Chapter 62 The Person in the Dream (2)
"Han, do you think it would be better if I didn't remember it?"
"Of course not. Everyone has a past. It's good to remember it. After all, it's proof that you lived through it. But don't force yourself. Anxiety will only make things more confusing. If you insist on thinking about it, it will probably cause your memory to become confused. By then, I'm afraid that not only your memory but also you will be affected. You don't want to see someone worrying or crying for you, right?"
"……Um!"
Yin Yin responded softly. If Feng Qinghan's words came from someone else, Yin Yin might not accept them so easily. Indeed, on the surface, Feng Qinghan's words sounded just words of comfort. Maybe it was because they had been together for a long time, and to Yin Yin, Feng Qinghan's words were simple but touched her heart. Unconsciously, Feng Qinghan's words always penetrated into Yin Yin's heart. Only when facing him, Yin Yin would unconsciously reveal her true self.
"Oh, let's not talk about it anymore. It's rare for me to come out, so I shouldn't let this kind of topic affect my mood."
"Yeah, that's what I meant."
"So where to go next?"
"Of course, according to the princess's wishes."
"Princess?"
"Um."
"Han, you are really bold in what you say sometimes."
"It's an honor to receive your compliment."
“…I don’t think I’m complimenting you.”
A brief conversation ended here, Feng Qinghan still had a smiling face. To be honest, Yinyin still couldn't see through Feng Qinghan, of course, but she really wanted to know what was hidden behind Feng Qinghan's gentle smile? Was he really as he looked on the surface?
Suddenly, Yinyin thought about why she was suddenly interested in whether Feng Qinghan was real or not ? Was it because they were friends? She had been looking for her lost memories and kept a distance from others. As long as it didn't involve memories, Yinyin would be rational and keep a little distance. So far, Feng Qinghan was the first person who made her want to know the other person's true self.
"Forget it. I still think Yinyin sounds more appealing. What do you think? Have you decided?"
"Well, I've experienced all the places to go and the delicious food in Weicheng, so I don't know for a moment."
" So you want to go outside Weicheng?"
“…I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to, but Yan won’t agree to that, right?”
"As long as you nod, I can take you there."
Feng Qinghan's words were very tempting, and Yinyin was moved, but she was not so willful as to ignore the facts.
"No, I'll discuss it with Yan next time I want to go. After all, he doesn't restrict me as much as Cheng does. He will agree to whatever I want. I can't leave without saying goodbye or go my own way."
The fact is just as Yin Yin said, Zhou Yan takes good care of Yin Yin, and he will agree no matter what Yin Yin goes out or does, although most of the time she is accompanied by him. Because of this, she has experienced all the fun and delicious things in Weicheng in the past few months. Yin Yin is very clear about Zhou Yan's intentions, but she cannot make a choice because of this, let alone go against Zhou Yan's wishes at this time, otherwise many people will suffer.
"Are you worried that he might take revenge? Even if it's not against you."
Yin Yin didn't know what words to use to respond to Feng Qinghan's words. Feng Qinghan could always see through her thoughts as always. It made no difference whether she said it or not. This time Feng Qinghan was half right.
"It doesn't matter if it is or not. I am already very content with the way it is now ."
"Contentment?"
"Well, although I am content, I am also worried."
"Han Ji?"
"……Um."
Yin Yin really had to be shaken by Feng Qinghan's keen insight once again, at least once. Yin Yin really hoped that Feng Qinghan would not see through her so easily. In this way, she might have some privacy. The part that could be private in front of others would become completely private in front of Feng Qinghan.
"Indeed, he has put all his thoughts on you. It didn't matter before, but it's different after Han Ji came. She is the princess, and you are nominally his sister. Not to mention that his feelings for you are not allowed, now that Han Ji is here, he should also restrain himself to some extent, otherwise your position will become difficult. Should we say that he didn't notice it, or did he do it on purpose?"
Yin Yin was very clear about what Feng Qinghan said. First Zhou Cheng, then Zhou Yan, the two brothers would actually fall in love with someone who was nominally their sister. Yin Yin could ignore their own positions, but one was the king of a country and the other was a prince, which made it very difficult for Yin Yin to extricate herself. Judging from the current situation, Yin Yin stayed just to prevent the two brothers from ignoring national affairs and killing each other because of her. The pressure Zhou Cheng put on her was too great, and Zhou Yan was the only one she could choose. If she left without saying goodbye or wanted to escape at this moment, the consequences would not be difficult to imagine. She had already realized this when Shan Zhen suddenly appeared on the way to Weicheng with Zhou Yan.
"And what do you think?"
It seemed that Feng Qinghan had also seen the concerns in Yin Yin's heart, so he asked, but was met with silence again.