Chapter 61

There has been no news from Huo Yu all afternoon, and he didn’t even answer his phone calls. Xu Hexing felt strange, but he felt more flustered in his heart.

He sent a message asking Lu Yue if he could get through Huo Yu's phone number, but got a negative answer.

The panic became even worse, and Xu Hexing had a bad premonition.

He wanted to go find Huo Yu, but when he walked out the door, he realized that he only knew which hotel Huo Yu was staying in, not the room number at all!

He could only keep sending messages to Huo Yu, asking where he was, calling his phone over and over again, and listened to the ringtone several times.

Xu Hexing breathed a sigh of relief when he saw "The other party is typing" flashing across the top of the screen.

He didn't know why Huo Yu suddenly ignored him, but he knew that Huo Yu liked him, so he just sent a photo of him standing on the side of the road wearing a thin coat.

As expected, the call was connected the next second.

He was the first to ask: "Huo Yu, where are you?"

He heard Huo Yu on the other end of the phone cough twice and say in a hoarse voice: "I'm at the hotel, a little tired."

"What's your room number? I'm downstairs in the hotel. "

Huo Yu exhaled painfully, and just when he was about to refuse, he heard Xu Hexing continue: "It's so cold outside, Xiaoyu, I miss you. It's almost ten o'clock now. I definitely can't go back to school. You Do you want me to wander the streets..."

He gave up pitifully, knowing that Huo Yu couldn't refuse him.

Huo Yu was silent for a moment, and then told Xu Hexing the room number.

Huo Yu leaned against the door, waiting for Xu Hexing's arrival. It was like waiting for the final sentence of a death sentence.

When Xu Hexing entered the room, he didn't even have time to appreciate the superior sea view room. He caught a glimpse of Huo Yu's hair that was still dripping with water. He lowered his head and held the door with one hand, not daring to even look at Xu Hexing.

Xu Hexing frowned and closed the door: "Your hair is dripping, why don't you blow it dry."

"I just took a shower and didn't have time." Huo Yu didn't even hug him, but just turned around and returned to the bed.

This made Xu Hexing feel strange and uncomfortable.

He followed Huo Yu to the bed, looked at Huo Yu's back, and asked cautiously: "Did something happen today?"

Huo Yu still didn't speak. Xu Hexing couldn't bear his temper and glanced at a few empty bags thrown on the ground. Xu Hexing was furious about the fallen cigarette box and the pile of cigarette butts on the ashtray. He was about to ask him why he smoked so many cigarettes, but suddenly realized that Huo Yu must be in a particularly bad mood.

All the questions piled up in his throat. He sat next to Huo Yu and said, "Don't ignore me. Aren't you uncomfortable smoking so much?"

It's uncomfortable, of course it's uncomfortable.

But compared to the pain in my heart, this discomfort is nothing.

Only when you smoke can you temporarily forget the pain and struggle.

Seeing that he was still silent, Xu Hexing stopped talking. He just sat quietly for a moment and raised his hand to make up for the hug.

"No matter what happens, don't hide it, tell me, okay." He said softly.

Huo Yu took a deep breath, but still couldn't help hugging him tightly. He almost used up all his strength to dare to hug him again, burying his whole body into the crook of Xu Hexing's neck.

His strength was so strong that Xu Hexing was almost pressed into his arms, as if he was trying to stuff her body into him.

Xu Hexing patted his back gently. He suddenly noticed a wetness on his neck. He couldn't tell whether it was the water droplets falling from Huo Yu's hair or his tears.

Huo Yu wanted to rub him into his arms. After hugging him for a long time, he said in a calm voice: "I'm sorry."

Xu Hexing didn't know why, but he still comforted him: "It's okay, I forgive you."

He just repeated "I'm sorry" over and over again. Heavy again.

"What's wrong?"

"She knows." His voice was hoarse, and he was crying every word.

Xu Hexing was stunned for a moment before he came back to his senses and asked blankly: "Is it your mother?"

Huo Yu hugged him and hummed softly in his ear.

Xu Hexing suddenly stiffened, and the discomfort of having his soul tightly grasped in someone's palm spread throughout his body.

"So, is she asking you to separate from me?" Xu Hexing could only think of this result.

Before he even figured out why it was like this, the answer was announced.

"I'm sorry, I didn't hide it."

He was apologizing to Xu Hexing. He couldn't hide his feelings for Xu Hexing.

After all, he was young and frivolous, and could not hide all his feelings. In front of his relatives, he could only wait calmly for his hard outer shell to be peeled off and his softest internal organs to be exposed.

"I, I didn't blame you." Xu Hexing stammered, his mind went blank, "So you want to separate from me?" The

embrace that held him loosened for a moment, and his heart felt cold, thinking Huo Yu had already made a unilateral decision and was just waiting to announce it. But what followed was a tighter hug, and his breath blew under Xu Hexing's ears, becoming heavier every time.

"I'm too selfish. I know what I'm going to face, but I still don't want to let you go." He told everything and sentenced himself.

Xu Hexing felt his heart pounding. He was thrown high into the air, and then fell heavily to the hard ground.

He came out of Huo Yu's arms, held his face, and faced him.

Xu Hexing saw that his eyes were scarlet, and his originally deep pupils were blank and stained with tears. He was so soft-hearted.

"I said, I'm not afraid of anything. I'm just afraid that you don't want me." Xu Hexing pressed against Huo Yu's face and begged word for word: "So, don't give up on me."

The heart that was finally built was completely hit by the savage beast . Broken, he could no longer restrain his impulse, pressed Xu Hexing under him, pushed aside his bangs, and stroked him inch by inch with his trembling hands.

Xu Hexing shook his body, raised his hand to press him against her, and kissed him without waiting for his reaction.

It was a gentle, delicate, not erotic kiss.

The kiss held so many emotions that couldn't be expressed in words.

He had been struggling in the quagmire alone for too long and needed someone to pull him out. But he was afraid of dirtying that person, so he didn't dare to stretch out his hand.

But now this person took the initiative to reach out and told him "Don't give up on me" in a sincere tone that was almost pleading.

He has always been begging for himself not to be let go. This is the first time someone has shown such an expression to express their need for him.

Huo Yu kissed him in a state of collapse, his heart so sour that he almost suffocated.

They kissed for a long time, until their saliva even pulled out a transparent thread when their lips parted.

Huo Yu's eyes were red and he placed a kiss on his collarbone.

"You smell so much of cigarette smoke." Xu Hexing complained and pushed Huo Yu away.

Huo Yu looked down at the clothes he had been wearing all afternoon, raised his hands and took off his clothes neatly. Xu Hexing was shocked.

But Xu Hexing couldn't help but cast her gaze down on his muscular chest. His eyes slid down a little bit. The lines of his abdominal muscles were sexy and tight, and finally moved to his underwear that revealed a section... Xu Hexing silently swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

"Don't be a hooligan, put on your clothes quickly."

"The clothes smell of cigarette smoke."

"Then you, then cover yourself with the quilt." Don't seduce others by exposing yourself so openly.

Huo Yu was pressed into the quilt by him, staring at Xu Hexing motionlessly.

Xu Hexing felt terrified when he stared at him. He noticed that his eyes were full of red bloodshot eyes and that he was extremely tired.

"Go to sleep. Let's talk about anything tomorrow." Although he had too many questions to ask him, Huo Yu was not in a good state. It's more important that he get a good rest.

Huo Yu responded and pulled Xu Hexing closer to the quilt with his backhand.

He did nothing but closed his eyes, but refused to let go of Xu Hexing's hand.

The light was still on, so he closed his eyes and felt Xu Hexing's temperature.

It didn't take long for him to fall asleep, but his brows were still furrowed. He probably had a nightmare, so Xu Hexing gently smoothed his brows.

Huo Yu was sleeping well, Xu Hexing could see that he was in a daze.

Huo Yu had gone through too much today, and he apologized to himself with such a desperate look, which made Xu Hexing's heart sting.

But now Huo Yu was sleeping peacefully next to him, like a fragile child who took the initiative to break the hard body of his body, leaving starlight all over the floor.

Xu Hexing sighed and placed a kiss on his brow.

He had openly revealed all his vulnerabilities, sensitivities, insecurities and timidities to himself. -Xu

Hexing opened his eyes first the next morning.

As soon as he woke up, he found that the two people's bodies were pressed closely together. Huo Yu's chest was so hot that Xu Hexing shivered from the burn.

Unable to fall asleep no matter what, Xu Hexing carefully moved the arm around him, got out of bed, poured out the ashes, and threw away the empty cigarette case.

There should be breakfast service, but Xu Hexing didn't want to wake Huo Yu, so he put on his clothes and went downstairs to buy breakfast.

It was just dawn and still a little gray.

Carrying breakfast in his hand, Xu Hexing passed by a convenience store and wanted to buy a tube of hand cream. He still remembered that Huo Yu's big palm rubbing his cheek was a little dry.

He carefully selected a peach-flavored hand cream and was about to check out, but Xu Hexing's eyes fell on the shelf next to the cashier.

There are several rows of small boxes arranged neatly.

Xu Hexing glanced at it pretending to be calm, picked up two boxes calmly, and paid the bill without looking carefully.

The cashier was not surprised and didn't show any surprise.

After walking out of the convenience store and touching the two small square boxes in his pocket, Xu Hexing started to feel hot.

He reassured himself in his mind that he just bought it without saying he had to use it. It wasn't expensive anyway.

When he returned to the hotel, Huo Yu was already awake, naked to the waist, with confused eyes. He subconsciously wanted to find a cigarette, but he couldn't find it, so he could only lean against the bedside with a dejected look on his face.

Seeing Xu Hexing come back, he showed his appearance.

He thought Xu Hexing was gone.

Xu Hexing handed him the breakfast, and the two of them finished their breakfast in silence.

"Can you tell me now?" Xu Hexing asked.

Huo Yu rubbed his face and spoke unsteadily: "She saw my phone, but it shouldn't be just because of this."

Huo Yu's phone lock screen was a photo of them together. Xu Hexing knew that, but he didn't think that photo was relevant. what is the problem.

"I guess she may have seen some video or someone said something to her." He curled his lips sarcastically: "I have to say that she understands me quite well and can see through it at a glance."

"Then, she Want you to break up with me?" Xu Hexing asked hurriedly.

Huo Yu nodded. His bangs were still a little messy, covering half of his eyes. He brushed them away irritably: "She gave me two days to break up with you, or she threatened me to find your parents."

The last sentence He spoke very softly, almost breathlessly, but Xu Hexing caught it immediately.

Xu Hexing probably understood his struggle.

"So you..."

Huo Yu interrupted him: "I want to be with you forever, but I'm afraid you won't be happy in the future."

It's a good thing for lovers to get married eventually, but if lovers don't get the understanding of their families, And what about support?

Zhao Xin was right about this. This was not only a matter between him and Xu Hexing, but also a matter between two families.

Together they may hurt many, many people.

And no one can be sure whether this love will be wasted away in the subsequent pain.

Huo Yu buried his head in his hands in pain.

Xu Hexing didn't speak. He thought for a long time.

"I will experience a lot in the future, and maybe I won't be happy at that time, but if you put me down because of these, then I won't be happy now either." Xu Hexing whispered, "This will indeed hurt them, they It's okay to not understand or support, but..."

His tone was choked, and he calmed down and continued: "But it doesn't mean that we have to wrong ourselves, just like you said about your father, in the same way, we are human beings first, and then we are human beings. For the son of man."

Xu Hexing's words hit Huo Yu's chest hard. A deafening sound echoed.

He thought that Xu Hexing was braver, stronger, and more persistent than him.

And I am more like a coward, who will be scared by an idea and cower in place.

Huo Yu raised his arms and hugged him, kissed his neck tenderly, and told his helplessness.

"Xu Hexing, why are you so nice?" He whispered in Xu Hexing's ear. In fact, from the moment he told Xu Hexing his room number, he never thought about letting go.

Xu Hexing said: "Because you are worth it."

I don't know where they started to look at each other, and they kissed intimately again.

Their lips and teeth were intertwined, their breaths collided, and their bodies were touching.

Feeling each other's heat.

The world was spinning for a while, Xu Hexing lay on the white sheets, his eyes blurred as he asked for a kiss, and Huo Yu pressed a gentle kiss on his lips.

Xu Hexing's lips were so red that he was kissed.

Panting with his mouth slightly open.

Huo Yu stared at him with burning eyes, and Xu Hexing felt like a fish on the chopping board, ready to be slaughtered.

He pulled Huo Yu closer to him, and Huo Yu's hot breath came out.

The sky is completely clear, and the sun shines through the dark clouds and spreads across the earth.

Being hugged tightly by Huo Yu gave him a weird out-of-body feeling, and Huo Yu kissed him fiercely again.

The kiss became harder and deeper.

The kiss made Xu Hexing unable to help but let out a thin sob from his throat.

Huo Yu made a move, and this series of broken sobs was like a signal that ignited his heart.

Strong desire surged like a tide, impacting his heart.

Huo Yu took a deep breath and got up from Xu Hexing, not daring to look into his sparkling eyes. He stood up and walked to the bathroom, but Xu Hexing subconsciously grabbed his arm and whispered in his ear: "Xiaoyu, do you want to ..."

The last two words disappeared into the sticky sound of kissing. Huo Yu took off his shirt while kissing him, and placed his palms on him. Every touch seemed to ignite a cluster of fireworks.

Xu Hexing felt uncomfortable all over. His body was so hot that he wanted to be close to him.

Huo Yu's scalp was numb from the stimulation of his unorganized touch. He controlled Xu Hexing's hand and gasped: "No, I haven't bought anything yet."

Xu Hexing broke free from the restraints and stretched out his arms to pick up the food. Throwing the clothes on the ground, he took out two small boxes from his pocket and handed them to Huo Yu.

Huo Yu's eyes were blazing, and he stared at the words above.

Words such as ultra-thin, safe, mint, etc. made the fire in his heart intensify. He twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "Xu Hexing, have you thought about it?"

Xu Hexing closed his eyes and responded.

The next second, Huo Yu strode out of bed and closed the curtains completely. The room instantly became dark, with only the dim light overhead.

Xu Hexing was pinned down by him and his head was buried in the quilt. He couldn't control his breathing. He finally managed to catch his breath and could only beg for mercy. His words failed to form words and sentences failed to form sentences. He finally managed to form a sentence: "Xiaoyu, Please be gentle..." [...]

He buried his head in Xu Hexing's neck and kissed her densely.

Xu Hexing was itched by his kiss, but he didn't even have the strength to avoid it.

He was so tired that he almost fell into a deep sleep. In a daze, he heard someone whisper in his ear: "I love you, baby."

He subconsciously opened his mouth, tilted his head and kissed his face skillfully, his voice was hoarse. He looked like this and murmured: "I love you too."