Chapter 87: The Fallen Heart (2)
" What are you looking at?"
“Whenever I look at the scenery here, I always think it would be nice if I could live here forever.”
"That's no problem, just stay here if you want."
“But once you calm down, you know that this seems like a very unlikely option for me.”
"Why?"
"I can't say I'm selfish, but I just feel that this kind of peaceful and tranquil place is not suitable for me."
As expected, Feng Qinghan still couldn't see through Yinyin's thoughts. Who was there that he couldn't see through? His answer might always be only one, and that was the person in his arms. The more this happened, the more Feng Qinghan felt that he liked this person, so much that he didn't want to let go and wanted to hold her like this forever.
"Then you can stay as long as you want. Although I don't want you to leave, I don't want to force you either. Until the day you want to come back, you are always welcome here."
"Thanks!"
"Silly, what's there to thank for?"
Of course Yinyin knew Feng Qinghan's feelings, but if she didn't thank him, she would feel like she owed him something. Even a simple thank you would be fine. She didn't want to feel guilty towards Feng Qinghan. At least she thought Feng Qinghan didn't deserve her neglect.
"Han should have someone he likes, right?"
"Yeah, that's you."
"I'm asking about the past, there should be, right?"
"Well, let me think——"
I thought Feng Qinghan would answer straightforwardly, but I didn't expect him to think about this kind of thing. Is it difficult to answer? Or is he hiding something? But Feng Qinghan's attitude didn't seem to be hiding anything.
"No."
After a moment's consideration, Feng Qinghan gave an answer, which seemed to be a combination of previous conclusions. This surprised Yin Yin a little. Can Feng Qinghan's words be trusted?
"Why?"
"To be honest, maybe you won't believe it, but it was only after I met you that I had this strong desire to keep someone by my side forever. Yinyin should know that when you want to stay by someone's side or be with someone forever, you will have a different feeling than before. This feeling is what ordinary people call love, right? I only have this thought about you. I want you to stay by my side forever, and I want to be able to hold you like this forever, so I only love you."
Although she had lost her past memories and forgotten her love, Yinyin still clearly realized that Feng Qinghan's words were definitely not those of someone who had experienced love. What Yinyin didn't understand was that Feng Qinghan seemed mature, considerate, and knew more than others. He should have experienced it, so why hadn't he encountered it? Would she really be the first person he fell in love with?
In fact, how could Yin Yin know that to Feng Qinghan in the past, in his eyes, all the women in the world were just for his pleasure. He only selected some stunning beauties, and after hugging them, he would treat them according to his mood at the time, just like the maids around him now, who were all people who had devoted themselves to him, but he called them to come and dismissed them at will, and ignored them. In short, he didn't take them seriously at all. He looked at and treated those people he had hugged in this way. If Yin Yin knew all this, how would she view Feng Qinghan?
" Is that why you can say it so easily? Love!"
"At least I think when it comes, I shouldn't keep it buried in my heart."
"Timing?"
Yinyin came up with a new word for a certain word in Feng Qinghan's words, which made Feng Qinghan's face fluctuate a little, but it was fleeting, and he still smiled: "Well, I'm afraid of losing you, so I will grasp every moment with you."
Feng Qinghan's words still rang in Yin Yin's ears as usual. At this moment, Yin Yin was not thinking about Feng Qinghan's words, but about other things, a brief memory that she cared about and could never forget or erase.
"Yin Yin, you have to remember that my heart will never change. I will wait for you until you figure it out."
"……Um."
In the haze, Feng Qinghan's words made Yin Yin nod unconsciously. She might know or might not know the meaning of Feng Qinghan's words, but Feng Qinghan's words made her feel like she was being pulled by an irresistible magic that made her unable to refuse.
Another night is coming.
In a study room in Qingfeng Palace, there were five figures besides Feng Qinghan who was sitting at the table. These five figures had also appeared in the Zhou Kingdom...
“Was the competition this fierce before?”
Looking at the black words on the white paper in his hand, Feng Qinghan spoke in his usual manner, which made Canyun's sword eyebrows move slightly: "Sir, please don't make such a joke."
"Uh, what's up with this list?"
"This is the list of personnel involved in this plan. If you have no objection, I will announce it."
“Hmm!”
After hearing Canyun's words, Feng Qinghan seemed to look at the list in his hand seriously, while the others waited silently for Feng Qinghan's answer.
"I say Canyun, why does someone's name appear on this list?"
As soon as Feng Qinghan spoke, one of the five people present trembled , the other three were silent, and Canyun spoke: "I think he is more suitable."
"is that so?"
Feng Qinghan raised his head, and his eyes fell on someone as if he was casually talking. The person seemed to have noticed Feng Qinghan's gaze, and dared not raise his head. Time passed by little by little, but there was no sound in the study. Others did not dare to speak, but Feng Qinghan seemed to be staring at someone with interest. Finally, the person could not stand the unknown look from Feng Qinghan, and fell to his knees: "Please give me another chance, sir."
"Chance?"
Feng Yao's head almost touched the ground, which showed his determination. Feng Qinghan, however, leaned back unmoved, tapping his right hand with his left hand holding a folding fan again and again, as if he was thinking about something. The other four could only watch and wait silently. As long as Feng Qinghan didn't speak, none of them dared to speak first.
