Chapter 7: Love Rival, Love Rival! one
Some things are better if you don't think about them. If you think about them, you will feel anxious. As I was writing the exercises, my mind flew to An Yixuan. I looked at the time. It was almost 11 o'clock. I wonder if he is asleep? I bit the pen and was in a daze. At this trance, I really felt that everything was like a dream. Will I wake up one day and find myself in the hospital, and An Yixuan... he is already very far away from me.
"An Yixuan, why are you ignoring me?" I asked An Yixuan who didn't even look at me. At this time, An Yixuan looked like an adult again, wearing a black suit, a gray tie, his hair combed meticulously with hairspray, and a very cold expression on his face.
"Sha Xizi, we have broken up for a long time, please stop bothering me." An Yixuan didn't want to see my feelings at all, and his tone was stiff and cold.
"Break up? Why are we breaking up? Can we not break up?" My tears suddenly welled up and I couldn't help but grab An Yixuan's arm.
An Yixuan shook off my hand and stood far away from me, his expression serious and distant: "I'm about to get married, can you please sober up?"
"Get married? Marry whom? Why? Don't you love me very much?" I yelled a little hysterically.
"Of course the person I love the most is not you." A sneer came out of An Yixuan's mouth, a mocking sneer. The laughter became louder and louder, almost shattering my eardrums.
"No! Don't!" I yelled, and my head hit the table hard, and I woke up. The bright energy-saving eye-protection desk lamp, the small desk, and the open English exercise book with wet tear marks, I touched my face, and my face was covered with tears and cold sweat. I looked around, yes, it was just a dream, I was still 16 years old, I breathed a sigh of relief, took out a tissue to wipe my eyes, and suddenly thought of the story of Zhuang Zhou dreaming of a butterfly. Did Zhuang Zhou dream of a butterfly, or did the butterfly dream of Zhuang Zhou? Doesn't it look like me now? I am afraid that one day I will wake up and find myself back to 26 years old.
"Not asleep yet?" A message suddenly popped up on the mobile phone, and it was from An Yixuan!
I held the phone excitedly: "No, I just finished the English exercises, and I still have Chinese to do." My hands were almost shaking as I typed.
"Go to bed early. There are endless exercises to do. It's just a final exam. Don't be too nervous. Good night." An Yixuan's words warmed my heart, and I lost all my sleepiness.
"Good night." I still replied with two simple words. I didn't want to say anything more and make him worry. An Yixuan, for you, all my hard work is worth it!
I studied for a few more days. Although I was a big shot and had been busy with my studies recently, the bell still made me feel a little uncomfortable, so I chose a day at noon to climb over the wall and go to St. John's. I wonder what An Yixuan's reaction would be when he saw me? Would he be very happy and surprised? I thought happily.
I had just jumped down and was about to go to the playground when I heard a girl with a clear and tender voice say, "An Yixuan, I like you!" I stopped immediately. An Yixuan? I like you? I repeated these words in my mind. Was this a confession?
I walked towards the sound angrily. Under a big tree not far away, An Yixuan was standing face to face with a girl. The girl was tall and looked almost as tall as An Yixuan. She had bangs on her melon-seed face and big eyes that sparkled like gems. She was wearing a white school uniform, revealing two slender legs. I gritted my teeth and began to recall the high school girlfriend that An Yixuan confessed to me... It seemed that there was really a similar one!
"An Yixuan, I've liked you since the first time I saw you. This is the first time I've confessed my love to a boy since I was a child. I know you're worthy of it, and I feel I'm totally worthy of you!" The girl's pretty face was full of confidence.
"Yayi, she is Yayi! One of An Yixuan's former girlfriends!" I clenched my fists. An Yixuan once said that when he was in the first year of high school, he dated a girl who was almost as tall as him. She was also very beautiful, with a delicate face and a great figure. Isn't she the tall girl in front of me! I only vaguely remember that her name seemed to be Yayi. I absolutely cannot let them continue! Thinking of this, I gritted my teeth and deliberately shouted: "Rat, there is a rat!"
"Ah, mouse, where is the mouse?" The girl was obviously frightened by me. She screamed at first, and then stared at me in horror.
"What are you looking at? I just saw a very big rat. It ran towards you and disappeared." I blinked and said seriously.
"What nonsense are you talking about? There is no mouse. An Yixuan, let's ignore her." The girl reacted quickly and said directly to An Yixuan.
" Haha , your eyesight is not good, An Yixuan, did you see the mouse?" I asked, staring at An Yixuan.
An Yixuan looked at me in surprise and was speechless for a moment.
"Who are you? How dare you eavesdrop on other people's conversation?" The girl became even angrier.
"Is this your private place? You don't allow me to pass by?" I said with a pout.
"An Yixuan, do you know her?" the girl asked angrily, glaring at An Yixuan.
"You, you are so small that I didn't even notice when you came." An Yixuan glanced at me, his tone full of helplessness.
"I'm small? You might as well just say I'm short? You can't see me, right? Of course, I don't have long legs." I suddenly exploded and my eyes couldn't help but turn red.
"Yai, you go back first. She is my friend. I'm sorry, my friend is a little willful." An Yixuan said to her gently.
Yayi rolled his eyes at me and turned away. I became even angrier and stared at An Yixuan. It seemed as if I had thousands of things to say and ask, but I couldn't utter a single word.
An Yixuan looked at me blankly and said, "What's wrong with you? Why did you come here suddenly without telling me? Are you still busy with your studies recently?"
"Humph, of course you don't want me to come. I guess it disturbs you, right? I can leave now!" I turned around and was about to leave.
An Yixuan grabbed me, his hand was very strong, and his tone was a little angry: "What are you doing? Who asked you to leave? Why are you suddenly so unreasonable?"
"I am being unreasonable. I am so busy with my studies but I still take time out to see you and disturb your date with others." I turned around and glared at An Yixuan angrily.
"What date? She said she had something to talk to me about, so I came out. We just started chatting!" An Yixuan's expression looked innocent.
"That's a bother. If I had come a little later, maybe..." I bit my lip and couldn't continue. I felt my heart aching and tears started to well up in my eyes again.
An Yixuan sighed: "I really don't know what you girls are thinking. It's so complicated. If you come a little later, nothing will happen. Stop thinking too much, okay?" His tone softened.
I pouted, still feeling very dissatisfied, and just lowered my head to look at the messy grass on the ground.
"You haven't come to play for a long time. Are you still upset? I'm going to play ball. Please come with me." An Yixuan pulled my arm and asked.
I pursed my lips and nodded: "Go, of course." If I don't go, it will give other girls another opportunity!
"Can you smile a little? It's so ugly." An Yixuan raised his eyebrows and said with a bit of disgust.
"You think I'm ugly? Then I won't go. I'll go back to school." I stood there and refused to move. It seemed like there was a fire in my heart that always wanted to explode.
An Yixuan patted my head and said in a somewhat fierce tone: "Do you dare to say you don't want to go again? Don't be stubborn. Come with me to play ball. And help me get water and towels." After that, he dragged my arm and walked away.
I followed him to the playground while feeling angry. The sun was shining brightly at noon. An Yixuan asked me to stay at the playground to rest. He walked to the middle of the playground and quickly changed into a sports top, which caused the girls to scream again.
