Chapter 66: The Shape of Happiness (2)
Zhou Yan's heart trembled slightly when he thought Yin Yin noticed him, but the next moment Zhou Yan noticed that the look Yin Yin gave him was not what he expected or wanted. It was full of hatred and blame. Who was she blaming? He didn't know.
"Sister Han Ji, is this really okay?"
He turned his gaze back to Han Ji and said to her.
"Um."
Even though there was no topic involved, Han Ji understood what Yin Yin wanted to say, and she answered without hesitation, but her expression was slightly bitter. Yin Yin knew the meaning of this bitterness, but what else could she say?
"It's getting late, let's go."
From the beginning to the end, ever since Yin Yin learned about her emotional entanglement, she has remained silent. However, she didn't know how many people would be hurt by this silence.
"The princess is right, it's time to set off."
Zhou Yan didn't know when he walked to Han Ji's side, and came to Yin Yin. When she heard his voice, Yin Yin didn't show any expression or movement, and didn't even look at him. In this situation, how could she look directly at Zhou Yan? In front of Han Ji...
"Take care, Sister Han Ji, we will definitely see each other again."
"Um."
After saying goodbye to Han Ji reluctantly, Yin Yin turned around and got into the carriage with the help of Xiuying. The moment she entered the carriage, she glanced at Zhou Yan out of the corner of her eye, and then entered the carriage without any hesitation. Such a slow and sloppy behavior was not suitable for a farewell in such an occasion.
"Set off!"
After seeing Yinyin and Xiuying enter the carriage, Zuo Yu raised his arms and shouted, and the whole team began to move forward. When Zhou Yan saw the team moving forward, he subconsciously took a few steps forward , wanting to take another look at Yinyin, but the curtain inside the carriage was closed, so of course he couldn't see. As the team moved forward, the carriage gradually left the gate of the palace. Zhou Yan could only watch reluctantly and see Yinyin gradually leave him.
Han Ji certainly knew Zhou Yan's reluctance, but his choice was also to protect Yin Yin. Seeing Zhou Yan's expression as he watched Yin Yin leave, Han Ji's heart ached, but she endured it, took a few steps forward, and walked to Zhou Yan's side...
"Just like she said, we will definitely meet again, and with Guard Zuo escorting her personally, she will be fine."
Zhou Yan did not respond to Han Ji's words, but he took her words to heart. He felt that her words were natural, but how could he easily forget the reluctance in his heart? He watched the convoy escorting Yin Yin go farther and farther, and gradually disappeared from his sight after reaching the corner.
Obviously he longed so much for Yin Yin to stay by his side, and he would keep her by his side no matter how much he had to pay or at any cost. However, in the face of this disaster that was beyond human control, Zhou Yan endured the pain and sent Yin Yin away. His heart had long been filled with these pains, so of course he could not see Han Ji's pain; as the saying goes, 'The closer you are, the less you can see', Han Ji is also an example. No matter how close she is to Zhou Yan, her feelings will not be rewarded. In the heart of a person who has someone in his heart, her efforts and pain will never be seen by that person, even if these are written on her face. If it were the person that person loves, even the slightest pain would be noticed at the first time. This is the difference between loving and being loved... Even so, Han Ji has never regretted it. It should be said that she has no right or position to regret. She just accepted her own destiny. In this destiny, all she can do is continue to face the cruel facts. No matter how much pain she suffers, for the sake of someone she cannot give up, she will still choose to face it bravely.
A long time passed.
"You really aren't leaving?"
"Um."
"I told you I might die."
"Um."
"Even so, you still choose to stay?"
"Um."
When Zhou Yan opened his mouth, Han Ji answered immediately, just like when Yin Yin asked, without any hesitation. Han Ji answered Zhou Yan's questions one after another without any hesitation. After hearing Han Ji's answers, Zhou Yan turned around and walked towards the mansion, and Han Ji followed. No matter when, Zhou Yan was unwilling to ask her a few more questions, not even the reason why she stayed this time, he never asked, because she was used to it. So Han Ji didn't say a word more. It made no difference whether to say it or not. If that was the case, why should she be so self-indulgent?
On the way out, Yinyin, sitting in the carriage, has been thinking about problems. Although there are countless problems to think about, she only The impression Han Ji gave her cannot be ignored. She doesn't know what it was like before, so she can only think with what she knows now. She knows that Han Ji can't be unaware of Zhou Yan's feelings for her, but Han Ji in front of her has no hostility towards her, and doesn't even ignore her. Her husband loves another woman. How much pain does Han Ji, as a wife, have to endure? As a princess of a country, as a princess, what makes her so strong? Yinyin really can't understand. As a person who has come back to life, she has no previous memories. It's like her life has started all over again. However, those who know the past have different feelings for her. If she wants to know the reason for all this, she can only find back her past memories, which is undoubtedly the most difficult thing for Yinyin now.
