Chapter 878: Abe Shao's Name
"From a universal point of view, it's not normal for you to see light emanating from my body. It would be more normal to say that I am emitting black energy all over my body."
Abe Shao really listened to it: "Maybe it's because the vision is blocked, but Du Lin's heart shouldn't glow."
Gu Sanqiu and Albedo looked at each other.
The Heart Cave is a damned place deep in the Dragon Ridge Snow Mountain, and there is no way to turn on the lights.
Or did we have a fight at that time, but due to some powerful force I lost this part of my memory, and then the aftermath of the fight was seen by him?
Otherwise where would the light come from?
Albedo chose his words carefully: "If you don't mind, I can help you check and repair your eyes."
He and Gu Sanqiu suspected that there was something wrong with Abei Shao's eyes.
"No, there's no need."
Abe Shao shook his head. The look between the two of them just now was very obvious, which meant that this was not their fault. The real problem lay with himself.
“Maybe there is light in my heart, or maybe I long for light.”
"At least before the war, your presence had never appeared in the snowy mountains, and it brought about such a shocking change in one go."
Abbe said: "With the help of Durin's wreckage, I am also consciously making up for my own shortcomings. The actions of the Abyss Cult are also a form of persecution for me."
Maybe that's why I see the light in you.
I already exist in this world as a disabled being. If something unexpected happens while I am repairing myself, I don’t know how I should face this world.
Gu Sanqiu was puzzled: "To make up for the defects, does that mean that you are actually practicing in Du Lin's heart? Is there such a saying?"
Many brothers nodded at the same time.
"Well, the average temperature of Dragon Ridge Snow Mountain has dropped slightly recently. By the way, this is also a proof that I can lock him down."
Gu Sanqiu shrugged: "Alright, I won't ask any more about your affairs. What are your plans for the future?"
It's impossible to live my whole life with a name like Abe Shao, which has more connotations of a joke.
"After I consciously left the protection of Durin's heart, apart from wanting to replace him, it seemed that the only thing I had to do was to meet you and see what kind of person you are."
Abbe Shao said: "Two thoughts, but the last one shouldn't have appeared. This is why I am observing other humans in the snowy mountains."
Gu Sanqiu snapped his fingers and said, "It's right that it shouldn't appear. If there is a chance, I can introduce you to a friend whose ancestry is Inazuma. It's a doll made by the god of Inazuma, and it also fell into distress because of this heart problem."
If you calculate it this way, why are there so many problem children around us, or to be more precise, so many problem old men?
Albedo, Guobeng, and now Abeshao, all seem to be troubled by the same general problem.
But to be honest, Albedo should be the one who has the best life among them.
Human beings with complete minds seek perfection, intending to reach a level that they cannot achieve in this lifetime.
A body that will not age or decay, and a soul designed to be more receptive to the world's many forces and information.
But the existences they created all have one characteristic, that is, they are mindless.
Regardless of whether they have self-will or not, what they show is heartlessness.
People with hearts create bodies without hearts, and heartless corpses desire living beings with hearts.
This is not some weird yin-yang complementarity. It is a regret and defect of complete separation. It is also a microcosm of intelligent creatures' efforts to make up for defects and explore knowledge.
If they were allowed to continue their research, they might develop in the direction of the ascension of flesh, blood, weakness and machinery.
Then the world changes dramatically, and everyone dies together in this sinful plot.
Gu Sanqiu smiled and said, "Give yourself a name, something nice to hear."
Abei Shao subconsciously looked at Gu Sanqiu: "I don't want to have any similarity with his name. I want a name that represents a break with the past. The same surname as yours?"
The incense burner twitched his lips and said, "What do you mean by sharing the same surname with me? This is not a surname that belongs exclusively to my family. But I want to warn you that if you want to use this surname after having contact with me, there will definitely be big problems."
"Besides, there is no need to break with the past. It is not difficult for someone like you to admit your origins."
"You can suppress the emotions that come from your heart, and because of your own experiences and what you see and hear, you have independent thoughts. You don't have to dwell on the past anymore."
Gu Sanqiu gave a suggestion: "Or, in other words, using the past as a pretext to walk out of the future will make you feel more sober?"
Abe thought about it: "In the past..."
Gu Sanqiu seemed to have remembered something: "Oh, by the way, let me remind you of something. You should at least give your face a name that matches it. Don't come up with a name that has a strong Liyue style."
How many brothers: ...
Albedo was helpless: "Don't worry about him, he is just like this. You will probably deal with him more often in the future, just get used to it."
"We know a friend who has a strong aura of the stars, but he is just more mysterious. He is nothing compared to a guy like him who has a problem with his brain."
From an alchemist's perspective, to adapt rather than to understand and change a unique existence is already a failure in academic terms.
But there was no way, Sanqiu's mental illness was indeed a difficulty that he could not overcome.
Gu Sanqiu raised his eyebrows: "The aura of the star sea, you are not talking about the golden hair, it seems that he is the only one who meets the requirements."
"Of course it's him. But this aura is getting weaker and weaker now."
Listening to the conversation between Gu Sanqiu and Albedo, Abe's eyes fluctuated slightly.
This kind of communication with other different individuals, rather than talking to himself, is also the scene he longs for.
"I seem to have an idea."
"Leaching, humification, until a noble chalk body like yours."
"I am above the humus and below the chalk, but I have entered the heart of the humus, stained with poisonous blood, and I cannot even achieve the limited freedom of leaching."
"It looks noble, but in fact it is nothing more than a lowly thing that even Leaching cannot compare to."
Abe said calmly: "But even so, I have waited for my own opportunity and new life."
"Sons of Chalk is a supreme masterpiece, but I still want to know what the scenery is like above Chalk."
"Yu Jian, this is the name I came up with."
Robot No. 1 put his hand on his chest with a serious look on his face.
"The Son of Chalk, Gu Sanqiu and Keli, are the ones who are willing to speak softly to that lowly Cocoon, although the way someone speaks is a little strange."
Gu Sanqiu's mouth twitched.
Oh my god, you have to tell me this? That’s too much.
“If one day my cocoon breaks free and I can spread my wings to face this wonderful world, I will share this joy with all of you.”
If he were to transform from a cocoon into a butterfly, he would fly towards those who once spoke to him and brought him light and hope, adding a different kind of colorful light to their lives.
Those who talk like cocoons are foolish and lowly.
But also - meeting.
My name is Yu Jian, and I am a lowly person who should disappear from this world.
Nice to meet you all.
