I am a stubborn person who is unwilling to let go...
But this time, I suddenly wanted to let go.

"Tang Duoduo, if you continue to be so depressed, I will go tell Wen Yuanxun!" Chen Jiayuan couldn't help but say as she saw Tang Duoduo hanging her head all day.
Tang Duoduo covered her head with a pillow, her tone a little frustrated: "Don't bother me, didn't you just say you wanted to go out with Kang Kang? Hurry up and leave..."
Chen Jiayuan looked at her mobile phone. Kang Kang had sent her a date message twenty minutes ago. However, looking at Tang Duoduo's expression, she really couldn't bear to leave her at home.
"Oh, please go away quickly and don't worry about me. I'm really fine." Tang Duoduo waved her hand.
"I can't leave seeing you like this. Don't think about it anymore. I'll feel guilty if you keep thinking about it." Chen Jiayuan felt a little guilty when she thought of what Kang Kang had revealed yesterday.
If I had known this earlier, I wouldn't have tried to get to the bottom of this.
If Wen Yuanxun knew about this, who knows how he would deal with them.
Tang Duoduo sat up from the bed, hugged the pillow, and asked Chen Jiayuan in a serious tone: "Is Kang Kang also used to hiding things from you and bearing all the sad things by himself? If that's the case, wouldn't you be unhappy and feel useless?"
Chen Jiayuan thought for a moment and rubbed her hair: "Ah, will I be unhappy? I don't know..."
Tang Duoduo sighed, and was in a state of entanglement: "I feel useless and can't help, so I feel annoyed..."
"Come on, I've only been with that guy for a few days. How much do you think I know? But based on that guy's personality, nothing should escape my eyes." Chen Jiayuan's expression was very certain.
After hearing this answer, Tang Duoduo fell on the bed and continued to cover her head with the pillow.
Although she had known Wen Yuanxun for so many years, Tang Duoduo suddenly found that she could not see through him. Just like the matter of the guitar club, if Kang Kang didn't tell her, she would probably be kept in the dark.
Chen Jiayuan wanted to relieve her guilt, so she walked to Tang Duoduo's bed and shook her: "Hey, don't be depressed, let's go eat something, let Kang Kang take us with us, okay?"
Tang Duoduo shook her head: "You go by yourself, I don't want to go out."
"Go, go, you have to trust Wen Yuanxun!" Chen Jiayuan continued to pull.
Tang Duoduo stretched her head out and said, "Go ahead. Don't let me delay your date. I want to sleep a little longer. Just bring me something to eat."
Chen Jiayuan looked a little worried: "Are you sure I can leave? Don't let your imagination run wild. I feel bad if you do this."
Tang Duoduo reached out and touched her head: "Be good, go and bring me some food. I don't want to think much, I just want to sleep for a while. "
Hearing this, Chen Jiayuan sighed: "Okay, then I'll leave and be back soon . What do you want to eat?"
"Mango glutinous rice and tofu pudding, hehe, thank you." Tang Duoduo forced a smile.
Seeing Tang Duoduo smile, Chen Jiayuan continued to confirm: "Are you sure you're okay?"
Tang Duoduo nodded vigorously.
Chen Jiayuan finally felt relieved: "Okay, wait for me in the dormitory, I'll be back soon. Don't worry, I will definitely bring you something delicious." After saying that, Chen Jiayuan left with her bag on her back.
Tang Duoduo was the only one left in the empty dormitory. She took her cell phone out from under her pillow. She hadn't received any message from Wen Yuanxun all day. Was he worried about the guitar club?
Who can help him at this time?
When thinking about this question, a name popped up in Tang Duoduo's mind - Gu Yu'an.
As the drama club is the largest club in the school, Gu Yuan must know how to save the guitar club.
If she was willing to help, maybe the guitar club could be saved?
Thinking of this, Tang Duoduo almost jumped out of the bed.
After putting on her clothes as quickly as possible, Tang Duoduo hurried to the drama club. Along the way, she imagined many wonderful possibilities, thinking that if Gu Yu'an agreed to help, the guitar club would be out of danger, and that she could finally do something for Wen Yuanxun, she couldn't help but get excited.
But as soon as she entered the drama club, the gossip she unexpectedly heard shattered all her fantasies.
"I don't want to join the guitar club anymore. Anyway, I never had the intention to learn guitar seriously from the beginning..."
"Me too. At first I just wanted to get close to Wen Yuanxun, but I didn't know that guy had such bad taste and fell in love with Tang Duoduo."
"Yeah, even if you don't like Gu Yu'an, you can't be like Tang Duoduo, right?"
"Yeah, you should stay in the drama club from now on. There are a lot of handsome guys here, and you can see beautiful girls every day. It's better to stay here than in the guitar club."
"I think so too. The drama club is more interesting. Many people have quit recently. It seems that the guitar club can no longer operate."
In the rehearsal hall of the drama club, several girls were talking to each other.
Hearing these words, Tang Duoduo felt depressed and her eyes became a little dry. She completely forgot her purpose and just wanted to leave here.
"Duoduo, why are you here?" As soon as I turned around, I heard a familiar voice behind me.
Tang Duoduo turned around and saw Gu Yu'an standing behind her with a smile on his face. She felt like she couldn't go forward or backward, so she smiled awkwardly and said, "Nothing, I'll leave now."
Having said that, Tang Duoduo rushed out of the drama club.
"Hey, Duoduo, wait a minute." Gu Yu'an followed Tang Duoduo out of the drama club.
Tang Duoduo stopped when she reached the tree-lined path leading back to the dormitory.
"Yu'an, I'm fine, you go back first." Thinking that Gu Yu'an was worried about her and that was why she chased out so nervously, Tang Duoduo hurriedly said.
Gu Yu'an just smiled coldly: "Did you hear what I said just now?"
Tang Duoduo looked a little shocked and nodded.
"In fact, what they said represents the voices of many people." Gu Yu'an stood there with her hands on her hips, and then continued, "The many people here mainly refer to those who quit the guitar club."
It turns out that Gu Yu'an also knew about the crisis of the guitar club.
Tang Duoduo stared at her toes, like a child who had made a mistake, and didn't know how to respond for a moment.
"Remember what I told you last time at the art festival? Everyone likes to read fairy tales and likes to see the prince and princess together. This is the ending that everyone is happy to see." Gu Yu'an spread his hands and continued, "So, the reason why the guitar club has become what it is now is all because of you."
Hearing this, Tang Duoduo's face turned red with guilt.
Although Gu Yu'an's words were a bit harsh, she was indeed speaking the truth.
The guitar world has become what it is now, not because of Wen Yuanxun, nor because of anything else, but because of me...
"Duoduo." Gu Yu'an walked to Tang Duoduo's side and patted her shoulder gently. "Let Wen Yuanxun go. He will be better without you. The guitar club is his hard work all along. You know that, right?"
For the first time, Tang Duoduo understood why Chen Jiayuan said that she was a paper rabbit, because if a real rabbit encountered such a situation, it would probably bite Gu Yu'an, but now she was unable to refute such words.
"Okay, I've said everything I wanted to say. Think about it carefully." Gu Yu'an said, patted Tang Duoduo's shoulder gently, and then left.
Tang Duoduo looked at Gu Yu'an's back, feeling indescribable feelings in her heart.
She is a stubborn person who is unwilling to let go...
But this time, she suddenly wanted to let go.
As far as Chen Jiayuan could remember, she had never had such an awkward dinner that made her wish she could find a hole to crawl into.
There were four people at the table. Tang Duoduo picked up the dishes carelessly with a melancholy look on her face, Wen Yuanxun had a stern face and looked at Tang Duoduo coldly, and Kang Kang, who was sitting next to her, looked at the two people opposite him nervously and worriedly just like her.
"Ahem, the air conditioning in this store is quite good...haha..." In order to break the atmosphere, Chen Jiayuan casually found a topic.
Kang Kang actually responded to such a boring topic tactfully: "Yes, yes, haha, the food is delicious too, come on, come on, eat quickly, eat quickly..."
As expected of a couple, as soon as Kang Kang finished speaking, Chen Jiayuan started eating the food in exaggerated big mouthfuls, praising as she ate: "Oh, the mushroom soup is so delicious, and the beef is so tender..."
But even though the two performed so passionately, the two people on the opposite side still looked lifeless.
Tang Duoduo seemed to have lost her soul. She was shoveling the white rice in the bowl intermittently with a dull look in her eyes.
Wen Yuanxun, who was sitting next to her, never took his eyes off her. Wen Yuanxun was also a little depressed. Tang Duoduo ignored him all day. It seemed that he had done something wrong, but when he asked her, she said nothing.
Wen Yuanxun felt a little angry at this cold treatment.
Chen Jiayuan, who was already a little annoyed with acting, glared at Kang Kang beside her, then put down her chopsticks angrily.
"Hey, you two, why are you so angry? The most important thing is you, Tang Duoduo." Chen Jiayuan pointed at Tang Duoduo , and continued, "Who have you been showing your displeasure to all day? What's on your mind? Just say it out, don't torture us, and don't torture Wen Yuanxun, who has been kind to you all day."
After hearing such a passionate speech, Kang Kang couldn't help but clap his hands gently, but what he got in return was a roll of the eyes from Chen Jiayuan.
Tang Duoduo finally raised her head, her eyes were a little dull and her expression was a little sad. She glanced at Wen Yuanxun, then at Chen Jiayuan, and moved her mouth as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she did not open her mouth.
"Tang Duoduo, just say whatever you want to say. With your personality, you've been holding it in for too long and you're going to feel uncomfortable." Wen Yuanxun said.
Chen Jiayuan agreed repeatedly: "Yes, just tell us what happened. If you hold it in, you will suffer, and we will suffer too."
Tang Duoduo lowered her head and thought for a few seconds, then said weakly: "Jiayuan, Kangkang, can you step aside for a moment? I have something to say to Wen Yuanxun."
Hearing this, Chen Jiayuan felt a bad feeling in her heart.
Based on her understanding of Tang Duoduo, she knew that there was nothing good about Tang Duoduo saying such words and showing such an expression.
"Okay, okay, you guys chat, we won't disturb you, let's go." Chen Jiayuan was about to refuse, but Kang Kang on the side readily agreed. In such an awkward atmosphere, he had long wanted to escape.
"Hey, what are you talking about? Why are you leaving?" Chen Jiayuan showed an impatient expression. She knew that something bad would happen next, so she had to stay and stop Tang Duoduo.
Kang Kang, who had already stood up, heard Chen Jiayuan's words and stood there, not knowing whether to leave or stay.
Tang Duoduo looked at Chen Jiayuan with an embarrassed expression.
Seeing this situation, Wen Yuanxun said, "Chen Jiayuan, you and Kang Kang go first. I'm sorry for today. I'll treat you to dinner next time."
"Yeah, let's go and not disturb them." Kang Kang also joined in.
Hearing Wen Yuanxun say this, and being pulled by Kang Kang, Chen Jiayuan stood up reluctantly with a sad face: "What can't be said in front of us? I tell you, Tang Duoduo, you must not do anything that you will regret!"
When Tang Duoduo heard this, she lowered her head again.
Wen Yuanxun made a relieved expression to Chen Jiayuan, and then let Kang Kang take her away.
After the two left, only Wen Yuanxun and Tang Duoduo were left. The atmosphere did not ease, but instead became even more awkward and weird because of Tang Duoduo's silence.
"Can you tell me what happened now?" Wen Yuanxun tapped Tang Duoduo's forehead and said gently.
Such an intimate gesture made Tang Duoduo feel her nose sour. She shook her head, fearing that tears would fall at an inappropriate time.
"Who bullied you, or do you want to be alone with me?" Wen Yuanxun said in a teasing tone.
He stretched out his hand again, wanting to touch Tang Duoduo's head, but unexpectedly, Tang Duoduo avoided him.
His hand was suspended in the air, and his fingertips felt a little cool. Thinking about Chen Jiayuan's performance just now, Wen Yuanxun felt a little uneasy.
"Wen Yuanxun, I've thought about it for a long time, and I think, we... " Tang Duoduo finally plucked up the courage to speak.
But before she finished, Wen Yuanxun stood up suddenly, took her arm and said, "Let's go. I suddenly remembered that I have something else to do."
Tang Duoduo raised her head. Wen Yuanxun's expression was forbearing, with sadness between his eyebrows. She knew that Wen Yuanxun had seen through her, and he just didn't want to face it at the moment.
"Wen Yuanxun, can we be good friends like before?" Tang Duoduo took Wen Yuanxun's hand and said in a pleading tone.
Wen Yuanxun's body trembled slightly. He was silent for a while, then he slowly spoke: "Tang Duoduo, you have been thinking about it for so long, is this what you want to tell me?"
Tang Duoduo lowered her head, not knowing how to respond. At this moment, she just wanted to bite her lips hard so that she would not burst into tears.
"So, like before, being good friends means breaking up, right?" Wen Yuanxun continued.
Tang Duoduo nodded gently twice.
After receiving such a response, Wen Yuanxun's eyes instantly turned red. He raised his head slightly, trying hard to calm the emotions surging in his heart.
"Can you give me a reason? A reason to break up." Wen Yuanxun's voice was soft, and it seemed to contain great sadness.
Tang Duoduo couldn't hold back her tears after all. She bit her lips tightly, not knowing how to answer such a question.
Should I tell Wen Yuanxun that I want to break up because I don't want to implicate him? Should I tell him that I can't be with him because I want to give the guitar club back to him?
This answer is definitely not acceptable, because the only outcome would be that Wen Yuanxun would never let go.
She couldn't stand by Wen Yuanxun's side selfishly. She also wanted to do something for him, but the only thing she could do at this moment was to let go of his hand...
When Wen Yuanxun saw Tang Duoduo's tears, his heart tightened and he loosened his hand that had been holding Tang Duoduo's arm. He sat opposite Tang Duoduo, then raised his head slightly and gently wiped away her tears.
"I thought you would be happier after breaking up, so I made such a request. But you are obviously so sad, why do you still say such things?" Wen Yuanxun said gently while wiping her tears.
At this moment, Tang Duoduo's tears finally burst out. She knew she couldn't do it, and she knew she couldn't bear to do it... But, but, she could only hold it back, she could only hold it back desperately.
"Do you really want to break up?" Wen Yuanxun confirmed again.
Tang Duoduo nodded vigorously. But even such a simple action had already used up all her courage.
Wen Yuanxun sighed, then patted her head: "Okay, if you want to break up, then we'll break up, but only if you're happy and don't cry anymore."
Tang Duoduo rushed out of the restaurant with her bag before she could break down.
Looking at Tang Duoduo's leaving back , the sadness in Wen Yuanxun's eyes slowly disappeared.
He was not going to leave Tang Duoduo's world, nor would he allow Tang Duoduo, this coward, to escape from his world.
"Tang Duoduo, you are a coward, a wimp, and a heartless person!"
After learning that Tang Duoduo had broken up with Wen Yuanxun , Chen Jiayuan first went into a cold war with her for two days, and then accused her of these three crimes.
In the past three days, Tang Duoduo immersed herself in homework and didn't think about anything related to Wen Yuanxun at all, because she would cry if she thought about it.
So when Chen Jiayuan accused her of those crimes, she felt aggrieved, but didn't want to explain anything.
"I'm talking to you! I know you can hear me, Tang Duoduo. Tell me, are you stupid or foolish? If you broke up with Wen Yuanxun because of the guitar club, look, the guitar club has not been revived because of your breakup! Wen Yuanxun was still recruiting people in the school, but after you made such a fuss, he sleeps soundly in the dormitory every day. It's all because of you!" Chen Jiayuan rushed to Tang Duoduo and said righteously.
Tang Duoduo lowered her head sullenly, neither resisting nor explaining. After a while, she said, "I'm going to do my homework." Then, she turned and left.
After waiting for such a long time, Chen Jiayuan was so angry that she almost passed out. She looked at Tang Duoduo's back and yelled, "Tang Duoduo, I tell you, if Wen Yuanxun leaves one day, don't regret it!"
Tang Duoduo, who had just walked into the corridor, heard Chen Jiayuan's words clearly. She sighed and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
She would definitely regret it, and she would regret it to death. However, she knew that this choice was the best one.
Walking into the studio with a heavy heart and looking at the half-finished entry, Tang Duoduo felt like a wandering ghost, without any inspiration or ideas at all.
Just like that, Tang Duoduo looked at the unfinished dress silently for half an hour before she decided to embroider a totem-like musical note pattern on the cuffs.
Perhaps in this way, I can have a small, secret connection with Wen Yuanxun.
"Tang Duoduo." Just as Tang Duoduo was about to draw her inspiration on the drawing, a long-lost voice came to her ears.
Looking up, Qiao Yuran, wearing the basketball uniform designed by Tang Duoduo, was standing outside the studio with a sunny face.
"Oh, Qiao Yuran." Tang Duoduo was a little surprised after not seeing him for nearly a month, and she couldn't help but raise her voice.
As Qiao Yuran walked into the studio, he said in a somewhat conceited tone, "How about it? Wearing the clothes you designed, do I look particularly handsome?"
Tang Duoduo finally smiled for the first time in three days. She nodded: "Yeah, yeah, very handsome, very handsome."
Qiao Yuran became even more excited after being praised like this. He touched his hair and posed in a way that he thought was very handsome. "Is there any reward for me who came back with the trophy?"
"A trophy?" Tang Duoduo's eyes widened, a little unbelieving, "Did you get the prize?"
Qiao Yuran showed an unhappy expression: "Winning the award is a must! Do you think that only Wen Yuanxun can win the award?"
Hearing this familiar name, Tang Duoduo's expression immediately turned gloomy. Her eyes fell on the corner of the studio, and she tried to make herself look more natural.
"Hey, that expression, there must be something wrong." But Qiao Yuran saw through it all easily. He stood in front of Tang Duoduo, his expression became a little serious, "Tang Duoduo, tell me, did that Wen Yuanxun bully you? If he bullied you, tell me, I will never let him off!"
Tang Duoduo stared at her toes and said in a weak voice: "No, he didn't bully me."
"Didn't I bully you? Then why do you look like that?" Qiao Yuran was a little unconvinced.
Tang Duoduo obviously didn't want to waste time with Qiao Yuran like this. She picked up her bag and said in a hurry, "Okay, I'm going back to the dormitory."
"Hey, wait a minute. I came here today to tell you something." Qiao Yuran stretched out his hand to stop Tang Duoduo.
Tang Duoduo raised her head, looking puzzled: "What's the matter?"
"Yes, our captain is Ding Chao. This time we won the gold medal in the National College Basketball Tournament. He wanted to thank you for helping us design the uniforms, so he wanted to invite you to have dinner together." Qiao Yuran looked proud.
Thinking of the tall guys in the basketball club, Tang Duoduo waved her hands: "No need to thank me, no need to thank me. You won the award because you played well. It has nothing to do with the uniforms I designed, so you don't have to treat me to a meal."
Qiao Yuran snatched Tang Duoduo's bag, turned around and strode forward, saying as he walked: "That won't work. The captain said he wants to treat us to a meal, so we must treat you to a meal. Okay, let's go. I'll take you back to the dormitory."
Looking at Qiao Yuran's back, Tang Duoduo shook her head helplessly.
She didn't need anyone to send her off. At this moment, she just wanted to walk back to the dormitory quietly by herself...
But with Qiao Yuran around, he naturally wouldn't walk back to the dormitory quietly. Along the way, he was talking excitedly to Tang Duoduo about the whole story of the competition in the past month. When he got excited, he even jumped into the air and pretended to shoot.
Tang Duoduo was annoyed by his noise, but because she didn't want to interrupt his enthusiasm, she could only endure it all silently.
After finally reaching the path in front of the dormitory, Tang Duoduo touched Qiao Yuran 's arm and said, "We're almost there. Give me your bag. I can go back by myself."
"It's only a few minutes away. I'll take you downstairs directly!" Qiao Yuran had no intention of leaving.
Tang Duoduo sighed and continued walking forward with her head down, but just as she reached the bottom of the dormitory building, she saw a familiar figure.
Wen Yuanxun stood quietly downstairs of the dormitory building.
His figure attracted the attention of many girls passing by, and they were all talking about something.
After not seeing each other for three days, Tang Duoduo realized for the first time that Wen Yuanxun would be so nervous.
"So the reason you didn't let me send you off was because someone was waiting for you..." Qiao Yuran's tone was a little unhappy when he saw Wen Yuanxun.
Wen Yuanxun also saw the two of them, and his expression wasn't much better.
"Why are you here?" Tang Duoduo asked Wen Yuan who was approaching her.
Wen Yuanxun handed the green bag in his hand to Tang Duoduo: "This is for you."
Tang Duoduo took the bag and wanted to see what was inside, but was stopped by Wen Yuanxun: "Don't look at it, go back and look at it."
"Oh." Tang Duoduo took the bag obediently, then looked at Qiao Yuran beside her, "I'm here, thank you for sending me back, can you give me my bag back?"
Qiao Yuran handed the bag to Tang Duoduo reluctantly. He looked at the two people in front of him inquiringly. His intuition told him that there was something wrong with these two people, but he couldn't put his finger on it.
"Wen Yuanxun and Tang Duoduo really love to show off their affection..."
"Yeah, isn't it enough to show off in the club? We have to continue showing off when we get to the dormitory building!"
Two girls from the drama club came towards them, looked at Wen Yuanxun and Tang Duoduo, and spoke with a sour tone.
Tang Duoduo recognized them at a glance as the two people who transferred from the guitar club to the drama club.
She turned and looked at the two of them, then said, "We've broken up, so stop talking nonsense."
As soon as Tang Duoduo said this, the two men were stunned, and then walked away with embarrassed expressions.
Qiao Yuran, who was standing behind Tang Duoduo, was overjoyed: "No way? Really? Have you really broken up? Tang Duoduo, you are not lying!" Qiao Yuran, who was so excited that he was a little arrogant, got a harsh roll of the eyes from Wen Yuanxun.
Tang Duoduo did not respond to Qiao Yuran and turned and left.
Yes, she now wanted to announce to everyone in the school that she had broken up with Wen Yuanxun, so that those who left the guitar club could go back.
Looking at Tang Duoduo's leaving back, Qiao Yuran became even more complacent.
"What's wrong? Were you dumped?" Qiao Yuran said to Wen Yuanxun who was standing beside him.
Wen Yuanxun ignored him and just continued to watch Tang Duoduo leave quietly.
"How come I heard such good news as soon as I came back! It seems that you can't grasp it. If that's the case, then I must seize the opportunity! Within half a month, Tang Duoduo will definitely agree to be with me." Qiao Yuran became more and more excited as he spoke, and his mouth corners almost reached his ears with a smile.
After Tang Duoduo went upstairs, Wen Yuanxun looked at Qiao Yuran coldly and said, "Stop dreaming." Then he turned and left.
Qiao Yuran, who was extremely angry, shouted at Wen Yuanxun's back: "We'll see!"
Tang Duoduo ran upstairs and opened .
Inside was a white Cony rabbit.
I told him before that Brown Bear and Cony Rabbit are a couple...
Tang Duoduo felt sad and couldn't help but cry.
Chen Jiayuan, who saw everything, shook her head helplessly.
Many things will not go wrong if you don't do stupid things. Tang Duoduo should really learn from me. Thinking of this, Chen Jiayuan sent a text message to the familiar phone number.