you, and where is this?"
"The Dharmakaya will lead you across, and cleanse you from your addiction. Forever across the Three Pure Lands, your soul will return. Your soul will return, return!"
A faint voice came from the distant sky, invisible and traceless, but with a very special attraction.
"Soul, return home, return home!"
The sound came from far away, as if it was far away in the sky, and as if it was close to the ear.
"You should go back. I hope you will understand it when you come back next time."
The guy opposite suddenly said something, with a smile on his face, as if he would never feel sad or troubled. As soon as he finished speaking, a force of attraction came from the sky, and it became stronger and stronger.
“Swish!”
I couldn't resist and flew off the ground into the sky. The guy stood below and looked up at me.
"boom!"
There was a sudden roar in my mind, and my body shook and leaned forward.
"Uncle Junior Master, Ye Yun!"
A cry of surprise rang in my ears. I turned around and saw that it was Lu Xiaofeng. I was stunned and asked, "Lu Xiaofeng?"
Next to her stood an old man, who looked a little old, probably in his seventies or eighties. I quickly looked around. It was a small room. In addition to the small bed under my buttocks, there was only a table and two chairs in the room. There was a Tai Chi picture hanging on the wall.
"Senior Zhao, how is Junior Master?"
Lu Xiaofeng asked the old man next to him. The old man frowned, stared at me, and suddenly shook his head and said, "Although he has woken up, he is missing a soul. People have three souls, Taiguang, Shuangling, and Youjing, also known as the heavenly soul, the earthly soul, and the human soul. Among them, the human soul controls a person's life span and health."
The old man paused, looked away from me, and then looked at Lu Xiaofeng, saying, "His soul is lost. If it can't be found, his health will be in trouble and his life will soon end."
I was stunned. What the hell? Is this talking about me? My soul is lost?
