Chapter 7: A Lifetime at a Glance 03
"Do you want to go home?" Shen Chuxue asked.
Lin Jianluo's empty hands felt a little cold. He turned the ring on his little finger, took a deep breath, and said, "No matter how much trouble I make, I can't ignore my mother. I still have to go back, but I will be back soon." He seemed to be making a promise, saying it to himself and to Shen Chuxue.
Shen Chuxue was silent for a long time and stood up straight.
This was the only time in her life that she tried to remember Lin Jianluo's face, deeply and hard. Shen Chuxue had adapted to a life of taking things as they came, and she never worked hard to live. She felt that it was already very hard for her to carry such hatred, and if she had to work hard to do something, it would be too tiring.
She wanted to keep it simple.
If Lin Jianluo left, what would his life be like? Would he go back to the past? He would go to school well, live a good life, play ball and games with his classmates, at least he wouldn't be so tired...
A car drove by quickly, bringing up a gust of wind. Shen Chuxue felt very cold and wrapped herself tightly.
Lin Jianluo was a little more sober now, but he had drunk too much before and couldn't stand up at all. He looked at Shen Chuxue standing in front of him, as if she was about to be blown away by the wind, and quickly reached out his hand to hold her, but he only caught the wind.
Shen Chuxue looked at Lin Jianluo like this and felt like crying. She felt heartbroken and regretful, and she felt relieved all of a sudden.
It turns out that no matter how great the hatred is, it cannot be compared to Lin Jianluo.
But it's really too late ...
Shen Chuxue realized belatedly that she seemed to have fallen in love with Lin Jianluo. After realizing this, Shen Chuxue smiled bitterly - no wonder An Yannan warned her not to regret it.
An Yannan was really amazing. He understood everything, but he watched helplessly as she blocked her only way out.
However, it was too late to say anything now. The information about Lin Jingpeng's cheating had been sent to newspapers and magazines. In the Lin family, everyone was probably in chaos. Anna must have called Lin Jianluo because Lin Jingpeng couldn't bear the blow.
What should I do now?
"Hatsuyuki, what should I do? What should I do to satisfy everyone?"
"Aluo, what should I do?"
They were both asking each other what to do, but they also wanted an answer.
Shen Chuxue took out her cell phone, and the name flashing on it was An Yannan. He sent her a text message asking if she wanted to pick her up.
She stared at the phone screen for a long time, her fingers going from cold to hot.
Someone lit a cigarette beside her, facing away from the wind. The strong smell of tobacco reached Shen Chuxue's nostrils, choking her so much that she almost coughed.
There was a bar not far behind him. These so-called rebellious people all came here to have fun, but Lin Jianluo's rebellion was guided step by step by himself.
She listened to the sound of the lighter and the car engine, and finally made a decision.
Sitting back next to Lin Jianluo, he hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to merge her into his blood and bones.
She didn't react and let Lin Jianluo hold her.
Even if it was just to absorb the last bit of warmth from Lin Jianluo...
She closed her eyes, as if silently calculating the time, one second, two seconds... This was the greatest indulgence she could give to herself and Lin Jianluo.
Time will always come to an end.
"Lin Jianluo, please let me go." Shen Chuxue's voice was very low.
"Why do you always ask me to let you go? I want to be with you, I like you! I want to be with you forever!" Lin Jianluo was a little absent-minded, and his tone was filled with uncontrollable sadness. He was really tired of Shen Chuxue's words of letting go.
Shen Chuxue was a little annoyed. She pushed Lin Jianluo away and stood up and moved away.
"Lin Jianluo, listen carefully, I don't like you, and I have never liked you! You should find someone else for your whole life..." She turned around, her eyes red from the wind.
"Shen Chuxue!"
Behind her was the sound of Lin Jianluo falling to the ground. Shen Chuxue frowned deeply, but gritted her teeth and refused to look back.
"Just don't regret it." An Yannan's warning vaguely came to my ears on the wind.
If possible, could Shen Chuxue say that she regretted it?
