Chapter 8 Falling in love with you was an accident 1
"Li Su! Don't go! This is just a misunderstanding, I didn't mean to lie to you!"
It was late autumn, and the wind whistling across one's face was like a knife cutting one's pain. Regardless of the large group of people in the restaurant, Su Han chased after Li Su who rushed out, shouting loudly, and Xu Zhe also chased after him.
Li Su held his breath and ran for several blocks before stopping and turning around: "Su Han, you know that I like him, but you never told me, you guys..."
In order to attend her best friend's birthday party, she specially changed into a cute red cloak, but at this moment, Li Su's expression was very ugly, and her tone was full of sarcasm and sadness.
"I treat you as my best friend, and foolishly tell you my most important secrets and everyone I like, but what about you? Not only did you lie to me for so long, but you also hide behind me and laugh at my jokes every day?"
Su Han's heart tightened when she saw Li Su like this. Today, she never expected Xu Zhe to suddenly confess his love to her, and so many people would hear it! The beautiful story had changed, and she felt like she had become a sinner.
"Li Su, listen to me, I didn't..."
"I'm so stupid!" Li Su burst into tears. She pointed at Su Han and accused him, "You liar! Couldn't you have told me earlier that you two weren't siblings? Would I have fought with you for him if you liked Xu Zhe? Do you have to do such a vicious thing?"
Su Han didn't know how to defend herself, because indeed, she had concealed Xu Zhe's identity from Li Su for so long...it was all her own selfishness!
Su Han was wearing a silver angel necklace around her neck, which was shining brightly under the street lights at night. Li Su knew that this was the birthday gift Xu Zhe gave her. For a moment, her eyes seemed to be stung and she gritted her teeth.
"Su Han! From now on, we are no longer friends!"
After saying this, she ran away quickly.
"Su Han, are you okay?"
Seeing that her face ran after her and held her shoulders. Su Han stood there in a daze, unable to react for a long time.
She didn't know why things had turned out like this. Maybe she shouldn't have bothered with the contract. Maybe she shouldn't have agreed to Xu Zhe moving in. Maybe she should have told Li Su the truth...
However, some things have happened and cannot be undone no matter how much you try to make amends.
"Go away!" She pushed Xu Zhe away fiercely, "If it weren't for you, things wouldn't have turned out like this!"
Her eyes were already filled with tears. Although she knew that what she said was totally wrong, the grievance, sadness, and guilt in her heart all needed an outlet to vent.
"If I had known this would happen, I would rather not have passed by and helped you..."
Hearing such hurtful words, Xu Zhe's face finally showed a trace of fluctuation, but his voice was still restrained and gentle: "Su Han, calm down, this is not your fault."
She didn't appreciate it at all and continued to say the most outrageous words: "Why not? Did you see Li Su's expression? She hates me! This is all because of you. I wish you didn't exist!"
He looked at her for a few seconds: "You have lost your mind now, so I won't blame you for saying this, but I want to tell you that even if it happens again, I will choose to do this, and I don't regret it at all."
"Even if it means I become enemies with my best friend? Even if it means I am abandoned by my friends and relatives?" Su Han once again pushed Xu Zhe's hand away, ripped off the angel necklace he had put on her, and threw it to the ground, "I don't want this kind of love!"
After saying that, Su Han walked away without looking back.
Xu Zhe's eyes turned pitch black, as if waves were gathering inside, hitting the hidden reefs again and again. His fists unclenched and clenched, clenched and unclenched again, but in the end he just picked up the necklace on the ground, saying nothing.
After returning home, Su Han locked herself in her room for the whole day , without answering the phone or eating. She even ignored Xu Zhe's knocking on the door. When she got up the next morning, she saw herself in the mirror and was shocked by her pale face.
Last night, Xu Zhe came back and knocked on the door a few times, but then stopped. It was no wonder. She had said such harsh words to him. Anyone who heard them would be furious and never want to talk to her again, right? Especially a gifted child like Xu Zhe? The only thing she could be thankful for was that it was almost the end of the semester, so she didn't need to go to school every day. Otherwise, how could she face everyone's gaze? In the eyes of Li Su and Zheng Hao, she must have become a despicable person. If possible, she really wanted to be a coward for the rest of her life.
For several days in a row, Su Han tried her best to avoid Xu Zhe, refused to eat the food he cooked, and always waited until he left before coming out of her room. Although she didn't know how long she could get away with it, she just couldn't get over it.
But she had to go to school because she had an exam on Monday.
Li Su also chose that class, so Su Han inevitably saw her in the classroom. Li Su always arrived earlier than her, and this time was no exception. However, she did not sit in their usual fixed seats. Instead, she sat far away, chatting with a few unfamiliar classmates in the corner of the classroom. She caught a glimpse of Su Han at the door with her eyes, and turned her head away indifferently.
She didn’t know if it was an illusion, but Su Han always felt that everyone looked at her strangely.
Because she was absent-minded, she answered the questions hastily and left the examination room, slowly walking towards the school gate. She wanted to talk to Li Su, but she didn't know what to do.
There were so many people gathered at the school gate, which was really abnormal. She glanced over casually and saw a huge brown teddy bear standing in the most conspicuous position. Its fat body looked very cute, with a small red flower on its head and two wide funny tears painted on its face. Upon closer inspection, it was holding a sign in its hand, which read - Su Han, please forgive me!
Su Han was stunned and she couldn't help but stop. The teddy bear opposite noticed her and turned the sign over. On the back it said - Su Han, I was wrong!
Some classmates who recognized Su Han pointed at her and whispered about her.
"Su Han is the assistant of our school basketball team! Is this her boyfriend? How romantic!"
"Hey! I heard that her boyfriend stole Li Su?"
"That's impossible! They are good friends!"
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The discussion was noisy and boisterous, but it was not pleasant for Su Han to hear. The teddy bear opposite ran towards her clumsily. She knew at a glance that it must be Xu Zhe inside...
The teddy bear finally ran to her side. He held the teddy bear's big face and rubbed her pitifully. Seeing her backing away, he ran behind her and gave her a back massage.
The series of funny and sad behaviors made her laugh and cry, but Su Han's originally gloomy mood did not improve so easily. She finally sighed and touched the head of the teddy bear: "Xu Zhe, let me be quiet, I will be fine, thank you."
