Chapter 62 Xi is just using you, I am the one who loves you the most.

Shu Mo looked at Xi and was speechless for a long time. After a while, the black-haired young man said, "Why on earth did they do this?"

Xi's emotions were not wavering. , he looked at Shu Mo and seemed to be a little happy: "Are you distressed?"

A complicated expression flashed across Shu Mo's face. He looked at Xi and nodded.

Xi looked at this scene with the corners of his lips slightly raised. From the first day he came into contact with Shu Mo, he felt that Shu Mo was an honest person, or in other words, young people would be particularly honest when facing specific objects and situations. .

But he would occasionally lie. When Shu Mowen lied with a warm voice, his sincere appearance would also deceive many people. His eyes revealed sincerity and care, making people involuntarily trust and get close to him. , this is similar to the smile on Xi's face all year round, it is a kind of external disguise, but Xi just imitates a gentle smile rigidly, while Shu Mo has difficulty in discerning his true thoughts.

In other words, Nozomi has always been just imitating someone's smile. After wearing human skin for a long time, the mask will really blend with Nozomi, and Nozomi's mask is called gentleness.

"Hey," the person in his memory said to him, "just smile." The man with white hair held his face and said to him: "

I want to see you smile." '

But Xi doesn't have the emotion of smiling at all. He has had no emotions since he was born, no compassion for all things, no views on the world. He only has his own responsibilities and extremely cold thoughts in his heart, but The person in front of me... is different.

He wanted the other person's eyes to stay on him, so Xi stared at the other person without blinking, then slowly raised his lips, revealing a ferocious smile.

Then, he saw the corner of the man's eye twitch, as if he was slightly shocked, and then the man turned his face away, then slowly raised his head to look at the sky. Finally, the man said: 'Otherwise, let's forget it. Xi

Ti's heart died in an instant.

He looked at his face in the mirror and thought for a long time. The young boy recalled what the other party said. He held his dagger, slowly raised the blade and pressed it to the corner of his lips, then extended it outwards, and the blood spread. When he came out, Xi raised his face, he cut his own face, looked at himself in the mirror and raised his lips, so the person in the mirror finally had a gentle smile.

In fact, if Shu Mo observes carefully, he will find that the smile on Xi's face is similar to his. In other words, when Xi was a child, he had been trying his best to imitate, and the soft color that finally appeared on his face was almost the same as Shu Mo's. Don’t be exactly the same.

But Shu Mo doesn't know all this now. Shu Mo looked at the giant creature in front of him and suddenly asked:

"...What is the relationship between you and Xi?"

Xi barely recovered from his memories. Everything in the past made his mood enveloped in darkness, but he Looking at the person in front of him, the expression on his face is still gentle, like a god full of compassion, and even the smile on his lips is filled with countless warmth and love, making people involuntarily immersed in it.

With just half of her chin exposed, she is so beautiful that people can't help but think about what kind of beautiful face is underneath the mask.

This mask gave him a sense of mystery and distance, and the aura around him made him look so holy. Xi's appearance was terrifying and ferocious, but it made it impossible to look away. It also made it impossible for Shu Mo to guess... What kind of malice was flowing in Xi's heart at this time.

Xi said, "Oh? You are finally willing to ask this question."

Shu Mo was a little nervous. It was obvious that he had been troubled by this question for a long time, and he did not dare to ask it out loud until now. If Xi gives people the impression of a gorgeous and majestic sun, giving people an indescribable sense of suffocation, then Xi is like the shadow on the opposite side of the sun. It seems holy, but in fact it is so vicious that it makes people's scalp numb. Take a second look. will be completely swallowed up by it.

Xi said: "Good boy, you have been patient for a long time." The giant chuckled: "It's hard for you to ask now."

Even Shu Mo felt that Xi now looked a bit too scary. After a while, his relationship with Xi seemed to be a secret that should not be mentioned, a taboo that should not be violated. But he didn't blame Shu Mo. After all, if he wasn't qualified to know, then who else was?

So Xi tilted his head slightly, put his finger on his chin, and then said in a very calm tone:

"I am here because of you."

Shu Mo's thoughts paused, and then he was completely stuck. .

Click, click, click, as if you can hear the sound of the gears in the young man's brain turning crazily and then getting stuck for an instant. Shu Mo couldn't even recover. He looked at the person in front of him suspiciously and said, "Is it because...me?"

"Are you kidding me?"

Shu Mo wanted to laugh, but looking at Xi's look, He smiled, then stopped laughing.

Xi still looked at him with a smile, that soft smile that made people want to go in, roll around, and then drown in it. Shu Mo looked at that smiling face, but the hair on his body stood up, feeling indescribable horror and confusion.

"Is it because of me?" Shu Mo took a step back, a little in disbelief, but more confused: "But me, but I..."

I have never seen you before.

Shu Mo seemed a little unable to understand. He looked at Xi in front of him, and a thought suddenly flashed through his mind. Could it be that he suddenly met Xi when he lost his memory, and then punched Xi hard when he lost his memory. Indirectly What kind of injury caused Xi to become like this?

The more Shu Mo thought about it, the more he felt that this matter was so reasonable. When he looked at Xi, his eyes suddenly became wary: Could Xi suddenly catch him and then punch him in revenge?

Can the things he did in the state of amnesia be separated from himself... Shu Mo felt very helpless. He owed a huge debt without his knowing it, and then woke up to find that he had a debtor with a confused look on his face. It’s hard to describe how it feels to come here to collect debts. The most terrifying thing is that he has no idea what he did or why those people said that.

But based on his current relationship with Xi, Shu Mo thought that the most likely thing Xi would do was not punch him hard. He should worry more about his personal safety than his personal safety.

Shu Mo's mind was getting wider and wider, and he was thinking a little too far. Looking at his eyes that were slightly empty, Xi knew that he was thinking wildly. The man said, "It's not what you think."

Shu Mo recovered instantly. God, Xi looked at him and continued: "The reason why I appear here has nothing to do with you, but it is indeed because of you."

Then Shu Mo heard Xi say: "I can't find you, Shu Mo."

The man's tone was deep, as if he was recalling the past. During that time, Xi fell into a state of complete madness. He didn't want to do anything, and he didn't want to care about anything. The only thing he wanted to do was It is to find Shu Mo, to find Shu Mo at all costs - and then to keep him by his side forever.

In that case, if Xi really found Shu Mo, Shu Mo might really be imprisoned by him for the rest of his life. Fortunately and unfortunately, Xi couldn't find Shu Mo in the tower even if he tried his best.

What kind of existence is the saint? All pollutants, even at the cost of truth, trying to directly locate Shu Mo is just a dream. Even the most powerful prophets and diviners in the tower cannot find traces of Shu Mo.

Xi searched almost madly for several years. During that time, he said to himself: If Shu Mo appeared in front of him now, then he would listen to him in anything.

As long as Shu Mo didn't like what he was doing, he would never do it again. Xi searched hard for a long time and said to himself that as long as Shu Mo was willing to appear in front of him, then he would never kill anyone again.

In the end, Xi found nothing. The man seemed calm at the time, but in fact he had completely fallen into paranoia. He was thinking about an idea: that is, if all the creatures in the tower were slaughtered, how could Shu Mo still survive? Should you continue to avoid him?

What if he never finds one?

Then kill all the others, so that Shu Mo will have nowhere to hide.

The man with white hair smiled, but there was nothing in that smile.

Xi almost did that, he had completely lost his mind. He planned to start cleaning from the fourth floor first, because he remembered Shu Mo once told him that he stayed on the fourth floor for a long time.

What prevented Xi from doing this was an accident that was not an accident. If Xi really started to take action, he would become the enemy of the entire tower in an instant, and the Tribunal would laugh out of his dreams. But Xi's actions were forced to stop, not because he suddenly changed his mind, but because Xi suffered a heavy blow. Then, the man was gradually divided and differentiated in the process, and Xi and Xi were separated. From Xi's shadow In the middle, a dark monster crawled out. Because he inherited Xi's obsession, in his heart, destroying everything in the tower was his only duty.

Just like the shadow of the sun being cut, light and darkness are separated, and they can become one again. That kind of hope is hope in the true sense.

But Xi and Xi subtly did not want to do that. Although Xi was still cold and cruel after breaking up with Xi, he was much better than before. At the same time, his whole person began to become extremely hollow and indifferent. , he still maintained his obsession with Shu Mo, but he could already start to think about whether what he was doing was in the interests of others and what impact it would have.

But Xi didn't want to be restrained anymore. He wanted to destroy everything, and then after destroying everything, he would monopolize Shu Mo. There were some subtle differences in the thoughts of the two people. Although Xi had lost a lot, he felt sober as never before. His brain was no longer occupied by almost terrifying crazy obsessions, and became a cold but admired person in the eyes of the outside world. Ri Zhu; Xi just wants to destroy everything and establish his own kingdom of God.

The situation is awkward for now. Xi wanted to leave alone and do what he wanted to do, but Xi thought that he would definitely cause trouble, so Xi took action, kept Xi and threw him into this cage.

At this point, the expression on Shu Mo's face became completely blank. Xi looked at his expression at this time, then sighed slightly, and then said:

"So, you know what I want to explain, right?"

Shu Mo Swallowing, he hesitated for a moment, and then the young man shook his head.

Xi stared at him, staring deeply at the person in front of him. Of course, Shu Mo could not see the expression behind his mask at all, but Xi smiled softly and said: "I am the one who loves you most. "

Well, in the eyes of the outside world, the perfect Rizhu doesn't really love you at all!"

Shu Mo: "..."

Shu Mo: "Well, I feel..."

"You don't understand at all" Xi. Stretching out his hands, he tightly grasped the person in front of him with both hands. The crazy and overflowing emotions almost overwhelmed the person. What a twisted emotion it was. Just seeing a ripple was enough to shock people.

"His love for you is a love with interests and calculations. It is not pure love at all."

Xi held Shu Mo's shoulders, then touched his face and said softly: "I am the one The one who loves you the most, Shu Mo. Don't you see? If it were me... I would never send you here."

Shu Mo looked at the person in front of him with a hint of surprise. A hint of doubt, but no fear. Looking at his current appearance, Xi suddenly felt an indescribable love in her heart. That's it, Shu Mo is the best, and Shu Mo will never be afraid of him...

"The first time I saw you With one glance, he will kill everyone who sees you, and then hide you."

Shu Mo swallowed softly and rolled his throat before swallowing the saliva. His movements were extremely subtle, as if he was afraid that the smallest detail would irritate the monster in front of him. The most terrifying thing was that Shu Mo's scalp went numb when he heard it, and he suddenly realized: Xi was definitely not exaggerating. He really wanted to do this and would definitely do it.

"I will kill all the people who come into contact with you and see you, and then you can only stay by my side."

The white and beautiful bone hand stretched out, lying on the bed like a beautiful spider. Mo's face, and then touched his face lovingly: "This is the way I love you, this is the purest and best love."

This is not love at all.

Shu Mo thought.

It's...possessive and paranoid.

How crazy is Xi in front of her? Shu Mo thought about this problem, but he never thought about it. Even to this extent, he only had worries about Xi in his heart, but he didn't have any resistance.

"I'm... very happy." After hearing his words, Xi's smile suddenly bloomed, and it was so beautiful that it was breathtaking: "But you can't do this, Xi..."

Xi's expression froze for a moment, and he gently touched Shu The touch of Mo's face and hand was so cold that it made people panic: "Oh, why?"

"Xi's heart only contains calculations, interests, and well-planned scams."

Xi said, "I and I He is different. I like you so much that I would even kill everyone in the world for you. Am I not better than him?"

Shu Mo looked at the giant creature in front of him. After a moment of silence, the black-haired young man stretched out his hand and took the initiative. Touching the other person's palm, even though the man's hand was more than a circle bigger than his, he stretched out his hand as if he could hold Shu Mo's head, and let him lie in his palm with his face turned sideways.

Then, Shu Mo turned around and kissed his palm gently.

This small movement made Xi's fingers tremble. Shu Mo's complexion was pale, his face was handsome, and he was so handsome that people were amazed. His green eyes had a gentle color that made it impossible to look away.

Shu Mo said: "I don't believe you."

"It's because I believe in you that I believe in Xi." Shu Mo said: "Xi and you are the same person. Don't you want me to trust you? "

Xi's lips pursed slightly, and then he chuckled. His pure white mask turned dark at a moment: "Of course you should believe me."

"I am the only person you can trust," Xi said softly. The voice was as sweet as a siren's song, making people start to lose their minds: "But you shouldn't believe Xi."

"He is no longer 'me'." Xi said: "If it were me, if it was me..."

"It's impossible for me to let you go." When Xi said this, his voice became thicker and thicker, so thick that it was almost familiar, like... the director.

"His feelings for you are mixed with too much use and calculation. Let me think about it, as a saint, how much benefit can you bring to him?" Xi said: "In his plan, you must be What he needs most is also an indispensable presence. He may have paved all the roads for you secretly, and then uses this to control everything about you. "

"But such feelings are impure." Xi continued: "So he doesn't deserve to love you. Only I love you the most!"

"If you trust him blindly." Xi said, "He will You calculated to squeeze out all your use value and put you in danger." Xi stretched out her hand, dragged Shu Mo into her arms, and rubbed his hair: "I won't treat you like that, Shu Mo. I will protect you, you just need to stay in my arms, you don't need to do anything, don't do anything."

Underneath these gentle and sweet words, there is an almost twisted extreme control and possessiveness. Shu Mo's eyes twitched. At this moment, he also understood why Xi was unwilling to merge with Xi. He thought that Xi's feelings were not purely one of the reasons, but more importantly, the other party might be separating... I simply don't want to share Shu Mo with Xi anymore.

Even if that person...is himself.

Shu Mo thought a lot. He believed Xi's words, but he could only believe half of them. This was not because he doubted Xi's feelings or anything else, but because the other party was too crazy. Such an unscrupulous person would really do something like this. People who want to destroy the world just to monopolize Shu Mo cannot be completely trusted.

Because part of everything he said was destined to deliberately hide certain details in order to make Shu Mo love him more.

But as to whether Xi was taking advantage of him, Shu Mo thought calmly. This was for sure.

But when people get along with each other, there are inherent interest relationships that cannot be sorted out or calculated clearly. This account cannot be calculated clearly, but does this mean that Xi has no feelings for him at all?

Shu Mo thought that Xi had given him a lot of things and helped him a lot. No matter what the other party's purpose was, he had done all this, but he had given Xi nothing. But now, Xi was because of this. He was angry and even resentful towards Xi, but Shu Mo had not done anything for Xi until now. To be honest, he owed Xi more.

Moreover, Xi said that he had been looking for him, and Shu Mo was still a little confused: Did they know each other before?

"Obviously I owe you more." Shu Mo said, "Xi saved me and gave me a lot of things..."

Xi hugged him tightly in her arms: "No, he is using you, you can't Believe in that scheming liar. If you receive any benefit from him now, he will squeeze all the value out of you in the future..."

"But I am willing to be used by him."

Xi looked a little unbelievable at that moment. He looked at it. Looking at Shu Mo in front of him, he wanted to say something, but the black-haired young man said suspiciously: "You don't want to say, let me hate you, do you?"

"He and I are different." Xi said: " You just need to trust me."

Tu Qiongdijian.

Shu Mo had a headache. After chatting with Xi for a while, not only did he not solve his doubts, but he became even more confused.

Of course, there was another thing that he had been concerned about since the beginning.

Shu Mo gently pushed the person in front of him, and Xi reluctantly let him go. Then he looked at the black-haired young man in front of him and thought earnestly that Shu Mo must have realized that Xi's love for him was not pure. So I want to tell him that he will only trust him in the future.

Then, Xi looked at Shu Mo who was hesitating in front of him, but after hesitating for a moment, a hesitant expression appeared on his face, and then asked curiously:

"Xi, there is one thing that I am very curious about."

Shu Mo blinked . , and then said:

"How old...are you this year?"

Xi: "..."

At that moment, the atmosphere that had seemed tense just now suddenly froze, the air was dead silent, and even the sound of breathing disappeared instantly.

The corners of Xi's lips curled up slightly, and he took a step back, then returned to the aloof, majestic and holy look he had at the beginning, majestic, beautiful, and unapproachable.

Shu Mo pressed forward: "I'm 24 years old this year. I mean, how did I meet you."

"Xi, how old are you...?"

Xi's silence was deafening.

For a long time, the man didn't care whether Shu Mo liked Xi or him more. Xi smiled softly and said: "Good boy, time is created by man and is a tool for man. In the torrent of years, age is just a unit. You You don't need to care about it."

Shu Mo looked at him suspiciously, as if he really didn't care about these little things. Shu Mo frowned and asked, "Actually, I don't care about this either."

"But, you shouldn't be much older than me, right?"

Shu Mo joked and guessed a number: "...30?"

Xi:.

Shu Mo: "...40?"

Xi slowly raised a smile: "I'm tired, please leave first."

Shu Mo: "Wait, wait, it can't be 50, don't push me, Xi— "Don't push me!"

Xi said, "It's important to maintain a certain sense of mystery in front of your partner." Shu

Mo: "You haven't explained how I met you, Xi!"

Mo was pushed out of the room. There was nothing outside the protective shield. A mechanical spider couldn't wait to jump down from the wall and chirped around Shu Mo. When Xiu Mo was happily spinning around Shu Mo, he saw Shu Mo slowly lowered his body, looked at the dagger cultivator lying on the ground, and suddenly asked with a serious face:

"Is age really that important?" Shu Mo said, "Xi looks so young, she can't be that much older. Yes."

He looked at Dagger Xiu who seemed a little confused and suddenly asked: "How old are you?"

The golden eye stared at the person in front of him. After a moment, Dagger Xiu seemed to realize something. He trembled with surprise, then crawled away without looking back.

"It's not that big of a deal...? Hey, it's really not that big of a deal, wait a minute!"