Chapter 7 What is buried 5
After the storm, life returns to calm.
On the campus of University B, the young and sunny female students are always surrounded by some attentive male students.
Qing Nuan gradually grew into such a beautiful woman.
The difference is that every time a handsome boy comes to ask for Qing Nuan's contact information, there is always a boy in a basketball jersey who runs over and arrogance to claim his sovereignty, waving his hands at all the boys who want to get close to Qing Nuan: "Go away, this girl is already taken."
Later, Xu Jiarong, who was far away at A University, heard about these things. She gave Song Yang a nickname on the phone, "the wife-protecting maniac."
This nickname made Qing Nuan feel a little embarrassed, but Song Yang enjoyed it very much.
Whenever Xu Jiarong mocked him for being a "wife-protecting maniac", Song Yang would act as if it was a matter of course: "I am protecting my wife, so what can you do to me?"
If you don't go into it too deeply, Qing Nuan and Song Yang can be considered a good story on campus.
After all, they were campus lovers who went through three years of high school together, entered college together, and finally were able to hold hands. Such an experience is still rare in college.
But Qing Nuan knew that the relationship between her and Song Yang was only superficial.
Sometimes I feel like I have nothing, as if I have been abandoned by the world; sometimes, I have many friends around me, but I still feel lonely; sometimes, when I walk past a familiar street corner and see a familiar figure, I suddenly think of a person's face; sometimes, I suddenly want to cry, but I am too sad to cry; when it is late at night and everyone , I suddenly feel lonely and penetrate into my bones; sometimes, I suddenly can't find myself and lose myself...
Qing Nuan thought, perhaps everyone has had similar experiences, smiling diligently like a puppet during the day, but lying in bed at night unable to fall asleep, with many images constantly flashing in their minds, like a movie.
Qing Nuan still thinks of Cheng Ge, herself, and J City, whether they are sad or happy, worried or painful. Insomnia has become a common thing, and reminiscing has become a habit for Qing Nuan. Every time, she endures loneliness alone at night.
Qing Nuan didn't want to get used to it, but she was powerless to change it.
Facing Song Yang——
Her heart seemed to never learn to beat like a deer.
Her smile always seems quiet and peaceful.
No jealousy, no envy, no surprise, no nervousness.
Just like that, she walked beside Song Yang like drinking tea, bland and tasteless, and spent two years there.
Before they knew it, they had become junior students.
Qing Nuan has been quietly and calmly serving as Song Yang's girlfriend, and has also been trying hard to fulfill the duties of a girlfriend . Gradually, she has learned to hold hands with Song Yang calmly and hug Song Yang calmly.
But she never let Song Yang kiss her.
Qing Nuan could never get over that hurdle.
She once read a sentence in a book that touched her heart. Qing Nuan gradually felt like a mental patient, living a good life, but she would always recall the past.
This is not good and should be corrected.
But every time she wanted to change, she felt helpless.
Just like that beautiful and tear-jerking sentence - there is a grave in my heart, and a widow is buried there.
Buried in her heart is the past that she and Cheng Ge are reluctant to part with. How can she change it?
It’s been two years.
In the past two years, Cheng Ge has not contacted her again.
It was really ridiculous that the last conversation between her and Cheng Ge ended in a boxing gym, and it was an argument...
Although Qing Nuan knew that Cheng Ge was at University A, she could no longer inquire about him or see him.
That's what farewell is.
There was nothing left between her and him, just farewell.
