Chapter 68
Although Yan Yunhe mentioned to Fang Zhizhou several times that he suspected that Yu Qin was an insider placed by Emperor Cheng Jing around the Queen Mother, Fang Zhizhou believed that this was just Yan Yunhe's speculation.
He even thought that Yan Yun was acting out of emotion, so he had such a ridiculous conjecture.
Now that the conjecture had become true, Fang Zhizhou was shocked and at the same time had the same idea as Yan Yunhe.
How could it be Yu Qin!
Why can't Yan Yun think about what kind of beliefs Yu Qin relied on to survive in Kyoto all these years?
Was there ever any thought to the future in his plans.
How could Yan Yun guess that the answer was no.
A person with a future will not waste everything he has like a moth flying into a flame.
Kung Fu that damages lifespan, poison that lasts for years, a desperate identity, and a desperate plan.
Everything Yu Qin did was to prove the innocence of the Yu family, just like eight years ago when he lifted up the fallen tablet and wiped away the dusty loyalty with his own hands.
But why should everything of Yu Qin be exchanged? Even if the Yu family's innocence is recovered one day, what about his own?
Everyone's mouth is full of gold, but they are full of stigma. Didn't Yu Qin think that even if it was proven that the Yu family was not a treasonous minister, the reputation he had ruined over the years would never be recovered?
In Fenglai Tower, why didn't Yanyun dare to ask? He drank some wine and accepted the kiss, but still didn't dare to ask.
While he was fighting on the border battlefield, Yu Qin had already embarked on a path that he could no longer touch and recover. There was nothing he could do to help him, just like eight years ago, when Yu Qin was in prison, there was nothing he could do.
Nothing has changed, then or now.
Fang Zhizhou stood up suddenly, and Yan Yunhe stopped him: "Where are you going?"
"Please give me an answer." Fang Zhizhou said with a solemn expression.
Yan Yunhe said tiredly, "Where can I find it, Your Majesty?"
Fang Zhizhou, with his heart beating slightly, said, "Go and check the files from the past five years."
"If I could tell you, you would have realized something was wrong. The only way The clue was probably that his records in the palace were erased." Yan Yunhe leaned on the back of his chair, as if he had lost all his strength: "Now that I think about it, it's no wonder there are no records in the palace. This is His Majesty's order. , even you don't know."
Fang Zhizhou slowly sat down and said, "Why did your Majesty hide this from us?"
The next moment, Fang Zhizhou realized that it was because Yu Qin was a chess piece that could not see the light.
Without being able to see the light, no one would know his insider identity, except Emperor Cheng Jing.
What kind of meaning is behind this identity? That is Yu Qin's identity, which is no different from that of a dead soldier.
Once discovered, it is a dead end.
If Yan Yunhe hadn't been obsessed with Yu Qin, this identity would not have been discovered and might have been hidden until the end.
No one could have imagined that Yu Qin was actually a member of Emperor Cheng Jing. It was unknown whether he had been from the very beginning or whether it was only after the transaction between the two that Yu Qin agreed to be an insider.
"Huaiyang..." Fang Zhizhou's voice was slightly hoarse: "Forget it."
This was not the first time he tried to persuade him, but it was weaker than the last time. This was different from opposing positions. It was visible to the naked eye and heavier. People are powerless to predict the future.
"Forget it." Yan Yunhe repeated this word: "Why forget it? Do you know why I ignored my good position and insisted on running to the border. How can I forget it between me and him?"
he said . In the end, there was a bit of madness and paranoia, but it was only for a moment. Yan Yunhe closed his eyes and kept his emotions in his heart. When he opened his eyes again, he regained his composure.
Fang Zhizhou was frightened by his last look. This was the first time he saw Yan Yunhe like this.
Even Yan Yunhe's reason for leaving Beijing was actually for Yu Qin. He only found out today. No matter
how many words he said, they were all pale, and Fang Zhizhou only left one sentence in the end: "If you need my help in the future, I will do my best."
There was no need for words between brothers, Yan Yunhe just said softly: "Thank you very much. "
As soon as Fang Zhizhou came out of Shenji Camp, the servant immediately took off the carriage pedals.
However, when Fang Zhizhou climbed up, he stepped on the air and almost fell to the ground.
The servant immediately helped Fang Zhizhou, who was unconscious, and said, "Sir, are you okay?"
Fang Zhizhou reluctantly shook his head and said with a pale face, "It's okay."
If Yu Qin was His Majesty's secret agent, You Liang would have been exposed long ago. All the things he had concealed were useless.
Why didn't Yan Yun know that Fang Zhizhou was in a state of confusion at this time? Even if he knew, there was nothing he could do, which would only increase his worries.
Back at home, Yan Yunhe heard Song Wen coming to report. He asked the boy who was looking after the Salesian to report that a little girl had gone missing today, which alarmed the entire Salesian. Fortunately, in the evening, people found her. Come back.
Master Yu rushed over as soon as he received the news.
Yan Yunhe took over the job with great difficulty and boasted that he would help Yu Qin take care of the Salesian Home in Haikou. However, something happened just a short time later. It was simply embarrassing.
He originally wanted to take a shower, but now he just wiped his sweat casually, quickly changed his clothes, and went out to the Salesian Home.
Song Wenlu said on the road that this lost little girl is a sister to the girl that Yu Qin wants to adopt now. It is really difficult to find someone to adopt the children in the Salesian Home. Some of the older ones are not willing to be adopted. I'm too young, and I'm afraid of trusting others.
This was Yan Yunhe's first time visiting the Salesian Home. The courtyard was larger than he imagined. As soon as he walked in, he found Yu Qin surrounded by a bunch of children. He was bending down to give out sweets and snacks to the children. .
How could Yan Yun guarantee that Yu Qin would look at and smile at children far more than adults.
So much so that he was a little jealous. Yu Qin only looked at him so tenderly only a few times, but these children could see him at any time.
Then he saw a little girl leaning on Yu Qin's lap. Her eyelids were swollen from crying, and she was different from the happy children around her.
At first glance, it was the protagonist who almost got lost today. Now he knew he was scared and was still crying while hugging Yu Qin's leg.
Yan Yunhe gave Song Wen a look, and Song Wen immediately stepped forward in a sensible manner and showed the toys, snacks, pen, ink, paper and inkstone he had brought to the children.
In an instant, the children who had surrounded Yu Qin all rushed over one after another.
Yu Qin turned around and saw that Yan Yun was still stunned. Soon his earlobes turned red and he subconsciously averted his eyes.
This was not the first time that Yan Yunhe found it interesting that Yu Qin was always shy after the fact. He couldn't help but want to do something more extreme.
But seeing as the courtyard was full of children, he couldn't act recklessly in front of them.
Yan Yunhe stepped forward, bent down and touched the little girl's head: "Next time you run around again, there will be no snacks or candies to eat."
The little girl flattened her lips, and tears suddenly appeared in her eyes, but she did not cry. , staring at Yan Yunhe stubbornly: "I don't want yours, I want brother Yu's."
Yu Qin bent down and picked up the girl: "Bai Yan, this is your fault. It's so chaotic outside, and you are in danger." What should I do?"
Bai Yan grabbed Yu Qin's collar: "My brother is a Jin Yiwei, he will protect me!"
Yan Yunhe felt soft, who didn't say that Jin Yiwei was evil. But here, Yu Qin is still the children's hero.
"It's my people who didn't think well of me." Yan Yunhe said apologetically.
Yu Qin: "There are too many children, and it's common for them to be overwhelmed."
After saying that, Yu Qin coaxed Bai Yan for a few more words, then put the person down and took Yan Yunhe to the inner room: "You are Did you come here suddenly because of this?"
Yan Yunhe sat down and looked at Yu Qin taking the initiative to pour him tea: "Yes, I didn't do what I promised you, so I naturally came to apologize."
Yu Qin pushed the tea to him. In front of him: "You have done enough."
Yan Yunhe stretched out his hand to grab Yu Qin's sleeve and slowly pulled him in front of him: "Is it too much? I always feel that it is not enough."
Yu Qin quickly removed his sleeve from him He took out his hand, took a step back, realized something, and explained: "The children may come in at any time."
Yan Yunhe smiled and did not force it anymore, but picked up the tea cup and took a sip. The tea was not very good, but Why not pay attention to the banquet?
"That child just now is the girl's sister you want to adopt?" Yan Yunhe asked.
Yu Qin was not surprised that Yan Yunhe knew so much, and did not deny it: "Well, her sister is three years older than her, and her name is Bai Ying."
"The name is quite nice." Yan Yunhe said casually, Song Wen had already followed him As I said, these two names were given by Yu Qin: "Since I wanted to raise a child, why did I give up later?"
Yu Qin: "Raising a child is not such a casual thing, not to mention my identity is not suitable."
Yan Yun When He heard this, his heart palpitated slightly. He was just about to say why you are not suitable, when he heard Yu Qin say: "I once had a sister named Bai Yin."
This was the first time that Yan Yunhe heard about Yu Qin. Qin also has a younger sister. Yu Qin quickly explained: "There is no blood relationship. She is a child of my mother's old tribe. She is three years younger than me and she grew up with me since childhood. Her father died on the battlefield and she and her mother depended on each other."
"Her mother was in charge of the Salesian Home from the beginning, but after years of overwork, she became ill and passed away when Bai Yin was thirteen years old. Her grandfather had always wanted to adopt Bai Yin, but at that time he was the emperor's master. Instead, he gave up the idea."
"Many people in the court accused my grandfather of being hypocritical. Only I know that my grandfather was actually afraid."
Yan Yunhe suddenly understood why Yu Qin said that he was not suitable.
At that time, Yu Changen must have keenly sensed that something was wrong. This court was far more dangerous than imagined, so he did not dare to adopt Bai Yin. Yu Qin's unwillingness to adopt the little girl also stemmed from the same idea.
If something unexpected happens, what will the remaining people do?
"I didn't understand what my grandfather was afraid of at that time, but I understand now," Yu Qin said.
Yan Yunhe felt a bitterness in his throat, which made him feel distressed: "So you don't dare to adopt a little girl, are you afraid of worrying about her?"
Yu Qin's hand hidden under his robe trembled slightly.
The next second, Yan Yunhe grabbed his hand, as if capturing the other person's true emotions that were rarely revealed.
"Then what should we do now, Hanchu, you still have concerns."
He raised his eyes to meet Yu Qin's gaze, deliberately showed an ambiguous smile, and said the most sincere words in a relaxed and casual tone.
"Now I have become your concern."
"It is something you cannot and cannot leave behind."