Chapter 64: Move with the Wind (4)
"Can you tell me how you look at me?"
Unable to bear the suspicion and distrust that Yin Yin was giving him, Zhou Yan questioned Yin Yin with a burning gaze, a cold expression with a hint of distortion and pain, and a bitter voice.
Yinyin was shaken by Zhou Yan's sudden change of attitude and expression. It should be said that she was frightened. In the past, Zhou Yan would look at her with a little pain in his calm expression, but this time it seemed more obvious. She knew that Zhou Yan loved her, but why did he look at her with such an expression? Zhou Cheng faced her with self-blame and guilt, because of what he had done before, so would Zhou Yan be like this? In her forgotten memories, did Zhou Yan do something wrong or something that could not be made up for her?
"What exactly do you want to know?"
When Zhou Yan realized that Yin Yin was looking at him with confusion and suspicion, he felt a little uneasy.
"You asked me how I looked at you, then what about you? How did you look at me?"
Before she knew the truth and hadn't confirmed it, Yinyin didn't dare to make a judgment about Zhou Yan easily. Now she took advantage of Zhou Yan's words and asked him directly. Zhou Yan was startled when he heard Yinyin's words. The uneasiness in his heart began to grow. At the same time, he subconsciously regretted the question he asked...
“…I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Subconsciously, Zhou Yan felt that continuing the topic would only make him more uneasy, so he chose to avoid Yin Yin for the first time.
"Is that really the case?"
Facing Yin Yin's questioning, Zhou Yan remained silent. Yin Yin felt that his silence was perhaps the best answer. Yin Yin chuckled with a bitter heart, which made Zhou Yan look away. What he remembered in his mind was everything he had done to Yin Yin. He knew very well that once Yin Yin remembered it , he would no longer have her. With an extremely guilty conscience, he chose to escape.
"That's enough, don't go on."
Unable to bear Yin Yin's gaze, Zhou Yan felt as if his heart was broken by a knife. Because of this, his expression and his reaction had already given the best answer. How could Yin Yin not feel heartbroken? She just thought of it and mentioned it by chance, but the result was so bitter. Although she had forgotten the past, she had confirmed that Zhou Yan had really done something irreversible to her. Her heart was aching... But was this really just a coincidence? Why did she come to Zhou Yan? And why did she suddenly let the situation develop into such a result?
"I'll take you to see him—"
Because he couldn't bear Yin Yin's gaze, he couldn't use tough means to force Yin Yin to stop talking about the bitter topic, so Zhou Yan could only choose the only way out, which was to satisfy Yin Yin's original purpose.
Yinyin didn't answer. She didn't know how to answer. She was in a very confused and boring mood. It was only after Zhou Yan said that she remembered the original purpose of looking for Zhou Yan. Maybe because of this, she could erase the forgotten memories from her heart. Since it was because of the memories that Zhou Yan always looked at her with such painful eyes, it was not difficult for Yinyin to guess how painful it was. If she remembered it, could she bear it now? And could she forgive Zhou Yan for what he did? It didn't matter what happened. Before the truth came out, Yinyin felt that maybe silence was the best choice. Looking back, Zhou Cheng was the same. As a result, the two brothers did the same cruel things to her and had the same idea of forcing her to stay with them. Yinyin could only say that everything in her life after losing her memory was so ridiculous...
On the way to the prison where Ma Feng was imprisoned, Yin Yin remained silent. Although silence made Zhou Yan feel uneasy, perhaps he thought that after that topic, silence might be the best, at least it would not make him recall the things at that time, nor would it increase Yin Yin's burden. When did it start? He began to be afraid that Yin Yin would remember everything, remember what he had done to her at that time. If that happened, the only thing he held tightly in his hands would disappear, and he would never be seen in Yin Yin's eyes. It was not easy to make Yin Yin face himself again, and Zhou Yan would never allow himself to be lost again. In order to grasp the little tenderness he already had in front of him, he had changed himself, so naturally he would not want to lose it so soon!
Before they knew it, Zhou Yan and Yin Yin had arrived at the Sky Prison. The jailers were immediately frightened and panicked when they saw Zhou Yan and Yin Yin. Firstly, they came too suddenly, and secondly, Zhou Yan actually came to visit in person. Yin Yin's arrival was also unexpected. The unprepared jailers were of course frightened to see these two people. If two people of noble status came to the Sky Prison, there must be something important. As a result, as long as they were negligent, they would definitely be punished, or even beheaded. Therefore, the jailers guarding and guarding the Sky Prison were on high alert, waiting for Zhou Yan and Yin Yin to send them out and question them at any time.
So, under the guidance of a jailer leader, Yin Yin followed Zhou Yan into the entrance of the prison...