Chapter 66
Feng Xiyan replied, "Okay, wait for me," and then really changed his clothes and went out.
When Mu He saw his reply, his heartbeat started to become unsteady again.
What came to mind was not Feng Xiyan's image, but the frivolous smile.
Mu He suddenly realized that the person he really liked was not Feng Xiyan, but Xiao Qingkuang.
However, the moment Feng Xiyan walked in, Mu He still hugged him tightly.
——This temperature and this fragrance are unique to Feng Xiyan, and are something Xiao Qingkuang cannot give.
Feng Xiyan let Mu He hold her, closed the door with difficulty, then leaned against it, looked at the person in his arms and raised an eyebrow: "Didn't you say you wanted to have a real-life PK?"
Mu He ignored him and said to himself: "I want to laugh frivolously."
Feng Xiyan responded: "I miss Murong He too."
Mu He was stunned for a moment, then raised his eyes: "Who do you like, me or Murong He?"
"Is there any difference?" Feng Xiyan asked, but she knew in her heart why Mu He asked this.
He just logged into Xiao Qingkuang's account, and the moment he saw Murong He online, the feeling in his heart was indescribable.
Mu He didn't know how to answer. He looked at Feng Xiyan's face closely, suddenly let go of his waist, raised one hand to touch his face, and moved his fingers down along the contour of his face, and his fingertips stroked his Adam's apple.
Feng Xiyan's long eyelashes trembled, and she looked at him with an inquiring look.
Mu He suddenly had a strange feeling.
——The person in front of me is so real, so real that it seems fake.
In the end, Mu He still expressed his feelings and told Feng Xiyan: "When I first knew that you were Xiao Qingkuang, to be honest, I was a little confused, or entangled - I like you, but I also hate you; I want to draw a line between us, but I can't bear to. Especially when I think of the memories of the past... You know I am a willful person. I only do what I want to do, and many of my actions are controlled by my emotions rather than my consciousness."
Feng Xiyan said "hmm" and continued to listen to him.
"Six months ago, I was very angry and desperate, and I quit the entertainment industry because of my emotions."
"When I met you again six months later, I thought about what happened before and got angry again, so I yelled at you, but I...actually, I didn't have the courage to break up with you completely."
"So later, I contacted you again, and then I got angry at myself for being so indecisive..."
Mu He's tone was not excited.
But Feng Xiyan could sense the struggle in his tone and hugged him soothingly.
Mu He relaxed his whole body and lay on Feng Xiyan, and continued: "After deciding to be with you, I have been very uneasy, not knowing whether my decision was right or wrong. Our personalities are not compatible, and it is difficult for us to become the person who makes each other comfortable. Perhaps letting go of each other can bring relief to each other..."
"But I just can't bear to."
"I love the feeling of having you by my side. No matter how many times we hurt each other, this is the only thing that remains unchanged."
"And just now when I came online, do you know how I felt?"
"I was thinking - it's a good thing I didn't give up."
"I still like you."
Until now, Mu He can still clearly recall the feeling of his heart beating faster when he heard the name Xiao Qingkuang when he came online just now.
"I like you so much." Mu He closed his eyes and hugged Feng Xiyan's waist tightly, pretending that he was hugging her with a smile.
The person whom he had never dared to hug before was now in his arms.
There are so many people who like to laugh frivolously that they caused the server to crash and almost brought Weibo down.
However, he is the only one who can truly possess the frivolous smile.
Feng Xiyan let Mu He hold her for a while, and when he had held her enough, she spoke: "You asked me who I like, you or Murong He. Actually, the fact that you asked me this shows that you have already guessed the answer."
Mu He was stunned for a moment, then raised his eyes and looked at him.
Feng Xiyan: "Whether it's for me or for you... the days Xiao Qingkuang and Murong He have been together are much longer than the days you and I spent together in real life, so this is normal." He paused and smiled soothingly, "It's okay, we can start over in reality, get familiar with each other again, and rely on each other, just like in the game."
Mu He suddenly realized - yes, that's it.
Xiao Qingkuang occupied a much larger part of his memory than Feng Xiyan. He knew in his heart that Xiao Qingkuang and Feng Xiyan were the same person, but there was still a difference in his emotions.
The same goes for Feng Xiyan.
The patience they gave to each other was not really for each other, but for Xiao Qingkuang and Murong He of the past.
However, from now on, they will begin to build memories that belong to their true selves.
Mu He let go of Feng Xiyan's waist and hooked his neck: "Since you're here, let's have a PK on the bed?"
Feng Xiyan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and was convinced by Mu He's straightforwardness: "I still say the same thing, if you are not afraid of affecting the game, I don't care."
Mu He thought about it seriously and said, "You can show some respect for it, but don't be too aggressive."
Feng Xiyan: "..."
This is the first time I heard that making love can be considered as a "meaningful act".
"Anyway, the server is crashing now, and I don't know how long it will take to fix it..." Mu He said, and just as he was about to pull Feng Xiyan to the bedroom, Feng Xiyan picked him up horizontally.
Mu He exclaimed, and when he reacted, his body was already in the air.
He subconsciously hooked his arm around Feng Xiyan's neck, looked up at his profile, and his body gradually relaxed. Then Feng Xiyan carried him into the bedroom, put him on the bed, and kissed him on the lips.
After the kiss, he heard Feng Xiyan whisper in his ear in a somewhat hoarse voice: "Then, come and show your appreciation."
*
The server of the old area of "Yu Ling" was repaired before midnight, but Xiao Qingkuang and Murong He were no longer online.
Around 10 o'clock the next day, Mu He came online.
When Yuan Yitong received the system notification, he almost thought he had misheard and immediately asked: "Are you not going to work today?"
Mu He said "hmm": "I've asked for leave."
Yuan Yitong: "You didn't really fight with Feng Xiyan, did you? Did you break any bones?"
Mu He: "...If there's any fracture, it should be his!"
Yuan Yitong: "Did you send him to the hospital?"
Mu He: "You really believe it!"
Yuan Yitong shrugged, probably guessing what the two men did last night.
But since Mu He can come online, it means Feng Xiyan is quite gentle?
"That's some progress, congratulations. Being able to sleep with such a handsome guy is worth it even if we break up in the future." Yuan Yitong said, and before Mu He could react, he asked something else, "Why are you logging into this account today? Not Murong He?"
Mu He's brain froze for a long time before he realized what Yuan Yitong had just said. He immediately swore, "Fuck, do you have to be so blunt? Who else would break up with him? No man I've slept with can get away with it!"
"Now you know how I felt when you teased me and Xiao Shu?" Yuan Yitong said nonchalantly, flipping through his QQ messages. "Tsk, it's all your fault. Mr. Feng didn't speak in the group today. I don't know if he bought back his account yet."
Mu Hefu was stunned, thinking that he must have lost his mind to be entangled with Yuan Yitong about his personal affairs... He quickly regained his composure and answered Yuan Yitong's questions one by one: "I want to wait until Xiyan is online before logging into that account. Otherwise, if I go in now, there will definitely be a lot of people asking me when Xiao Qingkuang will be online. As for your account, Xiyan has asked someone to contact the seller. Because the direct purchase of the max-level account also involves cleansing pills, orange equipment, etc., the amount involved is quite huge, and we need to sign a contract and go through the procedures. I expect to receive it tonight."
Yuan Yitong: "OK."
After Mu He finished chatting with Yuan Yitong, he sorted out his storage space and warehouse, and then went to the arena.
No longer having to rush to upgrade, he enjoyed the battle process more and more, and became more and more confident - compared to Feng Xiyan, the skills of others were simply not good enough.
The arena matched opponents of the same level and similar win rate. Mu He fought his way up and defeated all ten major professions. He became more and more excited and almost forgot to have lunch.
Until Feng Xiyan called him and called him out of the game: "Stop playing and come down to eat."
"Huh? Come down?" Mu He didn't react for a moment.
Feng Xiyan: "I'm downstairs from you."
Hearing these words, Mu He logged off in a panic, and when he left the game cabin, he jumped up too fast, felt dizzy, and almost fell to the ground.
Mu He's home is not close to the company, and it is even farther from Feng Xiyan's home, but Feng Xiyan has now developed a habit of coming to him to eat three meals a day.
However, getting used to it doesn't mean it won't be troublesome.
After Mu He got in the car, Feng Xiyan felt that their relationship was close enough, so she couldn't help but suggest, "Would you like to stay at my house?"
"Ah?" Mu He thought he had heard it wrong.
When he realized that Feng Xiyan had indeed said this, he suddenly realized that he had not yet visited Feng Xiyan's house.
He responded hesitantly: "Is there anyone else in your family besides you?"
Feng Xiyan: "My parents are both abroad during this period, and there are only the cook and the nanny at home. The cook doesn't stay overnight, the nanny's room is downstairs, and I sleep upstairs. If you don't want to sleep in the same bed with me at night, I can ask her to help you clean up a separate room."
Mu He hesitated for a moment.
To be honest, he wanted to live in Feng Xiyan's house, but he didn't want to give others the illusion that he was being supported by Feng Xiyan.
He does have a decent job, although Feng Xiyan does take care of him a lot at work.
He actually wanted Feng Xiyan to come live with him, but he also knew that his house was too small...
Feng Xiyan knew what he was thinking: "Actually, if possible, I want to buy you a house alone. You don't need to work, you can do whatever you want every day, ask me for money when you are out of money, call me when you miss me, I will be there whenever you call - but I know you don't like this." After a pause, "Because I don't like this either - unless you resign, I will not leave the position of vice president."
If only one of them is willing to put aside their pride and submit to the other, their relationship will be much smoother.
But both of them are strong-willed and don't want to rely on others to live.
Take lunch for example. It wasn't always Feng Xiyan's turn to treat. Mu He would take the initiative to treat when he was in a good mood. However, this was quite damaging to Feng Xiyan's self-esteem...
Mu He sighed, unable to make a decision for a moment, so he started talking about something else: "What are we having for lunch?"
Feng Xiyan didn't force him and responded: "What do you want to eat?"
Mu He: "Is your chef at your house now?"
Feng Xiyan: "Anytime you call."
Mu He: "Can I come to your house for dinner?"
Feng Xiyan was stunned for a moment, then smiled after realizing what was happening: "Okay."
Mu He: "Well, I'll go to your house first and then make a decision."
So, after a while, Feng Xiyan drove Mu He to his home.
He called the chef on the way home. When he got home, the chef had already arrived early and had bought a bunch of ingredients and was busy in the kitchen.
Feng Xiyan's house wasn't as exaggerated as Mu He imagined. It was only twice as big as Yuan Yitong's...
Well, it's pretty big.
After Mu He stepped into the hall, he looked around and felt that he had come to an indoor stadium (no)
The hall is relatively empty. On the left is the living room with a coffee table, sofa, and TV. Further on is a bright floor-to-ceiling window, and outside is a balcony.
On the right is the dining room, with a long dining table and eight matching chairs. A very stylish chandelier hangs directly above the dining table.
Then between the living room and the dining room, there is a long corridor that leads to nowhere. At the end, you can see a simple wooden staircase.
Because the floor was too bright, Mu He didn't dare to step on it for a long time, until Feng Xiyan said, "You don't need to change your shoes." After a pause, he added, "If you want to change, there are unworn slippers on the last layer of the shoe cabinet."
The shoe cabinet is right at the door. I thought it was a wardrobe.
Mu He opened the cabinet door and squatted down. Sure enough, he saw a lot of shoe boxes on the last layer, and there were disposable plastic shoe covers next to them.
Mu He picked up a shoe box at random and opened it, revealing gray plush slippers.
Cute, I fancy it, then put it aside: "Mine, I'll wear it when it gets cold."
Feng Xiyan was amused by his cute behavior: "Okay, I'll put it on for you."
As he spoke, he picked up the pair of gray plush slippers and placed them on the upper layer of the shoe cabinet for easy access.
Mu He took out another box, this time containing a pair of black plastic slippers. He bent them and found they were quite flexible.
Not bad, I like it, I changed it to: "Mine."
Feng Xiyan: "Yes, yours."
Soon, lunch was ready.
The chef was a foreigner, and Mu He couldn't tell which country he was from until he heard him speaking Italian to Feng Xiyan.
The lunch was delicious and the portion was just right so you could eat enough without wasting any food.
Mu He suddenly felt that it would be nice to come to Feng Xiyan's house for dinner every time in the future.
After lunch, Feng Xiyan asked him, "How are you thinking about it?"
Obviously, he was asking if I wanted to live with him.
Mu He was still hesitant, but his heart had already made up its mind.
After a moment of silence, he winked at Feng Xiyan: "Kiss me and I'll tell you."
Feng Xiyan couldn't help but laugh, stood up and walked to his side, bent down, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and then kissed his lips before he could protest.
He lifted Mu He's chin with one hand and supported the back of his head with the other, giving him a long, deep kiss.
After the kiss, Mu He pursed his lips reluctantly, and it took him a long time to find his voice: "Well... I'll go back and pack my luggage tonight." @无限好文,全部在Jinjiang文城
Feng Xiyan smiled and said okay.
Mu He went home that night and packed his things. In the morning, Feng Xiyan took him to his house for breakfast, and then they put their luggage away and went to work together.
The holographic cabin was inconvenient to carry, so Feng Xiyan simply bought a new one for Mu He online and had it delivered to his home that day.
The two returned home from get off work, had lunch and rested for a while, and then both logged into the game.
At this time, teammate Feng Xiyan had already bought all the accounts and shared the account numbers and passwords in the group.
Yuan Yitong went online early, adjusted his image, and spent the whole morning studying skills and points.
He changed the ID of this account to "Waltz".
Anyway, he's already been exposed, and he's too lazy to work hard on the ID because he's such a bad namer.
Then Fan Shu changed his ID to "Shi Tian".
As expected of a player of "Ghost World"... He really likes this kind of ID that looks fierce at first glance.
Xiaobai's ID is "Ashes", and he's just short of being called Cannon Fodder...
Luo Jian's ID is "Fenghuo Game" - OK, I found the reason why Xiaobai turned into ashes (no)
These accounts are different from the ones they play themselves. They are provided by the Langmie Club and are part of the club's property. If they transfer or quit the circle in the future, they can only leave and cannot take the accounts with them.
This is also one of the original intentions of the establishment of the club.
The competitive world today is different from what it was six months ago. Professional players will no longer be allowed to just quit the game.
*
Mu He and Feng Xiyan's appearance online this time inevitably caused some commotion, causing the server to lag.
But this time, the Yuling officials made sufficient preparations and rescued the situation in time.
Mu He turned around facing Murong He's look.
As a human priest, he was wrapped in a snow-white priest robe, like an angel descending to the earth.
Although she didn't use any skills, she was emitting holy light, so beautiful that it was hard to look away.
He walked towards him with a frivolous smile, his black boots stepping on the grass with an overwhelming momentum. His black and red robe rolled as he walked. In the changing light and shadow, one could feel its heaviness, and it looked extremely domineering.
The key point is the person wearing this robe, who looks exactly the same as in Mu He's memory.
Just as handsome and arrogant.
He didn't have to say anything, just standing there was like an army of thousands.
Mu He couldn't help laughing.
Murong He's smile, the smile that had been lingering in Feng Xiyan's heart for half a year, appeared before his eyes again, causing his heart to tremble.
He walked up to him, and the two looked at each other in silence for a moment. The next second, they almost simultaneously extended a hand to each other.
——Feng Xiyan raised his hand and touched Mu He’s face, and Mu He reached out and touched Feng Xiyan’s shoulder.
Both of them were stunned by each other's actions, and then they couldn't help but smile at each other.
The next second, no one said a word, and they tacitly gave each other a hug after half a year.
This hug completely filled the void in their hearts and made all the regrets and unhappiness disappear.
After they separated, Mu He couldn't help but laugh and said, "This is the Xiao Qingkuang I know."
Feng Xiyan also smiled: "You are also the Murong He I know."
Mu He: "I am still your bound milk."
Feng Xiyan: "But this time, I will protect you."
Mu He was stunned for a moment.
Feng Xiyan put a hand on his shoulder and pinched it twice tenderly: "I will not rush forward alone again. I will protect you and obey your orders completely. I will not let others talk about you anymore. I will kill anyone who dares to say anything bad about you."
My heartbeat is unstable again.
Mu He wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry in the game.
@Infinite good articles, all in Jinjiang Literature City
He looked at the familiar person in front of him and realized clearly for the first time that he was really with Xiao Qingkuang.
This is the person he likes.
This was the person who had hurt him the most and driven him crazy.
For this person, Mu He once felt that it didn't matter how he was scolded, as long as he could help him win the championship.
He has this feeling now - he doesn't need any self-esteem or recognition.
Swordsman? No more. Being kept? I'm fine. Bottom line, no more... No, I still want it.
Mu He forced himself to break free from the "binding net" of the man in front of him, but eventually he leaned on him somewhat powerlessly: "Xi Yan, you are Xi Yan, right?"
Feng Xiyan found it a little funny: "I am laughing at frivolity, but also Feng Xiyan."
Mu He: "It's just a new shell, why is there such a big difference?"
Feng Xiyan: "After your first love has plastic surgery, your feelings towards him will definitely be different."
Mu He: “…”
Fuck, it must be Feng Xiyan who ruined the atmosphere.
But there is nothing wrong with this statement?
Mu He said helplessly: "You are my first love."
Feng Xiyan: "What a coincidence, you too."
After the two came online, they indeed received a lot of messages, but they ignored them and went to the arena to play a few games.
The purpose of the competition was to regain the feeling of playing this profession, so neither of them played seriously, but just used each other as the target of attack to familiarize themselves with their own skills.
However, facing Xiao Qingkuang, Mu He really couldn't bring himself to do it, and he found that Feng Xiyan was also a little restrained when hitting him.
So, after two rounds of competition, the two let each other go and went to the arena for random matching.
The people who matched were all like this:
"Master, give me one minute! Let me take a picture with you!"
"Alright! We're done filming! Come on, Master, torture me!"
Mu He: “…”
Feng Xiyan: "..."
Okay, I can’t rely on passers-by players anymore, and in the end I can only bully my teammates.
Then, finally, it was the night before the game.
After the qualifiers of the sixth professional league came to an end, the official announced the list of eight teams that advanced.
Next up was the quarterfinals.
Because the Langmie team defeated Ye Lan in the challenge match, they qualified to directly participate in the quarterfinals.
The format of the quarterfinals is a group stage - the eight teams in the previous session and the eight teams that advanced this session will be divided into four groups, with four teams in each group playing against each other in twos to compete for two qualifying spots.
Soon, Mu He, the captain of the Langmie team, received a private message from the official - the Langmie team was divided into the fourth group, which is Group D.
Then the three teams assigned to the same group with them are: Qingyu, Cangkong, and Qingkuang!