Chapter 79: Severe Injury (6)
After hearing Zhou Yan's words, Yin Yin immediately understood what he meant and was thinking. In her opinion, Zhou Yan was not a completely cold-blooded person. He would occasionally do unexpectedly considerate things like this. It no longer mattered whether it was directed at her or not. Yin Yin thought that as long as Zhou Yan had the heart to care for others, it was good. She believed that sooner or later Zhou Yan would wake up, and his gentleness would no longer belong to her alone. Yin Yin faithfully looked forward to the day when Zhou Yan's gentle heart would be released.
"How gentle."
"Well?"
Yin Yin murmured something softly, but Zhou Yan couldn't hear it clearly.
"nothing."
It was not that she was trying to hide anything. Since no one heard it, there was no need for Yin Yin to repeat it. She also had no intention of really saying it out loud. She just said it unconsciously. Yin Yin's expression revealed a faint smile. Zhou Yan didn't know the reason, but this faint smile made Zhou Yan's heart full of warmth. Seeing this smile also proved that Yin Yin was no longer secretly sad about Zhou Cheng's affairs, so Zhou Yan felt a little more relaxed.
"Yin Yin——"
Zhou Yan called softly, fearing that a louder voice would ruin the atmosphere.
"Um?"
"you……"
"What?"
Zhou Yan's words were rarely so vague, which made Yin Yin feel a little concerned.
"I mean..."
"Um?"
It was rare for Zhou Yan to be hesitant, but it was rarer to be like this. What did Zhou Yan want to say? He knew he had something to say, but when he felt it on his lips, he swallowed it back? This made Yin Yin even more concerned.
Maybe Zhou Yan himself also found that he was very strange now, but he didn't know how strange it was. Anyway, he had to say it out loud. After adjusting his state a little, Zhou Yan said: "You really don't regret it?"
"What? Regret?"
"With me."
"You're talking about this, why should I regret it?"
"You didn't do it voluntarily, did you? I forced you to do it that way."
Yinyin didn't know why Zhou Yan brought up these things at this time. Perhaps even Zhou Yan himself didn't know. By bringing these up at this time, wasn't he afraid that Yinyin would treat him cruelly like she did to Zhou Cheng? But there was one thing Yinyin was sure of, that is, Zhou Yan still had doubts about her decision. Rather than doubts, it was more uncertainty and uneasiness.
"I have no regrets, and I will never regret it. This is my own choice. Even if you didn't force me, I would have made the same choice."
"Really?"
Of course, the so-called choice that Yin Yin mentioned refers to traveling with him. How could Zhou Yan not be excited when hearing these words?
"Um."
In that situation, the choice and escape were up to Yinyin herself, as she had made an agreement with Zhou Yan to fulfill it. She could escape at that time. However, after that, when she was in opposition and even war with Zhou Cheng, Yinyin had to make a choice. There was no escape, so Yinyin chose one side and hurt the other. Zhou Yan certainly didn't know what Yinyin was thinking.
Hurting one person once is already very painful for Yin Yin. If she continues to hurt another, Yin Yin will probably be hurt even more, and she may not be able to stand up again. Of course, Yin Yin is not only considering herself, but also Zhou Yan who is not hurt now. Zhou Yan, who is completely immersed in what Yin Yin said and is excited, is absolutely unaware of what Yin Yin is thinking about.
Afterwards, Zhou Yan left with joy, but Yin Yin became more worried than before...
Regardless of whether Zhou Yan understood her words or not, only Yin Yin herself knew that she did not speak. As for how much he could understand, that was Zhou Yan's own business. Some things would not benefit anyone if they were made clear, especially at this time, so Yin Yin did not explain them. She could only bear everything silently, even if it was only temporarily. She did not want Zhou Yan to be hurt by her.
These days, every night, especially late at night, Yinyin would always think of the scene when she hurt Zhou Cheng that day. His expression at that time has never left her mind. It turns out that it is so painful to really hurt someone and hurt him so deeply. So was it the same when Zhou Cheng hurt her? Yinyin dare not make a comparison easily. Since she lost her memory, this time made Yinyin really feel very painful. The pain of hurting others and hurting herself was so painful...
Tears flowed silently, and she had thousands of doubts in her heart. However, she was exhausted by the emotions. There were too many people involved in this kind of invisible and intangible emotion, so many that Yinyin was exhausted. However, where was the person she wanted to see the most at this moment? Would seeing him completely redeem her from this pain?
A gust of wind blew into Yin Yin's tent. The lights had been turned off long ago, so there was no such thing as the wind blowing out the lights. Yin Yin was awakened by the wind, and what appeared in front of her the next moment?
“It’s… you!?”
With an unsure and uncertain attitude, Yin Yin looked at the person who appeared in front of her with tears in her eyes. Perhaps because she was used to the darkness, she could more or less make out the outline of the person.
"…I'm here to pick you up."
Yin Yin looked at the black shadow that appeared in the darkness with suspicion. On the contrary, the black shadow could see Yin Yin's every move very clearly , including her tearful eyes.
